Title: ABADDON'S REIGN Author: aka "Jake" Rating: NC-17 (language, violence, adult situations and graphic sexual descriptions) Classification: Col/Post-Col, MSR, /O, Consensual and (implied) Non-Consensual Sex, Angst, Mytharc Spoilers: Seasons 1-9; picks up after "The Truth" Summary: Mobilization of alien forces comes early. Please, do not archive without permission. Disclaimer: The characters Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, Alex Krycek, Walter Skinner, Cassandra Spender, Gibson Praise and William Mulder are the property of Chris Carter, FOX and 1013 Productions. WARNING: "Abaddon's Reign" is a grownup tale set in harsh times. A number of scenes contain graphic descriptions and portray adult situations that may offend some readers. Please, read with caution. Special thanks to betas mimic117 and xdksfan (Books I through the Epilogue), and Elizabeth Rowandale (Books I & II). Special thanks to my hubby, who serves as technical advisor of all things military. ABADDON'S REIGN by aka "Jake" In appearance the locusts were like horses arrayed for battle; on their heads were what looked like crowns of gold; their faces were like human faces, their hair like women's hair, and their teeth like lions' teeth; they had scales like iron breastplates, and the noise of their wings was like the noise of many chariots with horses rushing into battle. They have tails like scorpions, and stings, and their power of hurting men for five months lies in their tails. They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit; his name in Hebrew is Abaddon... -- REVELATION 9:7 - 9:11 BOOK I: FROM THE SMOKE CAME LOCUSTS I-40, WESTBOUND NEW MEXICO MAY 23, 2002 6:26 P.M. "Agent Scully, isn't it true that you and Mulder were lovers, that you got pregnant and had his love child?" Kallenbrunner's allegation circled Mulder's brain like a dust devil across desert sands. The prosecutor had bulls-eyed his romantic relationship with Scully. But it was the only thing the asshole had gotten right. Not that it mattered now. Skinner's rescue had put an abrupt end to the military's bogus tribunal. And a mere forty-two hours later, after escaping the USMC brig and dodging a fleet of black ops helicopters, Mulder and Scully were skirting the Zuni Mountains, fugitives on their way to an uncertain future. Mulder squinted against the glare of the setting sun and tried to coax a few more miles from the rusted Chevy's struggling engine. Rohrer's SUV had been more dependable, but too conspicuous, so they'd ditched it back in Artesia, where Mulder hotwired the pickup. He wished he'd been a little choosier. The truck was falling apart. The rumble of its ancient engine rattled his spine and set his teeth on edge. The noise was a little too much like the clomp, clomp, clomp of approaching soldiers, or that sound, that god-awful drumming that beats deep within the bowels of an alien spacecraft. He winced at the memory and tried to corral his unease. Dread seemed a constant companion these days. Sliding his focus to the rearview mirror, he checked again for pursuers. The road remained empty; no one was tailing them...at least for the time being. Scully sat on the opposite end of the pickup's bench seat, her back ramrod straight. Sunglasses masked swollen eyes, and Mulder knew without asking that she was thinking of William. Hell, he was thinking about him, too, wondering if their son would hover like a specter between them forever. He longed to grieve outwardly for William, but didn't want to heap his sadness on Scully. The additional burden might be more than she could bear. She was plagued by guilt, he knew. She blamed herself for giving up William, for surrendering too soon. Trouble was he blamed her for those things, too. Back at Mount Weather, she had looked to him for forgiveness. At the time, he let her think he understood her reasons. "I know you had no choice," he'd lied. In truth, he didn't understand. He wanted to believe she'd done the right thing. More than anything, he wanted to trust her instincts on this. God knew he loved her more than life itself. And yet, he couldn't help but think there was more she might have done...more *he* would have done, if only she'd called him home. Don't go there, he warned himself, shoving his misgivings aside. Burying his resentment was preferable to risking what little was left to them: their relationship, her heart, his sanity. Static crackled on the radio, punctuating the opinions of a conservative talk show host. Grit clouded the cracked windshield and coated Mulder's tongue and throat. An incoming draft from the open windows rustled the roadmap that draped Scully's lap. Her index finger, positioned somewhere between Albuquerque and Gallup, pinned it precariously to her knee. Her frown deepened. "Route 666?" "Appropriate, don't you think, considering the world's going to hell in a hand basket." The engine groaned as if it concurred. Mulder downshifted, hoping the transmission would make it as far as Shiprock. "Much further?" he asked. She studied the map and estimated the distance. "Forty miles, more or less. What's in Shiprock?" Should he tell her? He doubted she would accept the truth. She had come a long way in the last nine years, but believing Krycek appeared to him as a ghost was probably too out there. The suggestion would most likely provoke a harangue of statistics linking hallucinations to insanity. He would rebut with details from past case files involving phantoms. Their difference of opinion would escalate into a debate about delusion versus apparition, and, given their current emotional vulnerability, neither would win. It was better to say nothing. Krycek's most recent visitation had come last night, not five minutes after Mulder finished making love to Scully in the Frontier Motel in Roswell. While she slept, Krycek urged him to haul ass to Shiprock, said it was important, a matter of life or death. "The solution is there," he'd said cryptically. When pressed for details, he shook his head and faded into the woodwork. Typical Krycek. Evasive even after death. "Shiprock is a 1700-foot eroded volcanic plume, sacred to the Navajos," Mulder explained, glancing at Scully. A lock of her hair had escaped her ponytail and was lashing at her left cheek. He refrained from reaching over and tucking it behind her ear. "They call it Tse'Bit'a'i'. It means 'Rock with Wings.'" "And it's important because...?" "According to legend, it was once a giant bird that carried the ancestral people to their land." "I suppose you're going to tell me this mythical bird was in fact a spaceship." He bristled at her stubborn refusal to admit what they both knew to be true. "Do you have another opinion?" She silenced the radio with a twist of the dial. "It's a metaphor--" "Yes." "Which likely refers to the religious significance of the location...the mountain's ability to lift the human spirit above the problems of daily existence." He appreciated her explanation almost as much as his own and relaxed a little. "Either way, it's where we gotta be." "If it's sacred, won't it be closed to climbers?" He grinned at her. "Since when do we play by the rules?" * * * Scully didn't argue. She was tired of discussing government conspiracies and alien invasion theories with Mulder. She longed for their son and found it increasingly difficult to care about anything else. Regret stung her anew as she recalled William's inconsolable wail when she handed him over to Skinner in the nave of Our Lady of Hope Church in Dawn, Virginia. "He'll be fine," Skinner had assured her, his jaw tight. He held the baby and the diaper bag in a clumsy fashion, looking more uncomfortable than she'd ever seen him. "They're good people." "You trust them?" "Yes. I've known Artie since--" "Don't, sir." She silenced him with a stern look, then glanced nervously down the aisle to the closed oak doors. Events had conspired to make her as paranoid as Mulder, and the less she knew about the people who were taking her child, the better. "Mumma-mumma-mumma." William writhed in Skinner's arms, his face blotchy and streaked with tears. He reached for her, his tiny fingers grasping at the air, and when she didn't take him, he howled louder. "You'd better go," she told Skinner. "You're sure?" No, she wasn't sure. How could she be? Caressing her son's fiery cheek one last time, she whispered, "Goodbye, sweet William. I love you so much." The words seared her throat. Rage, guilt, bitterness, fear...they hammered her chest as Skinner carried her son away. As soon as she was alone, she sank into a pew and broke into sobs. Harsh, furious sounds. She cried for forty-five minutes, forehead pressed against the wooden back of the pew in front of her, hands clutching her car keys like a Rosary. "Forgive me, please. It's the only way. He'll never have to be afraid of anyone or anything," she mumbled through her tears, praying it was true. She repeated the words in her thoughts now, hoping she'd made the right decision, sparing her son a lifetime of fear and danger. An insect hit the windshield and exploded on impact. Mulder flicked on the wipers, smearing its amber blood across the glass, obstructing her view. "No washer fluid," he announced, rattling the controls. She dismissed the stain with a frown and turned to stare out the side window, where the landscape was lifeless and dry despite last night's rain. Spheres of brittle sagebrush dotted the desert, looking fragile and hollow, as if the slightest breeze would reduce them to dust. Her heart felt the same. Clearly she wasn't as emotionally agile as Mulder, who seemed to have rebounded, already turning his back on the fate of their little boy to focus on the future of mankind. She had hoped he might mourn with her, if only for a short while. But, predictably, he was rushing headlong into the unknown, searching for answers to a cosmic dilemma of apocalyptic proportions. It was Bellefleur all over again, she thought dismally. Mulder had wanted to go there, despite the danger. He had put himself in harm's way because he wanted to find that ship, to prove the things he'd believed for so long were true. Well, he'd proved it. And if it had ended differently he might have lauded his foresight over her. As it turned out, however, he'd returned subdued. Not defeated -- never defeated -- but...diminished. To say reality had outstripped his expectations was an understatement. Last night in Roswell he had admitted, "I've been chasing after monsters with a butterfly net. You heard the man -- the date's set. I can't change that." She responded by telling him she would not accept defeat. "You only fail if you give up." She'd meant it, too, although she knew it would take courage, determination and resilience to wage this new battle, and she wasn't certain she possessed these. Not any more. God help her, giving up William had depleted her reserves. Recovery would take time. Unfortunately, Mulder seemed unwilling to wait. "There it is," he announced, drawing her attention to his side window. She followed his gaze to where a stone mountain rode the desert like a giant windjammer. Shiprock was black and monumental, a plug of lava that had once filled the throat of a volcano, fallen victim to erosion ages ago. Deep gouges striped it with vertical shadows as the sun sank behind the distant Colorado mountains. Gilded by the setting sun, Shiprock's rugged peaks speared a bruise-colored sky. Low dikes of solidified magma radiated out from it in several directions, like a sea monster's tentacles. "My God," she gasped. "Not your run of the mill igneous intrusion. Gives you goosebumps, huh?" He steered the truck onto the shoulder and shut off the engine. "What do we do now?" she asked. "We have a look-see." "Mulder..." she said, trying to slow him down, but already he was out of the truck. "What are you expecting to find?" she called after him. "Hopefully I'll know when I see it." * * * Krycek waited up ahead, slouched against an eight-foot-high stone dike that snaked across the wasteland to the mountain a quarter of a mile away. Mulder bee-lined toward him, thankful for the wall's shadow. It would conceal them from prying eyes as they hiked to Shiprock. By the time they got there, the sun would be set, making it impossible for anyone to spot them from the road. "Mulder...slow down." Scully trailed by several paces, oblivious of Krycek. Mulder wondered again why these ghosts -- Krycek, X, the Gunmen -- showed themselves only to him. Were they visible because he had died himself, permanently opening up some sort of nexus between this world and the hereafter? Or had the experience of dying heightened his extrasensory perception? "It's all there." Krycek targeted the mountain with glittering eyes. "The questions and the answers. You'll see." Mulder fell into step behind him and refrained from asking what the hell he was talking about. Now was not the time to be defending his sanity to Scully. "It's just a rock, Mulder," she was saying, hanging back. "Aside from being interesting in a geological sense, there's nothing to see here." "Maybe." He noticed Krycek was leaving no footprints in the sandy soil. "But something tells me we need to check it out anyway." Krycek glanced back at him. "Mind picking up the pace?" "What's your hurry?" Scully asked. "The mountain isn't going anywhere." For a split second Mulder thought she had heard Krycek, and his accompanying relief was profound. It was also short-lived. She was looking past Krycek, completely unaware of his presence. "If we wait until morning we could at least see where we're going," she said. "And so could everyone else," he reminded her. "There is no everyone else, Mulder. We're in the middle of nowhere." "We're on sacred Navajo land." "All the more reason to turn back." "Would you two shut up?" Krycek growled. "They'll hear you." Without thinking, Mulder asked, "Who?" "What?" Scully stopped walking. Realizing his blunder, Mulder turned to face her. "Who...uh...who said 'He who hesitates is lost'?" She eyed him suspiciously. Krycek snorted and kept going. "No one," she said. "It's a misquotation." "A misquotation?" He tried to sound genuinely interested. "The original line is from Joseph Addison's play 'Cato.' It was 'The woman that deliberates is lost.'" "Good advice. You should take it, Scully." He reached for her hand and tugged her toward the mountain. She frowned, yet let him lead her without further comment. Twenty minutes later, the sun had set and they were standing at the base of Shiprock. The mountain loomed ominously over them, an impenetrable mix of obsidian and fine-grained basalt, more ancient than the desert sands that surrounded it. Night winds scraped across its corrugated surface, hissing like air from a clogged bellows; its whistle melded with the distant howls of coyotes and carried the dusty odor of sage. "What now?" Scully asked. What indeed. Mulder looked to Krycek for a hint. "'Woe, woe, woe to those who dwell on the earth,'" Krycek recited, "'at the blasts of the other trumpets which the three angels are about to blow.'" He cocked an ear. "Listen, Mulder..." A smirk curled his upper lip and his eyes flashed. "The trumpet of the fifth angel is about to blow." Recognizing Krycek's reference, Mulder released Scully's hand to run his fingers over Shiprock's cold, hard surface. "Revelation," he murmured. "Excuse me?" Scully asked. "The fifth angel...in Revelation." Mulder glanced at her. "What does his trumpet herald?" "Locusts, if I remember correctly," she said. "Come on, Mulder, you know the story," Krycek said. "A star falls from Heaven, bringing with it the key to Hell." "They weren't ordinary locusts," Scully said. She tipped her head back to study the steep cliffs and Mulder did the same. Overhead, the silky black sky appeared perforated by the spark of stars. "John compared them to scorpions. He said they would torture mankind for five months." "'He opened the shaft of the bottomless pit," Krycek continued, strolling westward around the formation, "and from the shaft rose smoke like the smoke of a great furnace, and the sun and air were darkened...'" Mulder fought an urge to tackle and beat him into silence. Throwing a punch would be pointless, he imagined; it was likely his fists would connect with nothing but air. Krycek kept on talking, even as he vanished into the mountain's shadow. "'And in those days, men will seek death and will not find it. They will long to die...'" His disembodied voice caused a rash of gooseflesh to stipple Mulder's neck and shoulders. The words conjured up unspeakable memories, blindsiding Mulder with fear and immobilizing him as effectively as the rods that once pinned his limbs to an alien examination platform. For one terrible instant he was back on the spaceship. Aliens surrounded him, bug-eyed and impassive, communicating telepathically, or with those foreign click-clacking sounds that never failed to set his muscles quaking. Saws, lances and drills dug into him, opened him, allowed icy, intense pain to coat his innards like hoarfrost. "Mulder?" Scully's voice slipped through the recollection, extricating him from Their clutches. He tried to steady his breathing and conquer his terror. His pulse was thundering in his ears, drowning out all common sense. He flinched violently when she touched his arm. "Mulder?" "I-I'm all right." He sagged against the rock, wishing he'd told her months ago about the torture and flashbacks, trying to remember again why he'd kept them a secret. "Let's go back to the truck," she urged. He was so tempted... "No, not yet." "Why not?" "I'm not ready to give up, Scully. You convinced me of that last night." "Great." "No, you were right. We can't stop now. Not as long as William--" Their son's name lodged in his throat. He blinked against the sting of tears. "Mulder...please..." Her eyes filled, too. "Don't use what I did as an excuse to--" "I wasn't insinuating anything." He didn't want to blame her, God help him, he didn't. He wanted only to love her, to love William, to be a family again. He struggled to find something hopeful to say. "I'm going to get him back," he promised, meaning it. "It isn't safe." "Then I'll make it safe." "How, Mulder? How will you--?" "I don't know," he said through gritted teeth. "I just will. I want my son back. I want our family to be together." "Do you think I don't wish that were possible?" "Do you, Scully?" His bitterness boiled out unexpectedly, fiery hot and unstoppable, like the molten lava that had once created Shiprock so long ago. She drew back, eyes rounded and mouth gaping. His accusation had obviously stung her, but he refused to apologize. There had been alternatives -- like calling him out of hiding to help her -- but she'd chosen not to do that. She had made her decision without him. She'd done exactly what she wanted to do and had given him no opportunity to object. "You gave him up, Scully. You sent him away without even asking if I minded." "To protect him." No, that was his father's damned excuse all over again. Bill Mulder gave away his own child, traded Sam's life for a few strands of alien DNA and a shit-load of hollow promises...as if she were a thing, a possession, not a helpless little girl. To save her, the Smoker had said. But it hadn't saved her. She'd suffered unimaginably and now she was dead...dead because Bill Mulder had been too cowardly to fight for her. He'd abandoned Sam to his enemies, relinquished his parental responsibilities, and Mulder could not forgive him for it. And he couldn't seem to forgive Scully either, as much as he wanted to. "You did it for you," he challenged. "How can you think that?" "Because you sent me away, too." "For the same reason! It's why I didn't contact you. It wasn't safe." "Come on, Scully, admit it...you were relieved when I left," he said, fury overtaking him. "I wasn't." "Out of sight, out of--" "No!" "Yes, just like you're relieved William is gone now." "I'm not...I'm...I'm..." Her eyes dodged his accusing stare. "Okay, yes, I am relieved, but only because he's better off." "Is he? Was *I* better off?" He tensed at the memory of the sergeant's raised baton. Its wallop could trigger a flashback...put him on board the alien spacecraft...restrained on the examination platform...with its saws and lasers. God, everything was running together, the alien's torture, the beatings at Mount Weather, months of exile, separated from his family... "You didn't want the responsibility, Scully. You still don't," he accused. "That's not true." "Then help me," he begged. "Do what? There's nothing here!" He bit back a retort. What was the point of arguing? She'd clearly given up. She was shutting her eyes to the threat against them, against William, against everyone. "Go back to the truck, Scully. I'll do this on my own." "You aren't going to find anything, Mulder. The mountain is solid stone." "At least I'm trying." History was repeating itself, he thought bitterly. His entire adult life had been consumed by his search for his sister and the hope of reuniting his broken family. Now he was about to embark on a similar quest...alone, if necessary. Scully crossed her arms and shook her head, as if dismissing him, dismissing their son, dismissing the world's future. "Mulder--" "Go," he ordered. "Wait for me in the truck...or, or take it, leave without me...do whatever you want. Live your life, Scully. You're absolved of all responsibility. You should like that." It was a cruel thing to say, but, God damn it, it was the truth. She'd given away their son for the sake of convenience and at that moment he despised her for it. He spun on his heel and found himself face to face with Krycek. "Awww. Your little lovers' spat is breaking my heart," Krycek said. "It's also wasting time. I'm about to hand you the key to Hell, Mulder. Do you understand?" He didn't, but if Scully wasn't willing to fight for their son's future, he would do it without her. He wasn't going to give up...like her...like his father. He bulldozed straight through Krycek and was only mildly surprised when he felt nothing. Scully remained where she was. She called out to him and he ignored her, marching around a stone outcropping. How could she care so little about their son? About the world? Krycek appeared once again ahead of him, at the top of a short, gravelly slope. He was standing in the entrance of a ten-foot-high fissure. The indentation was wide enough for them to enter side-by-side, but, as Mulder soon discovered, it dead-ended six feet in. The uneven ground was littered with empty beer bottles. A used condom glowed lunar-white in a shaft of pale moonlight. "If I'd known this was what you had in mind, Krycek, I would have put on something a little sexier." Krycek ignored his comment and pointed to a small, crescent- shaped groove in the wall at about shoulder height. "Press there." "What is it?" "Press it and find out." Mulder fitted his fingers into the indentation. "Nothing's happening." "Press harder," Krycek urged. He did, and to his amazement a six-by-six-inch panel slid open beside the groove, exposing an illuminated keypad. The keys were labeled with symbols...symbols that looked very much like the ones he'd seen on Merkmallen's rubbing two years ago. Thankfully, these markings sparked no noisy onslaught of voices in his head. "I assume this opens some sort of door." Krycek nodded. "To where?" "I told you -- to Hell." "And you know the combination." "I do." "Then let's not keep the Devil waiting." "You don't want Scully to come along?" "She's made her decision." "Okay." Krycek nodded at the keypad. "Third row center, top row right, second row right." Mulder punched the keys as directed. An unseen door hissed open at the back of the hollow, exposing an elevator-sized chamber. A sickly sweet odor wafted from the cavity. He recognized it from the alien ship in Antarctica. Syrupy. Cloying. It had stuck to his sinuses, sat like a stone in his gut. For weeks after his return he swore he could smell it on his hair and skin. No amount of scrubbing seemed to rid him of it. Only time had caused it to eventually fade. "After you," Krycek said. Mulder held his breath against the stench, and stepped inside. * * * "Mulder?" Scully called. No answer. Nothing but the lonely howls of distant coyotes. Irritated, she glared in the direction he had gone. She could accept his grief, but, damn it, not his resentment. She'd done what was best for William. The threat against him had been real and immediate. She'd had no choice. Mulder admitted as much back in his cell at Mount Weather. She'd thought he understood. "Mulder!" No reply. Fine. He's hurting. He only recently learned about William, she reminded herself; he needs time to come to terms with it. Lord knew she was still trying to accept the loss herself. It was something of a relief, at least, to know Mulder was more deeply affected by the loss of their son than he'd been letting on. She decided to remain where she was and wait for him. He would return in a few minutes, they'd get back in the truck and move on. Eventually they would sort out their hurt feelings. The sound of tires on pavement drew her eyes to the road. Two military vehicles slowed to a stop behind the parked pickup. Dropping to a crouch, she watched as four soldiers emerged from the forward jeep. They edged cautiously toward the truck with rifles drawn. Finding it empty, they opened the driver's side door and searched the cab. They confiscated her roadmap and the plastic bag of supplies she had purchased at a convenience store earlier in the day. She mentally inventoried its contents: bottled water, breakfast bars, local newspaper and a box of condoms -- nothing that could be linked specifically to them. The soldiers took a moment to confer. Their gravelly voices floated across the desert as they bent their heads over her drooping roadmap. One man pointed south, then turned to stare seemingly straight at her. Instinctively, she ducked to conceal her face, which no doubt was reflecting the rising moon as brightly as a damned beacon. She remained hunkered down until she heard the pickup's engine roar to life. Damn it! Mulder left the keys in the ignition and now they were taking it. The driver steered the truck onto the highway and continued north. The forward jeep followed it. The second jeep pulled onto the road as well, then unexpectedly swerved from the pavement to head straight across the sand in her direction. She scrambled to her feet and ran after Mulder. "Mulder?" she called, panic rising in her throat as the jeep's headlights jounced nearer. "Mulder, where are you?" She followed his tracks by moonlight, around an outcropping and up an incline to a shadowed cleft in the rock. Stepping inside, she dead-ended. He wasn't there. "Mulder?" Frantically she searched the dark cave with her hands, expecting to find a hidden tunnel at the back. She encountered only impenetrable stone. "Mulder? Mulder, where did you go?" * * * Mulder's stomach rocketed to his throat when the chamber's floor seemingly dropped out from under him. He lurched and grabbed in vain for something solid to hang on to. "You could have warned me," he growled at Krycek. Krycek chuckled. "And spoil the surprise?" Regaining his balance, Mulder said, "I feel like Alice down the rabbit hole." "This ain't the way to Wonderland, my friend." "Mind telling me where we're going? And don't give me any more Revelation crap." "Then I have nothing to say." A sudden but cushioned stop unbalanced Mulder again, rocking him into a wall. He glared at Krycek. "Our floor," Krycek announced when the door hissed open. "After you," Mulder insisted. Krycek stepped out and led them down a winding corridor. The walls were rough-textured and slick with condensation, oozing a slimy, purple-black substance. It smelled foul and pooled in steaming puddles on the uneven floor. Misty air, imbued with microscopic phosphorescent particles, collected in the high, coffered ceiling. The glow provided scant illumination, yet created monstrous shadows in the doorways that pocked the walls every twenty yards or so. The doors were metallic and situated several inches above the floor, like in a submarine. All were shut. "We're in a spaceship," Mulder guessed. Abductee testimonials aside, he knew extraterrestrial crafts were not smooth, clean and bright. He had learned firsthand they were dismal places. Damp, organic. Alien in every sense of the word. Krycek traipsed through a puddle without creating a ripple. "Not just any spaceship. This is Tse'Bit'a'i'." "Rock with Wings." It looked very much like the ships Mulder had seen in Antarctica and Bellefleur, except this one was retrofitted for human occupation. Exit signs pointed the way out -- in English. A water fountain gleamed in an alcove up ahead. Beside it was a clearly labeled restroom. "Renovations look new," Mulder said. "Relatively." "It's not like them to be so accommodating." "They can be cooperative when it suits their purpose." "What is their purpose?" "Global domination, annihilation of the human species...the usual." Mulder frowned. He was tired of answers that told him nothing. "What are they doing in New Mexico *specifically*?" "That's what I'm about to show you." Krycek paused in front of an unmarked door. "Go ahead. Open it. Greet the new world." Mulder tested the wheel-shaped handle and it turned easily beneath his hands. He swung the door inward, exposing a gaping black hole. It was impossible to make out what was beyond the dark threshold, but the hum of hidden machinery, combined with the trickle of water, was sickeningly familiar. A frigid draft gusted into the hall. "Someone forgot to turn on the heat." Mulder's words fogged the chilled air. "The cold slows the incubation process." "Incubation of what?" "You already know the answer." "I was afraid you'd say that." Mulder hesitated before entering the black room, trying to tamp down a wave of panic. His wrists and ankles tingled where they'd been pierced when he was held captive by the aliens. "Problem?" Krycek asked. "Just watch my back, Krycek." Mulder stepped over the raised doorframe, triggering the room's lights. The interior space was vast; its remote edges vanished in a distant mist. A vaulted ceiling, several stories high, was cloaked in fog. The ground floor lay thirty feet below the broad, metal landing where Mulder was standing. Yet it was the room's contents, not its size, that staggered him. Cryopods -- alien incubators. Row upon row, they throbbed with a green glow that set his pulse racing. "There must be hundreds," he said, swallowing hard. "Thousands," Krycek corrected, "here and all over the planet, in places just like this one -- ships, buried beneath the ground, ready to rise up when the time is right." "It's too soon for mobilization," Mulder said. "The communication I intercepted set the date at December 22, 2012." "That is the plan." "So...gestating aliens are being kept in stasis until the Colonists are ready," Mulder said, thinking aloud. "It takes a lot of time to coordinate a planetary invasion." Mulder descended the stairs on numbed legs. The hard soles of his boots clanked on the metal treads, echoing through the chamber. He tried to walk quietly, but his feet felt leaden. Mist rolled across the floor, moved by some invisible ventilation system. It carried the aliens' saccharin stench, which grew more pungent the further down he descended. "Why did you bring me here?" he asked. "To stop this." "Why not do it yourself?" "You overestimate my abilities." Mulder tentatively stepped onto the shrouded floor. The ground felt pebbly beneath his feet, like hardened lava. The mist parted in roiling waves as he approached the nearest cryopod. Frost coated its glass front, making it impossible to see inside. He scrubbed it with his palm to clear a small window. "Consider yourself warned," Krycek said. "Warned about wh--?" Mulder peered into the pod, glimpsed the unborn alien's host, and blinked in astonishment. "It's you!" "They say imitation is the sincerest form of flattery." Mulder moved quickly to the next incubator and scraped away more frost. "This is you, too." "They're all me." "All of them?" Mulder asked, incredulous. He glanced down the seemingly endless row. "They're clones," Krycek said. "I assumed as much, but...why you?" "It's possible I pissed somebody off." The Krycek behind the glass wore a distraught expression, giving him a look of vulnerability that Mulder had seldom witnessed in the original. Clearing more of the glass, he exposed the clone's distended torso. Translucent skin stretched tautly over a fully formed alien fetus. "If you were a Butterball, your timer'd be popped," Mulder said. "This alien looks done." "It is. They all are." Shit, tens of thousands of infant aliens, ready to be unleashed upon the world. "What do you expect me to do?" Mulder asked. "Destroy them." "Now you're overestimating my abilities." "There's a control room. Back there." Krycek tilted his head toward an open door. "You can end this, Mulder. Shut off their life support and postpone colonization." Could it be that easy? Mulder headed cautiously for the small side room. As it turned out, there was no need for stealth; no one was inside the closet-sized room. A bright blue holographic display screen, approximately three feet across and seemingly without physical support dominated the small space. A wheeled chair, tucked beneath a low podium with a built-in keyboard, faced the display. Mulder was relieved to see the keys included the English alphabet, along with more of the foreign symbols. He slid into the chair and tapped the Enter key. An access window appeared on the display, complete with an empty textbox and a blinking cursor. "It's password protected," Krycek said, standing beside him. "But you know the password, right?" "Nnnot exactly." "Then how are we supposed to get in?" "I thought you might...you know..." Krycek shrugged. "Guess?" "Isn't that what you do best...Spooky?" "Shit, Krycek." Mulder scanned the tiny room for clues, hoping against hope to find something like the Vegreville snow globe. When nothing presented itself, he considered some of the code words he'd encountered in the recent past. He typed FIGHT THE FUTURE. //ACCESS DENIED// END GAME //ACCESS DENIED// "Too easy," Krycek said. "They aren't stupid." He looked out at the warehouse of clones. "They do have an annoying sense of humor though." "You want me to try NEENER, NEENER?" Mulder studied the keys. The password wouldn't be something colloquial, he knew. It would be ancient, like the aliens themselves. Something like Tse'Bit'a'i' or... Scully said Merkmallen's rubbing contained a passage from Genesis. This password would be from a religious text, too. But which one? Krycek's earlier warning echoed in his thoughts. Revelation. The herald of the Apocalypse. Tentatively, he typed FIFTH ANGEL. The access window cleared. It was replaced by an encrypted screen, filled with more alien symbols and a prompt for a code name. "Damn it." Whose name? A real person? Another Biblical reference? "Recite Revelation again," he ordered Krycek. "Which passage?" "Any one that mentions Satan." "'In appearance the locusts were like horses arrayed for battle; on their heads were what looked like crowns of gold; their faces were like human faces, their hair like women's hair, and their teeth like lions' teeth; they had scales like iron breastplates, and the noise of their wings was like the noise of many chariots with horses rushing into battle.'" The prompt began to blink. It must be timed, Mulder realized. If he didn't respond soon, it could shut him out permanently. "Get to it, Krycek." "'They have tails like scorpions, and stings, and their power of hurting men for five months lies in their tails.'" The prompt turned yellow. "Hurry up!" Mulder growled. "'They have as king over them the angel of the bottomless pit; his name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek he--" "That's it." Mulder quickly typed ABADDON into the text box. The prompt vanished. It was replaced by a schematic of the ship in wire-frame. An entire lower level flashed with red. Mulder guessed it designated the "nursery" next door. Krycek's low whistle of appreciation was cut short by a loud hiss in the outer room. A tattoo of what sounded like the release of several thousand locks sent a chill up Mulder's spine. "Shit." He leapt from the chair, which teetered and crashed to the floor. Lunging toward the outer room, he stopped short when the front panels on the nearest row of pods sprang open. Steam blasted skyward. A klaxon began to blare, so loud that Mulder clapped his hands to his ears. "Damn it, Krycek," he shouted at the top of his lungs, "I thought you--" He spun to confront Krycek, only to find he was alone in the control room. Son of a bi-- * * * "We have you, ma'am. Please, step out of the cave." Scully could see four solemn-faced soldiers from where she crouched in the shadows. Silvery in the moonlight, they took on a metallic appearance and she wondered if they were human or supersoldiers. Each aimed an M-16 into her hiding place. "I'm not armed," she called to them. They didn't lower their weapons. "I'm coming out." As soon as she was in the open, one of the soldiers -- a stocky man with pale eyes and jutting chin -- approached her and demanded, "Face the cliff, hands on your head, feet apart." "I'm not--" "Turn around! Now!" Reluctantly she pivoted and interlocked her fingers over her head. He frisked her, brusquely patting her arms, torso and legs. "Satisfied?" she asked over her shoulder when he was finished. "You're not carrying ID," he challenged. She almost said, "Why should I? I know who I am," but that was the sort of smart-alecky retort Mulder would give, a response that would land him in deeper trouble. She decided to answer with a simple "no" instead. "What's your name, ma'am?" "Is it okay to turn around?" she asked, avoiding his question. He grabbed her raised elbow and roughly spun her. "What are you doing out here, Ms...?" "Taking a walk," she said. "Alone?" "Do you see anyone else?" "I see a man's footprints." She shrugged, careful not to glance down. "There are beer bottles and a condom in that cave, too, but it doesn't mean there's a party going on." Jesus, she sounded like Mulder in spite of herself. She thrust her chin at the empty highway. "Where did you take my truck?" "You're trespassing on Indian land." "Bring back my truck and I'll be on my way." "Can't do that, ma'am. We--" The soldier was interrupted by a signal from his radio. He stepped away to answer it and the three others moved to surround her, rifles held high. The seriousness of her situation hit her full force. If they discovered who she was, she would be arrested on the spot. And if they discovered Mulder was with her, they would hunt him down and kill him. The soldier on the radio kept an eye on her while he listened to the other end of his transmission. He ended his conversation with a clipped "Yes, sir!" before returning the radio to his belt. "There's trouble," he announced to the others. "We're being called back." "What about her?" one of the soldiers asked. "Command says bring her." * * * "God damn it, Krycek!" Mulder bellowed, furious at his own gullibility. In hindsight it seemed so obvious: Krycek had wanted to free the alien fetuses, not kill them. "You used me, you son of a bitch!" Out in the nursery all hell was breaking loose. Cryopod doors were bursting open one after the next, releasing rivers of yellow-green liquid onto the floor. As the pods drained, hundreds of naked Krycek look-alikes came into view. Immature aliens writhed inside their swollen, translucent hosts, snarling and clawing in an effort to birth themselves. In minutes, the entire place would be crawling with them. The staircase where Mulder first entered the nursery was fifty yards away. To reach it, he would need to run between two long rows of open cryopods. He saw no alternative, short of shutting himself into the control room, and he doubted he could hold out in there for very long. Gathering his courage, he took a deep breath, and then launched himself toward the stairs. The floor was slick with foul-smelling liquid and he skidded as he ran. When a cryopod ruptured beside him and spewed its amniotic fluid directly into his path, he lost his footing. He hit the floor hard. The impact knocked the air from his lungs. Cold oily liquid saturated his clothes. He struggled to inhale, to get his legs under him. Above him in the incubator, an unborn alien screeched inside its host. It slashed out, its sharp claws puncturing the gelatinous tissue of the host's abdomen. The Krycek clone's eyes glazed with obvious pain, and its expression, coupled with the sickening sound of tearing flesh, prompted Mulder's paralyzed limbs into action. Gulping air, he scrambled on hands and knees toward the stairs. He made it past three more pods when the door at the top of the stairs suddenly swung open and half a dozen armed soldiers rushed onto the landing. Mulder dropped onto his belly and slid backward. Concealed behind a cryopod, he watched the soldiers peer down into the nursery with startled expressions. "The tanks are open!" one man shouted over the wail of the klaxon. "The Infants are wakening!" "It's too soon!" yelled another. "Out of my way," ordered an officer, who shouldered onto the platform. Mulder gaped at him. Jesus! It was like looking in a mirror. The officer was his identical twin! What the hell was going on? * * * Pinned between two guards in the back seat of the jeep, Scully craned to see where they were going. The men's shoulders pounded her with bruising force each time the vehicle jounced over a dune. The driver wasn't steering toward the paved road, she discovered when she peered past him. He was heading north, around Shiprock. "Where are you taking me?" she demanded, putting as much steel into her voice as possible. All four soldiers remained stone-faced and silent. Beyond the windshield, the jeep's headlights illuminated tufts of dry weeds and occasional rock outcroppings. Dust billowed past the side windows, obscuring the view. "Face front," ordered the man beside her, when she twisted to look out the back. She eyed his rifle, which was propped loosely between his knees and aimed at the roof. He carried an automatic in a holster on his belt and wore a sheathed knife strapped to his calf. The man to her right was equipped with identical weapons. She was jostled again when the driver made a sudden left turn and began speeding straight at the mountain. The men remained expressionless as the jeep careened toward solid rock. Scully's stomach lurched when they hit a bump and were briefly airborne. The wheels hit the ground hard, jolting her spine. The distance to the mountain was shrinking at an alarming rate, yet the driver maintained his insane course. They were only fifty yards away and closing fast. Scully gripped the seat in anticipation of impact. The mountain loomed closer -- forty yards, thirty. "Stop!" she shouted, shocked by this inexplicable turn of events. Were they on a suicide mission? "What the hell are you--?" With only a few feet to go, the rock wall suddenly evaporated, exposing a hangar-sized portal. The stone had been an illusion, concealing a cavernous, brightly lit antechamber. But an antechamber to what? * * * Mulder stared in disbelief at his doppelganger. A clone, he guessed, but created for what purpose? Certainly not to host an alien fetus, like the Krycek clones surrounding him. This man was dressed as a soldier and he appeared to be in charge of the others. Wearing a plain black uniform and spit-polished, knee high boots, Mulder's double surveyed the room with glittery eyes. An expression of disbelief -- or perhaps annoyance -- furrowed his brow. An odd tattoo darkened his right cheek. It resembled the alien symbols on the computer keyboard in the control room. "Open the western bay doors," his twin ordered, jabbing a finger toward the back of the room, pinpointing an exit that Mulder couldn't see from his lower vantage. "Release the Infants, sir?" gasped one of the soldiers. The officer scowled. "Do it. Now." "But, Commander Ca-Lo--" "Do it!" he roared, before spinning on his heel and exiting into the hall. The soldiers took one last horrified look at the nursery, then followed "Ca-Lo." The door clanked with finality behind them. Mulder had avoided detection, but his relief was short-lived. All around him the aliens were coming to life, howling with high-pitched, inhuman voices, thrashing wildly to be free of their hosts. Their enormous, unblinking eyes targeted him as he rose on unsteady legs. He glanced at the stairs and the door above. Should he try for it? It was probably locked. And if not, the soldiers were likely still on the other side. He could see only two possible courses of action: make a dash for the control room or try to find the "western bay doors." He had no idea how far off that particular exit was or where it might lead him. The alien in the nearest cryopod made the decision for him when its claws penetrated its host's belly. The clone's translucent flesh split lengthwise and the alien thrust its head out. It hissed at Mulder, barring razor-sharp teeth. Greenish-yellow slime dripped from its fangs. "Face only a mother could love." Mulder back-pedaled. The alien shrieked and snapped its jaws. It freed an arm. Mulder broke into a run. * * * Ca-Lo strode down the hall, his long legs carrying him quickly toward the elevator. Lieutenant Harris, a shorter, older human with gunmetal-gray hair and a battle scar that had left him blind in one eye, hurried to keep up. "Contact the fleet immediately," Ca-Lo ordered Harris. "Tell them we're abbreviating the timeline." "But, sir--" Ca-Lo held out a hand, silencing the Lieutenant's objections. "I won't squander ten thousand Infants." Nor would he waste the advantage of a preemptive strike by tipping his hand to the terrestrial military. He was taking a risk. The Society reviled him, he knew. They made no secret of it, even while they praised his valuable genes. Fucking hypocrites. They claimed he was a bona fide link to their Creators because he was born immune to their virus. The Derivation flowed in his veins they said, and yet they barely tolerated him. Truth be told, he scared the shit out of them. Especially the damn Refuters. There were many among that loathsome group who would kill him in his sleep, if they dared. Let the whole stinking lot of them squawk, he decided. His position within the Armada was assured. The Nih-hi-cho commanders would follow his lead and anyone who questioned him would be executed. He was their best strategist, necessary for colonization, and they all knew it. He headed for the Bridge, where he would direct the Armada to an altitude of 30,000 meters. There he would initiate an electromagnetic pulse. Targeting and discharging the array of e-munitions was of paramount importance, to minimize both human casualties and collateral damage. The objective was to paralyze the planet, not destroy it. To that end, high-energy pulses would be aimed at government buildings housing strategic computer equipment, production facilities, military bases, known radar sites and communications nodes -- all previously identified through Nih-hi-cho reconnaissance operations and hired human spies. Successful deployment would take out the Earth's telecommunications systems, national power grids, finance and banking systems, transportation and mass media. Resulting ionized gases would produce an extended fireball blackout, blocking short wavelength radio and radar signals during the critical first wave. The world was about to be plunged into chaos. The Infants would be released -- a decade sooner than planned. Ca-Lo considered it an unexpected boon. The terrestrial military would be caught completely off guard. Humans around the globe would serve as a food source for the developing Infants, and by the time the newborns metamorphosed into adults, permanent breeding compounds would be up and running. Ca-Lo felt a surge of confidence. He had been preparing for this moment his entire life, and his sacrifices were about to come to fruition. He would lead mobilization, win the war against humanity and then reign like a deity over Earth. Turning to Lieutenant Harris, he growled, "Relay my orders to all hands: prepare for launch." * * * The stocky soldier with the jutting chin jabbed Scully in the ribs with the butt of his rifle. "Out of the jeep!" The lankier man on her right grabbed her arm and dragged her from her seat. He hustled her between two rows of parked military vehicles. She stumbled along, gaping at the strangeness of her surroundings. Buttresses rose rib-like, supporting a dome-shaped ceiling high over her head. Catwalks crisscrossed the chamber several stories up and barrel-shaped tunnels snaked away from the vaulted space like splayed fingers. The steamy air smelled of decaying fruit and the walls dripped with an oily substance, reminding her of a freshly gutted corpse. "This way." The soldier tugged her forward. All around them, people were scurrying from one place to the next, swift but silent. Their sheer numbers shocked her. Hundreds, maybe thousands, crowded the antechamber and its tiered mezzanines. Her eyes widened when she spotted what appeared to be aliens among the hordes. Delicate, hairless creatures, with large inky eyes and chilling expressions. Jesus, these were Mulder's "grays." Her knees buckled and she would have fallen if not for the soldier's tight grip on her arm. "Let me go," she protested weakly. She wanted to run away, leave this incomprehensible place, find Mulder and escape to somewhere far, far away. Craning to see the exit door, she discovered it was closing, shutting her in. She wrenched her arm free and bolted for the door. In fewer than three strides, she was tackled from behind and knocked to the ground. Muscular arms tightened around her ribs, crushing her, cutting short her breath. Panting, she struggled to roll out from under her attacker. "No you don't," growled a male voice, his words steaming her ear. "You have no right to keep me here against my will," she grunted. He chuckled and then the world blurred as he hauled her roughly to her feet. She felt the cold barrel of his gun press against the back of her neck. "You'll be here for a while, ma'am." "Why? What do you want from me?" "That's not for me to say." He prodded her forward. She walked on numbed legs, watching crowds scuttle around her. She followed one of the grays with her eyes. It moved like a salmon upstream, weaving its way through the living current. When it reached a gathering of soldiers beneath an arched tunnel, it stopped and gave a slight bow to the group. It was only then that Scully noticed the small, human woman standing at the center of the gathering. The woman was Cassandra Spender, Scully was sure of it, even at this distance. She was about to call out to her, when the ground began to shake. The crowd paused for a moment, as if taking a collective breath before their urgency returned two-fold and they rushed ahead to whatever tasks they were bent on doing. The tremor increased. A low rumble emanated from somewhere deep beneath the vibrating floor. Cassandra and her entourage vanished down a side tunnel. "Is it an earthquake?" Scully asked her guard, surprised by the fear in her own voice. "Hurry!" He shoved her toward one of the many tunnels. "We don't have much time." "Time for what?" "Just keep moving." * * * Mulder raced for the control room. His pulse hammered in his ears as he pumped his arms and legs, pushing himself for all he was worth. The quaking floor threatened to unbalance him with each splashing stride. He willed himself not to fall...or panic when he realized the cause of the vibration. The ship was powering up. In a matter of minutes it would be soaring above the Earth's atmosphere. Ahead, a cryopod shuddered as the unborn alien within fought to birth itself. Biting and clawing, it gutted the terror- stricken clone from the inside out. Internal organs spewed like confetti when the translucent shell finally ruptured and the newborn jumped free. It landed on powerful, stilted legs, then pivoted to face Mulder. Opening fanged jaws, it let loose a heart-stopping shriek. Mulder dodged it by sprinting down an adjoining row. The alien gave chase. It moved with alarming speed, scrambling effortlessly over the slick floor. Looking like a cross between an insect and a man, it was lithe, swift and rippling with muscles. It lunged for Mulder, raking four-inch-long talons across the back of his shirt. At the sound of tearing fabric, Mulder changed course again, darting around a wobbling cryopod. Hoping to thwart the alien by knocking the pod into its path, he rammed it as he passed. The blow forced a grunt from his lungs. Pain shot through his arm, so intense he was certain he'd dislocated his shoulder. The cryopod teetered. He staggered out of its way as it toppled. It hit the ground with a deafening crash, shattering on impact and spewing broken glass and green liquid fifteen feet into the air. Mulder raised his uninjured arm to protect his head, but was too slow; a blizzard of glass ripped across his left ear and neck. He howled and clapped a hand over his bleeding ear. The floor was shuddering violently now. Off to his right another pod collapsed and exploded. More debris missiled at him and he ducked to avoid being hit. Again he was too late -- several shards arrowed him in the side. Gritting his teeth against the sting, he lurched toward the control room. An alien appeared several yards ahead, blocking his escape. Mulder skidded to a stop. His breath was coming in ragged gasps, his ear was bleeding down his shirt front, and his right arm hung uselessly at his side. The alien recognized his vulnerability. Tilting its head with malevolent curiosity, it watched him with bright, unblinking eyes. Mulder wasted no time; he spun on his heel and ran for the stairs. If there was a God in heaven, the door at the upper platform would be unlocked and the hall outside vacant. The alien loped after him, its clattering talons announcing its approach. It was gaining fast. The stairs were still thirty feet away. Mulder glanced over his shoulder to gauge the alien's progress. His blood ran cold when he spotted a second alien joining the first. Then a third and fourth appeared from out of the mist. As unfathomable as it sounded, all four of them were fanning out like practiced hunters to surround and cut him off. Mulder willed his teeth to stop chattering and raced across the final distance. Reaching the stairs, legs burning from exertion, he scaled them two at a time. The metal frame vibrated beneath his feet and he nearly stumbled when the steps yawed violently. Looking down, he saw the aliens were yanking on the support struts below, trying to shake him loose. He grabbed the railing and clambered up to the first of three landings. The room was seething with newly hatched aliens. Several dozen swarmed the area beneath him, while ten times that number headed away, perhaps in search of the western exit mentioned by his mysterious twin. Led by instinct, or maybe by the smell of desert air, the majority were abandoning their frosty storeroom -- and him -- for freedom. Several determined newborns rattled the stairs again. Fasteners snapped. Rivets popped from the wall and clattered over metal treads. Girders squealed when twisted out of alignment. Mulder staggered higher. The rail was wrenched from his hand. It swung out, then ricocheted back, hitting him hard in the ribs and knocking him to his knees. He cried out from the crushing blow and his shout seemed to hearten the aliens. Their eyes burned with hunger as saliva drooled from their open jaws. Intensifying their efforts, they combined their brute strength to force him from his perch. They pulled at the metalwork and dislodged another crosspiece. Three of them separated from the horde to climb to the first landing. Mulder crawled higher, past the second landing to the uppermost platform. He lunged at the door, only to find it locked. "Son of a bitch!" He pounded impotently against the handle. The trio of aliens stared up at him from the lower landing. He was trapped and they knew it. Growling with eager anticipation, they climbed higher. Their added weight caused the broken stairway to bounce and creak. Mulder felt the upper platform tilt. Would it hold? Jesus, he was three stories up. The aliens ignored the obvious danger and continued their ascent. An underpinning snapped when they reached the second landing. The stairway dipped and Mulder lost his footing. He hooked his one good arm through the wheel-shaped door handle just as the platform dropped out from under him. The stairs swung like a pendulum from its upper fastenings. The aliens shrieked as they spiraled to the ground. They landed with stomach-churning thuds, scattering the remaining aliens. Then the entire staircase let go. The crash was deafening. Metal struts squealed like train brakes as they collapsed; stair treads clattered across the room like canon shot. The aliens scurried out of the way, abandoning their prey to escape to the western exit. Mulder dangled from the door handle by one arm. He felt himself slipping. Frantically, he searched for something to stand on...a bit of bent metal or a rivet...anything to take the weight off his aching arm. It was useless. A tremor from the ship's engines shook him again. "Noooo!" He plummeted feet first into the pile of wreckage below. He heard the snap of bone and felt fire explode in his left thigh just before he lost consciousness. * * * "I've got him." The voice sounded like...Frohike? "Careful, he's hurt pretty bad." A set of hands snaked beneath Mulder's arms to support his upper body. He felt himself being lifted, jostled. Pain sizzled along his left leg, his right arm. He could see nothing but a burst of fireworks behind his closed lids. "Don't drop him." It was Langly, off to one side. "Precious cargo, boys." Definitely Frohike. Mulder blinked, fighting to see them, but something liquid and warm swamped his eyes, blinding him. "Hold still, big guy. You're in good hands." The cavalry, come to the rescue, he wanted to say, but couldn't suck in sufficient air to speak. It was enough to know they were there, although he wondered how they were able to carry him, when Krycek was as insubstantial as the wind. It occurred to Mulder he was dead now, too, killed by the fall. "Gotta leave you here, buddy," Frohike said at last. "Don't worry. You'll be safe." Pain rocketed through him when his back met the ground, convincing him he must be still alive...or in Hell. "Real help is on the way," Byers assured. "Hang in there." "Wish we could stick around, but..." Langly patted his injured shoulder, causing him to gasp. "You idiot," Frohike growled. "Sorry," Langly said, just before blackness claimed Mulder once more. * * * "Let me out!" Scully's voice was growing hoarse from shouting. "Cassandra?" She pounded raw fists against the damp, pumicey walls of her prison cell. The sound was immediately swallowed up in womb-like quiet. The cell was without windows or any apparent door. It was barely tall enough for her to stand in and was approximately three feet square, except it wasn't square -- it was sack- like. How her guards had managed to get her inside it remained a mystery. One minute they were hurrying through a winding tunnel, and the next thing she knew, she was in this stuffy compartment, feeling groggy and bruised and short of breath. Exhausted, she sank into a squatting position and stared at the sludge-covered walls. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw something move there. Lots of somethings. Insects. Minute centipede-like creatures, less than an inch long. Dozens of them wriggled through the oil that coated the chamber's inner surface. She shifted and hugged her legs when she saw them squirming around her feet. How long were her captors planning to keep her here? And who exactly were they? The Grays were obviously alien. The others looked like military personnel, supersoldiers perhaps, or shape-shifting aliens disguised as humans. Was Cassandra Spender who she appeared to be? It had been four years since Scully had tried to rescue Cassandra from kidnappers at the Potomac Yards, driving her car onto the tracks in front of an oncoming train and emptying her gun at the engineer. For nothing, it had turned out. She hadn't saved Cassandra, who was later presumed dead, burned with the others at El Rico Air Base. Yet it was possible Cassandra hadn't died that night. She might have been spirited away, her life spared while the others were incinerated. It had happened before. Scully's hypnotic regression tape suggested Cassandra was taken aboard an unidentified aircraft at Ruskin Dam. Cassandra had said as much when she reappeared a year later in a Virginia train yard, mysteriously healed from her paralysis. Scully followed the steady progress of a centipede as it climbed toward the conical ceiling, where it eventually disappeared into a greasy crevice. Tentatively she touched the wall, then dug at it with a fingernail. The material wasn't metal or stone. It was more like reinforced paper. Its wavering striations reminded her of wasps' nests, made from a mixture of masticated wood and salivary secretions -- except this material was tough and elastic. The desire to be in her own apartment hit her like a punch to the gut. Mulder's fish needed feeding and her plants needed watering. Mail was filling her box and newspapers were piling up outside her door. The rent was due. She hadn't arranged for her mother to take care of these things. Not this time. She'd left for Mount Weather in a rush, hadn't told anyone outside the Bureau where she was going. Her mom would assume she was on another assignment, not running from the law, exiled from her former life forever. God, she wanted to be sipping tea by her fireplace, or better yet, reading a novel, cocooned in her warm, clean bed. Tears stung her eyes at the thought of William's photograph on her nightstand. It was her favorite picture of him. He was smiling for the camera, toothless, but delightfully dimpled, his fleecy hat gripped tightly in his upraised fist and his pale hair standing all on end. Mulder's photo was propped beside the baby's, in a matching frame. He was also smiling for the camera -- a rare wide grin, laughter lighting his eyes, because he was holding their one- day-old son in the crook of his arm. Where was Mulder? In a cell like this one? Had they found him, too? "Please, God, keep him safe." She began to weep...for Mulder, for herself, but most of all for their lost son. * * * Crickets shrilled, hidden in weeds that needled Mulder like shards of glass. A predawn wind scraped across the flatland. Somewhere high overhead an engine thrummed. Or maybe it was only the roar of blood inside his ears. He was lying on his side, and his cheeks and palms felt scoured raw by the sandpaper earth. His neck, on the left, burned, from collarbone to jaw, and his leg... He lifted his head to inspect his leg, and was stopped short when something liquid and warm flowed out of his left ear. Sparks of pain exploded behind his eyes. He clenched his jaw, waiting for the dizziness to subside. When it did, he moved more carefully and tried again to peer at his leg. "Fuck..." It was broken...badly. A spike of bone protruded from the blood-soaked denim of his jeans just above his knee. His foot was twisted at an impossible angle. Bile slid up his throat, tasting bitter as it rolled across the back of his tongue and he willed himself not to throw up. "Stay calm stay calm stay calm," he chanted, his eyes squeezed shut against the damage to his leg. His inclination was to slip into one of his favorite fantasies, one of those places he went in his mind whenever dread threatened to overwhelm him. The beach. His childhood bedroom. Scully's arms. These delusions brought comfort where there was none, helped him cope with saws...drills...Them. No, not another flashback...please, not now. For a full minute he fought against his imagination and reality, not wanting to retreat to the former or face the latter. Scully, help me, he silently begged. Was she nearby? Would she come if he called? "Scully?" His voice came out unexpectedly high-pitched and thin. Too soft to carry any distance. He cleared his throat and tried again. "Sculleee!" The crickets fell silent but the pounding in his head intensified. His stomach churned. Dizziness was eroding his vision and the world was disappearing behind a veil of gray static. Damn it, he needed to stay alert. The situation was precarious, but not hopeless. He needed to determine where he was and what his options were. With enormous effort he raised his head and blinked at the western horizon, away from the ruddy dawn. Shiprock was gone. In its place smoke and dust drifted skyward from a gaping hole in the Earth. Mulder was reminded of Antarctica, of lying on the frozen tundra, watching a spaceship grow small in the sky, while Scully lay unconscious beside him-- Where was Scully? It took every ounce of his strength to turn toward the road. And when he did, his lungs stalled. The truck was gone; Route 666 was vacant. Scully had done exactly as he'd suggested -- she'd gone away, left him, and now he was alone. x-x-x-x-x BOOK II: A CROWN OF TWELVE STARS EARTH DATE: MAY 26, 2002 TSE'BIT'A'I ASSESSMENT BAY 16 Four Nih-hi-cho entered the lab, moving and thinking as a single unit. They positioned themselves equidistantly around the terrestrial female. She was prepped for them, stripped of her garments and held immobile on the assessment platform by rods through her wrists and ankles. Like most captive earthlings, this one was frightened. She watched the Quad with wet, blinking eyes, the muscles in her limbs quaking. Sweat slicked her pale skin. Her respiratory and circulatory rates were accelerated. The reaction was both expected and irrelevant. It didn't matter that she craned her neck or writhed on the table; this was going to be a brief memory probe, not a complete biological analysis. Their objective was to insinuate a cognitive conduit into her memory center to determine why she had been outside the ship prior to launch. Had it been mere coincidence? Or was her arrival connected to the premature release of the Infants? Perhaps she had been a lookout, or a diversion, for the unidentified infiltrator. That second trespasser had mysteriously eluded detection, and the consensus was he must have received help from the Incorporeals. It was the only possible explanation. The Quad readied themselves for the probe. They quickly closed off their forebrains' extrasensory receptors, blocking out the thoughts of the 5,327 Nih-hi-cho and 15,716 Others who inhabited the ship. An abrupt but necessary silence followed; it was an unwelcome experience, similar, they imagined, to what humans described as loneliness. There was some satisfaction in knowing their separation would be temporary and brief; the Quad would rejoin the Society in less than thirty Earth minutes and the unsettling sensation of isolation would dissipate. When all external mind-chatter was effectively shut out, the Quad began their survey by channeling an array of telepathic links into the terrestrial female's brain, creating a complex transference network. Their first glimpse of the female's consciousness provided them with a distorted view of themselves through her eyes. Monsters. Hideous in appearance, terrifying in purpose. It was a predictable reaction. She was not in a position to appreciate that it was she, not they, who was monstrous. Earthlings were disgusting creatures, simplistic half-beings who relied on pairing with other half-beings in order to procreate. Dimorphism and blatant sexual characteristics dominated their gender-specific physiques. They had alarming reproductive proclivities and seemed to strive for little beyond sensual gratification. Most despicable of all, however, was their unfathomable autonomy. Unable to establish any sort of communal consciousness, they were alone with their self-centered meditations, blocked off from each other and from the Divine Legion of Angels. Only upon death were they capable of experiencing a consciousness beyond themselves. It was a mercy to kill them, really, because living humans were useful for only three things: serving as hosts for Nih- hi-cho offspring, acting as spies to ensure the successful takeover of Earth and, in a few rare instances, possessing the genetic anomaly referred to as the Derivation. This female, like nearly all her kind, was incapable of comprehending the importance of these roles. Her thoughts were sheathed in human emotion. Terror, outrage and confusion camouflaged any rational judgment. "We could suppress her fear response to facilitate our procedure," they considered simultaneously. "No," was their immediate and united answer. "Time is short." Without further discussion, they proceeded to embed themselves deep into her psyche. Aware of their invasion, she recoiled, mentally and physically. "Get out...don't...oh, please, stop!" She struggled for several minutes -- longer than most terrestrials. "Strong willed," they agreed. They admired the trait, even as they restrained it. When her objections ceased to dominate her thinking, the Quad converged on her most recent memories. Images flooded their collective mind: the ship's northwest entrance...Nih-hi-cho supersoldiers... "She recognizes Cassandra Spender!" they said, surprised and slightly awed. It was unanticipated. The possibility that the female was an associate or friend of Cassandra's meant the Quad must cease their psychic exploration immediately. To pry further or chance permanent damage was unacceptable. "Summon Mrs. Spender," they decided in unison. * * * "How long has she been here?" Cassandra demanded, rushing toward the Assessment Bay. She hated those torture chambers and it made her blood run cold to think of Dana in one of them. A Gray ran along behind her. By means of telepathy he explained, "We would have finished earlier, ma'am, but mobiliza--" "I don't care about that. Just tell me how long!" "Fifty-eight Earth hours." "In Assessment?" Cassandra asked, incredulous. She stopped in front of Bay 16. "No, no, on the ship, ma'am. She's been in Assessment for only eighty-two minutes." Over an hour -- there would be physical and emotional injury. "Open the damned door." "Yes, ma'am." The Gray used a mental command to disengage the high security lock, and the door slid open with a pneumatic hiss. Cassandra hurried inside and went straight to Dana, who was lying naked under a spotlight on one of the aliens' despicable examination platforms. Her wrists and ankles oozed blood from recent puncture wounds, but she was no longer restrained. Her eyes were closed. "Dana?" Cassandra took hold of her icy hand. Gooseflesh stippled Dana's bruised skin. "Fetch a blanket, for goodness sake," Cassandra snapped at the Gray. "And don't bring it yourself. Send my aide." The alien hurried to oblige, leaving the two women alone for a few precious minutes. "Dana? Wake up, dear." Cassandra smoothed sweat-dampened hair from the younger woman's forehead. Dana's face was pinched with pain and fear. Russet lashes fluttered as she opened her eyes. "Cassandra? Is it really you?" she mumbled. "Yes, it's me." "Wh-where's Mulder?" She searched the room with dazed eyes. "I have no idea. Was he with you?" "He--" Dana gasped when Dibeh, Cassandra's personal aide, appeared in the doorway, holding a blanket and a plain gown in her gray arms. Cassandra supposed the aide might look threatening to someone who wasn't used to seeing alien-human hybrids, but Dibeh, like all her breed, was a harmless, serene creature. She had alien eyes and skin, yet her mouth, ears and hair were essentially human. She was slight and willowy, but taller than most Grays. And like all hybrids, she was female. Infertile, but female nonetheless. Cassandra gave Dana's hand a reassuring squeeze. "It's all right. This is Dibeh, my aide. You can trust her." Dana shook her head. "I'm not sure I can trust you." "Of course you can. I'm here to help. There's no need to be afraid." Cassandra took the blanket from Dibeh and draped it over Dana, who hugged it to her chest with shivering hands. "You poor thing. Are you okay?" "Th-they were inside my head." "I know, it's dreadful." Cassandra helped her to sit up. "But it's over now." "I want to leave this place." "I'll take you to my quarters." "No, I want to go home." "That's not possible." "Am I being held prisoner?" "Of course not." "Then let me go." "Dana, we're airborne." "We're on a plane?" She looked around, eyes blinking with confusion. "We're on a ship. A spaceship." Dana's darting gaze settled on Dibeh. "I...I guess I knew that." Cassandra stroked her hunched shoulders. "Are you hungry...or thirsty?" "I-I could use a drink of water." "Can you walk?" "I think so." "In that case, let's go somewhere more comfortable." * * * Ca-Lo slouched in his favorite reading chair. His breakfast remained untouched on the table beside him. He was dressed in his uniform and boots, but his belt was undone and his fly open. A hybrid knelt on the floor between his splayed knees. She had a talented tongue, this one. It swirled delightfully around him, pliant and hot, meting out sufficient friction to nudge him steadily toward ecstasy. She gazed up at him with liquid black eyes, large and unblinking like her Nih-hi-cho ancestors. Her alien features were framed by a luscious mane of human hair the color of amber. And her lips, oh her lips were warm, full and so seductive. He groaned when she unexpectedly slowed her ministrations. "Don't stop, ha-gade," he commanded, using the endearment because he didn't know her real name. She was one of many hybrids who regularly satisfied his sexual appetite. All the half-human, half-alien females looked essentially the same and each performed splendidly. They were perfect companions because they were willing and adept, and, best of all, they were incapable of crawling inside his head to read his thoughts like their Nih-hi-cho cousins. Plowing his fingers into her tresses, he thrust into her mouth, eager for his release, yet wanting to prolong this moment of pleasure -- an oasis of bliss in a lifetime of duty and disquiet. The Nih-hi-cho didn't understand his human sexual drive. They tolerated his use of the hybrids in deference to his rank, though they considered his proclivity disgusting. "Don't stop...don't...stop..." he begged as he pumped into her. That lovely mouth. Heavenly. His orgasm arrived like a stealthy adversary; it was upon him, unstoppable, too soon. His hips bucked and his semen pulsed down the hybrid's compliant throat. She was still on her knees, wiping swollen lips, when the signal light flashed, letting him know someone was waiting outside the door. He palmed her amber head in appreciation before tucking himself into his pants and calling out, "Enter." His command automatically unlocked and opened his door. Cassandra Spender stood at the threshold, frowning at him. "I need to speak with you," she said. "Come in, Mother." He rose from his chair, crossed the room and, hiding his impatience at her unexpected arrival, offered his cheek for a kiss. Cassandra bestowed her kiss, then shooed the hybrid out of her way as she made herself at home in Ca-Lo's chair. The obedient hybrid bowed submissively before hurrying from the room. When the door closed behind her, Cassandra shot Ca-Lo another annoyed look. "Why do you waste yourself on those barren half- breeds?" He remained standing, the sticky sensation in his pants making him uncomfortable in his mother's presence. "Because I'm not permitted the luxury of human companionship." "Pish-posh. You're permitted whatever you like." It wasn't true. "They watch me constantly." She plucked a ripe berry from his breakfast plate and popped it into her mouth. "So what?" "They watch you, too," he reminded her. "I don't care. You know I want grandchildren...before I'm too old to enjoy them." He wanted offspring, too, but not on this damned Nih-hi-cho vessel and certainly not during mobilization. "I have more pressing responsibilities at the moment." "As soon as all the fuss is over then." She reached out a hand. Without hesitation, he stepped forward and took hold of it. "Promise me, Ashkii. Please?" "I've asked you not to call me that." His tone was stern, but he gave her fingers an affectionate squeeze. It was an old argument. "You make me feel like a child." "Fine, fine...*Ca-Lo*. I didn't come here to quarrel." "Good." He pulled gently away. He was overdue on the Bridge. Lieutenant Harris would be calling for him soon. "Why did you come?" "Because of Dana." "Who?" "Imagine, seeing her again after all this time!" "Who are you talking about?" "Dana Scully. She was picked up by one of your scouting teams just before we launched." "Dana Scully is on this ship?" It couldn't be true. "You must be mistaken." "I'm not mistaken, Ashkii." She picked up another piece of fruit. "I was just with her." If Ca-Lo had been a religious man, he would have offered up a prayer of thanks to the Divine Legion. He could scarcely believe his good fortune: Dana Scully, delivered directly to his door! "She was alone?" he asked. "Evidently." No Fox Mulder? That was disappointing. "What was she doing outside the ship?" "I have no idea. Why don't you ask your 'interrogation team'?" she said with a sneer of disapproval. He would do one better -- he would ask her himself. Cassandra suddenly tossed her fruit back onto the plate and glared at him. "You should be ashamed, Ashkii." The rebuke startled him, but he hid his surprise behind a mask of practiced calm. Years of Nih-hi-cho punishments -- unspeakable beatings, deprivation, mind games, torture -- had taught him to conceal his vulnerabilities. "Ashamed of what, Mother?" "You allow these horrible examinations to continue." "Mother--" "I mean it, Ashkii. Dana is an old friend and it breaks my heart to think of her suffer--" "It's standard procedure. It's out of my hands." "Nothing is out of your hands. You outrank everyone on this ship. They'll do whatever you tell them to do." "Within reason." "Is it reasonable to torture humans?" "You tell me," he snapped, his anger overtaking him. Tears sprang to her eyes and he was immediately sorry for his reproof. "I would have stopped them if I could." She sniffled. "You must know that." He did, truly. She had been helpless, too. As much a victim as he had been. "Mother..." He steadied his voice. "Send Dana Scully. I want to talk to her as soon as I return from the Bridge." She eyed him suspiciously. "No more alien interrogations?" "No." "You promise? I care about her, Ashkii. Please, don't hurt her." "You have my word, Mother. I've been waiting a very long time to meet Ms. Scully. I only intend for us to become better acquainted." * * * A tap on the shoulder woke Scully with a start. She hadn't intended to fall asleep, but the bed had been soft, the linens fresh, and the drink Cassandra had given her earlier warmed her belly in a most comforting way. She rolled onto her back and was startled to find an alien- human hybrid standing at the side of the bed, staring back at her with enormous ebony eyes. "What do you want?" Scully asked, sitting up. The creature's expression turned sad. Scully tossed back the covers and swung her feet to the floor. A wave of dizziness struck her, causing the room to spin. The hybrid put out a hand to steady her. It cooed sympathetically as it caressed her arm. "Don't touch me." Scully shrugged out from under its unwelcome petting. The creature retreated a step and its backward movement caused Scully's head to swim. She grabbed the mattress for support, blinked, tried to focus. What had Cassandra put in her drink? Her fingers felt numb, her movements sluggish. A too-sweet taste coated her tongue. She glanced at her watch to determine how long she'd been out, only to discover a snow-white bandage swathed her wrist in its place. The previous day's events flooded back to her: the examination platform, those hideous aliens, their attack on her mind -- It's over, it's over...I'm okay, she told herself. She glared at the hybrid. "Do you speak English?" The creature wagged its head, then seemed to change its mind and nodded. "Which is it, yes or no?" It grunted softly. "You understand what I'm saying, but...you aren't able to speak." It smiled shyly, head bobbing. "A mute mutant. Wonderful." The hybrid reached out a thin, gray hand to tentatively pluck at the plain robe Scully was wearing. The garment's strange fabric was papery and it hung loosely on her frame, several sizes too big. The hybrid tilted its head toward a tidy pile of satiny green material on the foot of the bed. "You want me to change my clothes?" The shy smile returned. The hybrid didn't appear threatening. Then again, Scully wasn't sure she could trust her instincts. The invasion of her mind and the drug from Cassandra's drink might still be affecting her judgment. She needed time to clear her head. She also needed to wash. Her feet and hands were black with oily filth from the cell where she had been kept earlier. She could smell an unpleasant tang of dried sweat on her skin. More serious, however, was the state of her injuries. Blood encrusted her arms and legs around her bandages. The flesh was swollen and red, and throbbed with pain. If she didn't disinfect the wounds soon, she'd be facing serious infection. She held out her arms for the hybrid to see. "Is there someplace I can clean up?" With a wave of its slender hand, the hybrid beckoned her toward a side room. Scully rose on unsteady legs to follow. The adjoining room turned out to be a bathroom, equipped with tub, toilet and sink, all spotlessly clean. Faucets and mirrors gleamed beneath silvery sconces. A vase of what appeared to be real roses graced the vanity beside an alabaster soap dish. The hybrid located a towel on an upper storage shelf and placed it on the counter beside the sink. Then it crossed to the tub and began to draw a bath. While steamy water thundered from the tap, Scully carefully unwrapped the bandage on her left wrist. She was appalled to find the wound went straight through her arm. It was the same unusual injury she'd seen on Theresa Hoese and on Mulder after their return from Bellefleur. "Look at this." She thrust her arm under the hybrid's nose. It hunched its shoulders as if ashamed...or afraid. "You've seen this before, haven't you?" It kept its eyes focused on the streaming tap. "Well, so have I. You--" "Dana?" Cassandra called from the outer room. "In here." "Ah, good. Are you finding everything okay?" Cassandra swooped into the bathroom, displacing the hybrid, which backed out of her way. "You may go, Dibeh," she told it. The creature bowed its head and quickly left them. Cassandra gestured to an orderly row of lotions and assorted toiletries. "Feel free to use whatever you like. If there's anything you need, just ask." "I want to leave." Sympathy peaked Cassandra's pale brows. "That's not possible." "You're keeping me here against my will." "You're a guest, Dana, not a prisoner. I explained that earlier." "I wasn't invited here; I was abducted." It was a word she rarely used, preferring the terms "kidnapped," "captured," "taken hostage," anything that pointed toward human, not extraterrestrial, intentions. "What did you put in my drink?" "Just something to help you sleep." "You drugged me." "Dana, I would never hurt you." "Then let me go." "I can't do that." Scully straightened her shoulders and tried to sound stronger than she felt. "Who's in charge? I want to speak to them." "That's what I've come to tell you." Smiling, Cassandra shut off the taps, then poured a measure of scented oil into the bath. The smell of jasmine curled through the air. "My son wants to meet you." Jeffrey? Scully had seen him a few days ago, at Mulder's trial. Disfigured beyond recognition and weakened by horrific tests, he'd barely had the strength to testify. "Jeffrey's in charge of this spaceship?" "No, no, not Jeffrey." Cassandra waved off the possibility, without a hint of sorrow. Perhaps she was unaware of her son's unfortunate circumstances. "I'm talking about Ashkii, my older son." "I didn't know you had an older son." "Oh, yes. He's a very important man." Pride tinged her voice. "He'll keep you safe from the Nih-hi-cho." "The what?" "The aliens. The gray ones. I know how they seem, and there's no denying they do have a cruel streak, but their ultimate purpose is worthy, I assure you." "Worthy? How can you say that?" She extended her bloodied arm. "I know, I know. I was in your place on more than one occasion. I understand what you're going through. But when you get to know them and learn the reasons they do what they do, then, well, you'll see the light, just like I did." Her eyes glittered with what Scully could only describe as euphoria. "I want to go home, Cassandra." "You will...eventually." "Eventually?" "As soon as it's safe." "Why isn't it safe now? Tell me what's happened?" "Ashkii will explain it all. My aide will take you to him after you've finished here." She patted Scully's shoulder. "You'll feel right at home when you meet him, I promise you." * * * "Who chose this ridiculous dress?" Scully demanded, irritated by the clinging floor-length gown. Its straight skirt constricted her legs. The form-fitting bodice was deeply cut, revealing too much cleavage. With the exception of two delicate straps that crossed between her shoulder blades, Scully's back was exposed from nape to buttocks. "Was it Cassandra?" she asked, trying to keep pace with Dibeh as they navigated a dank, labyrinthine corridor. "Or this...this Ashkii person?" The hybrid shrugged and guided her around another corner. After several more minutes of dodging puddles and avoiding leaks in the ceiling, they arrived at a timeworn door, gunmetal gray in color and as solid looking as a bank vault. The hybrid used a small wireless transponder to unlock the entrance. The door slid into the wall with a pneumatic hiss and the hybrid ushered Scully across the threshold with a delicate wave of its hand. When the hybrid turned to go, Scully asked, "Aren't you coming in?" It shook its head and quickly vanished in the direction they had come, leaving the door open. "Great. Thanks." Scully wandered into the middle of the sumptuous front room. She had been expecting an alien version of a conference room, but this was obviously Ashkii's -- or someone's -- personal apartment. "Hello? Is anyone here?" she called. When no one answered, she considered walking out. But with no way off the ship, there was nowhere for her to go, so she decided to investigate the apartment and learn something about its occupant before he returned. The room was oversized, opulent and decidedly masculine. A plush carpet, decorated with bold geometric patterns, cushioned her feet. A gleaming wooden desk filled an alcove to her left. It held a sleek computer, which was powered down. A substantial leather chair was pushed away from the desk to face a matching couch and an overstuffed wingback. These were flanked by cherry end tables. A toppled stack of ancient- looking texts littered the floor around the wingback. The apartment's walls were straight, smooth and square, unlike the organic construction in the outer corridor. They were covered with a mossy-green damask fabric. Paintings of terrestrial landscapes, illuminated by recessed spotlights, hung in neat rows around the room. The air smelled pleasant, like sage, and the temperature was less humid than elsewhere on the ship. A sliver of light and the soft twitter of birdsong beckoned her to an arched doorway at the room's back corner. "Hello?" she called again, crossing to the adjoining room. It turned out to be a spacious bedchamber, furnished with a magnificently carved canopy bed and a large gilded birdcage. The domed cage was cylindrical and stood nearly eight feet high. Several colorful birds chattered and fluttered on its filigreed perches. The bed's canopy was hung with heavy drapes, which were pulled aside to reveal bronze-colored linens and piles of satiny pillows. Not a wrinkle marred the sumptuous coverlet. "Make yourself at home," Mulder's voice startled her from behind. "Mulder, where did you--" She spun to face him and blinked in disbelief. "Oh my God." It was Mulder. And yet it wasn't. A strange brand marked his right cheek. And when he sidestepped around her, she saw that his dark hair hung nearly to his waist. Three silver clasps held it in a sleek ponytail, which swung hypnotically when he tossed a black military jacket onto the bed. "I've been looking forward to meeting you, Ms. Scully," he said, turning to confront her. Lanky and graceful, genial yet imposing. Just like Mulder. Stunned, she was at a loss for words. He loosened a brass fastening at the neck of his plain black uniform and watched her with cold amusement. His eyes were startlingly green, more so than Mulder's. The irises glittered like brilliant emeralds. "Y-you're Cassandra's son?" she said when she finally found her voice. "I am." "But...but you're a...a shapeshifter...or a clone." A look of disgust darkened his too-green eyes. He unstrapped a sheathed dagger from his thigh. "Hardly. I'm as human as you are." He set the knife and its sheath on the nightstand beside the bed. "Then...how...?" "How is it I look so much like him?" A slanting grin nudged his cheek and his expression was so like Mulder, it stole her breath. "Yes," she managed to whisper. "You're gonna love this." He loomed closer. "Fox Mulder is my brother." "I don't believe you." "No?" He stepped around her to the birdcage, where he filled the food tray with fresh seed. The birds twittered with apparent appreciation. "You knew my father, Ms. Scully. CGB Spender was a dishonorable man. A cheat...in business and in marriage." He checked the latch on the cage before turning to face her. "He impregnated Teena Mulder six months before he impregnated my mother." "You're a liar." Even as she said the words doubt washed through her. A DNA analysis had proved Jeffrey Spender was Mulder's half brother. And Jeffrey testified at Mulder's trial, "His mother had an affair with my father," supporting the claim that CGB Spender, not Bill Mulder, was Mulder's biological father. The look-alike crossed the room to sit on the edge of the bed. His face appeared deceptively earnest. He toed off one leather boot. "I have no reason to lie to you, Ms. Scully." "I've known Cassandra Spender for four years. Why hasn't she mentioned you before?" "Because she met me for the first time only last year." "What do you mean she met you for the first time? Is she your mother or isn't she?" "She is, but you know how these things are. Weren't you the mother of a child you'd never met?" He tugged off the other boot and let it drop to the floor with a muted thud. "That...that was different," she said. "Not so much. My mother was abducted during the first trimester of her first pregnancy. I was taken from her womb as a fetus." "Taken by whom? Aliens?" "There are thieves and scoundrels all around us, Ms. Scully -- both alien and human." She wanted to bolt from the room, get as far away from this lying clone as possible, but his familiar gaze held her in place. "What you're suggesting is impossible. A twelve-week- old fetus cannot survive outside the womb." "And a barren woman cannot become pregnant, isn't that so?" He peeled off his shirt, turning it inside out as he drew it up over his head. His long hair crackled with static electricity when he pulled free of the garment. She was relieved to see his left shoulder bore no trace of Mulder's old gunshot wound. It was a clear difference between the two men, a reminder to be wary of this stranger. The look-alike dropped the shirt to the floor, creating a black puddle of fabric beside his stocking-clad feet. "These beings work outside the constraints of your science, Ms. Scully. Their skill is nothing short of miraculous." "If you're insinuating my son was a product of alien technology--" "You have another explanation? Maybe you believe he was summoned into existence by the hand of God." "Or maybe I believe his conception was proof that I was never barren in the first place." "Interesting theory." He rose from the bed and approached her. She held her ground, even when he loomed so close she could smell the faint, musky odor of his skin...so familiar...so like Mulder. His gaze dropped to her low-cut gown. "Your pictures don't do you justice, you know." She felt her face flush. "You've seen pictures of me?" "Lots of pictures." He raised a finger to her collarbone and traced it to the strap of her gown. His stare was mesmerizing. His touch was feather-light, barely there, and yet it sent a spark sizzling through her. She knew she should push his hand away, step back from his uninvited caress, but she felt mysteriously paralyzed, even when he hooked his finger beneath the dress' strap. "Tell me, Ms. Scully, what were you doing outside the ship just before we launched?" "Star gazing," she lied. Cassandra had claimed she didn't know Mulder's whereabouts; it was possible her "son" didn't either. Doubt, and a hint of amusement, glistened in his emerald eyes. His finger changed course, taking a leisurely path from her shoulder to her cleavage. Gooseflesh sprouted across her chest and she felt her nipples harden. "And the condoms in your shopping bag? Those were for what...a chance encounter?" "That's none of your business." "Oh, but it is. You see, while my soldiers were picking you up, we discovered an intruder on board." Mulder. It had to be. Damn it. "An intruder?" "Mm-hmm, a real troublemaker. You wouldn't happen to know someone like that, would you?" Grasping her arms, he drew her up on her toes and whispered insistently into her ear, "Where is he? Where's Mulder?" "Let me go." She tried to pull away, but he tightened his grip. "You're hurting me. Stop it." He surprised her by releasing her and taking a step back. What appeared to be genuine concern creased his brow. "Sorry," he said, sounding sincerely contrite. He pointed to the bandages on her wrists. "I forgot about..." His words trailed off as he studied the bruises on her arms. After a moment, he said, "I can make the pain go away." "That's probably the worst pick-up line I've ever heard." A cheerless smile played across his lips. "Honestly, I can help." "I have no reason to trust you." "And you have no reason not to trust me." "Other than the fact that I'm being held prisoner on your ship...in your bedroom." "You're not a prisoner," he said. "So everyone keeps telling me, yet here I am." He gently captured her hands, curling his fingers loosely around her wrists. "Let me help." She stiffened. "How?" "I told you, I can make your pain disappear." "You're going to drug me again?" "No, no drugs." "Then...what?" "I want you to relax, clear your mind," he said. "I don't think that's possible." "Try closing your eyes." "No." She drew back. He retained his light hold on her wrists. "All right then, look at me instead. Look into my eyes." "You're going to hypnotize me?" "No, not hypnosis. This is something different." She huffed with disbelief and challenged his claim by looking directly into his eyes. "I don't feel anything," she said after only a few seconds. "Shhhhh." His stare didn't waver. She waited, focusing on his strange-colored eyes, ultra aware of his bare chest only inches from her fingertips. Heat radiated off him, warming her upraised palms. Behind her, the birds twittered softly, a delicate sound, like the tinkle of bells. It melded with the rasp of her breath. It was then she noticed something shift inside her. An odd sensation, hard to describe, like the soft brush of a sleeve from a passing stranger. It left her slightly disoriented and mystified, as if she'd entered her childhood bedroom to find her favorite doll had been moved an inch or two from its usual spot on the pillows. "I think...something's happening." "Good. Don't talk." Thoughts began to shuffle like playing cards in her brain, yet she wasn't alarmed by the rearrangement. She was still in Ashkii's room, still held captive by his sea-glass eyes. Shards of emerald and jade shimmered around the midnight of his pupils, a flash of northern lights in a dark, December sky. "Can you feel it?" His voice was velvety smooth and infinitely intimate. She held her breath. His muted pulse tapped against the sensitive undersides of her wrists. No pain, just a gentle tap...tap...tap... Unexpectedly, he released his hold on her. "How do you feel now?" he asked softly. The pain had vanished. "You lied," she said. "You're not human." "I am. Truly. I just know a few tricks." "I've seen this before. Shapeshifters who can heal even lethal injuries." "I've seen them, too. But I'm not one of them. See? I didn't heal you." He indicated the bruises that still mottled her arms. "I just blocked your pain." His smile broadened into a proud grin, making him appear boyish and innocent. "Then how did you...?" He leaned toward her, as if poised for a kiss. "Does it matter?" His lips were so close. The room's walls wobbled. The floor buckled. He was doing something to her, affecting her perception. She watched in amazement as the sumptuous linens on his bed transformed into a rumpled comforter with a garish design, a kaleidoscope of blues, oranges and reds, exactly like the bedspread in the Frontier Motel in Roswell. Muscular arms embraced her. Warm lips pressed against hers. "Mulder..." She broke the kiss and buried her face in his neck, relieved to be with him. Mulder lifted her off her feet and carried her to the bed. From somewhere beyond the edges of her conscious mind came a whisper of flapping feathers and the trill of birdsong. * * * Terrestrial defenses were floundering in the wake of the Nih- hi-cho's e-munitions offensive. Telecommunications systems were inoperable and the world's power grids disabled. As anticipated, ionized gases blocked most radio and radar signals. The first strike had been a resounding success thanks to Ca-Lo's bold push for early mobilization. Yet he wasn't on the Bridge to bask in his victory. And his absence did not go unnoticed. "Locate him and report back." The order came telepathically to Watcher VII from the Society's Overseers. "Proceed with utmost caution." Their addendum was unnecessary; the Watcher understood his responsibility. He had been surveilling Ca-Lo for the past three Earth years and was an expert at stealing into the officer's brain and quietly eavesdropping there. Ca-Lo had yet to detect his presence, and hopefully never would. VII had no intention of repeating Watcher VI's egregious blunder. VI had been caught spying and Ca-Lo responded by having him lobotomized, severing him permanently from the Society. A terrifying punishment, to be sure, but perhaps deserved in his case. Due to VI's incompetence, Ca-Lo was now alert to the Watchers, making VII's job all the more difficult. VII vacated his post on the Bridge to ride the elevator to Level 4. Alone in the car he morphed out of his human disguise. He observed the transformation in the car's reflective steel doors, blandly watching Lieutenant Harris' familiar craggy features churn and eddy until his eyes grew large, his nose all but disappeared, and his skin melted into a pool of smooth, hairless gray. The entire process took only a second or two. Pleased to be back in his own skin, VII inhaled deeply, flexed his shoulders, and exited the elevator on 4. He went directly to the Portal of Solitude, where he entered the Privation Chambers' upper hall. A dozen Nih-hi-cho squatted like chess pieces on the caldarium's semi-transparent decking, intent on their various tasks. The entire floor was incised with a faint honeycomb pattern, which delineated the sixteen-hundred hexagonal compartments below. Silvery haloes spotlighted the occupied cells. Empty chambers remained dark. The cells were used for a variety of purposes, ranging from enforced imprisonment to voluntary introspection. Approximately half were currently occupied by humans slated for genetic manipulation or virus testing. One-hundred and fifty-two held Nih-hi-cho enemies -- treasonous spies, malfunctioning Replacements, and inept personnel like VI, who were condemned to live out the remainder of their days in solitude, cut off physically and mentally from the Society. VII repressed a shiver. To think the Refuters voluntarily segregated themselves here. They claimed to use the chambers for religious meditation and prayer, preferring to connect individually with the Divine Legion. The practice riled the Council of Overseers, who considered any desire for autonomy immoral. The Council regularly challenged the Refuters, accusing them of plotting to overthrow the Society. They made little headway, however. The Refuters' self-inflicted isolation made identifying their true purposes difficult, if not impossible. The Refuters' disloyalty was not VII's concern at the moment. Bent on locating Ca-Lo, he proceeded to an unlit hexagram and positioned himself with feet together atop the cell's constricted entrance. After a moment, the passage expanded and VII was swallowed into the chamber. The sphincter-like entrance closed automatically above his head, effectively filtering out the Society's mental chatter, allowing VII to home in on Ca-Lo's thoughts without a prolonged period of mental preparation. He settled back on his haunches and began to methodically probe each deck, alert to Ca-Lo's familiar thought patterns. "There you are," he murmured when he located the officer in his personal quarters. Human emotions assailed his senses the moment he entered Ca- Lo's psyche, and he recoiled from the onslaught. Ca-Lo was engaged in a sexual act. And through him, VII also suffered the repugnant physical desires of an adult human male. Ravenous. Needy. Desperate to join physically with another, to dispel his emotional loneliness. Ca-Lo's purpose was focused, deliberate, his motivation intense. He was impatient. Reckless. Driven. He wanted to possess his lover. Control her. Gain her affection. Her loyalty. Her desire. Her moans enthralled him. Her touch set him afire. He was spellbound by her scent, by the look of ecstasy in her pale blue eyes-- "Nooo!" Watcher VII bellowed upon discovering Ca-Lo was not with one of his barren hybrid companions, but was mating with a human woman. It was blasphemy! Ca-Lo was not permitted human lovers. Ever. VII sprang to his feet. "Let me out!" he commanded. The overhead passage expanded, opening the cell. He was expelled to the decking above and, ignoring the surprised stares of his fellow Nih-hi-cho, he bolted for the exit. "Divine Legion, help us," he prayed as he ran. * * * The nightmare is always the same. In it, Ashkii is seven Earth years old. He is exploring the ship, crawling through a ventilation duct on Deck 19, which leads him toward the outer hull. He isn't supposed to be there; he isn't supposed to be anywhere without supervision. But he manages to elude his Nih-hi-cho tutor after their morning lesson and it feels wonderful to be beyond the reach of Tkin's stinging Taser. Ashkii will pay for his disobedience later, he knows. But punishments are a daily occurrence, so it seems there is little to lose and plenty to gain by running away. The duct opens into a tall narrow space with curving walls, a cavity between the inner and outer hulls. It is crowded with humming machinery and piles of knotted cables. Twenty meters up, wasps have made an enormous papery nest at the crook of a metal brace. The yellow-eyed insects dot the sweating bulkheads in search of moisture. Others swoop through the muggy half-dark with seeming purpose, unconcerned by Ashkii's intrusion. Ashkii slides feet first out of the vent onto a grated floor. Tipping his head back, he inspects the upper wall, where sunlight seeps through the outer hull like a specter's splayed fingers. Light puddles in the crevices of the heat exchange system; it reflects off the wastewater stack, highlighting its fasteners with silver. Attracted by the gleam, he starts to climb a network of thick, flexible tubing. He imagines the fat hoses are Tse'Bit'a'i's veins, carrying blood to its parts. Ashkii has seen his own veins, countless times, exposed during his weekly physical assessments. He tries not to cry when They cut into him. He hates the things They do. He hates Them. Sticky with oil and dust, breathing hard, he works his way toward a pair of intake apertures, towering slits in the outer hull that allow the New Mexico air to flow into the ship. He intends to look out at the surrounding desert, glimpse the sun, feel the tickle of real wind upon his skin, maybe smell the Earth's hot, foreign odor...but he is distracted before he ever reaches the opening. A small gray bird flounders in a shaft of sunlight. It beats its wings against a metallic plate, mistaking the shiny rectangle for a way out. It's an insect eater, a vireo; he recognizes it from his lessons. It must have come looking for food -- the wasps, maybe. He's never seen a live bird before and is curious about it. Wanting to touch it, he climbs closer. It stops fluttering and perches crookedly on a coupling when he draws near. Its heart is hammering beneath its ruffled white breast. Its eyes, circled by thin, pale rings, have grown dull. "I can help you," he tells it softly. He wants to ease its terror and confusion. He thinks he can manage it, too, because he's been practicing during his weekly assessments, concentrating hard on blocking out the most painful tests. It's just a matter of willpower, he believes. After all, the Nih-hi-cho are able to get inside his head. They can make him feel things, do things. When he's been very good, they sometimes take his fear away. He lifts the bird with great care and cradles it in his palm, intending to bring it back to his bedchamber, where he will revive it and then keep it as a companion. Its head lolls frightfully, however, and he realizes it is hurt worse than he first thought. "Don't worry." He tucks the limp bird into his tunic and quickly returns to the ventilation duct. When he emerges at the other end, Tkin is waiting for him. "Give it to us, Ashkii," the tutor demands telepathically, his hand held out. His Taser dangles menacingly from a strap around his wrist. Lying is futile, but the words pop out before Ashkii can stop them. "I-I don't have anything." "We want the bird now, without further falsehood or argument." "But...it's hurt, Tkin. I want to make it better." "You cannot." "Maybe *you* can?" "We are not interested in healing the bird." "I want to keep it." "That is not permitted." Ashkii feels Tkin begin to tunnel into his mind. He is nudged toward compliance. Unable to stop himself, he reaches beneath his tunic and withdraws the bird. Its heart beats faintly against his palm. Its papery eyelids are closed. "Wh-what are you g-going to do w-with it?" he asks, his voice thin with fear. "Dispose of it." Tkin snatches the bird away. "P-please, don't kill it!" Tkin's fist closes tightly around the vireo. Blood drips from between his fingers, spotting the floor with crimson. "It is already done. Now we shall see to your punishment." No, please, no, no-- * * * Ca-Lo was startled awake by a hiss from the outer room. Someone had opened the pneumatic door. A hybrid servant? He glanced at the timepiece on his nightstand. 2:22 a.m. "Too early for housekeeping," he mumbled beneath his breath. The interloper must be a high-ranking Nih-hi-cho to risk intruding at this hour. He grabbed his dagger from the nightstand, then glanced at Dana Scully. She was still asleep, curled on her side, her hair fanned across the pillow. Good. He hoped she stayed that way, at least until he could evict his midnight prowler. He eased off the bed, careful not to wake her or alert the intruder. Stealthy footsteps, hushed by the thick carpet, crossed the outer room, drawing near. From the sound of them, Ca-Lo guessed there were at least four men, maybe more in the hall. Sent by Watcher VII, no doubt. Fucking little spy. Hope he likes the cell next to VI, Ca-Lo thought as he sidestepped his clothes. Edging toward the archway, he positioned himself to one side, where he could grab the first man who crossed the threshold. It turned out to be Lieutenant Harris. Ca-Lo's arm shot out and hooked Harris around the neck. The Lieutenant choked with surprise. His three comrades rushed to the rescue. Ca-Lo raised his knife to the older man's throat. "I wouldn't," he warned them, freezing the soldiers in their tracks. "Not unless you want to watch him bleed to death all over my nice carpet." "Ca-Lo...don't," Harris rasped. "What are you doing here, Lieutenant? Dirty work for the Refuters?" Ca-Lo tightened his grip. "No...I...I was sent by the Overseers." "Why?" "You know why. Her." Harris' focus slid to Dana Scully. "She's my business, not the Overseers'." "That's not true." Harris gulped for air. "They're going to take her from you. Even if you kill me." The three soldiers stepped forward. Another dozen filed in from the hall, rifles drawn. Behind them came a contingent of Nih-hi-cho. Already Ca-Lo could feel them boring into his mind. "It's over, Ca-Lo," Harris wheezed. "You can't win this." * * * "Poor Dana." Cassandra slumped in Ca-Lo's wingback chair. She felt chilly in her nightgown and bathrobe, but was too fatigued to return to her apartment to change her clothes. Ca-Lo paced around her, his feet bare, his unbound hair fluttering restlessly against his naked back. He wore only yesterday's wrinkled pants, recouped from the floor shortly after Cassandra had arrived to witness Lieutenant Harris and his minions dragging Dana Scully from the apartment. That was an hour ago. "What were you thinking, Ashkii?" she scolded. "Did you really believe you could get away with it?" He paused in front of her. "I want her back." "Don't be a fool." "I *want* *her* *back*!" He brought his fist down on the table beside her chair. The wallop toppled her coffee cup. Oily black liquid rained to the floor. Turning away from the mess, he resumed his pacing. She remained in her chair. One of the hybrid servants would clean up the spill later. "I asked you not to hurt her, Ashkii. You promised me." He glanced over his shoulder to glare at her. "I didn't hurt her." "You're saying she came to your bed voluntarily?" "Is that so hard to believe?" "Yes, Ashkii, it is. Dana loves Fox Mulder. They have a child together. She wouldn't have--" Her eyes widened with sudden understanding. "That's it, isn't it?" "I have no idea what you're talking about." "You wanted her because she's his. You're jealous of your brother." He spun to confront her, his face flushed, his emerald eyes flashing. "Can you blame me? He has everything, Mother, *everything*. He lives *there*...*outside*...in the world of humans. He's free to do whatever he pleases. He grew up with a mother and a father. He has a family of his own, a son, a woman who loves him. Tell me, what do I have?" "You should be proud of who you are." She plucked at a snag in her bathrobe. "You were chosen to serve the Divine Legion." "You believe that crap?" "It's written in the Prophesy," she admonished. "Three million years ago -- what the hell did they know?" His attention wandered to one of his paintings. In the picture, a terrestrial waterfall tumbled through a wooded glen. "Why didn't you ever search for me, Mother?" "I didn't know where to look." "You knew who took me." "I never imagined this place." "My father knew of it." "He told me nothing." "Did you ask him?" He looked back at her. "Or was it easier to forget me than fight for me?" "I was in no position to fight. I couldn't save you, Ashkii. I couldn't even save myself." Suddenly the brutality of the past seemed too heavy a mantle and he sank to his knees beneath the painting. He plowed quaking fingers through his tangled hair. "What am I going to do?" She rose from her chair and went to him. Placing her palm on his head, she stroked his soft hair. "You could try petitioning the Overseers -- ask them for her release." "They'll never agree to it." "They might, given your position--" "My authority goes only so far. I direct the Armada, not the Society. The Overseers barely tolerate me." She leaned down and kissed his worried brow. She loved him, more than he realized. "My poor boy. I'm sorry..." When she didn't say more, he asked, "Sorry for what, Mother?" His eyes gleamed with hope. She traced the brand on his cheek. A permanent reminder, placed there when he was a small boy, so she'd been told, to mark him as the man he was meant to become -- "Ca-Lo," the Destroyer. Now she must say the words he needed to hear, not those for which he yearned. "You refuse to accept your destiny." His reply was sharp with disappointment. "I've refused nothing, Mother. I'm still here, aren't I?" * * * Twelve Overseers sat in their customary seats, a semicircle of onyx chairs -- the only furniture in their chambers. A central spotlight obscured the room's damp walls, giving an illusion of infinite space. Ca-Lo stood at attention in front of them, his spit-polished boots gleaming in the spotlight's silvery beam. His features were molded into an expression of repentance. The regret was genuine -- they could read it in his mind as clearly as on his face. However, they also knew his regret was misplaced; it was not a response to his irreverent actions, but the result of being caught. "Release Dana Scully to me," he petitioned. The twelve councilors answered as one, verbalizing their response to emphasize their point. "No," they said. Ca-Lo flinched at their use of audible language. He had heard their click-clacking speech since his boyhood and understood its nuances, yet his reaction revealed he still considered the sound alien and offensive. "She will remain a captive," Overseer One said, reverting to telepathy. "It is because of your contravention, Ca-Lo, she must be closely monitored now." "So tag her with an implant," Ca-Lo suggested. His voice was restrained, his manner outwardly calm. Yet his hypothalamus was releasing norepinephrine, causing his adrenal glands to produce adrenaline. His heart rate, pulse and respiration were rising. Blood sugar, lactic acid, and cortisol were readying his body to fight or run, neither of which was truly an option for him. Human emotions -- frustration, resentment, dread -- were beginning to overwhelm his psyche. At the moment, he perceived everything as a threat, everyone as an enemy. He had good reason to be afraid of them. "We have already installed a bio-monitor in the woman's sinus cavity," Overseer One said, "and a locator beneath the dermis of her lower back." Ca-Lo's thoughts registered surprise, yet his face showed no emotion at the Overseer's pronouncement. "Then she can be set free." "No. Her implants will not ensure your cooperation," Overseer Six explained. "Her imprisonment will." "Then tag me, too." A muscle twitched along Ca-Lo's jaw, the first outward sign of desperation. His tone grew sharp. "Don't keep her in isolation. You know humans can't tolerate loneliness any better than you can." "Do not attempt to compare your insignificant feelings to ours," said Overseer Six. "We are not here to bargain with you. Our intent is to curb your undesirable impulses by punishing your disobedience." "What if I promise to be a good boy, forever and ever, amen." "Your sarcasm does not amuse us. It never has." "What does amuse you? Torturing an innocent woman?" "You misjudge us, Ca-Lo. Torturing the terrestrial female elicits no emotion in us whatsoever." Ca-Lo's fists tightened. "Please, don't do this. It was me...I forced her... The fault is mine. Imprison me instead." "Yes, the fault was yours, but it is not practical to remove you from your duties at this time. Your tactical skills are required for colonization." "And if I refuse to lead the Armada?" "Then Dana Scully will spend the rest of her life in a Privation Chamber." They waited for his response, listening to his internal struggle. His emotional connection to the Earth woman was strong, stronger than they would have predicted, given the scant amount of time the two had spent together. "And if I cooperate in every imaginable way, how long will you keep her locked in your despicable bee hive?" he asked. "Until we know whether or not she carries your child." This time Ca-Lo didn't try to hide his surprise. "You think she could be pregnant? After only one...?" "Why not? You took no precautions." "Did the damned Watcher give you that detail, too?" They saw no reason to lie. "Yes. He also reported the true motive for your sexual encounter with Dana Scully." "I was feeling horny after a long day of world domination?" "No, you intended to impregnate her--" "That's not true." "You took no precaution against such an eventuality." Ca-Lo's mind was crowded with protests, but digging deeper they uncovered a buried desire. Ca-Lo dreamed of having a family. Unfortunately for him, his rare genetic configuration disallowed it. The Derivation flowed in his veins. He was the will of God, Heavenly Father of humankind. This made him an abomination in the eyes of the Nih-hi-cho, who followed the teachings of their own gods -- the Divine Legion of Angels and the Red Dragon, eternal enemies of God the Almighty. The Nih- hi-cho reviled Ca-Lo, but they dared not kill him. To do so would result in severe retribution from his Creator. Better to hold him prisoner, control his actions, study his unusual genes and understand his special skills, all the while ensuring a natural end to his cursed bloodline by denying him a mate. It was paramount Ca-Lo never sire a child, an anomaly, like the four Earth children born last year, all believed to be miracle babies, future saviors of the human race. Of these four, only young William Mulder remained alive, hidden from his enemies by a devious mother, Dana Scully, the very woman who was found in Ca-Lo's bed mere hours ago. Ca-Lo cleared his throat. "And if there is a child?" They would not terminate the pregnancy, as much as they might want to. The humans' God wielded great power over this matter and now was not the time to test Him. "Will you release her to me then?" Ca-Lo asked. "You do not seem to grasp the seriousness of your transgression. You will never see Dana Scully again." Desperation rolled through him. "There must be something...something I can do in exchange for her return." Another quick reading of his mind told them his plea was sincere. His desire for the woman was not a whim. As a matter of fact, the prospect of a child had solidified his resolve. "Perhaps there is something..." Overseer One began. "Anything. Name it." "Find her son William and bring him to us -- alive. Then and only then may you bargain for Dana Scully." x-x-x-x-x BOOK III: THE FIRST WOE COCONINO NATIONAL FOREST, ARIZONA Lightning flashed. Tremors rattled the earth. The mountain exploded in a fountain of fire, spewing ash and embers. The blast was heard for hundreds of miles. All through the night, the mountain glowed fiery red. Chunks of molten rock rained down, crushing homes, scorching farmland. The next day, and for weeks after, fires blazed. They consumed the forest; they choked the sky. It was the birth of Sunset Crater...nine-hundred years ago. The eruption buried the surrounding countryside. The displaced inhabitants relocated to the lower plateau, an arid scrub- covered flatland, previously considered too dry and barren for farming. Over the next hundred years, they built more than eight-hundred pueblos across miles of open desert. They struggled to grow corn, beans and squash. They raised families. They prayed to the gods. Then suddenly, they vanished. Where did the Anasazi go? Hunkered in the open air in front of a stone-cold fire pit, Gibson Praise popped the top off a can of peaches and fished the fruit out with dirty fingers. He was alone in the Coconino campground, surrounded by abandoned vehicles, tents and scattered gear. A thicket of spiny mountain pines guarded his back. Blood-red devil's weed, buffeted by an updraft, trembled at the edges of the bluff thirty feet in front of him. Half hidden in the matted grass lay the remains of twenty-three dead campers. Cracked bones, ragged muscle, shredded organs. Tainted by the stench of extraterrestrials, the corpses were ignored by Earthly scavengers. A storm was gathering in the east. The air prickled with electricity. Looming thunderclouds cast blue-black shadows across Sunset Crater's distant cinder cone. Gibson had first visited the crater in early May, shortly after his sixteenth birthday. He'd climbed Lenox and Strawberry, too, to study their geological and historical significance. He hoped to find answers to the future buried somewhere in the ashes of the past. At the time, he believed he had ten more years to learn what the world needed to know. That was before. Before Mulder's trial. Before the Smoker's death. Before 100,000 immature aliens were let loose on the Earth. Cunning hunters, with a taste for human flesh. He listened again for them. Nothing. Apparently they'd moved on, like a swarm of colossal army ants in search of their next meal. Six miles down-slope on the lower park road were the mutilated remains of three more hapless humans, a father and two sons, strangers to Gibson before an hour ago when his keen mind detected their terror. He hadn't answered their screams or hurried to rescue them. To do so was pointless. He couldn't help them; he could only cower beneath the pines and listen as they suffered and died. Guilt coated him like sweat, even though he knew his responsibility was to all humans, not one unfortunate family. He had a gift, a unique ability. Adept at deciphering the young aliens' primitive thoughts, he could communicate with them, in a rudimentary way. Yet even with his exceptional mental capacity, he couldn't bargain for individual human lives. The infants' intense hunger made them irrational and unyielding. They were interested only in sating their empty bellies. Gibson swallowed the last slice of peach. Cool, sweet and slippery. From his hilltop vantage, he had a bird's eye view of the lonely Arizona plateau. He could see for miles, all the way to the Painted Desert in the northeast. He could "hear" even further. Testing the extreme range of his telepathy, he listened intently. What came back to him sounded like a stuttering radio signal -- a myriad of quarrels, pleas and cries, overlapping, creating a mind-numbing cacophony of dread and dissatisfaction, panic and grief. Years ago, in what seemed another life, he had wanted to turn off those voices. Now, without radio, telephone or other forms of communication, they were his only connection to humanity, his only glimpse at world events. The peaches were gone. He raised the can to his lips and drank their thick syrup, then tossed the empty can beneath the trees. The storm would be overhead before nightfall. Thunder and lightning. Rain. High winds. His tent would take a beating. He would sleep in one of the abandoned cars. Hugging his arms around drawn up knees, he closed his eyes and listened. //...is the baby asleep?...outta canned milk...killed everyone in...daylight...head north...sister in Montana...after dark...dear God... no-no-no...rain's coming...thirsty... water...// Gibson focused on this last voice. Weak but familiar. Struggling to survive. It was Mulder. * * * TWO GRAY HILLS MEDICAL CENTER NAVAJO RESERVATION, NEW MEXICO JUNE 7, 2002 LATE AFTERNOON "Water," Mulder rasped as he fought to escape the chaos of nightmares. His head ached and the sharp odor of bleach stung his sinuses. With effort, he opened his eyes. Pale walls. Waning daylight. An I.V., pressure cuff, bed tray, empty visitor's chair. Damn, he was in a hospital. A man with Native American features stood watching him from the foot of his bed. A preschooler clung to the man's hand, dark-haired and curious like her caretaker. Mulder cleared his throat. "Nobody brought flowers?" The child rose up on her toes to get a better look over the hill of Mulder's blanketed feet. The Indian moved to fill a tumbler with water from a plastic pitcher on the bedside tray. He held the cup to Mulder's parched lips. Mulder swallowed greedily, spilling tepid water down his chin, soaking the front of his thin hospital gown. A fit of coughing wracked his body when he accidentally sucked liquid into his lungs. The Indian waited patiently for his coughing to subside. Finally Mulder was able to wheeze out a few words. "Are you a doctor?" "No. I'm Eric...Eric Hosteen. We met seven years ago." The boy with the motorcycle. Albert Hosteen's grandson. He'd given Mulder a ride to a buried boxcar full of dead aliens. "You've changed, grown up." "Yes." Mulder's focus dropped to the girl who was tugging on Eric Hosteen's pants leg. She whispered loudly, "Is he gonna die?" "No, he will live." Eric bent and lifted her into the crook of one muscled arm. "This is Jewel, my daughter," he said. "No, Daddy. I'm *Butter Bean*," she corrected him. "My nickname for her," Eric explained. "I'm five," the girl told Mulder. "I have a loose tooth." She demonstrated. "Ah." Mulder rubbed a palm over his own aching jaw. "I think I have one or two myself." "You were hurt pretty bad, Agent Mulder." "Not 'Agent'...not anymore." He tried to sit up, but something beneath the blankets held his left leg immobile. "Where...uh, where am I exactly?" "You've asked that question before, several times in fact since you were first brought here." "My memory's not so good." Mulder indicated the I.V., where tubes snaked into his right arm, drugging him with who-knew- what. He wished it would dull the throbbing in his head. "Tell me again." "You're in Two Gray Hills Medical Center." Two Gray Hills. Navajo Reservation, northwest of Los Alamos. Mulder had nearly died there once, from thirst, heat and a gunshot wound. Scully's gunshot wound. He glanced again at the empty chair. Where was she? Surely she had come back for him after the ship left. His eyes searched the hall beyond the open door. "I was at Shiprock. How...how did I get here?" An image of the Gunmen hovered at the fringes of his memory. "Some men from the tribe brought you." From the tribe? Maybe he'd been mistaken about the Gunmen. Maybe he'd been mistaken about the spaceship, too. And the aliens and that man who looked like him, his mysterious twin. Ca-Lo. Maybe he was having a delusion right now, had been hallucinating for days, or even weeks. Hell, maybe he was still in his Mount Weather prison cell...or on the alien spacecraft. Panic seized him. Eric Hosteen could be a figment of his imagination. The girl, too. He cringed, anticipating the crack of a soldier's baton or...or...or the slash of the aliens' fiery scalpel as it split him from gullet to groin, exposing pale viscera and slippery organs. Jesus, Jesus, you're not supposed to see your own intestines, your own pounding heart-- Like a drowning man caught in a riptide, he clung desperately to the life raft of his present reality, to the hospital room, to Eric's uneasy expression and the girl's startled eyes. "D-did they find her? Scully? My partner?" he stammered. "We were led only to you." "Led?" "By my grandfather." "But...your grandfather is dead." "Yes." Eric caressed Jewel's smooth cheek, bringing forth a shy smile. "The dead are not lost to us, Mr. Mulder. You know that." Mulder nodded. He did know it. He'd known it for a long time. "And the living?" His fear refused to recede. Where was Scully? "Are they lost?" "We are all in danger, Mr. Mulder. You must rest, recover from your injuries. There is much to do." * * * DOUGLAS RESIDENCE CACHE, WYOMING SHORTLY AFTER DAWN The sound of breaking glass woke 19-year-old Kenna from a nightmare about giant locusts with scorpion tails and razor- sharp teeth. "Rick?" "Shhh. Someone's in the house," her husband whispered. He rose from the bed and silently crossed to the closet where he kept his rifle. Kenna's hand went automatically to the collar of her cotton nightgown, securing it over the damaged skin on her neck and chest. It was a protective gesture, a habit since childhood, after a pot of boiling water had left her baby-smooth skin looking like melted candle wax. "Hide in the closet," Rick ordered, loading cartridges into the rifle. His new onyx wedding ring winked with each jerky movement. He looked boyish with his licorice-colored hair askew, matted on one side from sleep. He was shirtless and his pajama bottoms rode low on his hips; Kenna had intended to mend the elastic waistband before she'd folded them away in his dresser drawer. "Stay put 'til I come back for you," he insisted. "Rick--" "Don't argue." Three strides brought him to her side. He grabbed her arm and hauled her easily from the bed. At age twenty, he had the strength of a seasoned rancher. "Hide...*now*!" Dazed by what was happening, she loosened her clutch on her collar, intending to neaten his mussed hair, but when she reached for it he shoved her fingers aside and lifted her off her feet. He carried her to the closet. "Everything'll be fine," he promised, dumping her inside and shutting the door. Blinking into the dark, she hunkered beneath the hanging clothes: wool coats, Rick's Sunday suit and her month-old wedding gown, sealed in its drycleaner bag. A lock of her long hair was tangled in a hanger above her head, but she let it be, intent on listening to the sounds beyond the door. A crash came from the downstairs living room and she pictured the ceramic table lamp -- a wedding gift -- smashed to bits on the oak floor. Odd click-clacking noises echoed in the stairwell. Then a blast from Rick's rifle startled her so badly she hit her head against the wall. Another shot followed the first. Rick screamed, high-pitched and unfamiliar, full of panic. Rick never panicked. Never. Whatever was happening must be unbearable. Oh, God, help him, please help him, she prayed. Another godawful scream and her bladder emptied, soaking her nightgown. Kenna hugged her knees and shivered. Tears stung her eyes, burned wavering trails down her cheeks. Her throat tightened until she couldn't catch her breath. How long she waited like that, gulping for air, trying not to cry aloud, she wasn't sure, but her leg muscles were cramping and her wet nightgown had grown cold beneath her by the time she realized the noises downstairs had stopped. She remained still for several more minutes, hoping beyond hope that Rick was going to return soon, safe and sound. Then he would laugh at her for peeing herself. She would laugh, too, for letting her silly fears get the best of her. She'd wash and change her clothes, then make them both a big breakfast: bacon and fresh eggs, over easy, just the way Rick liked them. She'd slice potatoes for homefries, too, and open that jar of her mom's huckleberry jam for their toast. Rick ate as much as a man twice his size and she liked to spoil him with her cooking. Maybe she would bake him a custard pie later in the day. Or an angel food cake. No, there would be no pie or cake -- the power was out. She'd forgotten that. It had gone off last Tuesday and had stayed off. Not a soul at Duffy's Market or the Post Office knew why, and there was no way to find out. Telephones, TV, radio, *nothing* was working. Rick's truck wouldn't start. Neither would her aging Pinto, although that wasn't out of the ordinary. But, Lord o' mercy, even their watches had stopped. It was so strange. People were scared. They said it was a terrorists' plot. The beginning of WWIII maybe. With no way to get reliable news, rumors were flying while people tried to make do, helping their neighbors as best they could. Rick gave Artie next door a cord of wood, to heat the house and boil water to wash the baby's things. In return, the van de Kamps lent them a portable kerosene cook stove. It was small, but serviceable enough to fry an egg...over easy...just the way Rick liked them. Oh, God. Rick was dead. She knew it in her heart. Killed by whoever was...out...there... Kenna rose on numbed legs. Hands shaking, she cracked open the closet door and peered into the bedroom. Sunlight spilled like whitewash across the unmade bed. Rick's worn blue jeans lay draped over the blanket chest at its foot. A buzzing housefly bounced desperately against the windowpane, trying to escape into the bright dawn. She stepped into the room. Her damp nightgown clung to the back of her thighs as she searched Rick's pants for his pocketknife. When she found it, she opened its blade with trembling fingers. Knife in hand, she tiptoed into the hall, which was dimmer than the bedroom. Its wooden floor felt cold beneath her bare feet. She held her breath and avoided the squeaky board at the top of the stairs. Blood, lots of it, glistened on the stair treads. Splashes of crimson marred the ivory wallpaper. Rick was nowhere to be seen, but a swathe of red striped the entry floor from the bottom step to the open front door. "Rick!" she screamed and dropped the knife. She hurried down the stairs, skidded across the blood, nearly slipped as she tracked it onto the porch. More blood mottled the dirt driveway in a trail that led to the east pasture. Kenna followed it, ducking beneath the wire fence. She raced along a path of matted, spattered grass, a jagged line that ran from her property to the van de Kamp's a quarter of a mile away. She found the fence broken on the far side of the field, knocked down, its wires snarled into loose knots. Dodging them, she hurried toward the neighbor's farmhouse. Her feet sank into freshly tilled soil as she navigated Artie's vegetable patch. Inhuman footprints, shaped like no animal she'd ever seen, had crushed the fragile seedlings, upended the tomato cages. She sprinted along one ruined row and then out across the overgrown lawn toward the flagpole, where the flag's ghostly buffalo waved in seeming surrender against a too-perfect azure sky. Kenna flinched at its frantic slap- slap-slap as she dashed past. "Rick!" Her cry was as rough as the weather-beaten clapboards on the van de Kamp's sagging barn. Its doors gaped like a screaming mouth; its interior was as black as Death's shroud. A thinning trail of blood led her up onto the neighbor's front porch, where she stopped, out of breath. Overexertion stabbed her ribs and she gasped for air. The morning breeze tugged at her hair, twisted her nightgown. The porch swing wobbled, set into motion by a gust of wind...or a passing devil. Blood speckled the peeling porch floor. She tried to avoid stepping in it as she pushed through the unlocked front door. Splintered at the hinges, the frame squeaked. Deep curving gouges scored the wood around the handle. "Artie? Joanne?" Her desperate call echoed inside the still house. The air in the front hall felt feverish and smelled sickly- sweet, like molasses and fermenting fruit. She glanced into the living room to her right, then opposite to the dining room. Straight ahead, the hall led past a central staircase. She'd been in the house before and knew the hall continued through to the kitchen in the back. Cautiously, she entered the living room and then stifled a cry when she spotted Artie's head, torn off at the neck, leaning at an awkward angle beside the rocking chair's curved runner. His dead eyes bulged and a look of sheer terror curled his parted lips. The room's pine floor was slick with unidentifiable gore and its once blue-and-white braided rug was saturated with blood. Artie's body had been hollowed out. His stony ribs curved up like the fingers of a loose fist; his innards stretched from the loveseat to the television set. A whimper leached from Kenna's throat as she backed away from the carnage. She discovered Joanne's body in the kitchen, its torso yawning and empty like Artie's, its legs stripped to the bone, yet with both feet still intact, one wearing a terrycloth slipper. "Oh God." Dazed, she bent to retrieve the lost slipper, stupidly intending to fit it over Joanne's bare foot, when a baby screeched upstairs. "William!" She raced for the staircase, weak no-no-no's puffing from her lungs as she took the steps two at a time. Guided by the baby's wails, she turned left at the upper landing and careened through the first open door. She was stopped short at the threshold by an unbelievable sight. Five human-sized insect-beings, locusts with razor sharp teeth and glossy scales -- the monstrous creatures from her nightmare, somehow come to life. They leaned over the crib where the baby sat crying, his dimpled hands gripping a faded blanket. His face was blotchy and tear-streaked. Hiccoughing cries opened and closed his mouth like a suffocating bluegill. The locusts watched him with oily, oversized eyes. They seemed unconcerned by Kenna's arrival. Their jaws jittered, making unearthly click-clacking noises. They were broad, tall and muscular. Long talons studded their oddly jointed toes and fingers. One of them was gripping a human arm. Rick's onyx wedding ring gleamed on the severed limb's curled finger. "Noooooo!" Kenna rushed forward, not thinking what the creatures might do, not caring about the danger. She moved by instinct, knowing only that she must protect the baby, save him from these ungodly beasts. "Monsters! Go away!" she screamed. To her astonishment, the creatures stepped aside and allowed her access to the child. She reached into the crib, elbowing the mobile, setting its four white buffalo rocking as she lifted William out. He clung to her, his blue-gray eyes wide and wet. His small fingers bit into the scarred flesh of her neck. "Everything'll be okay," she murmured, repeating Rick's last words. Legs trembling, she edged slowly from the room. For whatever reason, the locusts made no move to stop her. She bumped into the doorframe, stumbled around it, and then ran for all she was worth. * * * THREE MONTHS LATER, SEPTEMBER 27, 2002 HOSTEEN RESIDENCE TWO GRAY HILLS, NEW MEXICO Jewel clambered onto a scuffed wooden chair, then up onto the kitchen table to get a better view out the window. A plastic saltshaker, bumped by her knee, rolled across the Formica tabletop and clattered to the floor. "Get down, honey," her mother warned, hands thrust in dishwater. "Eric, get her off there." Eric deposited his empty coffee mug into the sink and crossed to his daughter. "Stay away from the window, Butter Bean," he said, retrieving the saltshaker. "You know it's not safe." "Then why is *he* out there?" Jewel pressed her nose against the glass. Eric could see Mulder beyond the dusty pane, limping toward Jewel's swing-set. Late afternoon sun glinted off his metal crutches as he hobbled between the empty clothesline and the sandbox. He navigated carefully around Jewel's overturned Big Wheel and a faded blue and red beach ball. Dark silhouettes resembling surreal cartoon creatures stretched across the bristling lawn: Mulder's shadow became a stilted circus clown, the swing set a crouching spider, the clothesline its enormous web. Mulder paused at the foot of Jewel's slide, where he appeared to talk with someone, although no one else was in the yard. "Can I play, too, Daddy?" "He isn't playing." "What's he doing?" "Searching for a way home." She twisted to peer skeptically back at him, brows drawn together. He was glad she questioned everything, even him. "Like the snake you found in the bath tub," he reminded her. "Oh." She returned her gaze to Mulder and thumped the windowpane with her small fist to get his attention. Mulder ignored her...or, more likely, couldn't hear her. The "accident" at Shiprock had left him deaf in one ear. Dozens of razor thin scars stippled his neck and jaw on the one side, as if he'd sailed head first through a windshield or stumbled through a plate glass door. Eric wasn't sure what really happened because Mulder claimed he couldn't remember. A lie, Eric was certain. Whatever the cause of Mulder's injuries, the worst damage was to his leg. Doctors had set and pinned his broken thighbone with a steel rod in an hours-long operation, which was interrupted by a sudden and evidently permanent power outage. Things got more complicated when the back-up generator wouldn't start. The team of surgeons worked frantically to stitch Mulder's leg by the light of kerosene lamps. He'd nearly bled to death on the operating table. After the surgery, Mulder was pumped full of antibiotics to stave off infection. For days it had been touch and go. Traditional prayer supplemented modern medicine. By the grace of God and the ancestral spirits, he'd managed to survive. He was laid up for weeks, at first in the hospital and later in Eric's back bedroom. He worked hard to regain the use of his leg and now wore a removable cast made of plastic and Velcro straps. His prognosis was guardedly optimistic; given time and determination he would eventually be able to give up the crutches, but the doctors predicted he would always walk with a limp "How did the snake get in the bathtub?" Jewel asked, eyes still on Mulder. "It came up through the pipes." Eric lifted her from the table onto his shoulders. She gripped his hair like the reins of a pony. "Where is it now, Daddy? Did you kill it?" "No. It returned to its den." Eric's grandfather used to say a snake could be an omen, the harbinger of misfortune. This one had appeared the day the power went out, the day everything went to hell. Eric carried Jewel out onto the slanted front porch. A smear of orange glowed like a branding iron above the desert's distant horizon. "Mulder," he called softly, eyes combing the yard for signs of danger. "Come inside." "Watch this." Mulder half-turned, lifted both crutches from the ground and took several limping steps toward the setting sun. "You can practice in the living room just as easily as out here." Eric was reluctant to say more in front of Jewel, but felt pressed when Mulder continued to hobble away. "There's been trouble in Pintado," he warned, "and Fort Defiance." "But not here." Mulder wobbled, working hard at staying upright. "Not yet. Please come inside." "Only if you tell me what's really going on." Mulder's voice scraped the late afternoon air like a buzzard's cry. Jewel flinched at the sudden sternness of his tone. Her tiny fingers dug into Eric's hair and pricked his scalp like needles. He gave her legs a reassuring squeeze. "I'll tell you everything I know," Eric bargained, "if you promise to do the same." Mulder squinted against the setting sun and considered for a moment. "Deal," he said at last. "The truth this time...from both of us." Eric nodded, figuring Mulder was recovered enough to hear about the attacks, the mutilations, the rumors of murderous invaders. Terrorists, devils, even ghosts were being blamed for the power outages and killings. "Let's talk inside. Linda's made fresh coffee." "Can't say no to that." Determined to walk on his own, Mulder let the crutches dangle as he shuffled back to the house. His jaw tightened whenever he put weight on his bad leg. By the time he reached the steps, sweat was beading on his forehead and upper lip. His skin had gone ghostly pale. Eric reached out a helping hand, but instead of taking it, Mulder thrust the crutches at him. "Thanks," he growled before slowly mounting the steps and entering the house. Inside wasn't much safer than out, not if the rumors about roving killers were true. And Eric had no reason to doubt the stories; he'd seen evidence himself, bodies out in Hunters Wash, gutted and stripped of flesh and muscles, the corpses ignored by coyotes and vultures alike. It was strange; not so much as a blowfly fed on the remains. Eric glanced at his rifle, oiled and loaded, locked beyond Jewel's reach in the gun cabinet beside the refrigerator. "Lemme down, Daddy." Jewel squirmed atop his shoulders. He swung her to the floor one-handed. She immediately seized the crutches from him. The metal cuffs were set too high for her short arms, so she clumsily gripped the crutches halfway down and began clomping around as if she were lame. "Those belong to Mulder," Eric reminded her gently. "She can keep 'em," Mulder said. "I won't be using them any more." He lowered himself stiffly onto one of the kitchen chairs and accepted a mug of steaming coffee from Linda. "We're out of propane," Linda informed Eric, removing the empty coffee pot from the flameless burner. They were out of almost everything: kerosene, candles, bottled water, canned food. "Danny and I'll go to Shonto's tomorrow, try to scrounge some supplies." Eric straddled the chair opposite Mulder. "Think there's anything left there?" Linda asked. Probably not. The market had been ransacked and picked clean weeks ago. But it wasn't like he had a lot of options. Everyone was getting desperate. "I might need to go to Gallup or Albuquerque." "That's too far, Eric," she said, her voice watery with concern. "It's a three day ride on horseback." "Then I'll take the Scout." For whatever reason, the vintage motorcycle still ran, unlike the pickup. "I can be there and back in a day." "I don't want you going all that way alone," she objected. "I'll go with you," Mulder volunteered. "Sorry," Eric said, "I'll need the space behind the seat for supplies." "I want to help. You've been babysitting me long enough." "You can help by staying right here, keeping an eye on the place while I'm gone." He hooked a thumb at the gun cabinet. "Linda never learned how to shoot." "I don't like guns," she said, sounding defensive. "They scare me." "What's roaming around outside is a helluva lot scarier than my rifle, hon," Eric said. "What is out there?" Mulder's weary expression indicated he might already know the answer. Eric glanced at Jewel. She didn't appear to be listening. Using Mulder's crutches, she was hopping back and forth over the threshold between the kitchen and the living room, singing to herself as she played. "Soon you'll zooooom all 'round the room, all takes is faith an' trust..." -- she leapt through the doorframe -- "but th'thing thassa pos'tive must..." -- she pivoted and bounded back -- "izza li'l bitta pixie dust!" Eric lowered his voice to explain, "They showed up the day we found you." Linda stood at the sink, shoulders hunched. She scrubbed hard at the coffee pot. "That's when everything started." "Such as?" Mulder asked. "Power went out." Mulder nodded. "Right. Watches stopped working, cars wouldn't start, yadda, yadda. What else?" "A shit-load of lightning, but no rain," Eric said. "Flames dancing in the sky," Mulder guessed. "Tree branches, leaves, blades of grass, even the horns of cattle glowed a ghostly blue, am I right?" "How did you know?" "St. Elmo's Fire," he said, as if the mysterious phenomenon made perfect sense. "What else?" "Birds went crazy, flying in circles, crashing into buildings, cliffs, road signs. My cousin Danny found twenty-eight pintails dead in the desert. Imagine -- ducks in this part of New Mexico." "Their ability to navigate was affected by the EMP." "The what?" "Electromagnetic pulse. That's what disabled the power grids, communications systems, cars, your wristwatch." "But not my motorcycle?" "No electronic ignition." Eric still didn't understand. "Where did this electro-whatever come from?" Mulder waved off the question. "First tell me about the creatures, the ones killing cattle, horses, people." Eric shot another quick look at Jewel. She had stopped her singing and was now watching them intently. "Linda, didn't you promise Butter Bean a story after dinner?" "You're right, I did," Linda said, understanding the need to shelter their daughter from the worst rumors. She dried her hands on a towel. "What'll it be this time, sweetie? Lizzie Zipmouth or Glubbslyme?" She led the girl into the adjoining room. As soon as they were out of earshot, Eric continued, "I don't believe they're terrorists. Then again, I don't believe they're devils or ghosts either." "They're none of those." "Then who?" "You know who they are. You saw them yourself seven years ago." He had seen them. Alien bodies stacked floor to ceiling in a boxcar, inexplicably buried beneath the red desert sand. "You think they've come back?" Mulder's gaze dropped to the oily surface of his coffee. He stared into it as if he might divine the future there. "There are thousands of them, Eric, tens of thousands. I saw them." "Where?" "Shiprock, the day this happened." He patted his injured leg. Tens of thousands. Was it really possible? "How bad is it gonna get?" "Did you see what happened at Shiprock?" "No, but I heard." The men who had rescued Mulder described a huge open pit where the sacred mountain once stood. "What do these...these aliens want?" "To feast on an all-you-can-eat human buffet." Eric thought again of the bodies in Hunters Wash. It was no wonder the mutilated corpses were left untouched by scavengers. The dead were tainted by something from beyond this world. "Why now?" he asked. Mulder's cheeks darkened and a look of disgust thinned his lips. "My fault." "Yours?" "Yes." He pushed his coffee away. "Eric, if I don't stop them soon, they'll be crawling all over this planet. No one will be safe." "How do you plan to stop ten thousand aliens?" "I don't know." A muscle twitched along his jaw. "I-I've got to find Scully." "You sure she's still alive?" Mulder's startled expression made Eric wish he hadn't asked. "She's alive," Mulder growled. "We were together at Shiprock. I... She--" His voice broke and tears suddenly filled his eyes. He turned to the window and the growing gloom beyond. After a moment he whispered, "I'm sorry." Eric nodded, although he had the feeling Mulder's apology wasn't directed at him. "There may be a way to get some information," he offered, "although it's a little unconventional." "I'm okay with unconventional." Mulder locked eyes with him. "What did you have in mind?" "There are stories about a boy in the west. The elders say Wind's Child whispers in his ear." "Wind's Child?" "A guardian spirit. The elders believe Wind's Child helps this boy talk to the devils...the aliens...whatever they are. They say the boy can read minds." "I know a boy like that." Mulder leaned forward. "Where is he?" "In Arizona, a place called Kits'iil. It means 'houses that have been left behind.' I can show you on a map." Eric went to the junk drawer and rustled through credit card receipts, takeout menus and last year's Christmas cards. Unearthing a roadmap of Arizona, he took it to the table, unfolded it and pinpointed Kits'iil with the tip of his finger. "There." "Mind if I take this with me?" Mulder pushed away from the table and stood. "You're leaving? Right now?" "Why not?" "Your leg--" "My leg is fine." As if to prove his point he took three determined, if uneven, steps toward the door. "Wait...Mulder...it's getting dark." "Good, these aliens come out only in the day." "How do you know that?" "They crave heat, need it to develop, to metamorphose into their adult form. The desert is too cold at night. They don't like freezing their alien asses off." The explanation didn't make much sense to Eric, but Mulder seemed convinced. "You can't walk all the way to Kits'iil, Mulder. For Chrissake, you won't make it as far as the next street with that bad leg." "Maybe I know a guy who owns a horse." Mulder smiled. "You think you can get on and off a horse? Jesus, Mulder, wait a few weeks. Give yourself time to heal." "I don't have that kind of time, Eric. None of us does." In the adjoining room Jewel laughed at something in her storybook. She sounded heartbreakingly carefree. Eric's chest tightened. He made a quick decision. "Take the Scout." For the first time since his arrival, hope gleamed in Mulder's eyes. "Got any gas?" "Tank's full." Eric folded the map and offered it to Mulder. "Let me see what I can find for supplies. If you're willing to wait, that is." Mulder tucked the map into his back pocket. "Just don't take too long." * * * SOMEWHERE NEAR THE NEW MEXICO/ARIZONA BORDER MIDNIGHT Moonlight frosted the body of a white male, indeterminate age, spread-eagle on the highway's centerline. Blood, dried and black as pine pitch, darkened the pavement around him like a reverse halo. He was missing his head. From the jagged wound at his neck, Mulder guessed it had been torn off. The gaping torso was split lengthwise, its organs plundered. Large muscles -- thighs, calves, buttocks -- had been ravaged, exposing bone, yet the dead man was still wearing a canvas coat, leather gloves and a pair of hiking boots. Mulder swung stiffly off the motorcycle. His left thigh throbbed after only two hours of riding. "Guess I got that peg leg after all, Scully," he muttered, limping to the corpse. He quickly rifled through the man's pockets, hoping to find anything he might use as a weapon -- a handgun or a knife, hell, even pepper spray would be welcome. He missed the weight and security of his FBI-issued Glock. His hand closed around a pack of cigarettes. "Better than a kick in the nuts," he said when the urge to smoke struck him like a roundhouse punch. It had been twelve years since his last cigarette, if you didn't count that tobacco beetle debacle. He opened the pack and looked inside. It held four cigarettes and a disposable lighter. "Those things'll kill you," X warned, appearing out of the dark. His eyes swept the surrounding terrain with the same nervous caution he'd shown in life. Mulder waved the Morleys at the gore lumping the road. "There are worse ways to go." He slipped the cigarettes into the pocket of his windbreaker. "You should take his gloves, too," X urged. "No thanks." "Why not? He won't be needing them and it can get damn cold in the desert, especially with autumn coming on." "I said no." "It's okay to smoke his cigarettes, but not take his gloves?" "I draw the line at stealing clothes from a corpse." "Is that an ethical decision? Or are you just squeamish?" Mulder waited out a wave of irritation. "Interesting you should ask." "Why's that?" "Scully told me something once...something a man told her." "What would that be?" "He said the dead speak to us from beyond the grave, that that's what conscience is." Mulder glared at X. "You aren't my conscience, are you?" X laughed, a harsh, barking sound that echoed across sagebrush and sand. "Is that really what you think?" "I see dead people. I don't know what I think any more." Mulder hobbled back to the motorcycle to hunt through the storage compartment behind the seat. Locating the water bottle, he popped the cap and took a swig. The water tasted gritty, but it cleared the tang of death from his throat. Slouching against the bike, he adopted a genial tone. "You ever run into Krycek over there on your side of the Great Beyond?" X circled the bike, his shoes soundless on the tar, his trenchcoat hanging limp despite the night wind. He cast no shadow on the moonlit highway. "No. Why?" "Because I'd like to kick his ethereal ass from here to Hell for getting me into this mess...for getting everyone into it." Mulder recapped the bottle and tossed it into the storage compartment. "Mobilization was going to happen with or without Alex Krycek." "Yeah, well later would've been a helluva lot better than sooner. The world might've had a chance to prepare." "The world was never going to be prepared...not for this." Mulder zipped his jacket against the chill and scanned the highway ahead. The road resembled a knife blade, splitting the badlands as far as the eye could see. Was he still on Highway 134? He yanked the map from his back pocket, unfolded it and angled it into the moonlight. "Krycek used me," he said. "And they used him." "They cloned him. That should've appealed to an egocentric son-of-a-bitch like Krycek." "Playing host to the Apocalypse is hardly an honor." Mulder recalled the haunted expressions on the clones' faces. "You think he was trying to end the clones' suffering?" "Sounds like something an egocentric son-of-a-bitch might do, doesn't it? They were part of him." The wind rattled the map, folding it back on itself. "Doesn't mean he was trying to stop the invasion, even if he believed the alien fetuses would die with the clones." X wasn't listening. His attention was on the road behind them. "Better get moving." "Why? What's back there? What's coming?" "You don't want to find out." * * * HOSTEEN RESIDENCE SOMETIME AFTER MIDNIGHT Jewel was awake and calling for Eric. She wanted a drink of water. And a story. Eric granted her both, trying to settle her down for the second time that night by recounting a favorite Navajo legend. "Changing Woman's twin sons--" "Born for Water and Monster Slayer," the girl interrupted, naming the twins. "That's right. They set out to visit their father." "The Sun." She'd heard the story before...many times. "The trip was dangerous," Eric continued. He sat on the edge of her bed, his weight sinking the small mattress. A kerosene lamp cast a blond circle of light on the nightstand beside him; it scented the air with its oily odor, reminding him again of the effortlessness of electricity and the serenity of earlier times. Jewel watched him through wide eyes, her blanket drawn up to her chin. "Are you sure you want to hear this story, Butter Bean?" he asked, worried it might give her nightmares. "I like Wind's Child," she said. Wind's Child -- the twins' helper, placed in the folds of their ears to advise them when they were in danger. Eric understood the appeal of such a guardian. "Okay then...the twins climbed a rainbow to get to the house of the Sun," he said. "They underwent many trials to prove they were truly his sons." "And they proved it." "Yes." "And the Sun wanted to give them jewels and pretty flowers and rainbows, right?" "He did, but Wind's Child told the twins to say, 'We did not come for those things, my father; that is not our purpose. We came for a pair of lightning arrows and flint shoes, clubs and leggings.'" "On account of the monsters." "Yes, on account of the monsters. The Sun answered slowly, telling them they were brothers to the monsters they wished to kill. But he placed agate in them, making them immune to injury, and then gave them the garments and weapons they had asked for. He also gave them prayersticks and told the younger of the two--" "Born for Water." "Yes, Born for Water. He told him he must sit and watch the prayersticks while his older brother--" "Monster Slayer." "Yes, while Monster Slayer went to kill the monsters." "Monster Slayer was very brave." Or crazy, Eric thought. Like Mulder. "Monster Slayer left his father's house--" A crash in the hall startled Eric and caused Jewel to gasp. "What was that?" she whispered. "Shh." He rose from the bed. Across the hall, Linda screamed. "Momma!" Jewel kicked back the covers and scrambled to her knees in the middle of the mattress. "Mom--" "Shhhh!" Eric hissed. His hand shot out to cover her mouth before she could shout again. Footsteps thudded down the hall. Another crash. The sound of splintering wood. Jewel was shaking. Small, frantic breaths hissed from her nose, steaming Eric's hand, which had grown ice cold. He couldn't leave her; he was certain she would chase after him, even if he told her not to. Yet he had to find a way to help Linda. Glass shattered in the bathroom. It was followed by a gurgling howl, so inhuman Eric wasn't sure if it was Linda or one of her attackers. Jewel whimpered behind Eric's hand and he realized he was gripping her mouth too tightly. "I'm going to take my hand away. Don't scream, okay?" She nodded, knocking loose two fat tears. He released his hold. "I'm going to get you out of here, Butter Bean. You're gonna crawl through the window. Then you're gonna run as fast as you can to Uncle Dan's. Got that?" "You come, t-too, D-daddy." Thumps and clangs continued throughout the house. "I'll be right behind you," he lied, lifting her from the bed. In truth he intended to run to the kitchen to get his rifle as soon as Jewel was safely on her way. She clung to him with quaking arms as he carried her to the window. He shoved the drapes aside and froze at what he saw beyond the glass. His cousin's house was ablaze next door. Further down the street, the Attakai's and the Nells' were engulfed in flames, too. Columns of sparks spiraled skyward above the rooftops. Fiery fingers clawed desperately at the heavens, while a shroud of smoke dimmed the moon and stars. Dozens of tall insect-like creatures loped across the yards, backlit by the inferno. They were Mulder's aliens. He had been right. Rifle shots, muted by distance, popped like firecrackers somewhere across the village, while a chorus of human screams pressed against the glass like fog. Jewel screeched when an alien face suddenly appeared at the window, inches away. It had eyes the size of Eric's fists, black as tar and glossed with evil. Green scaly plates covered its hairless head. A row of fangs glittered in a lipless mouth. It hissed, splattering the window with a sludgy pus- colored film. Eric stumbled back, two steps, three... An unearthly stutter trilled in the hall outside the bedroom door, a click-clacking noise that brought bile to the back of his throat. They were trapped. The window burst, spraying glass across the floor. The alien's taloned hand reached into the room. Eric kissed the crown of his daughter's dark head and hugged her tightly. Resignation seized him; his thudding heart felt ready to burst. There was no Monster Slayer to save them tonight, no Wind's Child to steer them from evil. The ancient deities had fled the world of men and abandoned them to Hell's demons. * * * KITS'IIL, ARIZONA Gibson longed to shut out the panicked screams at Two Gray Hills. It was suffocating, crushing, to bear witness to the death throes of an entire town. "I can't help them," he sniffled, wiping sweat from his brow with his sleeve. He was exhausted after hours of moving rocks, incrementally dismantling Kits'iil's crumbling walls in search of something he'd been promised was buried there -- a "key," Albert Hosteen had said, an answer to the world's dire condition. Gibson's arms and shoulders ached from his labor. His fingers bled, rubbed raw by the pumicey stone of the ancient ruins. "What you are doing will help many," Albert Hosteen assured. He sat cross-legged beside Gibson's oil lamp, arms draped over his knees. His eyes gleamed with infinite patience. "It's not enough." "You cannot save everyone, but you can do this." Gibson tossed another stone aside. It landed with a hollow thud on the hard sandy soil behind him. "You're certain it's here?" "Yes, but you must dig deep. The Ancient Ones did not intend for it to be found easily." Gibson was unable to read the dead Indian's thoughts, so was forced to ask, "Do you know what's going on in Two Gray Hills?" "Yes. My grandson and great-granddaughter will join me soon. It will be a joyful reunion." "They're suffering." "Yes." Moonlight transformed the dead Indian's long, white hair into a silvery waterfall. "But it will be over quickly." Not for me, Gibson thought. Six para-aliens watched him from beyond the glow of his oil lamp. Their bellies craved fresh meat. They lifted their slotted nostrils to the night wind, attracted by his human scent. Yet for whatever reason they remained where they were. Maybe they understood he was like them, his genes a closer match to their ancestors than to his own. Or maybe it was Albert Hosteen's ghost that kept them at bay. Gibson worked another stone loose and reached into the dark hole behind it. His hands encountered something smooth, cool and dome-shaped. "Now you have what you need," Albert Hosteen said and vanished. The aliens moved restlessly, chattering in their peculiar click-clacking language; their extraterrestrial interchange raised the fine hairs on the back of Gibson's neck. They knew he'd found what he'd come for, and he knew they intended to take it from him. He carefully removed the item from its ancient hiding place. The lamp revealed gleaming teeth, deep eye sockets and the smooth crown of a humanoid skull. The jaw was delicate, the nubbin-like teeth as small as a preschooler's, yet the cranium was oversized even for an adult, and its massive brow ridges shadowed enormous eyeholes. Something rattled inside the hollow brain case. Gibson struck the skull hard against a stone to break it open. It split into several brittle pieces and a slender metallic cylinder tumbled out. He held it to the light. Three inches long and as thin as a PDA stylus, it had no movable parts and no apparent purpose, yet it was incised with miniature symbols. He ran his thumbnail over them and the artifact seemed to warm in his hand. The aliens' chatter intensified. He sensed their desire for the thing he'd found. He wondered if they would kill him for it. * * * NORTHEASTERN ARIZONA Dawn seeped across the sky like blood on silk, staining the clouds crimson and tinting the roadway pink. Mulder navigated a series of spine-jarring potholes. His injured leg burned with each jolt and he longed to get off the bike and stretch. "Suck it up, G-Man," Krycek whispered into his ear, startling him so badly he swerved off the pavement. He fought the drag of sand and wrestled the Scout back onto the road, then chanced a quick look behind him. Krycek was there, riding shotgun and grinning smugly. "Miss me?" "Fuck you." Krycek leaned closer. His tone was mockingly seductive. "They say absence makes the heart grow fonder." "Go to hell." "Not ready to forgive and forget?" "I'd kill you if you weren't already dead." "Why are you mad at me? I was just trying to help." "You've never helped anyone but yourself." "Not true, my friend. Yes, I wanted those aliens dead. But you wanted them dead, too. I figured we could help each other." Mulder chuffed in disgust. "Hey, you saw what they were doing to my, uh, heirs," Krycek tried to defend his actions. "You think I should've just bent over and let them metaphorically fuck me up the ass?" "I could live with that -- metaphorically or otherwise." "Mulder, I swear you get meaner with every passing conspiracy." "Yeah, well, daily beatings and lousy prison food tend to do that to a guy." "You're singing to the choir, pal." Krycek leaned closer to Mulder's ear. "Remind me to cry you a river after they've chopped you up and turned you into ten thousand alien incubators." "Now who's whining?" Mulder focused on the road ahead. Three-quarters of a mile away, the ruins of an ancient village dotted the flatland like broken teeth. "Kits'iil?" Krycek asked. "I hope so." Mulder was eager to be off the bike and rid of his ghostly passenger. "Looks like trouble in River City," Krycek said. Something was moving among the toppled adobes. Several somethings, Mulder corrected himself, counting seven distinct shapes. Krycek began to bellow a verse from The Music Man. "'Heed the warning before it's too late! Watch for the tell-tale sign of corruption!'" "Shut the fuck up." Mulder could see them more clearly now, several stilt-legged aliens forming a loose circle within the crumbling walls of the ancient village, their greenish-black scales reflecting the early morning sun. At their center stood a lone human boy. "Shit, that's Gibson." "Better hurry, Batman," Krycek warned. "Looks like the Boy Wonder is in danger." Mulder lowered his head and gave the bike more gas. The roar of the engine alerted the aliens to his approach. They closed ranks around Gibson, who pivoted like "it" in a game of dodge ball. The rising sun flashed off his glasses with each frantic turn of his head. "Time to kick a little alien ass," Mulder muttered, more to himself than to Krycek. "Or die a fool," Krycek said. Without a weapon, Mulder wasn't sure what he would do once he reached Gibson. There were few realistic alternatives, but he refused to let impracticality stop him. "At least I'll go down fighting." He steered the motorcycle off the pavement and bee-lined toward the ruins. The Scout jounced over corrugated sand, ripping through scrub and sending a plume of dust skyward. He hit a ridge and became momentarily airborne. He braced for impact. It came, hard and excruciating. Pain shot from his knee to his hip. Biting back a yelp, he opened the throttle. He planned to ram the alien phalanx, take down as many as he could in the process. With less than a hundred yards to go, Krycek shouted above the straining engine, "I don't like the odds, buddy. Gotta go." Then he vanished from the seat behind Mulder. "Coward," Mulder growled behind clenched teeth. It was just like Krycek to turn tail and run the minute things got dicey. The aliens began milling in a disorganized way. They kept a distance of a few feet between themselves and Gibson. Mulder knew the boy could communicate with them; he'd witnessed it at Rolling Hills Nuclear Power Plant. Maybe Gibson was pleading for his life right now. Mulder targeted three to Gibson's left. If he could wound or kill them -- To his surprise, Krycek suddenly materialized inside the ring of aliens. They scattered, although not very far. Mulder was astounded they could see Krycek, let alone feared him, yet they kept their distance. Krycek waved Mulder in. "You owe me an apology," Krycek said when Mulder skidded to a stop beside him and the boy. Mulder offered a hand to Gibson, who mounted the bike behind him. The aliens pawed the air and hissed, their disappointment evident. One darted forward, trying to get to Gibson, but Krycek blocked it. It chattered angrily, but stayed back. "Apology for what?" Mulder asked, revving the engine. "Misjudging me." "I still don't trust you, Krycek." Mulder released the brake and rocketed across the sand. "But thanks." * * * BLUFF, UTAH SEPTEMBER 30 SUNRISE Twin Rocks Monument rose like two giant fists from the ruddy plateau. Tucked at their base was a sprawling restaurant/gift shop, a pit stop for busloads of tourists on their way to Canyon de Chelly or Arches National Park. The restaurant was deserted and had an eerie ghost town feel. The rising sun shot horizontal bands of pale light through its long front windows, casting prison bar patterns across the chilly interior's scuffed Linoleum floor. A fetid, rotting odor wrinkled Gibson's nose as he wandered the aisles of the gift shop. He kept his mind anchored to Mulder, who was rummaging through the kitchen for something to eat and drink. Native American crafts, fossils, disposable cameras, and useless souvenirs were gathering dust on the shelves. Gibson selected a picture postcard from a circular rack. According to the description on the back, the Twin Rocks Monument represented mythical brothers -- Born for Water and Monster Slayer -- from a Navajo creation story. "Bingo!" Mulder shouted from behind the breakfast counter. He'd found drinks and Gibson read relief in his mind. He replaced the postcard and sauntered to the dining room, where Mulder was up-righting two vinyl-padded chairs, one a dirty yellow, the other a pale blue. "Coke's yours," Mulder said. He eased into the blue chair, stiff-legged and tired. He gripped a Shiner Bock in one hand. "How come I don't get beer?" Gibson sat, too. "Because you're underage." "I don't see anyone checking IDs." Mulder shook his head, dismissing the argument. "I need your mind clear, Gibson." //...to help me find Scully...// Gibson ignored Mulder's unspoken hope and tilted his chin toward the kitchen. "There wasn't anything to eat back there?" Mulder bristled at the change of subject. Gibson could hear Mulder's thoughts as clearly as his own. Among them, he found patterns of disquiet and desire. Mulder wasn't interested in food. He ached for Scully, who Gibson quickly learned had gone missing after an argument between the two of them. The cause of their quarrel had hurt Mulder profoundly. His need to find her and set things right was stronger than anything Gibson had ever experienced firsthand. It was physically powerful, with a sexual component, but more than that, too. Meandering doubts, unresolved anger, and so much guilt. Scully's absence caused a phantom pain in Mulder's psyche; it left a gaping hole in his heart. "You had a fight." Gibson said. "What?" "A fight. With Scully." A string of uncharitable phrases thundered through Mulder's thoughts. "Stay out of my head, Gibson." "It's not like I can turn it off." Mulder chugged half his beer without taking a breath. Gibson could hear him wishing for something stronger, something that would cloud his mind and stymie Gibson's unwelcome intrusion. "Is it safe to assume you and I aren't the only two people left on the planet?" Mulder asked, setting his beer on the table. He kept his fingers curled tightly around the bottle's narrow neck. "There are others." "Then how 'bout eavesdropping on one of them?" "I could try, but...you're right next to me, so it's kind of like your signal's the loudest." "Wonderful." "I'm not passing judgment." "Excuse me?" "On what you're thinking." "Better not--" //prying punk-ass // Gibson forced a smile. "Really? Is that how you think of me?" Mulder turned his deaf ear to Gibson and absently scratched the roadmap of fine scars on his left cheek. "You'd think I'd be used to this mind-reading crap by now," he said, referring to their months together in New Mexico, when Mulder was in hiding. He sipped his beer more leisurely, trying hard to relax. "Tell me something I don't know. Like why--" "Why was I with a bunch of aliens at Kits'iil?" "Yeah, like that." Gibson picked at the dirt and dried blood on his hands. "They didn't want to kill me, you know." "No? Looked like it to me." "They wanted this." Gibson dug into his pocket and pulled out the artifact. Mulder took it, turned it over in his hand. His irritation was immediately displaced by curiosity. "What is it?" Gibson shrugged. "I was hoping you might know." "I recognize the markings." //...they match the ones on the spacecraft in Shiprock...// "You were on board?" Gibson searched Mulder's mind, trying to fill in the blanks. "Yes, unfortunately." Mulder slipped the artifact into his pocket. "What did you see?" "Why not perform your Amazing Kreskin act and save us both some time?" Gibson took a swallow of Coke, trying to appear inconspicuous as he probed Mulder's mind for details. Krycek clones, alien fetuses, a uniformed man who looked like Mulder's twin. The aliens' premature invasion was beginning to make sense. "I've got some bad news," Gibson warned. Although Mulder's expression held reservations, he cocked his good ear toward Gibson. //...go on...// "They're dead." "Who's dead?" "The people in Two Gray Hills." "Everyone?" "Yes." "Jesus. What happened?" "You really want details?" //...no, no, no...// "I've got to stop this." "It's not your fault, Mulder." //...if you can read my mind...// "You know what I did." "I know colonization was going to happen with or without you." Mulder drained the remainder of his beer, then rose to get another. He was halfway to the kitchen when Gibson said, "I don't like knowing this stuff, you know." He was hoping Mulder would relent and bring him a beer, too, giving him the means to silence the miserable voices in his head, present company included. Mulder turned to face him. "There's something I need you to do, Gibson." //...listen for Scully. Find her...// "I can't hear her, Mulder. I'm sorry." "Have you tried?" "Yes." When Mulder's distress overtook him, Gibson added, "It doesn't mean she's dead." "No?" "She could just be...in a place I can't access." "Like where? Jesus, she was with me at Shiprock. She can't be too--" Realization rolled through him. He swayed on unsteady legs. "She's with Them, isn't she?" "It's possible." "Oh, Christ." Mulder balled his fists. "Damn it. I blamed her- -" "I know, for putting William up for adoption." Fear and anger warred within Mulder. "It wasn't just that. She quit, Gibson. She wouldn't fight for him. She put his life at risk for her own convenience. I couldn't forgive that." //...I still can't...// His trust had been broken; he was deeply, maybe irrevocably wounded by a perceived betrayal. A wave of panic rose in Mulder's mind. Gibson wanted to dodge the nightmarish images, but couldn't. Aliens. Human soldiers. The sting of deprivation. Gibson ducked reflexively when faced by a too-real memory of raised batons, cracked ribs, spraying blood. Terror knotted Mulder's belly and, in turn, Gibson's. Screams lodged in both their throats. They blinked back scalding tears. They shivered from the frigid damp of a prison cell, an examination platform, a closed coffin. "M-maybe I can help you find William," Gibson blurted, wanting to end the godawful feeling of isolation, the appalling treachery. "Can you hear him?" A tide of hope stemmed Mulder's terror, relieving Gibson. "Do you know where he is?" "I don't, but... I can try." Gibson concentrated, spiraling out geographically, taking mere seconds to scan tens of thousands of individual thoughts. He searched for a pattern unique to young William Mulder. Voices rotated past his internal radar like stations on a radio dial. Locating a specific adult could be complicated, but pinpointing a baby might prove impossible. Without fully developed language skills, an infant's thoughts were abstract and generalized. One baby tended to sound much like another. "Do you see him? Is he okay?" Mulder's impatience was distracting. Gibson held up a hand to quiet him. "I haven't found him ye--" And then suddenly there he was. William's thoughts were more distinct than Gibson would have predicted. The pattern bore a striking resemblance to Mulder's insightful mind. "I've got him." "Are you sure?" "Yes, he's...he's thinking about you." This surprised Gibson almost as much as it surprised Mulder. "He doesn't even know me," Mulder said. "We were together for only a couple of days." "I can't explain it, but it's true." "Could...could William be like you? Can he hear my thoughts?" //...God, please no...// Mulder's unspoken disappointment hurt Gibson; it made him feel monstrous, inhuman. "Maybe," he said meanly, then relented when Mulder's eyes widened and his mind recoiled. "Or it could be just a memory." "That's not possible. He was only two days old when I left. There's no way he could remember me." Gibson shrugged, unable to explain. "He's with a woman. She's..." Gibson shifted from William's immature impressions to the woman's more focused thoughts. "She's what?" Mulder asked, exasperated. "Afraid." "Jesus, Gibson, who isn't?" Fighting to control his temper, Mulder began to pace, then stopped when he realized his noisy, lopsided stride might distract Gibson and break his link with William's caretaker. There was no need for concern. Gibson's abilities were far from fragile. "Why is she afraid?" Mulder asked after only a moment. Gibson waited for the woman's consciousness to voice a reason. "Rick's dead." "Who the hell is Rick?" "Husband. He was killed...by Them." Bits of a stranger's history blew past Gibson like autumn leaves in a windstorm. "She isn't William's mother." "No shit." "No, I mean, she isn't his adoptive mother." "Then who is she? Is she...qualified to be taking care of a baby?" Gibson listened for more details. "She's hungry. She's worried about him...the baby." "Where are they?" "I don't know." "Come on, Gibson. There must be something in her thoughts that'll give us a clue." "Not at the moment." "What about William? Is he...is he looking at anything?" "Mulder, it doesn't work that way. I can't *see* through their eyes. I hear their thoughts. Words, impressions, memories, feelings. It's not always easy to sort out and it's not like I'm watching a movie." Mulder returned to the table, but didn't sit. "I'm sorry. It's okay. I'm just--" "Worried. Yes, I know." Gibson listened again. "He's thinking of a toy." "A toy?" "He doesn't have a word for it. I think it's one of those things people hang on kids' cribs." "A mobile?" "Yeah, with animals on it." "What kind of animals?" "Does it matter?" "Right now everything matters." "Well, uh, they're, uh, I think they're light-colored...like clouds. He knows the word for clouds." "Sheep?" Mulder pressed, hoping to glean some useful bit of information from Gibson's connection. "Not sheep...uhh... He calls them 'buffs.'" “Buffalo? White buffalo?” That was it -- the clue Mulder had been hoping for. “They’re in Wyoming. The state flag has a white buffalo on it.” Mulder limped to the cafe's front entrance. “We're leaving now?” Gibson rose to hurry after him, leaving the Coke. "My son's with a frightened woman who's not his adoptive mother in a place that's not his home." Mulder opened the door and held it. "There are ten thousand killer aliens roaming the planet. Yeah, we're going after him...right *now*." x-x-x-x-x BOOK IV: THE GREAT RED DRAGON EARTH DATE: OCTOBER 12, 2002 TSE'BIT'A'I CASSANDRA SPENDER'S QUARTERS The honeyed scent of paste wax filled the tidy bedroom. Dibeh polished Cassandra's mahogany wardrobe, making it gleam brighter than an Overseer's onyx chair. She enjoyed this particular chore. The rhythmic motion created knots of warmth in her upper arms and between her shoulder blades. She felt a growing sense of accomplishment as she vanquished yesterday's dust from the deeply carved panels and moldings. In her head, she sang as she worked. She didn't imagine the croaking grunts of her actual voice, but a clear and lilting timbre, like that of her mistress. Lady Cassandra's favorite song referred wistfully to a place called California -- a place Dibeh had never visited. Truth be told, Dibeh had never been anywhere other than the ship, and no further from her shared room on the servants' deck than the officers' residences four levels up. //All the leaves are brown and the sky is gray. I've been for a walk on a winter's day.// Dibeh wasn't fond of the song's gloomy lyrics, but the tune was pleasant. It looped through her head as she swirled wax around the dresser's ornate drawer pulls. //Stopped into a church, I passed along--// A tap on her arm startled her. She spun to find her friend Ulso unexpectedly at her side. "You scared me, you sneak!" she signed and smiled to show she was pleased to see the older servant. "Master Ca-Lo is demanding to see you," Ulso signaled in response. Her nimble fingers sliced the air, quickly and gracefully spelling out her message. She punctuated the Master's unexpected request with a hard-clenched fist to demonstrate its importance. "Me?" Dibeh signaled back, surprised. She was Lady Cassandra's aide; she had never serviced Cassandra's son before. "What does he want with me?" "He did not say, but he is in another of his dark moods. Servant Be-Gahi said he refused his midday meal -- threw his pot of tacheene against the wall." "You can hardly blame him for that!" Dibeh scrunched her face and stuck out her tongue to demonstrate how little she liked the putrid stew-like dish. "When Be-Gahi tried to clean up the spill, Master shouted to the Angels, hoisted her over his shoulder and carried her all the way down to the servants' kitchen, where he dumped her at the feet of Cook VI." "I do not believe it." The kitchen was two decks below Master Ca-Lo's quarters. He would not have taken the trouble. He had more important things to attend to: the Infants were nearing maturation, new Breeding Compounds were under construction in Earth's largest cities, and the Armada was launching daily assaults against terrestrial uprisings. The number of dead and captured was awe inspiring, outstripping all expectations, yet there remained much to do. Mistress Cassandra talked incessantly about her son's various and significant responsibilities. "Rumors multiply faster than larder maggots in a sweet bin," Dibeh warned. "I was there. I saw it happen," Ulso insisted. "As did twenty other servants." "Ca-Lo actually went into the kitchen?" "I'm telling you, the Master dropped Be-Gahi on her fat old ass right next to the sanitation sink, then began shouting blasphemies. I feared the Red Dragon would strike him dead, and us along with him!" Similar stories about Ca-Lo's foul temper had been circulating the servants' deck for weeks. Just yesterday the gossips recounted how Ca-Lo had forcibly evicted Companion XXI from his apartment and then ordered all thirty-six of his personal hybrid consorts to leave him alone...indefinitely. It was said he hadn't bedded a single one since the night the Earth woman was locked away in the Privation Chambers. "Maybe he has grown weary of being at the center of the servants' gossip," Dibeh signed. "Then he should give us less to talk about." Ulso prodded Dibeh's arm. "You better hurry, young one. The Master's mood is not likely to improve while you dawdle." Dibeh thanked Ulso and abandoned her polishing to hurry to Ca- Lo's quarters. On her way, she fretted over her appearance; furniture wax caked her nails and her coarsely woven dress was a simple uniform, brown in color, without adornment and stained at the pocket, not at all suitable attire for an audience with the Master. Her hair was tied into a knot at the back of her neck and held by a plain clip. She wore no burnished silicon bracelets to show her worth, no decorations at her ears, no jeweled stud in her small nose, nor paint on her face like a pretty consort. Truth be told, such devices did little to improve her appearance. She had been bred to serve a lady, not be attractive to men. When she reached Ca-Lo's quarters, she smoothed her hair as best she could and then pressed the enter button on the keypad beside his door. "Come in." Ca-Lo's voice crackled from the speaker. At his command, the door opened with a pneumatic hiss and Dibeh stepped into his sumptuous apartment. The remains of his spilled tacheene lay at her feet, the carpet stained orange- red. She stooped to gather the broken bowl and clean the mess. "Leave it," Ca-Lo snapped, without looking up from his desk. His uniform was wrinkled and unfastened at the neck in a most unsoldierly fashion. His hair was unbound, snarled and in need of washing. A two-day stubble bristled his customarily smooth jaw and bluish-gray shadows smudged his cheeks beneath downcast eyes. Spread out in front of him was a collection of feminine garments: a silky black blouse, twill slacks with a slender belt, and a pair of boots, quite small. He studied the items for a long time, smoothing the silk and fingering the boots' thin laces. Dibeh stood straight as a sewing needle beside the door, awaiting his next order. Several long moments passed in silence before he finally lifted his eyes to acknowledge her. Feeling awkward and not knowing the appropriate thing to say, she dipped her head and signaled politely, "How goes the Harmonious Settlement?" He frowned and waved off her question. "Come here," he growled. She obeyed, stepping carefully around the congealing tacheene, fearful that even the scuff of her slippers on the plush carpet might further irritate his already volatile disposition. "Closer!" he demanded when she paused an arm's length away. She edged closer. Apparently not satisfied, he grabbed her wrist and yanked her nearer still. His hand was hot, almost feverish. He gripped her arm tightly. The tart odor of his sweat caused her to wrinkle her nose. His countenance was so severe she began to tremble. When he noticed her fear, he loosened his hold a little, enough for her to withdraw her hand. An apology flitted across his face, then was gone. "See this?" He retrieved a delicate gold necklace from the pile of garments. Her head bobbed and she tried to smile. "It belongs to Dana." "The Earth woman?" she signaled. He regarded her with grim eyes. "I want you to take it to her." "But...she is in a Privation Chamber, is she not?" "Yes." "Sir, I do not have access to the Portal of Solitude." He returned the necklace to the pile of clothes, then dug into his pants pocket and withdrew a slim transponder. It was unlike any she had ever seen, as slender as the Mistress' snuff tube and no longer than her smallest finger. Nih-hi-cho symbols, meticulously inscribed in the metal, spelled out an ancient prophecy along one side. "This will get you in," he said. "Don't lose it. It's the only one like it on the ship." She hesitated, not wanting to take such an important key or accept his dangerous task. What if she were to get caught trespassing inside the sacred caldarium? She would be executed, certainly, or forced to live out the remainder of her days in a Privation Chamber. "Please, sir, do not ask me." "There's no one else." He rose from his chair. Tall and imposing, he leaned over her. "Dibeh, you are my mother's personal aide. She trusts you. She said you would do this for me." Not wanting to contradict her mistress or Master Ca-Lo, she took the key with a trembling hand and tucked it into her sleeve. "What shall I tell the guards if they stop me?" Impatience huffed from Ca-Lo's nose. "Dana is being kept in a stasis cell. You can pose as her Feeder. No one will stop you." He plucked the necklace from the desk. "I would take it to her myself, if there was any way. But I'm denied access. The Overseers watch me whenever I'm outside these rooms. You, on the other hand, can walk right under their noses without being noticed." It was true. Most Nih-hi-cho paid scant attention to hybrid servants. At times they seemed unable to discern a consort from a cook. One hybrid evidently looked much like any other to the purebloods, and their insignificant thoughts were not worth reading. "You will collect Dana's meal in the kitchen," Ca-Lo said. "Deliver it as instructed. After you dispense her quota of na- a-jah, give her this." He dangled the cross in front of her. Its symmetric symbol meant nothing to Dibeh, but the pretty way it reflected the gleam of Ca-Lo's desk lamp was mesmerizing. "Is there any message you would like me to convey to the Earth woman when I give her the necklace?" His expression turned mournful. "I doubt she'll be conscious. At least I hope she's not." He took hold of Dibeh's hand and pressed the necklace into her palm. "You mustn't let anyone see you give this to her, do you understand? I can't protect you if you get caught." She nodded, unnerved by the challenge ahead, yet afraid to disobey Ca-Lo -- or disappoint her mistress. "Come back here after you leave the caldarium," Ca-Lo said, stroking her hair in a gesture of tender gratitude. "I want a report on Dana's well-being as soon as I return from the Overseers' Chambers." * * * THE NURSERY DECK 72 Besh-Lo paced in front of the supply elevator, broken glass crunching beneath the heels of his polished military boots. He was in his human form, awaiting Cassandra Spender. She believed he was her secret confidant, a man named Sergeant Thompson. The Overseers, on the other hand, knew him as Watcher VIII, VII's replacement. In truth, he was both. Besh- Lo was a Refuter spy, a double agent pretending to be Cassandra's ally while also posing as one of the Overseers' faithful Watchers. The Nursery was just as it had been after the preemptive release of the Infants: frigid, foggy and littered with overturned incubators. The birthing process had activated a rapid chemical reaction within the clones, transforming the Infant's amniotic fluid into a corrosive digestive enzyme. It quickly reduced the dying Kryceks to a shimmering soup of mineral byproducts. The liquefied remains then congealed and shriveled to a powdery residue. Almost five months later, the clones' distinctly human odor still hung in the air like mold spores, irritating Besh-Lo's sensitive nasal passages. The elevator chimed, announcing Cassandra's arrival. Besh-Lo ceased his pacing and stood waiting for the silvery doors to open. His reflection stared back at him, a compact, sinewy man, forty-eight Earth years old, with walnut skin, corkscrewing hair cropped close to his skull, and whiskers the color of steel wool. Shrewd eyes gleamed like buckshot beneath his stern brows. A grim sneer exposed a flash of gold. The doors slid open to reveal Cassandra, alone in the car, a scowl pinching her face. "Why must we meet in this godawful dungeon?" She stepped out of the elevator and shouldered past Besh-Lo. Her nose wrinkled and she fanned the air. "My God, it stinks in here." "Pod sediment, ma'am. Most unpleasant, I agree, but unavoidable." "Then let's not waste time. Tell me what you've learned." "There's a plot, ma'am." Cassandra rolled her eyes with impatience. "There is *always* a plot, Sergeant. That's not news. I want to know about Dana. How is she?" "She is in danger." "Obviously. She's in a Privation Chamber, for goodness sake. I want to know if she's pregnant." Cassandra flapped her hands in a "get on with it" gesture. In order to make her think he was taking appropriate precautions to ensure their privacy, Besh-Lo captured her elbow and guided her away from the elevator. She believed he was completely loyal to her and her son, just as the Overseers believed he was devoted to them and the Society. Imagine their surprise if they should discover his true identity. Not that such an eventuality was likely. He was far too cautious. He steered her around several broken cryopods toward the room's center, away from the Nih-hi-cho's hidden bio-trackers. Lowering his voice in a ruse of secrecy, he told her the Dragon's honest truth. "The Refuters intend to kill the Earth woman and her baby." There was no need to lie about the plan. If Cassandra were to repeat it to the Overseers, they would simply consider her ill-informed and dismiss her improbable claim as another of her many groundless ravings. "So there is a child?" She broke into a manic grin, more concerned about her status as a grandmother than the threat to the Earth woman. "I'd almost given up hope." It had been five months since Dana Scully was locked away in a stasis cell. The Overseers had confirmed her pregnancy after the first week, but they kept that detail from Ca-Lo and his mother. Their intent was to use the information as leverage at an opportune time. That time had come. The Overseers were meeting with Ca-Lo at this very moment. As Watcher VIII, Besh- Lo was given permission to share the information about the child with Cassandra, as a way of gaining her trust. "The pregnancy has been verified," Besh-Lo said. "Oh, this is wonderful news! I can't wait to tell Ashkii." "No doubt he will be pleased." "Yes, yes. But..." Her smile vanished. "What about Dana? Surely she'll be safe from the Refuters in a Privation Chamber. She's guarded there, isn't she?" Worry creased her brow. "My God, suppose one of the guards is a spy?" Besh-Lo dismissed the idea with a cluck of his tongue. "Ma'am, how could a spy infiltrate the Society? The Nih-hi-cho are able to read minds, remember?" His voice cooed, trying to placate her. In truth, the Refuters were remarkably adept at disguising their thoughts and identities, even from the Overseers. They made excellent spies; they'd been practicing for generations. Besh-Lo was proof of their success. "I don't want anything to happen to Dana. Her baby is my grandchild. You understand its importance, don't you?" Her unfounded pride caused him to bridle. If the child was like its demonic father, it was an Abomination, not a deity. "The Refuters are purists, ma'am," he said, trying to sound repulsed. "Their distaste of human contamination is legendary." "The Society is no better," she spat. "Just more cowardly." There was no need to react to her insult; she believed him to be human like her. "They respect you and your son, ma'am." "Then they must respect my grandchild, too." "Yes, ma'am." "You must do whatever you can to protect my son's unborn child, do you understand?" "Absolutely." "And keep me informed of the plot against them." "Of course." "If it comes down to it, I could serve as the baby's surrogate." He recoiled inwardly at the notion, barely able to conceal his shock. "S-surrogate, ma'am?" "Yes. Dana's fetus could be implanted in my womb. The Refuters wouldn't dare harm me." Don't be so sure, he thought, appalled by her suggestion. The idea of her carrying her own grandchild sickened him, not because of its incestuous implications, but because human reproduction itself was disgusting. "I sincerely hope such a drastic measure will prove unnecessary, ma'am." * * * Dressed in a filmy Feeder's veil, rubber gloves and sackcloth shift, Dibeh paused outside the Portal of Solitude to steady her nerves. She had never visited this part of the ship before. It was a holy place, off limits to infidels like her. Only hybrids who tended prisoners were allowed into the hallowed chamber. Rising in front of her, the Portal's massive door was solidly constructed and intricately carved. It towered five meters above her head and if three servants were to join hands with arms extended, they could not span its substantial breadth. A bas-relief sculpture decorated its central bronze panel, depicting the Nih-hi-cho's most significant religious scene -- the Divination. An image of the Holy Red Dragon filled the uppermost portion, his twelve heads radiating out from his torso like tongues of fire. His scaled, coiled body was draped upon the shoulders of the Divine Legion of Angels, serpents like himself with Nih- hi-cho faces and benevolent eyes. Beneath them were members of the Society, pious believers, purified by their collective prayers, destined to join the Dragon's Divine Kingdom after life. They were marked on the forehead by crystal diadems representing their supreme gift of telepathy. The Nih-hi-cho appeared to walk upon a sea of black oil, supported from below by the hunched shoulders of pathetic half-creatures, hybrids like herself, doomed to damnation by their detestable human attributes. These deformed half-breeds were portrayed without mouths or diadems because they could neither speak like humans, nor communicate telepathically like the blessed Nih-hi-cho. At the very base of the Portal were the Terrestrials, crammed together like frog spawn in an abominable quagmire of stars and space gasses. They worshipped at the feet of their evil Lord God, a hideous chimera, winged like the Earth's buzzards and furred on his head and face like a goat. Malevolent laser beams shot outward from his too-small skull. Loyal minions were positioned near the deity. One, a female, wore a crown of twelve stars. She stood upon the Earth's moon, surrounded by a sinuous moat. Her belly was enormously pregnant, evidence of her sins. Dibeh suppressed a sudden, inexplicable urge to touch the woman's swollen belly. Even wearing her gloves, to do so would be sacrilege. She shifted the bag of na-a-jah that hung heavily over her left shoulder and fished Ca-Lo's transponder from her sleeve. An electronic lock was mounted to the right of the door's deeply fluted frame. She inserted the transponder into its small round keyhole, wondering again if she would be arrested the moment she crossed the threshold. "Guide me, please, O Holy Dragon," she prayed, glancing up at the carving of the powerful god. A green light blinked on the keypad. The lock clicked several times and the door swung silently inward, releasing a gust of humid air. The draft hissed past her ears and ruffled her veil, smelling sickly-sweet, like fermenting fruit. She tucked the transponder away, squared her shoulders and stepped inside. The Chamber's magnificence stole her breath. The holy temple was enormous, drum-shaped, and paved with translucent amber, lit from below and incised with a repeating pattern of hexagons. It was capped by a dome, thirty meters high at its apex, decorated with luminous glass panels that illustrated sacred scenes like the creation of Ah-Toh, the Nih-hi-cho's home world, and the twenty miracles of the Red Dragon. Priests came and went through dozens of narrow archways in the caldarium's bowed walls. They wore billowy green robes over starched white undercoats. Pale green sashes, the color of fresh onion shoots, circled their slender waists and draped nearly to the floor. Crimson caps hugged their bulbous, gray skulls. Silicon bangles tinkled at their wrists and ankles as they crisscrossed the deck, busy as ants in a melon barrel. Intent on their tasks, they took no notice of Dibeh. Numerous guards stood at attention in niches around the room. Imposing in their black military uniforms, they were armed with rifles and stun sticks. They all had identical human faces -- beaky, square-jawed and fierce, with ashen eyes and prickly jowls. Their sternness caused Dibeh's racing heart to rise to her throat. A male Greeter materialized seemingly out of nowhere, startling Dibeh when he poked her arm with a long-nailed finger and asked in a disdainful tone, "Location?" His glossy black hair was piled high in a topknot in the style of the Armada's Bliss Boys, consorts to the human soldiers who preferred masculine bedmates. He smelled of human sweat and his pursed lips were painted bright red. She handed him the numbered chip she'd received from Cook XII in the kitchen, and tried not to stare at his bright blue, claw-like nails. "Cell X-G-2416," he read from the chip and smacked his crimson lips. He gave her a squinty-eyed stare. "Stasis Section. The Earth woman, hmm?" Dibeh smiled and patted her leathery bag of na-a-jah to indicate her purpose. "This way." He pivoted on glittery slippers and headed out across the honeycombed deck. "You're late, you know. The other Feeders have already come and gone." She hung her head and signed an apology, to which he harrumphed and tipped his pointy nose skyward. Two-thirds of the way across the Chamber, he stopped to squat beside one of the lit hexagons. It looked exactly like all the others: two meters wide, glassy and golden, and outlined by a silvery, razor-thin border. The Greeter fitted her numbered chip into a small, shallow depression where two sides of the honeycomb pattern came to a point. Almost immediately an aperture opened at the center of the hexagon, yawning like a mouth, exposing the cell below -- a fleshy, damp, pocket tucked beneath the deck. Curled at the bottom of this sticky cell was the Earth woman, Mistress Cassandra's friend Dana Scully, naked and pale, lying on her side in a gelatinous pudding of protein ointment. Her red hair was wet and matted. Her skin was stippled from cold and veined with blue. She bore no bruises or other obvious signs of mistreatment, but her eyes were squeezed shut and her brows drawn together as if she were suffering unbearable pain. "She is hungry because of your lingering," the Greeter accused. He removed the chip and rose to his feet. "You had better hurry," he ordered before leaving her on her own, taking the chip with him. She slipped the bag of na-a-jah from her shoulder and knelt beside the gaping aperture. A thick umbilicus -- the feeder tube -- connected an organic funnel at the upper rim of the cell to the Earth woman's mouth, where it snaked presumably into her gullet, passing through her stretched, pale lips, bulging her throat. Smaller hoses plugged her nostrils; Dibeh guessed they pumped oxygen into her lungs, because the air in the cell was damp and foul, like the servants' necessarium whenever the sewage conduits become clogged. A fourth hose sprouted from between her legs and a fifth from a reddened incision in her side below her ribs. Both of these tubes disappeared into the slush at the bottom of the cell. The woman's abdomen was noticeably rounded, like the winged woman on the caldarium's great, carved door. So, the gossips' stories were true. Dana Scully was with child. Dibeh tried and failed to imagine what it must be like to nurture a fetus within one's own body, then flushed with shame at such a wicked idea. Everyone knew that proper offspring were produced inside a disposable host. Even hybrids and clones were produced in ablution tanks, which thankfully bore no resemblance to the wombs of terrestrial females. The Earth woman mewled and hugged her swollen belly. Believing she must be hungry, Dibeh lifted the bag of na-a- jah, extended its rigid spout and fitted the nozzle into the upper end of the umbilicus. A gentle squeeze pushed gruel from the bag into the feeder tube, which expanded as it filled. Dibeh watched the sludgy na-a-jah ooze incrementally through the translucent umbilicus, into the Earth woman's gaping mouth. Dana Scully whimpered when the first dark lumps passed her lips. A wave of sympathy engulfed Dibeh. She reached into the cell to comfort her as best she could, gently wiping clots of buttery protein ointment from her closed lids, then swabbing out her ears and stroking her hunched shoulders. Sadly, the Earth woman didn't respond to her ministrations; the whimpering continued, punctuated by audible gulps as she swallowed her meal. After several minutes, the last of the na-a-jah finally drained from the tube. The Greeter would be returning soon to close the cell. Dibeh had scant time left to give Dana Scully the necklace. She peeled off her left glove and shook the necklace from its hiding place in the thumb. Her hands were trembling as she looped the delicate chain around the woman's neck and quickly fastened the tiny hook. The Earth woman's hand flapped blindly to the gold cross. Her brow smoothed a little as she fingered it. Thin tears drizzled from her slitted eyes. Dibeh smiled, relieved the necklace was providing some measure of solace, no matter how temporary. The next Feeder would certainly spot it and take it away, but for a short while Dana Scully could rest easier. The slap of footsteps alerted Dibeh to the Greeter's approach. She quickly arranged the Earth woman's hair to hide the necklace, then slipped her glove back on and disengaged the feeder bag. She was on her feet, ready to leave, by the time the Greeter reached her. He crouched and inserted her numbered chip back into its groove. The cell's aperture squeezed shut. "Well? What are you waiting for?" he snarled when she continued to stare at the shallow indentation at the hexagon's midpoint. "Get out of here." She gave him her meanest scowl and extended her hand for the chip. She had been told to return it to the kitchen along with the empty feeder bag. He dropped it in her palm, taking obvious care to avoid touching her ointment-slathered glove as he did so. "Now go," he ordered. She spun and retreated from the room. Countless hexagons blurred beneath her feet as she hurried toward the exit. How many of the cells held prisoners? Her stomach pitched at the thought of their bodies below her. Before today, she had assumed anyone locked inside a Privation Chamber must be a vicious criminal or a depraved sinner. Yet Dana Scully seemed neither. She was a hapless victim, abducted from her world and held here against her will. Why did the Society allow such injustice? How could the blessed Nih-hi-cho be so cruel? Dibeh broke into a run, desperate to leave the loathsome place as far behind her as possible. * * * CHAMBER OF THE COUNCIL OF OVERSEERS Ca-Lo stood at attention in front of the twelve members of the Council. The Overseers remarked among themselves about his disheveled appearance. //...excessive preoccupation with the imprisoned Earth woman...she was his first human sexual partner...seems to have established an enduring bond...we can use his devotion to our advantage...// "You are wondering, Ca-Lo, why we have summoned you here," Overseer One stated telepathically. "You want a progress report, I assume," Ca-Lo said. "Not at all; we have already been apprised of the Armada's successes," Overseer Two replied, leaving the human commander to ponder the identity of their unnamed sources. "You are here to receive new orders." "New orders?" //...apprehension...good...yes...// "You will travel to Salt Lake City at dawn, local time, to tour our first operational breeding compound." "I direct the conquest, not the reconstruction." "You do whatever we tell you to do." Ca-Lo's face remained a mask of calm, belying the resentment and trepidation they could read in his mind. "May I know the purpose of this tour?" "To meet the settlement's supervisor and attend to his needs." "With due respect, I have more pressing responsibilities at the moment." "Yes, the insurrection in Texas, the rebel uprisings in New Mexico and Utah. We know all about these inconveniences." Incredulity rippled through Ca-Lo. "A sedition at Fort Weather can hardly be regarded as an 'inconvenience.'" "It will be dealt with in due course. Right now the Harmony settlements are pivotal to our colonization efforts and are therefore a top priority. You will meet with Lieutenant Harris--" "Harris?" Ca-Lo's fists tightened. His next words ground from between clenched teeth. "That bastard was not to be released without my permission." "Our orders always supersede yours. We freed him, as a reward for his exemplary behavior in the Privation Chamber. Five months is certainly long enough to hold a grudge, don't you think?" Ca-Lo struggled to tamp down his rising resentment. "Send someone else." "We are sending you." "Why? Am I being punished?" "Yes, you are." Ca-Lo's indignation transformed to rage. His eyes sparked as he roared, "I've done everything you have asked me to do. I've led your Armada to the brink of victory. I've given you this entire planet. In the name of the Red Dragon, what more do you want from me?" //...he has referred to the Armada as ours, not his...loss of loyalty...the Earth woman's influence...// Ca-Lo's slip came as a disconcerting surprise to the Overseers, but his other claims were accurate and his question not unexpected. Ca-Lo was, in large part, responsible for the Nih-hi-cho's recent successes. He was a superb strategist, maybe their best tactician. Adept at predicting the actions of the most proficient terrestrial military leaders, he had a natural aptitude for divining motivation and calculating behavior, honed no doubt by years of attempting to ascertain the unspoken intentions of his Nih-hi-cho masters. By comparison, the Nih-hi-cho themselves were merely mediocre when it came to anticipating their enemies' trickery. It was an inescapable truth, one they accepted without rancor. The Society was accustomed to group consciousness. For countless generations their telepathic abilities had ensured they knew the thoughts of their members, so there was no need to guess, no cause for guile or cunning. Every thought, idea, plot or scheme was shared, completely out in the open. It was unnatural for Nih-hi-cho to be secretive. There wasn't even a word in their native language for "deception." They had never needed one, not until they met humans. Nih-hi-cho could, of course, react to a conspiracy once they detected it. But in battle, playing defensively was likely to lose the war. Which was precisely why they used humans like Ca-Lo to strategize for them. "It is not your military prowess that is in question, Ca-Lo. We are quite pleased with your performance in that regard." "Then what's got you so damned pissed you're willing to make me errand-boy to Harris?" "You have made no progress in your search for young William Mulder." Ca-Lo latched onto their complaint and used it as opportunity to bargain. "I've tried, you know I have, but I need access to Dana Scully if I am to find her son." He had made an honest attempt, they knew. Unfortunately he had come up empty handed. As had they. "Her mind has been probed, Ca-Lo. She doesn't know her son's current location," Overseer One admitted. "Maybe not, but she could supply clues to his whereabouts. She gave the boy to someone, right? If I could get that person's name, I'd have a place to start, a trail to follow. It's what I'm good at. You know it. Give her to me and let me try." This was exactly the response they had been hoping for. They conferred quickly. William Mulder must be found and Ca- Lo's expertise in such matters would be invaluable. "We will allow you to question her," Overseer One said. Ca-Lo's hopes rose. "I'll need time with her, to earn her trust." "How much time?" "I don't know. It might take a while." "We will not give her to you indefinitely. Not without seeing significant progress in your search." They had no doubt that, if properly motivated, he could find the boy, so Overseer One delivered an additional impetus: "It has been confirmed she is pregnant." A peculiar sentiment arose in Ca-Lo, akin to the feelings of ecstasy the Nih-hi-cho shared when joined in communal prayer. "You must release her then." When Ca-Lo saw their hesitation, he delivered an impetus of his own. "If the baby is what you fear he is, the human God will not be pleased to discover you have been torturing the mother." Again the Overseers conferred and came to a unanimous decision. "You may have Dana Scully for as long as you need." "I want her permanently." "Only if you bring us the boy." Feeling confident, Ca-Lo said, "I'll bring you the boy. And when I do, I will take Dana Scully as my wife, my sole consort. I want to marry her." The notion was revolting. Marriage was a vulgar convention. Humans believed it sanctified their aberrant mating practices. To the Nih-hi-cho, however, all sexual unions were profane and no known ceremony could make them holy. "We will consider it," Overseer One lied, "*after* you bring us the boy. But be warned, Ca-Lo, if you do not locate William Mulder before Dana Scully gives birth, then she will be returned to her cell and you will not be given a second opportunity to get her back." Ca-Lo was no longer listening. His mind was already focused on his future success, just as the Overseers had hoped. * * * Dibeh went directly from the Privation Chambers to Ca-Lo's quarters, exactly as he had asked her to do. Finding his door locked, she squatted with her back to the outer wall to wait for him. Forty minutes later, she heard a jubilant voice reverberating through the serpentine corridor. It was Ca-Lo and he was singing! He broke into a broad grin the moment he spotted her. "Dibeh! I have excellent news." "That is good, sir, because my news is not so excellent," she signed in response. His smile sagged a little. He offered his hand and pulled her easily to her feet. At his verbal command, the door to his quarters unlocked and opened, and he steered her inside with his palm to her back. "Sit," he said, as soon as the door had closed behind them. He gestured toward his wingback chair, but when she lingered beside the door, he let his hand drop. "You gave her the necklace?" "Yes, sir," she signed. "And? How was she?" Worry knotted his brow. A rush of words flowed from her hands, uncensored and frantic. "She was unconscious, sir, and in pain, and the cell she is in is very foul. She cannot stretch her limbs. The shunt in her belly appears infected. Please, Master Ca-Lo, you must do whatever you can to get her out...as soon as possible. No one should be forced--" "Be still. It's okay, it's okay." He snagged her fluttering hands and held them between his palms. "Dibeh, she is going to be let out. The Overseers are releasing her to me today." Surprised by this news, Dibeh withdrew her hands to sign, "Thank the Divine Angels!" His smile returned, brilliant and full of joy. His green eyes sparkled. "You want to know the best part? She's pregnant." Dibeh's cheeks heated at this frank disclosure. Ca-Lo's liaison with the Earth woman and its obvious consequences were not appropriate topics of conversation for a master and servant. Ca-Lo seemed not to notice her discomfort, which grew even more profound when he unexpectedly started to disrobe. He peeled off his jacket and then his shirt, baring his chest as if she were not in the room. He let the garments drop to the floor, then headed to the adjoining bedroom, continuing his jovial commentary as he went. "There's a lot to do before she gets here. The apartment must be given a thorough cleaning," he said. Dibeh collected his clothes and trailed after him. She nearly tripped over his discarded boots when she entered the bedroom. He targeted her with the steady point of a finger. "I want you to oversee all the preparations, Dibeh. You can have three servants to help you. Ask First Cook to prepare something special for Dana's dinner. Bring the best wine on the ship. Oh, and I want fresh flowers in the outer room...and in here." He waved in the general direction of the nightstand before he disappeared into the bathroom. She heard the tub start to fill. "I need a clean uniform," he shouted to her, but before she could fetch one, he returned to the bedroom, completely naked, and began rooting through the wardrobe. "Please, let me do that, sir," she signed, shocked by his nudity. With his back to her, he missed her offer of help. Two, three, four clean shirts flew through the air and onto the carpet, tossed aside for perceived imperfections. Ca-Lo's unbound hair fanned loosely across his broad shoulders, the ends brushing the upper curve of his buttocks. "Sir? Sir!" She went to him and tapped his arm. He spun to face her and she found herself staring directly at his exposed male part. Immediately she shifted her focus, but it seemed no matter where she looked, it was still in view. Divine Angels, his physique was nothing like that of his mother, whom Dibeh had seen naked many times during her bath. Ca-Lo had a thick, purplish hose-like protuberance dangling between his legs. Beneath it was a wrinkled sac, swollen with two egg-shaped somethings. Dark, coiled hair furred the preposterous organ, so that it resembled the genitals of a terrestrial ram or steer...which was exactly how his Consorts described his parts whenever they gossiped about his sexual proclivities. Dibeh felt another rush of blood rise to her cheeks. "If...if you please, sir, go...go take your bath," she signed, her fingers stumbling on the words. "I...I will bring you some pants...clothes...a uniform." He nodded in a distracted way, oblivious to his state of undress. He ran splayed fingers through his long hair, combing back the wayward locks. "Uh...yes, okay. My...my boots..." He glanced at the dull, scuffed boots. "I will see to it they are polished," she promised. "Everything will be taken care of. Please, sir, do not trouble yourself with these details. Take your bath," she said, once again on the verge of glancing at his groin. He reached for her and gave her shoulder a grateful squeeze. Kindness brightened his entire face. "Dibeh...I appreciate all you've done today...for me and for Dana." "Thank you, sir." "Would you consider undertaking another very important task?" She hesitated, stunned that he would bother to ask her. It was his right to demand whatever he wished and it was her duty to obey. "Of course, sir. What is the task?" "I want to assign you to Lady Dana, permanently." "To...?" What was he saying? "You want me to be the Earth woman's personal aide?" He chuckled. "Yes, except you'll have to stop calling her 'the Earth woman.' She's going to be my wife, Dibeh. Do you understand what that means?" Dibeh had heard of the bizarre human practice called "marriage," thankfully in vague terms only. She tried to hide her distaste. "What...what about Madame Cassandra?" she asked. "Who will take care of her?" "She'll have a new aide," he said matter-of-factly. Dibeh had been with Cassandra for several years. She didn't want to start again with someone she barely knew. And the Earth woman...Dana Scully...Lady Dana...whatever she was supposed to be called...she had been quite condescending toward Dibeh when she first arrived on the ship. In addition, there was the baby to consider. Would Dibeh be expected to tend it, too? Ca-Lo must have sensed her doubts, because he stroked her hair in a reassuring way. "It would honor me, Dibeh, if you would serve Dana with the same dedication you have shown to me and my mother. O Great Dragon, how could she object? Ca-Lo was leader of the Nih-hi-cho Armada. She was a mere aide. "The honor would be mine, sir," she haltingly signed. "Good." He appeared relieved and it was only then she realized he had expected she might actually say no to his request. "Your first official duty will be to escort Dana to my quarters as soon as the Appraisers have finished with her in Assessment Bay 12." "Yes, sir." Her opportunity to object had passed. "As you wish." * * * Time is irrelevant, interminable here. You think you might be going crazy. Dreams, fantasies, hallucinations swirl over you like flotsam on a stormy sea. Do you hear your mother calling? Can you smell the tart fragrance of fresh cut grass lingering in evening-cooled air? Crickets sing after dark. The moon smiles upon eight neighborhood children of varying ages. You feel safe playing Kick the Can with the officers' children on a San Diego parade ground. "Dana! Dana, come in now. It's late," Mom calls from your front porch, her voice urgent, but not angry. "I gotta go," you tell the other kids and they groan. "Fifteen more minutes," wheedles bristle-haired Sarah, scheming, always scheming. "You can pretend you didn't hear her." "I can't fib to my mom." You've never been able to lie convincingly. Your tendency to blush precludes deception. Inwardly you pledge to practice, because deceit may come in handy some day. You wave goodbye to your friends. Your skinned knees sting as you skip home. Your arms throb, too, you notice, and you try to stretch them high above your head to work out the prickles and kinks, but find you cannot. It's dark where you are. Confining. Oh God. Don't...don't think about that. Think about how a warm bath and Mom's goodnight kiss will make your aches disappear. Or, better yet, think about Mulder's tender caresses. Can you hear him whispering your name? His chuckle resonates like the quiet rumble of a DC subway train deep beneath the city's street, muffled by soil and concrete and the murmur of passersby. His laugh, like his smile, is both satisfying and heartbreaking because it is as genuine as it is rare. You imagine him above you now, propped upon his elbows, making love to you. His scent, his touch, his contented moans are all delightfully familiar. Yet there is a strangeness about him that puts you on guard. His eyes flash, too green. Long locks of chestnut hair drape his shoulders and tickle your bare breasts. You comb your fingers through the glossy strands and wonder where this fantasy came from. You almost never read romance novels, preferring scientific journals to bodice rippers. Yet, like a Harlequin hero, Mulder is seducing you. You feel ravished as he controls your body and dominates your heart. His open palm traces the inner curve of your thigh; his fingers stutter from your knee to your pelvis. They pause there to explore your curls, seek your entrance. You arch toward him, allowing him to slide into you. You feel possessed in every sense of the word and at this very moment you like it. You love it. You love him. But your body goes numb when you notice the mark on his right cheek. A tattoo or brand. Sinister symbols that appear to reel through the shadowy stubble of his beard. You trace them with your thumb, remembering alien artifacts and submerged spacecrafts and a book about Anasazi Indians. The Sixth Extinction. The Apocalypse. The end of the world. "Stop," you protest and push firmly against his chest. His heart hammers beneath your palms. He is panting, brow knotted, eyes squeezed shut; ecstasy hums in his throat. Oh God, he isn't Mulder. He dips his head and slips his tongue into your gasping mouth. He tastes like Mulder. You wouldn't mistake another man's flavor for his, would you? You try to convince yourself this is him, this is your lover. Who else could he possibly be? You wouldn't allow a stranger to do these things to you. And you need Mulder so very badly right now. To soothe your hurting arms, your cramped legs, your swollen throat and cracked lips. To warm your chilled, wet skin and lessen the panic that is rising within you like a spring tide, threatening to swamp you, drown you. You want to be a carefree child again, safe in your parent's San Diego home...or, better still, beside Mulder on a rumpled bed in a cheap motel in Roswell. Before your argument. Before you were taken prisoner. Before you were sealed inside a small, damp prison with no way out... Suddenly a blindingly bright light penetrates your closed lids. Balmy air cascades over your naked body and its unexpected warmth is almost painful. You force your eyes open. Four pairs of elongated, gray hands are reaching for you. Wide, inky eyes stare down from above. You hear alien voices inside your head. //...detach the feeding tube...lift her out...wrap her for assessment...// You curl, trying to protect your belly, your baby. Tucked into a ball, you listen hard for your mother's voice. "Dana! Dana, come home now. It's late." I'm trying, Mom. * * * ASSESSMENT BAY 12 Under the guise of Watcher VIII, Besh-Lo stood to one side of the assessment platform, where he had a clear view of the evaluation procedure. Six Appraisers positioned themselves around the Earth woman. She was nude, conscious, and confused. Pinned to the platform by metal rods through her wrists and ankles, she stared at them with eyes rounded by fear and pain. Thin trails of blood drizzled from her puncture wounds. A delicate gold chain glittered about her sweat-slicked neck. An array of overhead lights cast a silvery pattern of dots and hash marks across her distended abdomen, which bulged like a ripe melon. She struggled to fold her arms over herself in a futile effort to protect her unborn child. The Appraisers' purpose was threefold: to repair any physical debilitation incurred by the woman during her incarceration, to inspect her implants, and, most importantly, to determine the genetic constitution of her fetus. Besh-Lo listened telepathically for the fetus' rudimentary consciousness. He sensed the child rolling blithely within its mother's uterus, a distinct human being, intellectually separate from the woman, despite their physical attachment. A simple chromosomal profile would show if this baby was Ca- Lo's. It would also determine if the child had inherited its father's unique immunity to the Oil. If the Derivation flowed in its young veins, then it would be left to develop naturally inside its mother. If not, it would be aborted and destroyed. Appraiser I scanned the woman's abdomen with a flat, handheld bio-comp to establish the fetus' exact position and to ascertain the extent of its development. "25.76 centimeters. Middle ear structures are formed. Digestive system functioning. Weight 327 grams. Gender -- female," he reported telepathically. He set the bio-comp aside. Appraiser III swabbed the woman's abdomen with disinfectant and then inserted an amnio needle just below her navel. She cried out when it pierced her skin and then held her breath, teeth clenched, as III guided the needle through the muscular tissue of her uterus into the amniotic sac. He began to siphon fluid. "Removing 30 cc's." The liquid flowed through a tube into a portable DNA verifier held by VI. The verifier quickly configured the sample. In milliseconds the data was charted and compared with Ca-Lo's preexisting profile. "Probability of paternity: 99.9994 percent. Combined Paternity Index: 158251.22," Appraiser VI read from the miniature display. "Ca-Lo is included as the biological father of this child." There was another possibility, of course. Fox Mulder. The Earth woman's memory scans had revealed she and Mulder engaged in a sexual encounter the night before she was brought aboard the ship. This fact complicated the issue of paternity in a remarkable way: Fox Mulder was not simply the Earth woman's lover, he was also the original source of Ca-Lo's DNA. On March 4, 1961, a team of terrestrial scientists had been ordered to embark on one of Earth's earliest eugenics efforts, the New Destiny Project. Borrowing Nih-hi-cho techniques, they harvested cells from Teena Mulder's ten-week-old fetus, at the direction of the baby's alleged biological father, CGB Spender. Nuclei from the donor cells were injected into de-nucleated embryonic cells. The resulting embryos were implanted into a group of specially selected, geographically disparate human females. Spender's wife Cassandra was among them. The Nih-hi-cho learned of Spender's unsanctioned experiments in early April and immediately set out to find and destroy the fetuses. They discovered the majority of the women had miscarried within days of being implanted. Only twelve remained pregnant six weeks later. The Nih-hi-cho abducted these surrogates, intending to kill their babies. While performing the first abortion, they made a terrifying discovery: the dead fetus possessed the Derivation. Plans changed immediately. The remaining eleven fetuses were harvested alive and placed in cultivation tanks, the same type used for nurturing hybrids. Ten of the children subsequently died. Only Ca-Lo survived the tank's rigorous artificial environment. Six months after the natural birth of Fox Mulder -- Ca-Lo's biological twin and, technically speaking, his father -- Ca-Lo was removed from the tank, healthy and squalling, the irises of his eyes tinted permanently green by the chemicals. Ca-Lo was unaware of his true origins. He believed he was conceived naturally, the biological son of Cassandra and CGB Spender, removed at an early stage during an abduction. Cassandra believed this, too. Ca-Lo's sense of individuality and his intense desire to think of himself as a normal human being had become increasingly pronounced as he matured. The Nih-hi-cho realized early on it was to their advantage to keep him ignorant of the circumstances of his heritage. Because Ca-Lo and Fox Mulder were genetically identical, it was impossible to determine which of them had sired Dana Scully's baby. But precise identification of the child's father was of little consequence. It was the baby's blood that mattered. Did it carry the Derivation? Was it an Abomination? "The child's blood?" Besh-Lo asked, eager to know if the fetus carried the anomaly. "The Derivation is present," IV confirmed, disappointed. "The pregnancy cannot be terminated." Besh-Lo was impatient to report the findings to his fellow Refuters, but he remained in attendance so as not to arouse suspicion. Appraiser III proceeded to test the Earth woman's implants, once again using the bio-comp. "Systems monitor, model A-570, in the naso-pharynx, functioning. Locator, Type 2, sub-dermis, lower back. Also operational. As is the old EM-20 chip in her neck." The crude chip had been discovered when she was examined months ago. It was a terrestrial design, used for basic bio-manipulation. Non-detrimental to their purposes, it had been left in place. Repairing the Earth woman's debilitations took only a few seconds. She would be able to walk by the time a hybrid aide arrived to fetch her. Besh-Lo watched with growing disinterest as the Appraisers finished preparing her for release, his thoughts already on the plot to kill her and the Abomination. It would be an incomparable honor to be the Refuter who sent their despicable souls back to the realm of their Heavenly Father. * * * Scully trailed Dibeh, her gait unsteady. She wore a long- sleeved gown of embroidered blue velvet. Its brocade bodice was ornately beaded and hugged her breasts, which plumped above the deeply scooped neckline. A voluminous skirt draped her rounded abdomen and its hem swept the ground, rustling at each step like wind before a storm. Gauging time by the swell of her belly, Scully estimated it had been five or six months since she last walked this serpentine corridor to Ca-Lo's quarters. Her memory of that visit was vague. Elusive and alarming images -- emerald-green eyes, long, chestnut hair, an alien tattoo -- suggested she had slept with Cassandra's son on that long-ago evening. Yet in her mind it was Mulder, always Mulder, in the bed with her, making love, just as they had done in their motel room in Roswell. She would have discounted her suspicions about Ca-Lo altogether if not for the results of the aliens' tests less than an hour ago. Probability of paternity: 99.9994 percent, they had said. Their words had come to her telepathically, as clearly as if they had spoken aloud. She wasn't drugged or under hypnotic suggestion. What was happening was real. The aliens are wrong, she tried to convince herself. They've made a mistake. My baby is Mulder's. It has to be. She clutched her belly when she felt the child flutter, its tapping both remarkable and regretful. It reminded her of William, naturally. It also reminded her of those lingering, desolate months when she was searching for Mulder, desperate to be reunited with him. A similar desperation gripped her now. Mulder was missing again. And just as before, she was uncertain about the origin of her baby. "Deja vu," she murmured, causing Dibeh to glance back at her with inky eyes. "I made love to Mulder in Roswell," she told the hybrid. Dibeh nodded absently, pretending to understand. The hybrid didn't know Mulder. She had probably never heard of Roswell either. "*Mulder* is the father of this child," Scully insisted, speaking to Dibeh's back. The baby fluttered again, bringing tears to her eyes. She reached instinctively for her cross. An old prayer formed in her mind as she fingered the tiny symbol of her faith: Please help me protect my baby, keep it safe and healthy. Scully's own apparent health surprised her. Months of enforced inactivity should have resulted in debilitating circulatory problems and pronounced atrophy of the muscles. Yet here she was, keeping pace with the lithe hybrid. The aliens had done something to her during their exam, something that healed the inevitable consequences of her incarceration, the same way they once healed Cassandra's spinal paralysis. Arriving at Ca-Lo's door, Dibeh pressed the buzzer on the keypad. Mulder's voice boomed from the intercom, bidding them to enter, his familiar timbre squeezing Scully's heart. The door slid open and she followed Dibeh inside. They found Ca-Lo sitting at his desk, dressed impeccably in a jet-black military uniform. His hair was neatly combed, fastened at the nape. He was clean-shaven and his smile appeared shy and hopeful. He rose awkwardly from his chair, nearly knocking it over when he took a clumsy step toward them. His resemblance to Mulder seared her soul; it left her feeling flushed, shaken and vulnerable, craving the man who wasn't truly there. She shoved her nostalgia aside, marched up to Ca-Lo and delivered a hard-hitting roundhouse punch to his jaw. "You bastard!" The wallop turned his head and split his lower lip, but failed to unbalance him. She expected him to retaliate, either to return her punch or shout or restrain her. She braced herself for an outburst, but none came. "I-I deserved that," he said softly, sounding genuinely contrite. Her shoulders sagged. God damn it. She had wanted him to deny everything, prove her elusive memories wrong. "You deserve a lot worse, you son of a bitch." His tongue explored the rising welt on his lower lip. When he encountered fresh blood, he dabbed it with the back of his hand. "You're right. I do. I...I'm sorry." "I don't want your damned apology. I want to *go* *home*." He gestured expansively. "This is your home...now." It dawned on her he wasn't talking about the ship in general; he was referring to this single apartment. "You plan to keep me imprisoned in your quarters for the rest of my life?" "I had hoped you might view it as a good thing." He attempted to smile, but managed only a grimace. "It's more comfortable than a stasis cell." "So I should be grateful?" "Well...I thought--" "You thought what? I'd be so overwhelmed by your generosity, I'd fall into your arms--" "No--" "And back into your bed?" "No, I--" "Maybe you fantasized we would live together, happily ever after." "Not exactly, but..." His gaze flitted to her abdomen, then to Dibeh, who was standing quietly beside the door. "You may go, Dibeh," he said. "She stays," Scully said. "Dana, we need to--" "She stays!" He swayed on the balls of his feet with the same unrestrained energy that often plagued Mulder whenever he was nervous or excited. "All right. She can stay." His glance dropped again to Scully's stomach. She recognized the look. It was identical to Mulder's, the day he had come to Washington Medical Center, placed his hand upon her stomach and, for the very first time, felt their child move. As if reading her mind, Ca-Lo reached out with splayed fingers. "May I?" He stopped just short of touching her. It's not yours! she wanted to scream. But then he would know she'd slept with Mulder. How would he react if he learned she might be carrying another man's child? The way he was proudly ogling her mid-section clearly showed he was thrilled by the prospect of fatherhood. Scully felt suddenly short of breath. Her field of vision began to fray at the edges; silver-gray flecks sizzled between her and Ca-Lo. Her knees buckled. He reached for her, gripped her at the elbows to keep her from falling. Her stomach churned when he scooped her up in his arms and carried her into the adjoining bedroom. She protested with weak jabs to his chest, but her fists had gone numb and her muscles rubbery. Tears welled in her eyes, scalding, frustrating. "Don't cry," he murmured against her temple, cradling her. "Please, don't cry." He laid her carefully on the bed, which seemed to pitch and roll beneath her. She gripped the blankets. She was sliding, spinning. She was suffocating. "Dibeh, fetch some water." His voice sounded far away, wavering and thick, like the desperate call of a drowning man as he sinks beneath the waves, deeper and deeper, all the way to the ocean's murky bottom. Scully choked a moment later, certain it was she who was drowning when a mouthful of icy water flowed past her lips to the back of her throat. She opened her eyes to find Ca-Lo standing at her bedside, gripping a half-empty drinking glass in his hand. Dibeh arranged a cool, wet cloth on her brow. "You fainted," Ca-Lo said. "Pregnant women do that sometimes." "They do?" "Yes." Was he really so ignorant? She tried to sit up, but a wave of dizziness knocked her back. "I'm going to request a Healer," he said. "Healer?" It sounded alien. "No. No, I'll be fine...I *am* fine." He set the glass on the nightstand and wiped his palms nervously on his thighs. "Maybe you need food. Dibeh, would you go to the kitchen--" "I'm not hungry. Please...just leave me alone." She snatched the cloth from her forehead and tossed it to the floor. Ca-Lo's cheeks reddened. He retrieved the cloth, clearly struggling to keep his emotions in check. After a moment, he blurted, "It's a girl." "Excuse me?" "The baby. I was told the baby is a girl." He gripped the cloth so tightly his knuckles became bone-white. "I've wanted a family for a long time, Dana. A daughter. And sons. Lots of kids." He was babbling. He barely seemed to notice when Dibeh took the cloth from him. "And a wife, of course...a human wife." "As opposed to what?" His mouth opened and his jaw labored, but nothing came out. He gave up his search for words and crossed to the birdcage. The birds flitted and chattered at his approach. He hung his fingers through the brass lattice and waited, silent, motionless, until one daring, bright-colored bird fluttered to his thumb and perched there. It tilted its head, eyeing him, and warbled a sweet, earnest song. Dibeh fussed with Scully's pillows, fluffing and rearranging. Scully stilled her with an upraised palm. The bird flew from Ca-Lo's hand. He turned to look over his shoulder at Scully, his gaze solemn. So like Mulder when disappointment threatened to crush his spirit. "I love you," he said simply, and his tentative declaration took her back to Mulder's hospital bedside, hours after he'd nearly drowned in the Bermuda Triangle. "D-don't be ridiculous. You barely know me." "You're carrying my child." "You tricked me into having sex with you!" "I wanted you." "So that made it okay?" She raised herself on her elbows. "What about what I wanted?" He shrugged apologetically. "You're the first human woman I've been with. I guess I made some mistakes." The first human...? "Are you saying you usually have sex with aliens?" "No, no, the Nih-hi-cho don't have sex. My partners were hybrids." His tone was matter-of-fact, without a hint of shame. "Hybrids?" Scully stared at Dibeh, who was watching them with worried eyes, listening intently to every word they said. She was slight, maybe five feet tall with the physique of a twelve-year-old. Her grayish-green skin was dry and coarse, like a lizard, although plumped by an underlying layer of fat that gave her a somewhat babyish appearance. Her fingers were oddly elongated, her nose almost nonexistent. A thick mane of amber hair capped her oversized head, looking incongruous with her alien features. Had Ca-Lo slept with her? How many half-breed children did they have? Scully lurched from the bed and staggered toward the door. "I'm getting out of here." "Dana, you can't." Two strides brought him close enough to snag her arm. "Let me go." She tried to shake him off, but he tightened his grip. "Dana, there's nowhere to go. You're being monitored. They implanted a locator chip in you." A chip. The word knocked the air from her lungs. Automatically, her hand clamped over the back of her neck, feeling for the familiar lump. Had they removed the old chip, her defense against cancer? "Where is it?" "Does it matter?" "Where is it?" she shouted. The fingers of his free hand grazed the small of her back and for just an instant she swore she was with Mulder, outside any number of doors where he had guided her, comforted her, watched over her and kept her safe. Feeling displaced and queasy, she swayed on unsteady legs. If not for Ca-Lo's firm grasp on her arm, she surely would have collapsed to the floor. "They punish you when you don't cooperate," he warned. "Cooperate? What does that mean? Sleep with you?" "No, but trust me on this. Don't fight them." "Let me go." "And don't fight me." "*Fuck* *you*." She wrenched her arm free. His hands dropped to his sides. "Dana, you can't win, believe me, I've tried. They'll hurt you...and the baby. They'll do things that are a thousand times worse than being kept in a stasis cell." "Get out of my way." "They'll cut you open while you watch. They'll take out your insides. No anesthesia. No drugs. Your heart, veins, muscles, bones -- everything is exposed. It's goddamn cold when your skin is peeled back--" "Enough! If you're trying to scare me, you've succeeded." Her hands were shaking. His hands were shaking, too. He was breathing too fast. Panic blazed in his eyes. "My God." Realization hit her. "They did those things to you, didn't they?" He clamped his teeth together and admitted nothing, but the twitching muscle along his jaw told her all she needed to know. She scrutinized the tattoo on his right cheek. "What do those symbols mean?" His fingers brushed the marks, exploring them as if he'd forgotten they were there. "It's a...a label." "They labeled you?" "Yes. When I was a baby. I don't remember it." "What does it say?" "Ca-Lo." "Ca-Lo is your name." "No, it's a classification. Not a particularly nice one." He stared down at the glossy toes of his polished boots. "The literal translation means 'destroyer'...or demon...devil... abomination. Pick one. It doesn't much matter. The Nih-hi-cho consider me the spawn of Evil," he said wryly. Branded a devil as an infant. Her hand covered her stomach. How could she possibly shield her baby from the aliens' cruelty? She had been unable to keep William safe, and his situation paled in comparison to this one. "Your mother called you Ashkii," she said, grasping for some shred of normalcy in this inhuman universe. "Is that your real name?" A humorless laugh chuffed in his throat. "Hardly. Ashkii means...'boy,'" he said. "I was Ashkii XII for a very long time. The Nih-hi-cho aren't big on individuality. They prefer to number everyone. My mother still uses it because she's under the mistaken impression it's an endearment." Scully dreaded the answer to her next question. "What happened to the others -- one through eleven?" "I don't know and I try like hell not to think about it." The uncertainty of her future loomed menacingly in her imagination. Fear howled in her ears. "They're not going to let me go, are they?" "No. Not you, the baby, me." He reached out and traced the swell of her belly with his open hand. "It doesn't have to be so bad." Tears filled her eyes. She blinked them back, struggling against an urge to scream. "I'm not staying here. I'm going to find a way out." "When you do, be sure to tell me where it is." "You've given up." "Me?" He shook his head. "I'm not easily discouraged." He lightly tagged her cross with the tip of his finger. A sad smile played on his lips. "Dana, there's somewhere I have to be right now, but I'll come back as soon as I can. Dibeh will bring you whatever you need while I'm gone. And I'll send my mother to check on you both later." His tone was tender, brimming with affection. He sounded so like Mulder. If she were to close her eyes... She pushed his hand away. "You can't make me care about you." He leaned close and planted a light kiss on her ear, at her temple, on the bridge of her nose. His head dipped until his mouth hovered millimeters from her lips. "I told you, I'm not easily discouraged." She gave him a hard shove, rocking him back a step. Glaring up at him, she said, "Your name suits you, Ca-Lo. You are the Devil." * * * HARMONY I SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH 10:15 PM The runabout hovered at an altitude of 500 meters above Harmony I's luminous landing pad. Thrumming antigrav engines kept it airborne while the pilot awaited permission to land. Ca-Lo fidgeted in the co-pilot's seat, trying to keep his hands off the controls and his mind off Dana. The latter proved impossible. He must make her understand. The Nih-hi-cho were not a patient race. Failure to comply with their rules risked both her life and the life of her baby. *My* baby, he reminded himself. He was going to be a father. The prospect conjured an unexpected reaction in him, an overwhelming desire to protect his little unborn daughter. It was illogical. Yet so powerful. He knew he would do whatever it took to safeguard her. He would trade his own life for hers...or Dana's...if it came to that. He had never felt this way before. Not about anyone or anything. It left him simultaneously delighted and afraid -- a disconcerting combination. Ground control issued their instructions and the pilot maneuvered into position. He was an 18-year-old airman assigned to the Armada's transport division. Human. His nametag said "BOYD, H.B." Ca-Lo watched their descent through his side screen. Harmony I stretched out below him, an immense stronghold that took up the northwestern-most sector of Salt Lake City, including the now defunct SLC International Airport. The settlement sparkled with electric lights, unlike the dark outer neighborhoods of Bennion City, West Jordan, Sandy, Cottonwood. A ten-meter- high, five-meter-thick, and miles-long silico-steel bulwark encircled the compound. It was lit by an unbroken chain of mercury vapor lamps, positioned twenty meters apart, resembling a string of lustrous pearls from above. Off to the south, a mammoth silico extruder was currently pouring the rampart's remaining segments. Heavily guarded gates pocked the fortification at widespread intervals, providing access for ground transportation -- supply trailers, prisoner vans, peacekeeping patrols. A fleet of sub-space Stingers, armed with anti-aircraft artillery, lined an eastern runway, primed for an unlikely Terrestrial offensive. Electro-magnetic pulses had rendered the majority of Earth's military ineffective, but the humans were clever and determined; they periodically managed to power up and launch a missile or two. Pockets of militant rebels, like the enclave in north Texas, presented the most serious threat to Nih-hi-cho occupation. Dogged human militia ran intermittent raids on Nih-hi-cho supply convoys, stealing goods and killing drivers before the trucks could reach their destinations. How the rebels learned the exact routes and schedules in advance remained a mystery. Even the most adept mole would have a tough time fooling the telepathic Nih-hi-cho for long. More likely, the guerrilla factions had crafty leaders to plot their raids. Ca-Lo fully expected to capture them eventually. In the meantime, he admired their cunning. Watcher VII was in his human form and waiting on the tarmac when Ca-Lo deplaned. Ca-Lo noticed the former Lieutenant had been promoted to Major. "Harris," Ca-Lo greeted him, suppressing an urge to throttle the weasely spy. "Still pissed?" Harris' smirk deepened the scar below his fogged right eye. "You'd be dead if I had my way." "Then it's good for me the Overseers are the ultimate authority." Harris was untouchable now, protected by his faithfulness to the Society. "Let's get this over with," Ca-Lo said through gritted teeth. "Show me what I need to see, give me your fucking wish list, and I'll get the hell out." "Nothing would please me more." Harris indicated a waiting jeep. "Our ride." The tour lasted six tedious hours and included stops in Harmony I's power plant, food services, and three factories. Human captives worked the assembly lines, manufacturing na-a- jah, incubator parts, and silico-cloth, which were traded to sister settlements in the mid-west sector. Conditions in the factories were abysmal. The silico-cloth extrusion process produced noxious fumes and acidic byproducts that burned the workers' skin, eyes and lungs. When they became blind or otherwise incapacitated, they were "retired" to the salty depths of Farmington Bay. New prisoners were shuttled from Antelope Island to replace them. All humans were expendable, as far as the Nih-hi-cho were concerned, and demand for silico-cloth was high. It was used to make the army's form- fitting uniforms. The durable black fabric was better protection than terrestrial anti-ballistic vests, yet lightweight, flexible and exceptionally comfortable. Worth the sacrifice of a few hundred human lives. Dressed in one of these very uniforms, Ca-Lo trudged at Harris' heels through the military barracks, an immense human warehouse, and a brand-spanking new Nursery. The nursery currently lay empty, but plans were underway to stock it with hosts by mid-December, when a fresh batch of clones would arrive from Phoenix. Ca-Lo tried to focus on Harris's litany of logistics and complaints, but his thoughts kept returning to Dana. Was she resting okay? Had she eaten? How was the baby? Had his mother come to check on them yet? Finally, the tour ended and Harris drove Ca-Lo back to the landing pad. He parked beside the runabout, but remained seated behind the steering wheel. Both men kept their eyes trained on Airman Boyd, who was performing a routine exterior flight check. "I need more soldiers, Ca-Lo," Harris said. "You have the largest deputation in this sector." "I need more. Harmony I is significantly more vulnerable than the other settlements. Its central location and large inventory make it a prime target for Terrestrial raids. Our forces are under daily attack from groups to the east and south. We lost twenty troops and five armed vehicles just this morning." "So I should condemn more soldiers to their deaths by sending them to you?" "It's not my fault the rebels are devious. Their leader is a skilled strategist, an ex-Marine. He served in Viet Nam. He knows how to fight a guerrilla war." "And you don't," Ca-Lo sneered. The Nih-hi-cho had put an idiot in charge of their premiere settlement facility. It was ludicrous. Harris' telepathy should have given him every advantage, but apparently his incompetence was insurmountable. "Who is this man, this great leader?" "His name is Walter Skinner. Ex-FBI. He aided the escape of two prisoners from Fort Weather earlier this year, before organizing rebel forces in north Texas and New Mexico. He's currently camped in Wasatch-Cache National Forest." "You know who he is and where he is, but you haven't captured him?" "It's a big forest, Ca-Lo, and he doesn't sit still long enough for me to stop and chat." Harris appeared thoughtful as he stroked the old battle scar on his craggy cheek. "Look...I know you consider me incompetent, but the fact remains, I *am* in charge here and the Overseers will intervene on my behalf if you refuse to grant my requests." Countermanding my orders, Ca-Lo thought, to keep me in my place. The Council would not tolerate acts they considered willful or petty. Especially not so soon after giving Dana over to him. He had to tread lightly, play their game, at least for the time being. "They released the Earth woman -- how lucky for you." Harris smiled, causing the scar on his cheek to pucker. Ca-Lo had felt his old Watcher dipping into his mind throughout the long night, but this was Harris's first direct response to the news of Dana's release. "It's not like them to be so generous," Harris noted. "Generosity had nothing to do with it." "I have no doubt. They want Dana Scully's son." Harris sounded almost bored. "Give me more troops, Ca-Lo, and I'll get him for you." "You? How? You can't even get this man Skinner, and he's sitting in your own back yard. How the hell are you going to find William Mulder?" "I've spent a good deal of time inside Skinner's head while tracking him." "So...?" "You're going to love this." Harris' sighted eye targeted Ca- Lo. "Skinner is the man Dana Scully entrusted to hide her son. Isn't life a constant surprise?" This was startling news. "Where is the boy?" "That information is negotiable." "Damn you..." Ca-Lo struggled to keep his temper in check. "If you know where he is, why haven't you gone after him?" "Ah, that brings us right back to the subject of soldiers, doesn't it? I've been telling you all along I'm short on manpower. Give me more troops, and I might be persuaded to hand the boy over to you instead of the Council." "You cock-sucking son-of-a-- Why should I trust you?" "Because, unlike you humans, we Nih-hi-cho don't hold grudges. We don't suck cocks either. That's another strictly human perversion." Harris's fogged eye rolled independently of the sighted one. "Don't be a fool, Ca-Lo. I need more men and you want the boy, so let's come to an agreement. Don't risk William Mulder -- and your precious Dana Scully -- to settle an old score with me." Ca-Lo hated to admit Harris was right, but this was not the time to be seeking revenge. Swallowing his resentment, he capitulated. "All right, Major, I'll authorize your soldiers. But if the Divine Angels grant you the good fortune to find the boy before I do, you had better deliver him directly to me, because if you don't, I swear on the Red Dragon himself I'll come back here and rip your fucking Nih-hi-cho head off." * * * TSE'BIT'A'I', CA-LO'S QUARTERS 4:15 AM The clock on the nightstand ticked another minute closer to morning. Dibeh lay curled in a ball on the far side of Ca-Lo's wide bed, her diminutive form all but lost beneath a snarl of blankets and linens. Her muted snore reminded Scully of a purring cat. Scully folded back the covers and slipped quietly from the bed. The bathroom lights flicked on automatically when she crossed the threshold. There was no door, so she gave up the idea of privacy, lifted the hem of her long white nightgown, and squatted above the toilet to relieve her aching bladder. She washed at the sink, a broad oval basin surrounded by masculine toiletries. The soap smelled like almonds. She squeezed an inch of toothpaste onto her finger and scrubbed at her teeth. A mirror covered the wall above the sink from countertop to ceiling. Staring back at her from the glass was a gaunt woman she barely recognized. Her complexion was ashen. Blue veins mottled her neck and chest, disappearing into the lacey bib of her cotton nightgown. The gown was lovely, soft and decorated with satin trim. She spat into the sink and wiped her mouth with a towel. "He can provide pretty sleepwear, but not a toothbrush," she grumbled. Her hair was a mass of weedy tangles, several inches longer than she remembered. She tried to comb the snarls with her fingers. Failing miserably, she borrowed Ca-Lo's tortoise- shell comb to work out the knots. Several minutes of painful tugging tamed her unruly hair. She drew it back into a smooth ponytail and, lacking anything better, confiscated one of Ca-Lo's silver clasps to fasten it at her nape. Curious about the changes in her body and the progress of her baby's development, she presented her profile to the mirror. The loose nightgown hid her form, so she gathered it tightly behind her back until the fabric hugged her torso and revealed the shape of her breasts and belly. It was a girl this time. If she were to believe Ca-Lo and the aliens. She had to get out of this place, off the ship, away from Ca- Lo and his henchmen. The door to his quarters was locked from the outside -- she'd tried it earlier, not five minutes after he left on his errand. Dibeh had done all she could to intervene, but Scully ignored the hybrid's frantic hand signals and shook her off whenever she grabbed hold of her arms. A hard slap on the face and a firm order to "Keep away from me!" finally did the trick. Dibeh retreated to a corner and watched with wet eyes as Scully rummaged through every drawer and cupboard in the apartment. Unfortunately, her search turned up nothing, no key or combination to the lock, no alternate way out. Exhausted, she gave up, determined to renew her investigation after a couple of hours of sleep. Although not exactly invigorated, she was ready to pick up where she'd left off. Checking Ca-Lo's computer files for a combination to the keypad was next on her agenda. She tiptoed past Dibeh. At the archway between the two rooms, she nearly ran into Cassandra. "Jesus," she gasped, startled. "Cassandra, what are you doing here at this hour?" "You're in terrible danger." Cassandra's eyes darted around the room. She was dressed in a black fleece jacket, gray quilted trousers and Thinsulate gloves. "They want to kill you. They're on their way." "Who? Who wants to kill me?" "The Refuters. They're the worst. They think your baby is evil, an Abomination. They believe their Legion of Angels wants it destroyed. I'm scared, Dana, for you...and for my future grandchild. You--" Cassandra fell silent when Dibeh staggered from the bedroom. The hybrid blinked sleep from her eyes. Her hair was flattened on one side, her wrinkled shift askew. Her hands formed silent questions, which Scully was unable to decipher. Cassandra ignored the aide and implored Scully, "We must leave...now." "Where can we go?" "I have access to a personal shuttle on the hangar deck. I can take you to Earth. But we must hurry." "Let me get dressed." Scully took a step toward the wardrobe, but Cassandra grabbed her arm to stop her. "There isn't time." Dibeh rushed forward, making frantic hand signals. "No, you stay here," Cassandra told the hybrid. A desperate squeal hummed in Dibeh's throat. "You're *not* coming," Cassandra said. Dibeh's unintelligible whines grew more insistent. She latched onto Scully's arm with a vise-like grip. "She seems determined to go," Scully said. Cassandra glared at her aide. "Stop making such a fuss," she demanded. Dibeh grunted and moaned. She repeatedly pointed toward Ca- Lo's desk. "Okay, okay," Cassandra relented, "you can come. But we must go now!" With Dibeh still clinging to Scully's arm, Cassandra herded them out of Ca-Lo's apartment and down the damp corridor. For the first time in months, Scully felt a surge of genuine hope. She would soon be returning to Earth, to her home, and God willing, to Mulder. * * * OFFICER'S DECK 7:56 AM Ca-Lo whistled a cheery tune as he approached his quarters. He was hugging a fat bouquet of fragrant stargazer lilies and three sacks of assorted gifts for Dana, everything from dental floss and nail clippers to satin undergarments and a striking, embroidered silk robe. Cassandra had supplied him with a list of personal items, female stuff that Ca-Lo understood nothing about. Breast cream? What the hell was that? Was it a beauty aid or a dairy product? The ship's Keeper of Stores had demanded an outrageous sum for the goods. Ca-Lo paid the greedy bastard without comment. In truth, he would have spent ten times as much to ease the melancholy in Dana's eyes. At his spoken command, the door to his apartment slid open. He strode inside, eager to bestow his gifts. Two steps into the room and he smelled it. Blood. Nih-hi-cho blood. "Dana?" He dropped his armload of gifts. Flowers fanned across the carpet; toiletries spilled from the bags. A bottle of prenatal vitamins rolled several meters, rattling as it went. He lurched toward the bedroom, trampling blossoms in his haste. "Dana? Dib--" The room was empty. The bed unmade. "Dana!" His call startled the birds. They flew from their perches, rising up in an explosive flap of wings and high- pitched chirps. He loped past their cage to the bathroom. A rumpled towel lay beside the sink. One of his hair clips was missing. And his comb was out of place. But there was no blood, no sign of a struggle. Sniffing the air, he followed the citrusy tang of Nih-hi-cho blood back to the outer office. Nothing appeared amiss, except... A gummy puddle of phosphorescence frothed beneath his desk. Ca-Lo crossed the room, accidentally kicking the fallen container of vitamins as he went. It skidded into the fizzing blood and stuck there. Crouching on hands and knees, he peered under the desk. That's when he saw what he feared most. A woman's hand. Pale and small. Palm up, fingers loosely curled, slicked with green blood. "D-Dana?" He grabbed the limp arm and pulled her out. "N-no..." It wasn't Dana. "No...no, no..." It was Cassandra. "Mother!" Green blood matted her hair and her favorite blue robe. She was dead, her skin already growing cool, her eyes open and glazed with fear. There was no apparent injury, no splash of her own bright red blood. What the hell had happened here? He drew her into his arms to check her back for wounds. The collar of her robe was saturated with fresh green blood. Above it was a small puncture at the base of her neck. It foamed with phosphorescence. Hands quaking, he gently prodded the tiny hole and felt the burn of noxious Nih-hi-cho blood on his fingertips, painful, but not lethal, not for him. In his shock, he grasped for answers. This was a shapeshifter. Dana must have killed it and then escaped. Except shapeshifters reverted to their natural state when they died. Confusion twisted through him. Cassandra wasn't Nih-hi-cho. She was human. She was his mother. The only person who had ever cared about him. She didn't have alien blood...she couldn't because she wasn't alien... Realization shattered his illusions and brought tears, scalding and hurtful. She had lied to him; she wasn't human. She was Nih-hi-cho. What did that make him? There was no one to turn to for answers, no one he could trust. He rocked the dead woman, pawed her blood-soaked hair. Hot tears coursed down his cheeks. She had loved him once, no matter what she was. What dastardly person would do this? And where was Dana? Kidnapped by the assassin? He had to find her. Shoving the body aside, he rose to his feet. There was only one way off the ship. He reached across his desk and punched a call to the Hangar Deck. "Transportation," an airman answered. "What can I do for you, sir?" No need to identify himself; the airman had already seen his name on the intercom display. "I want a list of recent departures." "How recent, sir?" "Anything in the last...uh..." -- he glanced at the body -- "two hours." "Yes, sir. There was one, about twenty minutes ago. Personal shuttle." "Who signed for it?" "Checking the log now, sir." "Make it fast, Airman." "Yes, sir. It was...it was your mother, sir." "My mother?" So the assassin wasn't Dana. It was a shapeshifter, a Refuter, no doubt. And now the bastard was posing as Cassandra to escape the ship. "Was anyone with her?" "Uh...yes, sir. One human female and an aide." Ca-Lo's heart was pounding so hard he expected blood to pour from his ears. "Where were they headed?" "Log says Harmony I, sir." It was a ruse. They wouldn't go to the settlement. "Prepare my runabout. I'm on my way." * * * SOMEWHERE OVER UTAH "Where are we going?" Lady Dana asked. She was buckled into a curved, high-backed seat beside the woman who looked like Mistress Cassandra, but wasn't. Dibeh trembled in the seat behind her new mistress, her hands trying to warn Lady Dana of the imposter's deceit. "She is not Mistress Cassandra," Dibeh signaled over and over again, so many times her hands ached from making the signs. She did not know who the stranger was, but she most certainly was not Cassandra Spender. Dibeh knew her old Mistress's jerky mannerisms, the gravelly pitch of her voice, the apple peel scent of her skin. This fraud moved too efficiently and her tone was too piercing. She reeked of something bitter, like rotting horseradish. Whoever she was, she steered the four-person shuttle above a sea of rutted clouds; her fingers danced over the controls with the skill of a seasoned pilot. "We're going to Hill Air Force Base," she said, using soothing tones. "You'll be safe there. It's still controlled by the U.S. military. The Refuters won't follow us." Lady Dana hugged her thin cotton nightgown across her chest and shivered against the cold. Her breath fogged the cockpit's frigid air. "What are Refuters?" "They are purists. They believe that God, the human God, *our* God, is a scheming demon who is constantly testing the devout. They believe their Legion of Divine Angels are the true deities of the universe." "What does any of that have to do with killing me?" "The Refuters can't abide polluting their race by hybridizing themselves with humans." The imposter glared over her shoulder at Dibeh. Her look was so fierce, Dibeh's hands froze in midair. She shrank into her seat, unable to suck in a breath; it was as if a nest of snuff spiders had hatched in her throat. "I still don't see the connection." Lady Dana's teeth were chattering. From cold or fear, Dibeh didn't know. "They also seek to destroy any human who possesses the Derivation," the imposter said. "The Derivation?" "An immunity to the Oil." "They think I have this...this Derivation?" "No, they believe your baby does." The aircraft shuddered as it descended through the thick layer of clouds. Lightning flashed beyond the windscreen, briefly painting the interior silver. For that instant, Dibeh thought she saw a familiar face beneath the imposter's bone-white flesh. Walnut-colored skin. Corkscrewing hair. Whiskers the color of silico-steel bracelets. It was Sergeant Thompson, Cassandra's confidant, Dibeh was sure of it. She'd seen the two of them conferring on numerous occasions, their heads bent in private conversation, their whispers kept low so that no one could overhear. Mistress Cassandra had described her secretive companion as human, but clearly he was not, not if he could change his appearance this way. He was Nih-hi-cho. A shapeshifter. Dibeh sliced the air with her hands, trying to warn Lady Dana, "He is a Refuter! He is the spy! Lady Dana, he is going to kill us!" She feared he had already committed murder, back in Ca-Lo's quarters. She had smelled blood the moment she stepped into the outer office from the bedroom. Saw it on the carpet beneath Ca-Lo's desk. The imposter must have hidden his victim there. She looked now for signs of Nih-hi-cho blood on the spy's jacket and gloves. Sure enough, there were specks of green dotting his wrists. Dibeh groaned to get Lady Dana's attention. She spelled out the impending danger with both hands. "What is she saying?" Lady Dana finally asked. "She's afraid of flying," the imposter lied. Dibeh shook her head. "Ung, ung, ung," she grunted. Her hands waggled, "He is a murderer!" "Settle down!" the imposter hissed. When he noticed Dana's shocked stare, he smiled sheepishly. "There's no need for panic. We're going to be on the ground in a few minutes." Another bolt of lightning bathed the shuttle's interior. Sergeant Thompson's ebony features jittered once more beneath Cassandra's skin. Dana gasped. She'd seen it. Divine Angels be praised, she had seen the imposter's other face. "Is something wrong?" The imposter feigned concern. "No. No, it's just the storm. I'm a little afraid of flying myself. How much longer before we land?" Lady Dana glanced back at Dibeh. Dibeh had spent her entire life reading the eyes and bodies of others: either mute hybrids like herself or secretive masters who said one thing while meaning another. Lady Dana's eyes were wide with understanding and her body, while superficially calm, was preparing for action, the muscles tight, feet set apart, ready to push her from her seat, hands positioned to strike. The descending shuttle rocked and broke through the clouds. An enormous body of gray water, striped by ragged waves, rippled below them. It was ringed by dark, forested mountains. "You're not going to Hill," Lady Dana stated without emotion. "What makes you say that?" "We're heading north over Salt Lake." "To avoid a Nih-hi-cho outpost," the imposter claimed. He flicked the controls and drew up on the steering column, increasing the angle of their descent. The engines growled. Shredded clouds twisted past the side windows. The shuttle was careening toward the lake at a frightful speed. "You're not Cassandra." Lady Dana's hands clutched the armrests. "You're alien...a shapeshifter. You intend to kill me. That's what Dibeh's been trying to warn me about, isn't it?" The imposter chuckled. His features began to roil, transforming from Cassandra's familiar face to Sergeant Thompson's dark countenance and then to his natural Nih-hi-cho form. He turned to snarl at Dibeh, "You should have stayed on Tse'Bit'a'i'. Now you will die, too." The altimeter indicated they were less than 1000 meters above the surface of the lake, and the Refuter showed no signs of pulling up or slowing their heart-pounding descent. "This is a suicide mission?" Lady Dana asked. "Your baby must never be born." The imposter gripped the controls. "It carries the Derivation. It is an Abomination." "Please...don't do this." "I will be rewarded for my faithfulness. The Red Dragon will accept my soul into his Divine Legion where I will live for eternity in honor." They were close enough to the lake for Dibeh to see foam cresting in the waves. The imposter began to pray aloud to the Dragon. Lady Dana reached for the tiny gold cross that hung from her neck. Dibeh did not want to die. On impulse, or perhaps guided by the Dragon's will, she unbuckled her belt and lunged for the imposter. His prayer stopped and he yelped when she tightened her arms around his neck. Belted into his seat, he couldn't turn to fight her. Choking, he released the controls to claw at her face. The shuttle wobbled and veered. Dibeh dodged the imposter's worst blows and hung on, squeezing his throat with all her might. Her arms were strong from years of polishing and lifting and carrying. The imposter could not dislodge her. Lady Dana reached for the steering mechanism and tried to take control of the craft, but managed only to nudge its nose skyward before the shuttle hit, bounced, and skimmed across the lake's corrugated surface. It pounded over waves, yawed sickeningly to starboard, began to spin. Dibeh was thrown hard toward the control panel. Dana screamed. Then the world went black. x-x-x-x-x BOOK V: INTO THE WILDERNESS WASATCH-CACHE NATIONAL FOREST OCTOBER 13, 2002 8:02 AM It was cold. Freeze-your-fucking-ass-off cold. Royal Jackson hunkered beneath a stand of canyon maples at the bivouac's western periphery, his camouflage jacket zipped to his chin against the chill. He wasn't a back-to-nature kind of guy, but ever since the aliens had taken over the city, everyone was living like goddamned Daniel Boone. A festering insect bite drew Royal's dirty nails to the back of his neck as he studied Farmington Bay through his binoculars. Autumn leaves blazed like hellfire beneath a stone sky and the air carried the raw, damp odor of an approaching squall. Royal had pulled morning shift; his assignment was to keep an eye on Route 89 and Great Salt Lake beyond, while Commander Skinner reviewed OFE maneuvers with the North Utah Infantry. OFE -- Operation Free Earth, or Operation Fuck ET, depending on who you asked -- was a coordinated military offensive. It represented months of painstaking preparation: espionage, surveillance, training and, most challenging of all, synchronization between more than four dozen far-flung North American divisions, an undertaking that had proven to be hazardous and nearly impossible without functioning telecommunications. At last, armed units across the continent were poised to attack alien settlements similar to the one in Salt Lake City at dusk tonight. Some of the men were spooked by the inauspicious date -- unlucky thirteen. But Royal felt optimistic. After all, it was a Sunday, not a Friday. And he was eager to kick ET's ass any damned day of the week. At nineteen years old, Royal was lean and athletic, a fast runner, an accurate shot. He wore shoulder-length dreadlocks tucked beneath a green knit cap and, under his jacket, tribal- style tattoos blackened his already dark arms, neck and torso. A row of small sterling hoops glittered along the outer curve of his ears, a heavy skull and crossbones dangled from his left lobe, and two thick barbells pierced his right brow. According to the uncle who raised him, Royal was a loser, a lost cause. Reckless. Irresponsible. Always stoned or tripping. Well, why the hell not? The world was a fucking shithole and ol' Uncle Louis objected to everything anyway: hair, clothes, friends, tattoos, earrings. "Jesus, Roy, why the hell you wanna go an' poke a bunch of freakin' holes in your head?" Louis would ask, a look of disgust curling his broad lips. Uncle Lou would have popped a goddamned vein if he had found out about the gleaming Prince Albert that looped through the tip of Royal's dick. Made him piss like a broken water fountain, but carpe fuckin' diem, Unc, the orgasms were sweet. Besides, straight-laced living hadn't helped anyone, had it? Especially Louis. He was as dead as all the other sons of bitches in South Salt Lake. Royal toyed with the sterling stud in his tongue, rolling it around in his mouth, taking pleasure in its smoothness and solidity as he scrutinized Antelope Island. The 28,000-acre shelf rose sharply out of the lake, seven miles off shore in Farmington Bay, its seemingly barren terrain looking like it belonged on another planet. Until recently, it had been a state park, home to mule deer, antelope, coyotes, bobcats, and a herd of six-hundred bison, give or take. Now it was the location of the aliens' human warehouse, a fortress-like prison that housed several thousand human captives. Poor bastards were ferried back and forth to the stronghold in Salt Lake City as needed, to work in the factories or be used as guinea pigs in the aliens' freaking experiments. Commander Skinner was sending a team to Antelope to free the prisoners while the rest of the NUI attacked the aliens at the mainland settlement. Royal was looking forward to that battle. He had plenty of scores to settle. And he was never one to back down from a fight. Royal first met Commander Skinner two months ago, during one of the aliens' weekly Round Ups. ET troops were combing the city for prisoners, seizing anyone who had evaded capture since the invasion last May. Royal's eleven-year-old cousin Nicole was caught and thrown into a monster-sized transport car. Royal was frantic, hurling bottles and bricks at the troopers, yelling for Nicole. Not ten feet away, a laser- toting, Martian-loving SOB decapitated Royal's best buddy Kaz. Blood sprayed everywhere. The stink of burning flesh was enough to gag a goddamn maggot. Just when the same damned fucker was about to blast Royal, too, Skinner's militia appeared seemingly out of nowhere, riding to the rescue in the nick of time, just like the cavalry in Uncle Louis' old John Wayne videos. Fifty or more horsemen, guns firing, grenades exploding. They took out four armored vehicles and at least two dozen alien conspirators, disabled the transport car and released its human cargo. Later that night, Nicole was sent with the other children to Safe Camp, near the Utah-Wyoming border. Royal stayed behind and volunteered to become a freedom fighter in Skinner's burgeoning infantry. Commander Walter Skinner was a bona fide hero, ten times over, as far as Royal was concerned. Royal would follow the old war horse to the ends of the Earth, if that's what it took to wipe out the goddamned, cock-sucking Martians. Not that he needed an excuse. He hated the stinking fuckers just on principal. He hoped to get his chance at killing a shit-load of them tonight, make the murdering bastards pay for the things they'd done. Almost everyone he had ever cared about was gone thanks to the aliens. Everyone except Nicole. And the NUI, his new family. He had plenty of brothers and sisters now. And Commander Skinner looked after the entire bunch of them like a stern father, insisting in no uncertain terms they watch each other's backs, fight like the devil and above all else, stay the fuck alive. A shadow in the clouds caught Royal's eye and he aimed his binoculars skyward. To his amazement, an alien shuttle punched through the overcast, the trajectory too steep to make a landing on Antelope. It careened toward the lake and, in a matter of seconds, plowed nose-first into the bay, sending up a plume of water. "Jesus--" Royal sprang to his feet. The shuttle skidded and spun, gouged a ragged, miles-long wake across the gray, choppy water, all the way to the Farmington shore, where it lodged in the marsh and began to sink a couple of hundred yards out. Christ Almighty, as close as it was, they might actually have time to loot it before the aliens arrived on the scene. It was certain to be carrying supplies and munitions of some sort. Maybe alien communication devices, too. And it would be a goddamned pleasure to torture military secrets out of the fucking pilot and crew...if they had survived the crash. Royal sprinted uphill to the camp to notify Skinner. * * * ARROWHEAD CREEK, WYOMING Mulder siphoned gas into the Scout from the Get-N-Go's underground tank while Gibson searched for food and water inside the store. Melissa's ghost leaned against the motorcycle, arms crossed, a frown creasing her face. "You're still angry at her," she said. "Yep." "Let it go, Mulder." An icy blast of wind ruffled his hair. "You were the one who once told me I should express my feelings. That's what I'm doing." "That was different. Dana was dying." "I'm being honest, Melissa. I'm angry." "You're as much at fault as she is." Her eyes flashed with condemnation. "I don't deny that. I wasn't around. My absence influenced her decision. Fine. But you and I and she all know I'd've come home if she'd contacted me. She never gave me the chance." "She was afraid. For him and for you." Mulder pressed his lips together, unwilling to say more. The last time he'd confessed the depth of his disappointment on this subject, things had ended disastrously. Melissa lifted her gaze to the snow-capped mountains behind the station, as if unable to stand the sight of Mulder one second longer. "She regrets her decision, you know. She didn't want to give him up. It was the last thing she wanted." "Yeah...well...maybe she wanted it more than you think." It came out sounding bitter, more so than he had intended. He didn't hate Scully. He loved her, which was one of the reasons her decision hurt so damn much. "You know why you're clinging so desperately to your anger?" she asked. He didn't feel he was clinging to anything, at least not desperately. "Enlighten me." "It keeps her close to you." "That makes absolutely no sense." Actually it did, in a perverse way. As long as he held onto his anger, he could pretend their argument -- and, by extension, their separation -- was only minutes ago, instead of months. Gasoline overflowed the tank and spilled onto his sleeve. "Shit." He removed the hose and capped the tank. Where the hell was Gibson? "She could use your sympathy, not your resentment," Melissa said. "I'll work on that as soon as I find my son." "She needs you, Mulder." Guilt speared him. "Do you know where she is?" "She's drowning." "I hope you're speaking metaphorically." "Mulder!" Gibson's shout echoed across the vacant lot from the door of the mini-mart. "Come here!" "Just a sec--" Mulder turned to Melissa, only to find she had vanished. "Damn it." Gibson waved him toward the building. "They're changing." "What are you talking about?" "You gotta see." Mulder limped to the store and with Gibson in the lead headed down an aisle to the back. According to the signs, the shelves had once been stocked with donuts, snack cakes, chips and crackers. Now everything edible or useful was gone, stripped by looters. Gibson stopped beside a rack of disposable cameras and pointed to the floor. Mulder crouched and pressed a finger into what appeared to be greasy, reptilian skin. "Is that what I think it is?" "Yes." "They're metamorphosing into their adult form." "What you call 'grays.'" Mulder counted eleven castoff skins between the camera rack and the empty dairy case. "They all shed simultaneously? Is that... normal?" The word seemed ludicrous, given the circumstances. "Their development could be genetically predetermined." Five months had passed since the proto-aliens' "birth" at Shiprock. The number carried significance. It was the timetable specified in Revelation. "Don't read too much into it," Gibson said, clearly listening in on Mulder's thoughts. "Revelation also said the locusts would only torture, not kill. We've seen plenty of dead bodies." "So they skipped a day of Sunday school." Mulder stood, relieving the ache in his injured leg only a little. "The proto-alien at Rolling Hills matured into an adult in less than forty-eight hours. A real overachiever compared to these. I'm thinking the reactor was a contributing factor, accelerating its development." Gibson shrugged. "We know they don't like the cold." The aliens came out primarily during daylight, when temperatures were at their warmest. "Could we use the cold against them in some way?" Again Gibson shrugged and his seeming disinterest frustrated Mulder. How could the kid possess the power of telepathy and not use it to find out all he could about the aliens? "You don't know or you don't *want* to know?" Mulder asked. Gibson looked stung. "I learn what I can." Mulder immediately regretted his anger. He had no right to judge Gibson. It must be living hell for him, overhearing whatever was going on inside the aliens' heads. "It's not so bad," Gibson answered without being asked. "No worse than what's in the minds of some people." His lips twitched with a rare smile. "Baywatch?" The old reference eased the tension between them. "Hey, I haven't watched that show for ages." "You haven't watched any TV for ages." Before the image of Mulder's prison cell could form fully in his mind and ignite a panic attack, he changed the subject by pointing to the castoff skins and asking, "Where did the aliens go?" "To join the others, get introduced to the collective consciousness." "Can you tap into their Group Think?" "Yes. But they recognize me as being from outside their Society. I can get only so far before they shut me out." "Too bad. We could use a trustworthy mole." Mulder scanned the store, half expecting to see Deep Throat or X lurking beside the cash register. Unfortunately, his old informants were nowhere to be found when he needed them most. Gibson stared at him, his expression unreadable. Knowing there was no point in trying to hide his thoughts from Gibson, Mulder asked outright, "Are they real -- the ghosts?" "You see them, don't you?" "I could be delusional." "Am I delusional because I hear voices in my head?" "I hope not, since I'm counting on you to find William for me." An unfocused look momentarily glazed Gibson's eyes, telling Mulder he was listening for the boy. "He's near here," Gibson said at last. "How near?" "In Arrowhead...somewhere." "You don't know where?" "No, but it's a small town. Shouldn't take us long to find him." * * * QUEALY RESIDENCE Kenna abandoned her spade to plow her fingers into the garden's cold soil. She unearthed a lumpy turnip and tossed it with a loud thunk into her wheelbarrow, where it collided with four others. Turnips, turnips and more turnips. William didn't like turnips. Not without lots of sugar sprinkled on top, and there was no more sugar in the canister. "Just as well." Sugar wasn't good for kids. Rotted their teeth. "No dentists in Arrowhead." No dentists anywhere. Not live ones anyway. William played happily two rows over, squatting in the dirt, digging holes with a bent kitchen spoon. He was an energetic boy with wispy, reddish-blond hair and an inquisitive disposition. His plump, wind-chapped cheeks glowed bright pink. Snot drained from his small, reddened nose. He blinked against the brisk autumn wind, blue-gray eyes wide and shimmery. The weather had turned bitter earlier in the week and Kenna felt driven to harvest what little was left in the small vegetable patch. The garden wasn't hers. Neither was the house, a peeling two-bedroom ranch, a mile and a half west of "downtown" Arrowhead, population 78...before the locust- monsters had come and killed everyone. The name on the dented mailbox at the end of the dirt driveway said QUEALY. Every time Kenna looked at it, she misread it as QUEASY. She had peeked inside when they first arrived a few days ago, but found it empty. Mail delivery had slowed to a trickle soon after the power went out last May; eventually it had stopped altogether. The Quealys' sloped yard was neglected and overgrown. Ancient cottonwoods and stubbly evergreens crowded the house. Chrysanthemums and sunflowers, dry as the straw bristles on a whiskbroom, spiked the perennial bed beside the front step; they rattled like chattering teeth every time the breeze blew. The house sat cattycorner to Buckboard Road. Kenna had chosen it over the others in Arrowhead because the front yard boasted a well with an old-fashioned hand pump, which, Lord be praised, actually worked. The water was cold, pure and sweet. No need to stock up on bottled. If only that were the case with food and diapers. The Quealys' pantry was pathetically bare. Kenna mentally inventoried their meager provisions for the umpteenth time as she pawed another turnip from the ground. One small can of deviled ham, two of tuna and six of tomato paste. No fruit. An opened jar of pickled beans, which William hated. A crusting bottle of spicy mustard. Five packages of useless microwave popcorn. "Thank goodness for powdered milk," she muttered to no one in particular. The root cellar held a ten pound bag of wrinkled, sprouting potatoes, two softening butternut squashes, and enough turnips to feed an army. It also contained the bodies of the Quealy family: mom, dad and two small children, both boys. Kenna had dragged their corpses to the cellar from the kitchen to keep William away from them. He seemed drawn to every mutilated body they came across, especially the young kids. "Cawwot!" William squealed with delight. He held a thin, bent carrot out for her to see, then bit off the end, dirt and all. "I thought I got all those yesterday. Are there more?" Kenna crossed the garden and knelt beside him. A few minutes of burrowing produced six spindly carrots. "Mo'!" William demanded, his carrot eaten to the nub. Flecks of orange and smudges of garden dirt gave his wet smile a clown-like appearance. "'Mo' what?" she teased. "Cawwot." "Please." "Peese." She handed him one. "The rest are for your dinner." She tossed them into her wheelbarrow and retrieved her spade. "Too bad you don't like onions," she said, eyeing the untouched row of pearly crowns and browning leaves. William frowned and dismissed the idea. "Yuns 'ucky." At a year and a half, William was as smart as a whip and growing like a weed. Today he was bundled in one of the young Quealy boys' blue quilted jackets and faded bib overalls, rolled three times at the cuffs to keep him from tripping. His red rubber boots were a size too big. A child's cowboy hat rode on his back, dangling from a braided cord around his neck. Kenna was wearing hand-me-downs, too: frayed jeans, gray turtleneck and a baggy hand-knit sweater, stolen from a bureau in the back bedroom. No point feeling guilty about taking a stranger's things; the dead owner wouldn't be using them again. As far as Kenna knew, everyone in Arrowhead was dead. Same seemed to be true at Fort Rawlins, Tabernacle and Burnt Rock. Heading west on a shiny red mountain bike with an attached child seat, she and William had traveled from Cache to Arrowhead Creek -- sixty-some miles along Route 80 -- going from town to town, house to house, kitchen to kitchen, moving on as soon as food got low or she grew too scared to stay put, convinced the locust-monsters were coming for them. Lord Almighty, every time she closed her eyes she saw those awful creatures...or Artie and Joanne's headless bodies...or Rick's severed arm-- Grief sliced through her. She missed her husband with a fierceness that refused to ebb. He had been gone five long months and yet she still expected him to appear each evening, half starved from working the ranch all day. Goodness gracious, he had been a handsome man, eyes the color of coffee beans, hair as black as licorice, and a smile that made her weak in the knees. Loving, too. And steady. A good provider for the short time they'd been married. If he were to show up right now, she'd ask him to take her someplace far from Wyoming. Someplace without dead bodies and locust-monsters. Maybe the Grand Canyon, where they had planned to go on their honeymoon...before the truck had needed a new transmission and they'd spent every last cent fixing it. "Hell of a lot of good it did us." Crossing to the row of beets, Kenna imagined standing on the rim of the vast Canyon, holding Rick's calloused hand, shouting "I love you, Rick Douglas!" and waiting for the echo to ricochet back. "Wha'zat?" William asked, bent at the waist, peering down at the ground, sturdy legs splayed for balance. He plucked a plump earthworm from the soil and held it out for her to see. "Nightcrawler. Put it down. *Don't* eat it!" she warned just in time. "Ni-call-uh. 'Ucky." He let it drop. Lord, she had to watch him like a hawk every single minute of the day. Not that she minded. He was a good-natured boy. A bit clingy, but that was understandable given the circumstances. With at least three different "mamas" in the last year, it was no wonder he whimpered whenever he lost sight of her. What in God's name would he have done if she hadn't found him? Not that she was overly experienced with babies, but she did manage to keep him fed, change his diaper and wash the worst of the dirt off his face and hands. And she was extra careful to keep an eye on him around the stove. Her hand went automatically to her neck, feeling the old scars through the soft folds of her turtleneck. After all these years, she could still remember every detail of that awful accident, as if it had happened only that morning. Standing on tip-toe, reaching past her mama to grab the handle of the steaming pot, wanting to see what was bubbling noisily inside. Then there was the terrible shock of scalding water, splashing, burning the skin on her neck and chest. Her mother's horrified scream. The pain that wouldn't go away, not for days or even weeks. It had been a hard lesson. But she'd learned to be careful, to always turn the pot handle away from the edge of the stove when she was cooking, especially when William was nearby. "What don't kill you makes you stronger," she said, repeating her grandmother's favorite phrase. "You remember that, William." "Ni-call-uh 'ucky." She levered her spade into the soil and began digging beets. She disliked feeding them to William because they stained his poop bright red, which scared the bejesus out of her when she changed his diaper. First time, she thought the poor boy was bleeding to death. "Nenna?" -- William's name for her when he remembered not to call her mama -- "Uh-oh." His voice quivered in a way that made the hair on her arms stand on end. "What is it, hon?" "Ni-call-uh?" He pointed to a large, leathery heap beneath the dead tomato plants. "Don't move!" she shouted when he took a step toward the mysterious mound. It flapped like a piece of landscape fabric, rolled back on itself by the wind. Except the texture wasn't quite right. Too glossy. Rubbery looking. Scaly, like a snake. Holding her spade like a baseball bat, she edged closer. Oh God. It was a dead locust-monster. Her legs went numb as she stood over it. Working up her courage, she poked it with her spade, half expecting it to spring to life. But it turned out to be just a skin. No bones, no muscle. "Wha'zat?" William asked again. "Do not move!" Her scream was aimed at the locust-monster as much as at the boy. William's eyes filled with tears, but he stayed put. Holding her breath, Kenna quickly shoveled the skin into her wheelbarrow. A pair of empty eye holes gaped at her from among the turnips as she pushed the barrow over the lumpy, frozen ground. William toddled after her to the open Bilco door at the side of the house, where a set of wooden steps, draped with cobwebs, led down to the cellar. Kenna shoved the wheelbarrow and its contents down the stairwell, then slammed the rusty, red door shut. "Cawwot?" William asked. "No more carrots tonight, hon." She clapped dust from her hands and tried to smile at him. He held his short arms aloft. "Up, mama." "Kenna." "Nenna." "What's the magic word?" "Peeeeeese!" She lifted him to her hip and nuzzled his neck with her icy nose, making him giggle. "Let's get you and me cleaned up, okay?" She carried him around the house to the small front porch. "Rick will be home soon and he'll be expecting dinner." "Din." "We got packing to do, too. Did I tell you we're going to the Grand Canyon? Gonna leave tomorrow. You want to see the Grand Canyon, William?" "Cawwot?" She gave him a hug and pushed through the front door. * * * Water. Freezing cold. Salty and chest-deep. It gushed into the shuttle through a ragged, meter-long gap between the fuselage and the crushed canopy. The windshield was webbed with cracks; it bowed precariously inward. Dibeh pushed herself off the dead pilot, the Refuter who had kidnapped and tried to kill them. His face was gone, his head caved in by the steering column. She would be dead, too, she realized, if his body hadn't taken the brunt of the impact, cushioning her when they crashed. She scanned the cabin for Lady Dana. The co-pilot's seat was buried beneath a pile of fallen debris. The cockpit was filling with water at an alarming rate. It would be only a matter of minutes before the entire cabin was flooded. And Dibeh couldn't swim. She shoved aside floating cushions, chunks of insulating foam and plastic components. A crumpled ceiling panel concealed the co-pilot's seat. She heaved it up and away, exposing Lady Dana, who sat slumped and unconscious in her seat, submerged up to her neck in swirling water. Blood trickled from her nose. Vapor puffed from her open mouth above the frigid water. She was still alive. Praise the Great Dragon. Dibeh tried to locate the release on her seatbelt. Fingers numbed by cold, she followed the shoulder strap down to its buckle. Before she could unfasten the clasp, the shuttle tilted and a surge of current swept her back to the pilot's seat. She crashed headlong into the dead Refuter. His bloodied hand rocked upon the waves as if still alive. She became entangled beneath his limp arm. His fingers grazed her cheek. She batted away his ghostly caress and thrashed to stay afloat. Water filled her mouth and nose; panic rose in her chest as she struggled to keep her head above water. Another tremor shook the craft; the shuttle sank deeper. An angry wave dragged Dibeh under. Tossed through the murky depths, she held her breath and struggled to rise to the surface. Cargo tumbled past her as if weightless. Her nightgown billowed around her waist and her long hair floated like Feeder veils in the laundry vats on Tse'Bit'a'i'. Lungs aching for air, she clenched her jaw against the urge to breathe. Great Dragon, please help me, she prayed as dizziness began to overtake her. The Divine Angel must have been listening because he sent a current that carried her to Lady Dana, where she popped to the surface. Spitting out a mouthful of bitter, salty water, she clutched the co-pilot's seat for support. Her mistress was conscious, sputtering and coughing, too, craning to keep her lips above the sloshing water. "I can't...I can't unfasten the belt." Lady Dana struggled to get free. Again Dibeh hunted blindly for the buckle, tracing the snug strap over the swell of her mistress's belly. Finding it, she tugged, but the clasp refused to budge. She pulled again. And again. It was no use. The belt remained firmly fastened. "Cut it," her mistress said. Dibeh scanned the wreckage, looking for something sharp enough to saw through the belt's tough fabric. "The windshield," Lady Dana suggested. Dibeh waded to the cracked window. Breaking it would mean letting in more water, but it seemed the only choice. She searched for something to use as a club and finding nothing suitable, she balled her fist and punched the cracked pane with her bare knuckles. The window burst and water gushed in. Dibeh frantically worked a shard loose from the upper edge, ignoring the pain as it sliced into her hand. When she had it at last, she let the incoming current carry her back to the co-pilot's seat. "Hurry," Lady Dana pleaded, choking as water covered her lips. Dibeh steeled herself for the task ahead. The roiling water frightened her more than anything she'd ever faced, even more than the Refuter. She would have to act quickly. Filling her lungs with air, she ducked beneath the surface. Barely able to see in the gloom, she felt for the strap with bleeding fingers. Lady Dana writhed frantically against her bonds. Dibeh sawed furiously, trying her best not to cut her mistress as she worked. The belt split. Lady Dana pushed herself free of the seat. Dibeh surfaced seconds later to find the pocket of air had narrowed to mere inches. Lady Dana was treading water with her head tipped back, her nose bumping the ceiling. "We don't have much time," her mistress said. "We have to get out. We can try to swim out the window." Dibeh shook her head. The break was too narrow and edged with teeth of glass. Dibeh doubted Lady Dana could fit through, swollen as she was with her baby. They were trapped. Water lapped the ceiling. Lady Dana coughed and spat. "It's our only chance. We're going. Now! Do you understand?" She grabbed Dibeh's hand and pulled her under. * * * FARMINGTON BAY Skinner crouched inside the mouth of a large storm water culvert, flanked on one side by the new kid with the unlikely name of Royal, and on the other by a seasoned soldier nicknamed Flak. The culvert ran beneath Route 89 and provided a perfect underground passage between the Wasatch foothills and Great Salt Lake. "No sign of survivors," Royal said, binoculars trained on the shuttle's aft end, which protruded from Farmington Bay about a hundred meters offshore. With only a single pair of field glasses between them, he served as the team's eyes. "Bow and canopy are completely submerged." "Bye, bye, ET," Flak said with a snicker. He reached for the inflated dinghy concealed in the culvert behind them. "Now, sir?" "Hold your position." Skinner refused to risk their lives on what was turning out to be a mere salvage mission. It had only been the possibility of capturing and interrogating the shuttle's crew that had persuaded him to bring the small team down to the lake in the first place. He wanted details about weapons and manpower and the layout of the Harmony I stronghold. Any scrap of information might prove invaluable come dusk. Without survivors, however, it was beginning to look like they'd wasted their time. Skinner scanned both the bay and the sky for rescue craft. "What's happening at the airport?" he asked. Royal aimed his binoculars south toward SLC International. "Not a creature stirring, sir." Flak grunted with disgust. "Sleeping on the job." "Heads up their asses, more like," Royal said. "Quiet," Skinner ordered. The aliens would come. A crash this close to their settlement would not go unnoticed. He and Flak would need to work fast. The plan was to paddle out to the wreck in the life raft before a search party arrived. The inflatable was large enough to haul cargo and a couple of prisoners back to shore, assuming anyone had survived the crash. Royal would wait on the mainland, hidden in the culvert. If the mission went to hell and Skinner and Flak were captured or killed, Royal was to return to camp with their horses and report to McInness, Skinner's second in command. Operation Free Earth was a go, no matter what happened out there on the bay this morning. Skinner listened for the rhythmic beat of helicopter rotors, the buzz of approaching watercraft, anything that might indicate the aliens were on their way. Satisfied by the stillness, he rose to his feet. "Ten minutes," he reminded Flak. "Not a second longer." "Yes, sir." Skinner grabbed the dinghy's towrope. "Sir, wait!" Royal thrust the binoculars at him. "We've got a live one." A slight adjustment of the lenses brought a bobbing head into focus. "It's a hybrid," Skinner said. "Fuckin' half-breeds." Flak spat. "It's in trouble." Skinner watched the alien flounder. "Good. Maybe it'll drown and save us the trouble of killing it." "There'll be no killing," Skinner growled. "Our objective is to take prisoners and interrogate them. You got that, soldier?" "Yes, sir." "Another one, sir!" Royal pointed to where a second head bobbled beside the first. Skinner aimed the binoculars. "I'll be damned," he whispered past a lump in his throat. "Sir?" "I know her." His heart beat double-time as he watched Dana Scully help the hybrid to the shuttle's exposed T-tail. "She's a friend. Let's go." It took Skinner and Flak just under four minutes to launch the life raft and paddle out to the crash site. "Good to see you, Walter," Scully said through chattering teeth as they hauled her aboard. Her words were understated, as always, but her eyes shone with gratitude. Skinner's relief at finding her was enormous. After months with no word about her or Mulder, he had imagined the worst. Unfortunately, there was no time to celebrate this unexpected reunion, so he fought the urge to wrap her in a big bear hug. They could catch up after they were safely back at camp. "We're on a tight schedule," he said, reining in his emotions. She nodded and turned immediately to help the hybrid, who was clinging to the shuttle's tail assembly. "Take my hand, Dibeh. I'll pull you in." Skinner noticed blood on Scully's tattered gown. "You're hurt." "I'm fine. Help her. She can't swim." "Five minutes, sir," Flak warned. They needed to head back...now. "Let's do this quickly," Skinner said. He offered his hand to the hybrid, which stared back at him with inky alien eyes. It was shivering violently from either cold or fear. "Come on, Dibeh," Scully coaxed. "It's okay. He's a friend." The hybrid refused, shaking its head vehemently. It held up its right hand to reveal green blood oozing from parallel cuts along its palm. "Careful, sir," Scully said. "Her blood could be toxic to us." "Fuck that." Flak raised his paddle. "I vote we leave the freak and head home." "You don't get a vote here, soldier," Skinner reminded him. "But, sir...it's a goddamned alien!" "She's not an enemy," Scully argued. "We can't abandon her. I won't." "Why the Christ not?" Flak's lips curved down in disgust. "Freakin' Martian's got poison all over its paws. Ever see what that green stuff does to a man's flesh? I don't want it on me." Scully dismissed him with a scowl and turned to Skinner. Her eyes implored him to listen. "She saved my life, Walter." It was all he needed to hear. "Then it...she is coming with us." "Six and a half minutes." Flak's warning was clipped with irritation. "Understood," Skinner acknowledged, feeling the pinch of time. "What's her name?" he asked Scully. "Dibeh. And she understands English." Skinner reached for the hybrid. "Dibeh, I'm going to grab hold of your arm and pull you aboard. You ready?" The hybrid nodded and Skinner dragged her easily into the raft. At only seventy or eighty pounds soaking wet, she was built more like a twelve-year-old boy than an adult woman. Her features were decidedly alien: oversized eyes, seemingly all pupil with no iris or outer ring of white, an almost nonexistent nose and small mouth, loose grayish skin, with a coarse reptilian texture. Her slender fingers and bare toes were half again as long as his. A thick amber mane -- her most human characteristic -- capped a too-round skull. Delicate, blonde eyebrows drew together and creased her broad forehead, giving her a worried appearance. "Jesus fucking Christ." Flak leaned as far away from her as possible. Skinner had a thousand questions for them. Where were they headed when the shuttle crashed? Who was the dead pilot? Why was Scully on friendly terms with an alien hybrid? Why were they dressed in nightgowns? Scully's wet gown clung to her, revealing full breasts and an unexpectedly round belly. Clearly she was pregnant again. Old concerns came rushing back: was the baby healthy, were the aliens after it the way they'd been after William, was Scully's life at risk? Hearing the faint beat of an approaching helicopter, Skinner's questions, like his bear hug, would have to wait. "Anyone else in the shuttle?" he asked. "Just the dead pilot," Scully said. "Then let's get out of here," he ordered. The two men took up their paddles and put their backs to the task of crossing the bay before the aliens' salvage crew arrived. * * * "There he is!" Mulder shouted over the roar of the motorcycle engine. "Hang on!" Freezing rain pelted his face. Gibson gripped his shoulders as they rocketed toward the small ranch house where a young woman and a toddler collected water from a hand pump in the front yard. "Told you he was here." Gibson's voice joggled in Mulder's good ear as they jounced over potholes at break-neck speed. Indeed. Gibson had claimed William was in Arrowhead and the little boy up ahead looked about the right age. But Gibson might have misread the child's infantile thoughts, confused him with William. There would be no incontrovertible proof that this particular boy was Mulder's lost son, not without genetic testing. And the chances of getting a lab analysis were slim to none. Mulder could only hope he would somehow know, maybe sense a connection, the way Gibson could read the minds of strangers. He swerved into the dirt driveway and lurched to a stop, sending up a spray of gravel. The young woman's eyes rounded at the sight of them. She dropped her bucket. Water splashed onto her faded jeans, turning them dark. She grabbed the child and ran into the house. "Nice going, Mulder." Gibson swung off the bike. "You scared the crap out of her. Now what?" Mulder swallowed a mouthful of exhaust fumes and killed the engine. "We pay the lady of the house a call." "And then? Have you considered how she's going to react when you tell her you're William's father?" "I'm more worried about how he's going to react." Mulder held out little hope that William would recognize him, although Gibson insisted the boy sometimes thought about him. Mulder didn't see how that was possible, given that William hadn't laid eyes on him since the day after his birth. "She's not going to let you just take him," Gibson warned. "She has no reason to trust you and she's *extremely* protective of him." "I appreciate her maternal instincts. It's what's kept him alive." Mulder eased off the bike, his left leg throbbing. He took a couple of limping steps toward the house, testing his balance. "She knows he's not hers. She must have entertained the notion that his real parents might come looking for him one day." "Not necessarily." Gibson angled his face away from the wind and stinging rain. "William was adopted. In her mind, his biological parents gave him up for good. There's no reason for her to think anyone might want him back." "Then I'll explain the situation." Mulder started toward the house, but was stopped short when Gibson unexpectedly grabbed the back of his jacket. "She's got a gun," he warned. Mulder eyed the front window where a pleated drape hid the interior. "Loaded?" "Yes. And she plans to use it if we come inside." "In that case, you take the front. I'll go around back." "Why do I get the front?" "Because you'll know when she's going to pull the trigger." "How's that going to help?" "You'll know when to duck." Mulder left Gibson to his own devices and circled the house, looking for a back entrance. The rear door turned out to be locked, so he continued on around, checking windows and-- "Bingo." Cellar door. He swung the Bilco open and descended the steps slowly, letting his eyes adjust to the dimness. He navigated past an overturned wheelbarrow and a half-dozen scattered turnips before his toe hit something semi-solid. "Shit." It was a body, or what was left of a body. The head was missing and the torso gutted. Arm flung wide, it appeared to be holding hands with a second corpse, a small child. Bile rose in his throat when he realized the child was only a little older than William. He fought the heave of his stomach and continued on, past two more eviscerated corpses and up the interior stairs. Pausing on the top step to listen at the door, he could hear Gibson, still outside the house, trying to persuade the woman to let him in. "Go away!" she shouted. "I've got a gun." Mulder turned the knob, found the door unlocked and silently eased into a central hallway, where he was greeted by a gallery of family photos. A clean-cut young man and his blonde bride grinned at him from a ten-by-twelve studio portrait, perfect teeth gleaming, smiles unforced. Surrounding them were a dozen or more pictures of two tow-headed brothers at various ages from infancy to grade-school. Down the hall to his right was a kitchen. To the left, about twenty feet away, was the front entry. The woman Gibson believed to be Kenna Douglas stood there with her back to Mulder and her rifle aimed at the door. William was nowhere to be seen. Mulder hoped the boy remained out of harm's way until Kenna was safely disarmed. At five foot eight or nine, a hundred and ten pounds tops, she was no match for Mulder, even with his bad leg. Gauging by her slim hips, gangly limbs and waist-length hair, he guessed she was still in her teens. Younger than he had expected, by several years. He edged down the hall, confident he could tackle her if he could get close enough without giving himself away. His limp made stealth nearly impossible. Old instincts and rusty skills went only so far and he longed to be able to walk effortlessly again. Keep her talking, Gibson, keep her talking. "Are you Kenna Douglas?" Gibson called, right on cue. Her hands were shaking and her voice wavered when she asked, "How do you know my name?" Mulder inched closer. He was almost within reach. "We're looking for William van de Kamp," Gibson said. "Is he with you?" Before she could respond, Mulder lunged and wrapped both arms around her, locking her in place as he grappled for her gun. "Let go!" she screamed and rammed his gut with a sharp elbow. Pain shot up his bad leg when the heel of her boot slammed into his knee. "That's enough of that." He wrenched the rifle from her hands and staggered back a step. She spun to face him, eyes wide as he emptied the gun of cartridges. He shoved them deep into his pants pockets. At that moment William appeared in the hall from an adjoining room, thumb in his mouth and a Buzz Lightyear doll dangling from his free hand. He blinked at Mulder, his leery expression so like Scully's it left no doubt in Mulder's mind that this was their son. William removed his thumb with a wet pop and pointed it at Mulder. "Dada?" * * * Skinner and Flak slogged up the beach toward the culvert, lugging the life raft between them. Scully and Dibeh ran along behind. "Hurry!" Royal shouted, rushing forward to lend a hand with the inflatable. They hauled it deep inside the culvert, stowing it out of sight in the shadows, then hunkered at the entrance to watch the aliens' rescue helicopter lower a search team to the crash site. Four men dressed in plain black military uniforms dropped on ropes and landed with a splash onto the partially submerged shuttle. They waded across the fuselage, inspecting it from aft end to bow. One of the men looked remarkably familiar to Skinner, even at a distance. He took the binoculars from Royal and quickly focused on the lanky man in the bay. Waist deep in water, the officer used expansive gestures to make himself understood above the roar of the helicopter, which hovered overhead, rippling the water and causing the man's long hair to flail like a kite tail behind his back. A tattoo darkened his right cheek, yet his profile was unmistakable. "Mulder?" What the hell was he doing out there? "It's not him," Scully said, sounding certain. "Shapeshifter?" "Not according to him. His name is Ca-Lo. He's a military strategist for the aliens. He's also..." Her cheeks darkened and she lowered her lashes. "He claims to be Mulder's brother." "You believe him?" "Not entirely." "Meaning?" "He's a liar and a trickster, but there may be some truth to his claim." She wrapped her arms around her swollen belly in a decidedly protective gesture. "He's looking for me, Walter, and he won't stop until he finds me." Shit. It was Democrat Hot Springs all over again. "We can hide you." "No you can't. I have a locator chip, implanted subcutaneously in my lower back." "We're fucked," Flak said. Royal scrambled away from her as if the chip were a ticking time bomb. "Settle down." Skinner angled toward her. "Can we remove it?" he asked. Or was it like the one in her neck, necessary for the remission of her cancer? She pointed at the knife on his belt. "How good are you at slicing and dicing?" "I don't have your experience." "Any chance one of your men is a medic?" Flak and Royal shook their heads. "Look's like it's up to you then, Walter." Scully positioned herself on her knees in front of him and raised her gown. He stopped her with a light touch. "The lady doesn't need an audience," he growled at his gawping soldiers. "Go ready the horses. Both of you." Royal and Flak exchanged glances, then did as they were told and jogged off through the tunnel. "Thank you," Scully murmured, when the men were gone. Skinner lifted Scully's gown, exposing her bare backside and a myriad of cuts and scratches. Most were superficial, but some still oozed blood. Dibeh moved closer, allowing Scully to lean against her for support. Skinner ran his hand lightly over her lacerated skin, massaging gently, feeling for the chip. He located it a few inches above her tailbone, a shallow, hard lump, half the size of his smallest fingernail and buried directly beneath her tattoo. He angled his knife and tried to still his quaking hands. "Blade's not sterile." "Do it anyway." "Wish I could offer you something for the pain." "I'll be fine." "I'll do this as fast as I can. You ready?" "Yes. Do it." Her knuckles whitened as she gripped Dibeh's arm. He sliced into her and his stomach churned at the sight of fresh, crimson blood trickling down her smooth buttocks. He was relieved she didn't cry out. Not that he had expected her to. After what seemed an eternity, he exposed a tiny piece of metal, pried it free and teased it onto the tip of his knife. "Done." She tugged her gown into place and sat stiffly upright. "You okay?" he asked. She nodded and turned for the knife. "Let me see it." He passed it to her. She regarded it only a moment, her expression unreadable, before giving it back. "Get rid of it. Quickly. Then let's get out of here." * * * Keeping his eyes on William, Mulder unlocked the front door and let Gibson in. Kenna scooped the baby into her arms. "Go away. Both of you." "Not without him." Mulder nodded at William. She tightened her grip on the boy. "You can't have him. Leave us alone!" "Not gonna happen. He's my son." "I don't believe you." "He's telling the truth," Gibson said. She shot him an incredulous stare. "Why should I listen to you?" "Why would we lie?" Mulder asked. "Maybe you're sick perverts who get off on kids." Mulder gave a dismissive shake of his head. "You heard what he called me." "Dada? Big deal. That's what he calls all men. And his action figures. And most of the corpses we've seen. It means nothing." As if to prove her point, William aimed Buzz Lightyear at Gibson and proclaimed, "Dada!" "See?" Kenna hugged the baby to her chest, shouldered past Mulder and headed for the kitchen. "I thought you said he remembered me," Mulder whispered to Gibson as they followed her down the hall. "He recognizes your face," Gibson confirmed. "Then why--?" The gallery of happy portraits in the hallway caught Mulder's eye and realization hit. "Scully showed him pictures of me. That's what he remembers, isn't it?" "It's the most likely explanation." "He doesn't know I'm his father." "You've been gone his entire life, Mulder. What did you expect?" A miracle maybe. Or was there a limit of one per customer? Was God miserly with His rewards? Mulder entered the kitchen, a square room with yellow cabinets lining two walls. A window above the sink overlooked an icy backyard, where sleet pounded a rusted swing set. A rope dangled from the branches of a gnarled pine, pointing the way to a half-hidden tree house. Gibson pulled up a chair and sat at the kitchen's oval table. Kenna settled William into a highchair at the opposite end. She placed an assortment of colorful Tupperware lids on his tray. "Din?" William selected a lid and gnawed on its rim. "We'll eat soon, sweetie." Kenna kissed the top of his head. "Gotta cook something first." She headed toward the cupboards, but was blocked by Mulder. "S'cuse me," she said, her request thick with sarcasm. If she was frightened of him, she was determined not to show it. He stepped aside so she could get into the drawer behind him. She yanked it open, withdrew a short paring knife and proceeded to peel a turnip into the sink. Mulder set the empty rifle on the counter. "Kenna, listen to me--" "Why should I listen to you?" Her knife rhythmically scraped the turnip's tough rind. "You got proof he's your kid? Birth certificate or something?" "No." "Then we've got nothing to talk about." "Yes, we do. William is my son. He was born on May 20, 2001. His mother is Dana Scully. She named him after my father, William Mulder." "I wouldn't know anything about that. He's been William van de Kamp for as long as I've known him." "The van de Kamps adopted him last April." Her knife stilled for a moment and she blinked back tears. "Artie and Joanne are dead. I-I found William...in his crib. There were...there were locust-monsters...everywhere. And blood. Lots of blood." She pointed her knife at him. Her face was flushed. Her eyes glittered with a mix of fury and terror. "If you think I'm going to hand him over to a couple of complete strangers, you're out of your mind, mister." Mulder slumped against the counter. Jesus he'd fucked this up, bullying his way in, expecting her to relinquish William after what she'd been through. "You're right. You shouldn't give him to a stranger. It was wrong of me to expect it." "Told you we had nothing to talk about." She resumed her peeling. Help me, Gibson, Mulder silently pleaded. You're the one who can read her mind. Gibson cleared his throat and came to the rescue. "We have food," Gibson offered. "What kind of food?" Kenna let the turnip drop into the sink. "Canned stuff, dried fruit. Does he like raisins?" "Yes, but he can't have too many. They give him diarrhea." "Okay. We've got other stuff." She set her knife on the counter. "Well, what are you sitting there for? Bring it in." Fifteen minutes later, Mulder and Gibson were thawing their fingers around mugs of instant coffee, while Kenna heated refried beans and thick slices of canned ham on the propane stove. The counter was cluttered with groceries, everything that had been stuffed into the Scout's saddlebags. William bounced in his highchair, eating bite-sized chunks of pears. "Mmmm-mm-mmm," he hummed and chewed, juice drooling down his chin. Mulder couldn't tear his eyes away. Cataloging William's childish features, he discovered more similarities to Scully than to himself. It was a familiar exercise, a repeat performance. The first time had been an hour after William came into the world. Puffed with pride, yet more terrified than he had ever been before or since, Mulder had counted his newborn son's fingers and toes, caressed his velvety cheek. Then William began to squall, searching for Scully's breast. Mulder wept like a baby, too, at the sight of her nursing his son. It was the most perfect moment of his life. "He doesn't look like you," Kenna said, her tone accusatory. "He favors his mother...thank goodness." She spooned more pears into William's bowl. "I don't get it." "Why he looks like his mother?" "No, why you gave your kid away." Mulder wanted to shout "I didn't!" but held his temper. "There were extenuating circumstances." "Those circumstances gone now?" "More or less." "What about him? Do you even care what he wants, what's best for him?" "I believe being with his parents is best for him. I've always believed that." She harrumphed and busied herself with wiping pear juice from William's face. He twisted to get out from under her wet cloth. "Down! Down!" he fussed. "How come his mama isn't here? She too busy to come after her own child? Had to send the two of you to do it for her?" "It isn't like that, Kenna." "No?" She turned to scowl at him, hands on her slender hips. "Then where is she? For that matter, where's she been for the last *year* while her baby's been handed from one stranger to the next? What's she been doing while we've been running from locust-monsters and practically starving to death?" Kenna's resentment boiled over. "No food, no milk, no diapers, no safe place to sit for two minutes to catch our breath. Tell me, where's she been?" Her words bludgeoned him like the guards' batons at Mount Weather. Guilt and sorrow zigzagged through him. "I don't know," he whispered. * * * REBEL CAMP WASATCH-CACHE NATIONAL FOREST Scully was fastening the last button of her oversized shirt, hiding her swollen belly, when Skinner entered the makeshift infirmary. "Sorry we don't have anything smaller." Skinner plucked at the loose fabric. The sleeves dangled to her fingertips, despite being rolled twice at her wrists. Her camouflage trousers were cuffed like those of a toddler dressed in his older brother's hand-me-downs. "This is fine. Better than the ridiculous dress--" A tide of emotion stopped her from saying more about her ordeal with the aliens. Eventually she would tell Skinner, but not now, not when she was feeling so vulnerable. Across the tent, an EMT attended Dibeh's wounds and Scully focused her attention there. "Be careful," she warned. The EMT ignored her and continued to hastily bind Dibeh's injured hand with gauze. Like the others in the camp, the EMT was none too pleased to meet Dibeh. They saw only her alien features and knew nothing of her individual qualities. She had the face of the enemy and they hated her for it. Dibeh sat motionless, shoulders hunched, eyes wide with fear. Scully's heart went out to her. The hybrid's life had changed in the blink of an eye. She had generously helped an Earth woman and, despite her loyalty to Scully, Dibeh's future among humans was grim. She was facing a lifetime of prejudice. Or worse. "How's the wound?" Skinner's hand grazed Scully's lower back. She stiffened. The gesture was too familiar, too intimate; it reminded her of Mulder and the ache of missing him left her heart feeling hollow. "Walter...have you heard...has there been any news of Mulder?" "I was hoping you could tell me. Wasn't he with you?" "No. We were separated soon after we left Mount Weather." Less than two days together and their last moments had been spent arguing. What a waste. Her experience aboard the alien ship had taught her firsthand the innumerable ways in which imprisonment can ravage the psyche. Mulder had been in an extremely fragile state of mind when he learned she'd given William up for adoption. She should have been more understanding. She should have gone after him at Shiprock. Instead she had let him sulk. She had believed they could simply talk out their differences when he returned. It had been a shortsighted decision. And selfish. His accusations had stung, in part because she feared the truth of his words. Sometimes it felt like she would spend the rest of her life second-guessing her decision to give up William. And now a new fear loomed in her mind: she might never see Mulder again. The thought was unbearable. She would find him. She had to. She needed to set things right between them. "Dana...I couldn't help noticing..." Skinner shifted uncomfortably. His gaze drifted to her stomach. "When I pulled you into the raft..." So her drenched nightgown had revealed her secret and now she would have to give some sort of explanation. She had hoped to conceal her condition under layers of outsized fatigues, at least for another few weeks. "Mulder is the baby's father, if that's what you're wondering." The words came out laced with anger and much louder than she had intended. The memory of Ca-Lo's appalling seduction made her feel as if she might vomit. "I never doubted that," he said, his discomfort obvious. "Dana, I want to send you to a safe camp in the east, near the Utah-Wyoming border. I'll assign an escort to take you there, to protect you; someone I trust." "No. I want to stay here. You could use a good doctor." She glared at the EMT. Skinner shook his head. "It's not safe. We're moving against the aliens tonight." "All the more reason for me to stay. There'll be injuries. I can--" "You're not staying. At dusk, this'll become a war zone, complete with live artillery and an enemy that doesn't believe in the Geneva Convention." Concern creased his brow. "It's a two-day ride through the mountains...on horseback. Not an easy trip." "Horseback? Walter, a fall could cause a miscarriage." "If you stay here you risk more than a fall." He was right; she needed to get away from the war -- and Ca-Lo -- to protect her baby. "I won't go without Dibeh." "Of course." "When will I see you again?" "I'll be a couple of days behind you." "You can't promise that." "No, but I've got good soldiers watching my back. I'll be okay." Fear tightened her throat and tears filled her eyes. "Hey..." Skinner caressed her cheek, tender and welcome. "No need for that." She stood on tiptoe and wrapped her arms snuggly around his neck. He returned her embrace. "Please, be careful, Walter. I can't--" Her voice cracked and her tears began to fall. "I can't lose you, too." * * * Mulder knocked softly on Kenna's bedroom door and waited for permission to enter before poking his head in. "What do you want?" Kenna was dressed for sleep in an oversized Cody Rodeo T-shirt. She sat propped against the bed's headboard, long legs splayed, a child's storybook in her lap. She cradled William in the crook of one arm. He lay with eyelids drooping, tiny fingers kneading the folds of her shirt. He was dressed in footed pajamas, a couple of sizes too big and patterned with bucking broncos and lariats. A blast of wind and sleet rattled the dark windowpanes, yet a kerosene heater kept the room toasty warm. "Just wanted to make sure everyone was okay," Mulder said. "You can see we're fine." It was true. They looked completely at home in the queen-sized bed, flowered comforter folded neatly across the foot, hurricane lantern casting a golden glow from the nightstand. The sheets looked clean and warm and inviting. "Okay. Well then..." He lingered at the threshold. "You gonna say goodnight to him or you just gonna stand there letting the heat outta the room?" "You don't mind if I...?" He gestured, indicating he wanted to come closer. "Not as long as you make it quick." A stocked pantry and a full stomach had evidently gone a long way toward winning her over. Mulder limped to the bed and gave William's soft cheek a loving caress. "Hey, big guy." William frowned and pulled away, plastering himself against Kenna. Take it slow, Mulder reminded himself. "What are you reading?" He indicated the storybook. "The Grinch." "Isn't it a little early for Christmas?" "He likes the rhymes." "Ah. Me, too. 'He puzzled and puzzed 'til his puzzler was sore, then the Grinch thought of something he hadn't before.'" William stuck his thumb in his mouth and buried his face in Kenna's shirt. The dismissal stung, although Mulder knew better than to take it personally. The boy was understandably wary. Mulder needed to be patient. Kenna rubbed William's back with gentle, hypnotic circles, soothing him toward sleep. "He's tired. It's been a long day." "Yeah. I kinda feel like sucking my thumb, too." She gave him a sidelong glance, but said nothing. "Kenna...I-I came for him as soon as I could. He's all I've been thinking about for months. I've missed him terribly. You have to believe that." "The only thing I *have* to believe is God saw fit to put this boy in my care and that's what I've been doing. I've got no obligation to you." Mulder nodded, wondering how to earn her trust. "I appreciate everything you've done for him." "Oh, right, that's why you want to take him away from me." "No take 'way," William whimpered, sounding heartbroken. He crawled into Kenna's lap. "Noooo take, mama." "Shhhh. It's okay, honey pie. No one's taking you anywhere." He began to sob and she rocked him until his cries turned to hiccups and he lay limp and red-faced in her arms. Mulder stood firm, wanting to flee the room but feeling it would give Kenna the wrong impression. He didn't want her to think he was the type to run off at the first sign of trouble. "He's grown pretty attached to you," he said at last. "What do you expect? We've been together since May. That's a big chunk of his life." "Don't misunderstand. I'm glad. I'm glad he's had someone to look after him." "I love him." Her tone dared him to dispute it. "And he loves me." "I can see that." Apparently satisfied by his acknowledgement, she admitted, "He doesn't always call me mama, you know." "No?" "No. Only when he's tired or upset." She smoothed William's wispy reddish curls, then lifted her gaze to Mulder. She had the most liquid eyes he'd ever seen. "You can stay for a while, if you want. Rub his back. Like this." She demonstrated with exaggerated slowness, as if Mulder were a child himself. Mulder ignored the stabbing pain in his thigh and lowered himself stiffly onto the outermost edge of the mattress. He reached hesitantly for his son. The moment he made contact, William's thumb went once again to his mouth; he sucked loudly as Mulder massaged his small hunched shoulders. "He feels warm. Is he too warm?" "He's fine." "You sure? He feels warm to me." She laid her palm against his forehead. "He's fine. It was just the crying got him worked up." "Oh." Mulder shifted position, trying to ease the ache in his thigh. "What happened to your leg?" "You kicked me, remember?" he said, smiling. "I didn't put those scars on your face." "No." His focus flitted to the massive scar that ringed her neck. She caught him staring and lifted her hand to her throat. "I got this years ago. Waaaay before I was taking care of William. I never, ever let him near the stove, don't you worry about that." "I wasn't worried." Not much. William sighed and nestled against the soft mound of Kenna's left breast. A nipple tented her T-shirt next to the baby's loose fist. Mulder felt his groin tighten and although his physical response was unintentional, it felt inappropriate enough to heat his cheeks and set his heart hammering. "You seem awfully young to be married," he said, indicating the ring on her finger. "I'm nineteen." "Nineteen is young." "How old are you? Thirty?" He imagined thirty sounded ancient to her. "Give or take." "Rick and I got married last April. I miss him something terrible." "How did he die?" "Oh, he isn't dead. He's coming back. He's going to take me and William to the Grand Canyon." "But I thought--" Kenna's calm expression clearly showed she was in denial. Gibson had heard her grieving for her dead husband weeks ago. His telepathy wasn't foolproof, but Gibson had seemed certain about this. Not wanting to argue the point and risk losing this hard-won truce with Kenna, Mulder steered the conversation in a different direction. "You said you found William in his crib?" "Yes." "And there were 'locust-monsters' in the room with him." "Five of them, standing in a circle." "Just standing?" "Standing and watching." It had been in the back of Mulder's mind for quite some time that William might have an ability to communicate with the aliens, the way Gibson did. It would explain why the boy was still alive. Why Kenna was alive, too. "Why do you think they didn't hurt him?" he asked. "Answer's obvious, isn't it?" "Is it?" "Sure. God saved him." "Right," Mulder said, not at all convinced, "of course." "That's why I was led to him." "Oh?" "God figured I needed a sign. Proof of His power. So He gave me William." She planted a kiss on the crown of William's head. "It's hard to lose faith when you're looking straight at a miracle. Know what I mean?" William's eyes closed, his breathing grew steady. He was every inch at peace. Innocent. Perfect. "Yeah. I know what you mean." * * * WASATCH-CACHE NATIONAL FOREST SUNSET Royal twisted in his saddle to listen to the muted rat-a-tat of gunfire and the distant blast of bombs. An all too familiar hum pulsed up from the war zone in the lowlands. The hybrid looked ready to jump off her horse and bolt into the woods. She'd been quaking like a bowl of Jell-O on the San Andreas Fault ever since her rescue, flinched at every damned noise, gaped at the men, the horses, the food, attached herself to the redhead like they were fucking Siamese twins. Had to be pried loose and lifted onto her horse when it came time to get moving. "Vulcan cannons?" asked the redhead, Skinner's friend, Dana Scully. Royal was surprised she recognized the sound. "Yes, ma'am." "Ours or theirs?" "Theirs, stolen from us. Aliens got 'em mounted on Warthogs. Vibrate like bitches in heat...if you'll pardon the expression." Royal peered back the way they had come. "Our side's got grenades, a few M-16s, some plastic explosives. Not much else." "Is that going to be enough?" "Dunno. You believe in God, ma'am?" "Yes." "Then I suggest you say a prayer for our side." Royal's faith came and went, depending on the circumstances. He had begged God to save his cousin and, lo and behold, Nicole was spared. Yet there were other times when God didn't seem to give a rat's ass about him or mankind, turning a blind eye to the alien invasion and all the misery they brought with them. Take the hybrid, for example. What kind of God would create a hideous piece of crap like that? Uncle Louis had claimed God worked in mysterious ways. Believed there was a master plan, a blueprint too complex for the comprehension of mere mortals. Christ, if that was true, then everything anyone did was already set in stone, like the Ten Commandments, and it was pointless to worry about the future. Royal didn't like thinking that way. Maybe at one time he'd been content to sit back and wait for shit to happen, but not anymore. Not since he'd joined Skinner's infantry. The NUI was making things happen and whether he was part of a master plan or not, for the first time in his life, Royal felt he had a purpose, an important role to play. A screech like the sound of tearing metal startled the horses and the hybrid. "What the hell was that?" Scully asked, looking more aggravated than alarmed. "Plasma cannon." Royal imagined the damage it must be causing. "Damn, I should be back there with them, not babysitting a couple of--" Don't say it, Royal, he cautioned himself. Don't say or do anything that'll make Commander Skinner ashamed of you. He spurred his horse uphill with a kick of his heels. They rode without speaking for another half mile. The sky grew black and the sound of gunfire faded. Clouds marched overhead from east to west, hiding the quarter moon and the narrow mountain trail. "What was it like up there?" Royal finally broke the silence. "Excuse me?" "On the Mother Ship. That's where you were, right?" "Yes. That's where I was. It was...big." "Big? That's it?" "And damp." "Shit." Royal wanted details. "There many like her up there?" "Yes." "Jesus. Must be freaky." When she didn't answer, he hooked a thumb at the hybrid. "Folks at Safe Camp aren't gonna be pleased to see that one." "Isn't that why Skinner sent you with us? To protect us?" "Protect you maybe. Can't promise nothing about the alien." "Your commanding officer expects you to carry out your orders, soldier." "I know my duty, ma'am, but there're close to a thousand people at Safe Camp and they ain't gonna welcome any freakin' ET." Royal would follow his orders, but the hybrid was going to be a problem and he was only one man. "Sorry, but I can't guarantee nothin'." x-x-x-x-x BOOK VI: TWO WINGS Crista terminalis. The location of the sinuatrial node, the pacemaker of the human heart. What makes us tick, literally. The heart is situated obliquely in the chest, its broad, attached end directed upward, backward, and to the right. It corresponds with the dorsal vertebrae, from the fifth to eighth inclusive. In an adult, it measures five inches in length, three and a half inches in breadth. It weighs from eight to twelve ounces, and its proportion to the body is one to 169 in males and one to 149 in females. Scully appreciates the anatomy of the heart. Its purpose is irrefutable, its performance quantifiable. What confounds her is the commonly held romantic notion that the heart is the repository for emotion. Countless autopsies have failed to yield one shred of physical evidence to support the theory that this muscular organ is anything beyond a circulatory pump, but Scully has experienced the ache of grief personally. And nine years with Fox Mulder have taught her that believing is not always seeing. Sometimes it takes gut instinct, a sixth sense, or even a flutter of the heart to understand the truth. "After great pain, a formal feeling comes," claimed poet Emily Dickinson. Scully recalls the verses from an undergrad lit class. Nerves sit ceremonious, like tombs; the heart is stiff; feet, mechanical. It is the Hour of Lead. If you are able to outlive it, you remember it the way a freezing person recollects the snow: first a chill, then stupor, then finally, finally, you are able to let go. Scully anticipates Dickinson's "quartz contentment." She longs for her heart to turn stony, durable as a granite breakwater, unmoved by tide and turbulent seas. How liberating it would feel, how healing, to shed her sorrow and guilt, to cast off conscience, to weep not one more tear for William or Mulder or the daughter growing within her womb. She yearns to relinquish the terrible, hollow throb in her heart, to forget past mistakes. But to do so means sacrificing her best memories and abandoning her greatest loves -- the very things Mulder has accused her of. He doesn't understand. She gave up William not out of defeat, but to shield him, to protect him. It was an act of resistance, not submission. A mother's last defense. And Dana Scully's greatest heartache. * * * SAFE CAMP RENDEVOUS BEACH STATE PARK, UTAH OCTOBER 17, 2002 A seven-inch incision split the patient's chest. Rib spreaders exposed his internal organs. Scully carefully removed the first of two 45-caliber bullets from beside his beating heart. She tied off a stubborn bleeder. As she probed for the second round, the patient went into ventricular fibrillation and then cardiac arrest. Without a defibrillator, Scully's only option was to try to restore a rhythm by manually massaging the heart. "Come on, soldier," she pleaded, fingers pumping, "don't give up." Ten minutes ticked away. The heart refused to beat on its own. The anesthesiologist softly announced, "He's dead, Dr. Scully." "One more minute." She had already lost two young men earlier in the day and she was not going to lose this one, too. "Doctor, there are others waiting. Help them." Moans and cries carried through the open door of the outer room, where nurses triaged the wounded. Six medics sutured cuts, cleaned debris from torn flesh, treated minor burns, concussions, shock. There seemed no end to the injured, and intelligence sources indicated the North Utah Infantry was in serious trouble; a second wave of casualties was due before nightfall. How many would perish on the battlefield? How many more would die en route from Salt Lake City? Scully prayed Skinner was okay. She peeled off her bloody gloves. They landed with a slap in a bin overflowing with medical waste. She wasn't qualified to perform heart surgery. She wasn't qualified to perform *any* kind of surgery. But Dr. Forrest was operating on his nineteenth patient of the day -- a teenager with shrapnel lodged in his spinal column. And Dr. Singh was exhausted after twenty-two hours of life-threatening plasma burns, head wounds, missile injuries. There was no one else available with advanced medical training. No one to step in and relieve her. A team of grim-faced volunteers wheeled away the dead soldier. Scully blinked back fatigue and prepared for the next patient. She donned fresh gloves, arranged sterile instruments on a clean tray, took a deep breath. Another young man was delivered to her operating table. His right foot was missing, the leg badly damaged from the knee down. A tourniquet, applied in the field, had kept him from bleeding to death on the trip to Safe Camp. It was a miracle he was still alive. "I need more light here," Scully demanded. "I'm on it," replied a volunteer, who hurried to find additional kerosene lamps. "Please, don't cut off my leg," the patient begged, apparently unaware that his limb was already gone. Scully recognized him. "Flak, can you hear me?" He squinted up at her, confused by pain and drugs. "I-I know you?" "I'm Dana Scully, Commander Skinner's friend." He turned away. "The alien lover." She disregarded his resentment. He was not alone in his prejudice toward Dibeh. The entire camp hated the hybrid; they kept her under armed guard twenty-four hours a day. Scully was allowed only brief, monitored visits. "It's all gone to hell," Flak growled through clenched teeth. "We...retreated...under fire...Jesus, Jesus, guys falling, blood everywhere...my leg..." Scully wanted to ask about Skinner, but knew this was not the time or place. "Lie still. I'm going to help you." Flak groaned. His eyelids fluttered and closed. "Please, I don't want to die." She signaled the anesthesiologist to start an I.V. "You won't die." It was a promise she couldn't guarantee. If Flak survived surgery, it was possible, even likely, he would die of infection in a few days. The recovery ward was rife with the characteristic fruity odor of pseudomonas, a difficult bacteria to combat even under the best of conditions. And these were not the best of conditions. The makeshift hospital was located in a former visitor center at Rendezvous Beach State Park on the southern shore of Bear Lake. It was a bare bones unit with dwindling supplies and no electricity or modern diagnostic equipment. Surrounding it was a "city" of RVs, tents, pop-up campers, cars and trucks. People squeezed together, took shelter wherever they could find it. Military personnel bivouacked at the former marina, sleeping aboard sailboats and motor yachts. Dibeh was being held prisoner at the end of one long dock, exposed day and night to bitter winds and freezing temperatures. Guilt washed over Scully. She lived in comparative luxury, alone in Skinner's dilapidated Winnebago. "He's ready," the anesthesiologist announced. Scully mentally reviewed the steps of transfemoral amputation, a procedure she had never tried before today. Risks included heavy blood loss, the development of clots, infection, failure of the stump to heal due to inadequate blood supply. If Flak lived, rehabilitation would be a long, arduous process. She selected a scalpel from the tray. "Let's do it." * * * WASATCH-CACHE NATIONAL FOREST "We all know the field we play on and we all know what can happen in the course of a game," Skinner had once told Mulder. "If you were unprepared for all the potentials, then you shouldn't step on the field." Skinner had known the potentials when he led the North Utah Infantry into the aliens' stronghold at sunset on Sunday, October 13. He knew the enemy's forces outnumbered his own. He knew his weapons were inferior. Tossing grenades at plasma cannons was like pissing at a tidal wave. But Skinner pressed on despite the unlikely odds. He decided it was worth the risk, any risk, to try to defeat this god- awful foe, to release the scores of men, women and children who were being held prisoner, forced by alien masters to work as slaves in factories that supplied the enemy army with food, clothing, weapons. Temperatures hovered just above freezing four nights ago when Skinner's army attacked Harmony I. A few tattered clouds shrouded a rising quarter moon, providing scant light as two- hundred and fifty-six foot soldiers stole silently through Salt Lake City's outer neighborhoods to the walled alien settlement within. Skinner remembered a prickle of foreboding on the back of his neck when his troops took up their assigned positions outside the ten-meter-high bulwark encircling the citadel. The objective was to infiltrate the stronghold, storm the factories, free the human captives, and kill as many alien- loving sons-of-bitches as possible. Munitions teams were ordered to destroy the breeding labs, the stockpiles of armaments and the alien air force, giving the released prisoners time to escape to the hills of Wasatch-Cache. McInness, Skinner's second in command, was to lead a unit to Antelope Island, to free the humans imprisoned there. Privates Brady and Stewart volunteered to create a diversion at the citadel's guarded east gate, allowing Skinner's company an opportunity to gain access via the unfinished section of wall to the north. Dressed in stolen enemy uniforms, Brady and Stewart pretended to be drunk, late for evening roll call. They stumbled and laughed, called each other names, poked fun at the solemn-faced guards. They were convincing actors. The guards let them in. Once inside, they lobbed half a dozen grenades at the gate, guard station and nearby barracks before they were shot down by M16s. The two young friends knew going in it would be a suicide mission. They were brave men, good soldiers. Heroes. The exploding grenades drew the attention of alien troops throughout the citadel. Armed with carbines and knives, Skinner's soldiers quickly overtook and killed the distracted sentinels at the northern breach, then hurried to their intended targets. Half of Skinner's infantrymen perished before the factory doors were bludgeoned open. Another twenty or thirty fell while escorting escapees to freedom. Only three alien shuttles and two Blackhawk helicopters were disabled. No munitions warehouses were destroyed. All of McInness's men were lost. Not one prisoner was freed from Antelope Island. Three decades before his attack on Salt Lake City, before the North Utah Infantry failed its mission, before extraterrestrial demons controlled the Earth, Skinner was a young private in Viet Nam. His squad was caught while on patrol in Quang Tin. They fell. All of them. Haskell, Peters, Richardson, Pooley, Johnson, Mantenuto, Atkins and Sergeant Williams. Skinner lost his faith in God that day. He lost his faith in everything. But on this cold autumn night in what seemed another life, Commander Walter Skinner was as changed as the world. He humbled himself before the Almighty. The ragged remainder of his army and a handful of freed hostages rested fitfully beneath the pines of Wasatch-Cache National Forest as he knelt stiffly beside his bedroll and brought bandaged palms together, mimicking a gesture grown rusty since his pious boyhood in the flatlands of east Texas. With tears burning his eyes, he blinked in astonishment at the paltry number of survivors. Then he prayed for the souls of his lost soldiers and begged for the future of mankind. * * * ARROWHEAD CREEK, WYOMING SOMETIME AFTER MIDNIGHT "Mulder?" Gibson spoke softly from the hall outside Kenna's bedroom. "You in there?" You know I am, Mulder silently challenged, guessing Gibson was listening to his thoughts. He sat on the edge of the bed and caressed William's satiny cheek. The baby stirred but didn't wake. William lay tucked against Kenna's breast, wet thumb slipping from his mouth. She slept on her side with one hand placed protectively atop the baby's belly. They looked peaceful in the honeyed glow of the oil lamp. "Pleasant dreams, son," Mulder whispered and rose from the bed. He considered covering them with blankets, but the room was comfortably warm, thanks to the kerosene heater. He opened the door to Gibson and asked in a low voice, "What's up?" Gibson peered past him to Kenna. Her dark hair fanned the pillows and her T-shirt rode high on one hip, providing a glimpse of white panties. "I could ask you the same question." Mulder stepped into the hall and pulled the door quietly shut behind him, blocking Gibson's view. Gooseflesh prickled his neck and arms; it was at least twenty degrees colder in the hall than the bedroom. "What's that supposed to mean?" "You like her." "She risked her life to save my child." "That's not what I meant." Mulder crossed his arms and glared. "What did you mean?" "I know what you're thinking," Gibson reminded him. "Then you know I love Scully." "Yes." Gibson nodded at Kenna's door. "But you're thinking about her." Mulder's face heated. Gibson had evidently "overheard" a moment of unexpected desire, knew Mulder had become aroused at the sight of Kenna's long, bare legs, her braless breasts. "Was it good for you?" Mulder growled before adding silently: get your ya-yas someplace else, Gibson. Gibson met his anger without a hint of embarrassment. "I can't help hearing what I hear." Mulder knew it was true. And it was clear from Gibson's expression he wasn't being judgmental. Still, Mulder's unconscious reaction to Kenna seemed disloyal to Scully and he felt a need to explain. "My body responded to a pretty woman, that's all. I didn't act on it. I didn't go looking for it. It just happened. It doesn't mean anything and you're old enough to understand the difference between a fleeting physical reaction and a lasting emotional bond." "It's happened more than once." "Are you keeping count?" "No, but you've been in her bedroom every night since we arrived." "My son is in there." Gibson stared at the door, head cocked as if listening. "He's the reason she thinks about sleeping with you." Mulder blinked in surprise. "She wants to sleep with me?" "She doesn't want to. But she's worried about being left on her own." "And if we have sex, I'll stay and she'll get to keep William. Is that it?" "She loves him. She thinks he's--" "A gift from God. I know." Mulder shouldered past Gibson and headed for the kitchen. His left leg ached like a son-of-a- bitch and it dragged slightly as he limped down the hall. "You can stop worrying. I don't plan to sleep with her." Gibson trailed after him. "Are you sure?" Mulder spun around and Gibson almost stumbled into him. "What the hell makes you think I'm suddenly incapable of controlling my actions?" "You aren't yourself," Gibson answered honestly. "You haven't been since Bellefleur." Mulder tried to corral his irritation, reminding himself that Gibson was his friend. The teen had sheltered him during his exile. Mulder trusted him with his life. He took his opinions seriously. "You're right." Months of torture at the hands of the aliens, followed by more torture courtesy of the U.S. military, had taken its toll. Summer vacation in a coffin and a year on the run hadn't helped his state of mind. Then he learned Scully had given their son away. It was the final straw, apparently. The most unlikely betrayal he could have imagined. It seemed irreconcilable. Unforgivable. "Only if you want it to be," Gibson said. Light from the kitchen lamp reflected off his glasses, making his eyes unreadable. "Why in God's name would I want that?" Mulder's heart was pounding. He tried to steady his quaking hands. Failing, he entered the kitchen. His jacket was hanging where he'd left it on the back of a chair. He grabbed it and fished through the pockets for a cigarette. His fingers closed around the half empty pack and the lighter he'd stolen from a dead man in New Mexico. "You had something to tell me?" he asked, lighting up. "Other than to keep my dick in my pants?" Gibson waited while Mulder drew on his cigarette. "Skinner's been hurt," he announced softly. Mulder nearly dropped the lighter. "How bad?" "I don't know." Remorse sucker-punched Mulder. Four days ago Gibson had told him Skinner was leading an attack against the aliens in Salt Lake City. It was part of a larger offensive. Something called Operation Free Earth. Mulder should have been there to help. "What about the other units, the ones you told me about, in Denver...Phoenix...Dallas?" "A lot of people are dead." God damn it. Mulder held his breath, allowing the nicotine to flood his veins. Smoke swirled ceiling-ward when he spoke. "Where is Skinner now?" "Hiding. Somewhere east of Salt Lake, a place called Safe Camp." "Safe Camp? Is that near here?" "Maybe. I'm not sure." Ash dripped from the cigarette onto the scuffed linoleum floor. "Will They be coming after him?" Gibson shrugged, although the answer was obvious. A large- scale alien victory meant no one was safe. There was nowhere to hide; They would find everyone eventually. Mulder knew he should join Skinner, help him defeat the invaders or die trying. When he's old enough, tell the kid I went down swinging, he'd once said to Scully. But if Mulder followed his quest to its bitter end, who would be left to protect his son? "I can't leave him. Not again. Not for any reason." "I didn't say you should." "It's too dangerous." "We'll stay here then." "For how long? Until They find us, too?" "What choice do we have?" Mulder tossed the butt of his cigarette into the sink. He had made his commitment months ago and it was to his son. "I hate doing nothing," he muttered. "We could stock up on food, other stuff," Gibson suggested. "Get another heater." "And bury the Quealys." Mulder sniffed the air. The Quealys had been dead for days. The place should reek, but there was no stench of decaying flesh. No odor at all. He slipped the lighter back into his pocket and his knuckles bumped the artifact Gibson had found in the ruins at Kits'iil. He took it out and held it up to the light of the kitchen's single oil lamp. "What is this thing?" "Albert Hosteen said it was a key...the 'answer to the world's dire condition.'" Mulder caressed it with his thumb, felt its tiny, incised symbols. "Maybe he wasn't speaking metaphorically. It could be a real key. A transponder," he said, wishing for the Gunmen's expertise. "Receives a signal, then responds with an identity data code. Like IFF." In response to Gibson's questioning look, he explained, "Identify Friend or Foe. IFF transponders were used during World War II on aircraft to identify them. Friendly aircraft responded to preprogrammed interrogation codes, indicating to radar operators they were okay." "If the code in this transponder relays the appropriate information..." "We're in like Flynn." He closed his fist around the device. The artifact seemed to warm in his hand. Mulder's voice thinned to a murmur, "Question is, in where?" What secret did the transponder protect? What truths would be revealed when it was fit into the appropriate lock? Was it a solution to the world's problems, as Hosteen had said? Or was it a key to a Pandora's Box? * * * TSE'BIT'A'I DECK 17 "How is she?" Ca-Lo asked, leading the way to the Ablution Pools. Grower 16 hurried to keep pace with Ca-Lo's longer stride. "Splendid. We think you'll be very pleased." Prolonged exposure to cloning chemicals had discolored the Grower's gray skin, giving him an olive cast. His long fingers were stained dark copper and his Nih-hi-cho eyes were almost as emerald as Ca-Lo's. He wore a loose-fitting jumpsuit, soiled at the cuffs with protein ointment. The ointment's sour odor reminded Ca-Lo of sweat and semen, although Nih-hi-cho didn't sweat or ejaculate. "How much longer?" Ca-Lo asked. "Another twenty-six days, unless we add accelerant." "No, no accelerant. Don't risk the embryonic root." Accelerants caused unpredictable mutations. This clone had to be perfect. They entered the Pools' upper gallery, a vaulted mezzanine that overlooked an enormous hexagonal chamber twenty meters below. Massive square piers and glossy, onyx columns supported the balcony; arched portals overlooked hundreds of cultivation cisterns arranged in rows on the chamber's polished ebony floor. Growers identical to 16 tended the tanks, vigilantly monitoring their murky, phosphorescent fluid and the developing clones within. Clones. Detestable beings, in Ca-Lo's opinion. On the surface they appeared to be exact replicas of their original donors, but were in fact inferior because they lacked the indefinable, yet crucial, ingredient that distinguished true humans from their synthetic facsimiles -- what a more religious man might describe as a soul, bestowed by the Divine at the moment of natural conception. By comparison, clones were merely empty vessels, devoid of spirit. Second-rate reproductions. Ca-Lo strode quickly toward the nearest spiral staircase. Grower 16 followed close behind. "How goes the Amicable Resolution?" 16 asked, referring to the recent rebellion. "It's over." The Nih-hi-cho penchant for peaceful euphemisms irritated Ca- Lo. They diminished the Armada's resounding victory. Fifty-six separate uprisings across the continent had been quashed. Surviving rebels were being hunted down and rounded up. Despite their paltry weapons, the humans had been superb strategists and fierce warriors in a guerrilla-style conflict that could have gone on for decades if not for the Armada's quick and precise response. The terrestrial offensive had been impressively coordinated and skillfully deployed without benefit of modern communications technology. Ca-Lo admired their leaders' cunning, ingenuity, and bravery. So much so, he had given explicit orders they be brought to Tse'Bit'a'i'... alive. He planned to interrogate each one personally, before they were executed. The Grower's voice wobbled as he ran behind Ca-Lo. "Then we shall soon have hosts for the next generation of Infants! Good, good. The Nursery has lain empty too long. When is the first shipment due?" "I wouldn't know," Ca-Lo said with annoyance. "The reproduction of your race is outside the purview of my responsibilities." "Apologies, sir." 16 ducked his head, but continued jabbering, his excitement overriding his manners. "This is a wondrous time to be alive. Momentous. Colonization is assured; the Juveniles are returning for the blessed Joining!" The prospect of a Nih-hi-cho Joining made Ca-Lo's skin crawl. The Infants had gone through their transformation, shed their puerile skins to become adolescents. An entire neo-generation was gathering at Harmony I to be assimilated into the collective in a solemn ceremony of communal prayer. Minds would connect, thoughts conjoin. More than a million pious intellects would merge in joyous adoration of the Great Red Dragon and his Divine Legion of Angels. It was the Society's most revered ritual. And Ca-Lo was not invited. The Nih-hi-cho believed the inherent inability of humans to access the Society's group consciousness would dilute the sanctity of the religious experience. In their eyes, autonomy was a weakness, individuality an abhorrent genetic failure, unworthy of the Holy Dragon. No wonder the Nih-hi-cho had a predilection for cloning. Duplication circumvented sexual reproduction while also satisfying their perverse desire for conformity. By contrast, Ca-Lo prized his singularity above all else. It differentiated him from his Nih-hi-cho masters and their loathsome clones. He was unique; he was human. Ca-Lo jogged down the spiral staircase. When he passed through the arched door at the bottom, he was faced with scores of identical tanks containing partially formed clones. "Which one?" he asked, suppressing his revulsion. "This way." Grower 16 took the lead. They zigzagged through a maze of cisterns until the Grower stopped in front of Pool CVII and extended his tapered fingers. "Here." "Leave us," Ca-Lo ordered. The Grower bowed and hurried away. Alone, Ca-Lo pressed his palms to the side of the tank and studied the embryonic root inside. Beneath a protective layer of protein ointment, Cassandra Spender's familiar features were beginning to take shape. "Mother." Floating in the tank's gentle current, she seemed to roll toward him when he spoke, as if she could hear his voice. Impossible, of course. She was far too immature to hear anything at all. It had been a difficult decision to have her cloned. The husk in the tank was not his mother. No matter how closely it might resemble or act like Cassandra Spender, it could never be her. It would never possess her spirit. Still, Ca-Lo missed Cassandra's affection, the first and only kindness he had ever known. His desire to feel her gentle kiss once more upon his brow had been overwhelming. The clone could assuage his loneliness. It might also provide clues to Cassandra's true origins. His "mother's" green blood had been unexpected, a profound disappointment, irrefutable proof that he was not her biological son. Ca-Lo was determined to learn the truth about her...and himself. He beckoned Grower 16 with a mental command. "Sir?" The grower appeared a moment later. "Transfer the genetic records of my mother's clone to the comp in my quarters." "Oh. Hm." "Is there a problem?" "Yes...well...it's just that...hm...this clone's profile has been encrypted." "Encrypted? Why?" "We are not privy to the reason, sir." "Certainly I'm allowed to view my own mother's genetic history, aren't I?" "Em...no. You do not have permission...sir." "On whose orders?" "The Overseers, of course." It was an insult. Ca-Lo had won the planet for them, yet they continued to treat him worse than their lowliest hybrid servants. He would endure their humiliation no longer. He would challenge his alien masters. "I'm done here." Ca-Lo turned away from Pool CVII. "Shall we walk out together?" Grower 16 asked. "I can find my own way." * * * Never in her worst nightmares had Dibeh imagined herself in a place so unfamiliar and frightening. Two armed guards kept watch over her day and night. They frowned and jabbered at her, prodded her with their rifles, stomped loudly up and down the floating wooden platform where she was being held prisoner. She huddled near the water's edge, fearful of falling into the sinister lake or being swallowed by the enormous sky. She had never been out in the open like this. Never so wet or cold. Her hands were restrained behind her back with biting plastic ties, making it impossible for her to sign to her angry human captors that her bladder was full and she needed to relieve herself soon or soil her garments. She could only hope they would not wait too long to take her to their necessarium, a filthy, smelly box built over a hole in the ground, full of excrement and buzzing flies. Homesickness gripped her heart as tightly as the physical bonds that cinched her wrists. She longed to return to Tse'Bit'a'i's warm and welcoming interior, where the air smelled like be-la-sana mist and honey paste wax. There she was surrounded by the familiar faces of other hybrids. She missed her friends Ulso and Jeha. She even missed grumpy old Be-Gahi. Here she knew no one other than Lady Dana and the dark-skinned man with ropey hair and silver earrings. And aside from them, Earth people seemed cruel beings. They had given her nothing to eat, not one scrap of food since her arrival three days ago. She was allowed only one drink of water per day. Her tongue felt gummy and her throat raw. She was so hungry she would gobble down spoiled tacheene if given the chance. And her thirst was so intense she had even been tempted by the putrid water in the necessarium's foul pit. Forced to sit for hours without moving, she was now shivering uncontrollably. Her thin garments did little to block the wind. Biting gusts carried prickly, foreign odors and the chill transformed every breath into ghostly vapors. A waning moon gleamed overhead like a Consort's silicon arm band, casting a hoary glow upon the metal barrels of the guards' M16s, the dock's gray planks, the choppy water and rocking boats. The sloshing waves reminded Dibeh of the shuttle crash and the dead Refuter, salt water filling her mouth and nose, panic rising in her chest as she struggled to keep from drowning. Silently she beseeched the Great Red Dragon, "Please help me. I have always loved you and kept faith in you and your Divine Angels. Please do not forsake me." The moon slowly dimmed behind a cobweb of clouds. Wind whipped Dibeh's hair and stung her face like a thousand sewing needles. The pressure in her bladder was growing too great to bear. She grunted to the guards, hoping to make them understand her desperation. "Shut the fuck up," yelled the tall one with pale eyes and oily hair. When she whimpered more softly, he thundered down the dock toward her and aimed his rifle at her head. Dibeh closed her eyes and prayed, "Do not shoot me." "Leave it alone, Burk," said the female guard with spiky hair. "You an alien lover all of a sudden, DeSanctus?" Burk asked. "No, but it isn't hurting anything." "It's offending my sensibilities." Burk laughed at his own joke and the harsh sound ricocheted off the hulls of the surrounding boats. He poked Dibeh's temple with his rifle. She bowed her head and tried to make herself as small and inoffensive as possible. "You're scaring it," said DeSanctus. "Awww. Too fuckin' bad." Burk jabbed Dibeh again. And again. "Quit looking at me," he warned, "unless you want one of them big ol' black eyes shot right out of your freakin' skull. You want that? Huh?" The barrel of his gun hovered a mere millimeter from her left eye. Dibeh kept perfectly still. "I don't hear it saying no." His finger twitched on the trigger. Unexpectedly, he shouted, "BANG!" Dibeh jumped and her bladder emptied, soaking her thin trousers. A dark puddle spread quickly around her. It flowed between the slats of the dock and rained into the lake. "Aw, Christ! The fucker pissed itself. Look at that! Pee-ew!" Shame heated Dibeh's cheeks as Burk cursed and paced up and down the dock, causing it to rock sickeningly from side to side. "Burk, you're such an asshole," DeSanctus said. "I ain't the one stinking up the place." He sniffed the air. "I think it needs a bath." "Burk...come on. We got orders. We aren't supposed to hurt it." "We ain't hurting it. Way I see it we're doing the fucker a favor." He handed his rifle to DeSanctus, then gathered a rope from one of the dock's cleats. "Shoot the little shit if it tries to bite me." "What are you gonna do?" DeSanctus asked. "Dip it in the drink. Rinse off the stench." Burk threaded the rope roughly beneath Dibeh's arms and around her chest. He tied a tight knot, then tested it by giving it a yank that squeezed the air from Dibeh's lungs. Using the rope to lift her, he dangled her over the water. She squirmed with fright as waves lapped her bare toes. Burk laughed again, just before he dropped her into the icy black water. Cold engulfed her. Panic stiffened her spine. She kicked frantically, but was unable to rise to the surface. With her hands bound, she was helpless. She sank slowly, her breath held against death while fear sliced into her like a newly sharpened boning knife. Already her legs were so numb she could not feel her feet. Perhaps they hit bottom, because she seemed to stop moving and a fog of silt rose up from below, billowing around her, making it impossible to see. She waited there for what seemed an eternity, lungs aching for air. When she could bear the pain no more, it occurred to her she might open her mouth and throat, and thereby end her thirst and her life with one quick inhalation. Would it hurt? Maybe it would soothe her parched throat. She unclenched her jaw. Opened her mouth. Shadows swirled in the current beneath the dock. The thick piers appeared to sway. They took on the shape and proportion of a multi-headed serpent. Beards of algae became scales. Silvery bubbles transformed into glistening eyes. Divine Angels, it was the Great Red Dragon. An old prayer hummed in Dibeh's mind, one of the first she had ever learned: "My eyes are ever toward you, O Holy One, For you relieve the troubles of my heart. Consider my distress. Consider how many are my foes, And with what violent detestation they hate me. Oh guard my life and deliver me, For I take refuge in your infinite love." As if in a dream, the Dragon's tail coiled carefully around her waist and buoyed her to the surface. "Do not surrender," one of the Dragon's seven mouths whispered into her ear. "You have reason yet to live." Tossed by the serpent's curled tail, Dibeh landed on her back atop the dock's rough surface. She closed her eyes. Gasped for air. Choked. An urge to vomit rocked her stomach as she was dragged several meters. The planks beneath her shook with the approach of heavy footfalls. She was rolled onto her stomach. "Untie her!" growled a deep, masculine voice. Dibeh was jostled; her arms flopped to her sides like bread dough, heavy and unfeeling. Searing fingers gripped her jaw, lifted her chin from the deck. She blinked water from her eyes and tried to focus on the face in front of her. Not the Red Dragon. But another savior. It was Lady Dana's friend, the man who had rescued her from the salty lake. Walter Skinner. He leveled squinting eyes at Burk, who stood with one end of the wet rope still dangling from his fist. "Sir, I wasn't doin' any--" Burk dropped the rope. "Find Dr. Scully. Bring her here," Skinner ordered. "Now." "But sir--" "Go!" Turning to DeSanctus, Skinner said, "Locate Royal Jackson and tell him to get his ass out here, ASAP." * * * SAFE CAMP, UTAH Census listed 464 women, 553 children and 152 men living in Bear Lake's RVs, boats, tents and cars. The majority of men were over the age of sixty or recovering from injuries, which meant there were plenty of lonely, frustrated young women eager to hook up with a healthy, good looking guy like Royal Jackson. "Make love to me, baby." Ashley nuzzled Royal's neck as they stumbled into the sailboat's tiny forward cabin. Long, painted nails scraped his tattooed chest, circled his nipple rings. "I saw him first." Tisha staked her claim by thrusting her tongue into Royal's mouth while squeezing his cock. All three were naked and Royal was sporting a massive hard-on. Eager to get down to business, his dick throbbed in Tisha's warm hand. She flicked the Prince Albert at its tip with her thumb. "This should be interesting." "Careful there, girl." He gave her a playful shove onto the bed. The boat rocked; gentle waves lapped the hull. Tisha rolled onto her belly, presenting him with her shapely bare ass. Her skin was the color of polished walnut. Ashley, pale and smooth as whipped cream, faced Royal as she sat on the edge of the bed beside her darker friend. They were chocolate and vanilla, and Royal loved the look of both. Ashley spread her legs, exposing a shaved pussy and cherry-red lips. "I've got a place for that big dick of yours," she said, fingering herself, tempting him to choose her before Tisha. "I see that, baby." Jesus, he was hard. "Scoot up." He climbed onto the bed and buried his nose between Ashley's silky thighs. Her giggles turned into moans as the sterling stud in his tongue rode her clitoris. She tasted like she'd been sautéed in butter and dipped in the sea, a rich, salty combination that heated his groin and chased every non-sexual thought from his head. "Hey, I'm getting lonely over here, sugar." Tisha pouted at him over her shoulder. He lifted his mouth from Ashley long enough to say, "Can't have that." Her back arched and she hissed with pleasure when he snaked a hand between her legs and slid two fingers inside her. God almighty, she was wet and snug, and evidently as horny as a bitch in heat. She pushed against his hand, burying his fingers up to the last knuckle. He rose up onto his knees, positioned himself between the two women and began to finger Ashley, too. "Oh, yeah," she whimpered. "You like that, baby?" "Make me come, Royal-honey." He pumped them in unison, his eyes darting from Tisha's full, rounded ass to Ashley's small, bouncy breasts. The white girl's nipples pointed skyward, pink as ripe watermelon. He was about to lean down and suck one into his mouth, when a better idea struck him. "Sit up," he told her, withdrawing his fingers from both women. "Damn it, Royal. I was almost there!" "Don't worry, baby, you'll get off." He slapped Tisha's ass. "Roll over. I want you sitting up, too, hon. Come on, face each other." "Jesus, Royal, you're a fucking tease." "Why'd you stop?" whined Ashley. "I wanna see a little girl-on-girl action." The women gave each other sidelong glances. "Now." He motioned for them to get together. "No way." "Yes way. You want my dick in your pussy, you're gonna suck each other's titties first." "How 'bout I suck your dick instead?" Ashley pushed him onto his back, leaned down and took him into her mouth. "Sweet fuckin' Jesus, you do that fine." He groaned with pleasure as she swirled her tongue up his length. She took the Prince Albert in her teeth and tugged, slowly, steadily. The strain was intense...and freakin' sexy. "Oh, yeah...that's nice." Her mouth left him. "We're just getting started, hon." Next thing he knew, she was straddling his hips and guiding his cock into her. He watched his dick disappear, inch by blessed inch. Her eyes squeezed shut. She gasped. She was tighter than most of the women he'd been with. He liked the way she held her breath and bit into her lower lip as he filled her. He wasn't sure if she was feeling pleasure or pain, but hell, either one was a compliment to the size of his dick. Tisha crawled across the bed to sit beside his head, feet tucked beneath her, knees spread wide enough to give him a clear view of her pussy. She bent over him and pressed one heavy breast to his lips. He drew its rigid nipple into his mouth and sucked hard while lifting his hips to meet Ashley's downward thrust. His balls tightened. Heaven. Fucking heaven. Just when he was thinking life couldn't get any better, Tisha whispered in his ear, "How 'bout you put that talented mouth of yours to work someplace else?" She repositioned herself over him, straddling his head, facing Ashley. Her curls tickled his nose and chin. He pressed his face to her wet slit. Closing his eyes, he breathed in her scent and imagined the two women fondling each other's breasts as they rode him. In his fantasy, they French kissed. Rubbed each other's clits. He speared Tisha's pussy with his tongue. Bucked against Ashley's cunt. He anticipated the best damned orgasm of his life. "Royal!" The urgent voice was neither Tisha's nor Ashley's. Fuck. It was DeSanctus. "Skinner's asking for you," she said. "Get dressed." Royal nudged Tisha off him. Reluctantly, he stilled Ashley's downward thrusts. "Your timing sucks, DeSanctus," he said. "Don't be pissed at me." DeSanctus eyeballed the situation. "I'm just the messenger." "Do you have to go, sugar?" Tisha asked, her tone petulant. Ashley pouted and climbed off him. "No choice." Royal scrambled from the bed and brushed past DeSanctus to collect his clothes from the galley floor. "Duty calls." Ashley followed him out of the bedroom and posed coyly against the doorframe. She looked delectable with tousled hair, flushed cheeks, back arched to make her tiny breasts point up at him. "Want us to keep the bed warm?" He pulled on his pants, then leaned in to kiss her. "I'll be right back, baby. Don't go anywhere." He slipped into his boots, yanked a T-shirt over his head, and followed DeSanctus off the sailboat. "Skinner's through the roof," she said, hurrying toward shore. Her boots thudded against the wooden planks, keeping time with Royal's hammering heart. "What the hell happened?" "Burk was goofing with the alien." "Fuck. I told him to just watch the damned thing." "He didn't hurt it." "No? Then why is Skinner asking for me?" Royal regretted not grabbing a jacket. It was freezing cold out in the open. And it was beginning to look like he might not be getting back to Tisha and Ashley as soon as he'd hoped. Hurrying through the marina, Royal and DeSanctus passed dozens of boats tied in slips. Most were dark, but voices drifted up from below decks, amplified by the water. An occasional cry of passion punctuated the dark, reminding Royal of what he was missing. In less than two minutes they reached the dock where the prisoner was being kept. Skinner was waiting there, hands on his hips, jaw set. The alien lay at his feet. It was soaking wet and either unconscious or dead. Skinner targeted Royal with angry eyes. "Where the hell have you been?" "Sir?" "I left you in charge." "I gave orders to Burk--" "*You* were responsible for this prisoner's well-being and *you* will be held accountable for what's happened to her." "Yes, sir, but...uh...I...what did happen?" Before Skinner could answer, Burk returned with Scully. Outrage darkened her eyes as she knelt beside the alien and began examining its drenched, seemingly lifeless form. "It's not dead, is it?" Royal asked. "You better hope to God she's not," Skinner said. "We need to get her someplace warm," Dr. Scully said, stroking the alien's sodden hair. "Take her to my trailer," Skinner ordered Royal. "Me? You want me t-to carry it?" "Christ." Burk hissed with disgust. "Yes, I want you to carry her." Skinner locked eyes with Royal. "And do it gently. Pretend she's your balls in my fist. Get my drift?" "Y-yes, sir." "And you..." Skinner turned to face Burk. The big soldier swallowed so hard Royal could hear it over the slap of waves against the shore. "You're coming with me." * * * ARROWHEAD CREEK, WYOMING "Wha zat?" William stood on the Quealys' front step beside Mulder. He was bundled against the cold in snowpants, jacket, hat and scarf. Snot glistened beneath his red nose. He pointed one mittened hand at the yard, which had been transformed overnight into a winter wonderland. "It's snow," Mulder said. All eight inches of it. "Welcome to Wyoming." William blinked in astonishment. Mulder tried to set aside his apprehension about the upcoming winter months and adopt William's childlike delight. The clean, bright landscape sparkled. Fat flakes eddied on air currents like fairytale sprites. The house, the trees, the entire world appeared dipped in cake frosting. And it was only the middle of October. "Come on, buddy. Let's do this before we freeze our ass...er, noses." Two empty buckets dangled from Mulder's left fist. Kenna wanted water, enough for Gibson and Mulder to take baths. After breakfast she had announced without preamble or apology, "You two stink." "Tink!" William had parroted, crinkling his small nose and mimicking her look of disgust. Gibson sniffed the air. His hair hung in greasy clumps. His face was mottled with road dirt. The creases in Mulder's hands were black and his nails were caked. He brought a fistful of his sweatshirt to his nose. It reeked of motorcycle exhaust, gasoline and, most pungent of all, his own sweat. "Point taken." "You fetch the water and I'll heat it on the stove." Kenna's tone made it clear they had no choice. "You can wash in the sink. Buckets are by the front door." Mulder and Gibson exchanged glances, neither wanting to brave the cold to pump bath water. "I lugged the coffee water," Gibson reminded Mulder and lifted his mug as proof. "It wasn't snowing then." "Is that my fault?" "Fine. I'll go," Mulder said. He frowned at the window, where snow blanketed the outer sills and fogged the glass. "But if I'm not back before dark, send out a St. Bernard." When William saw Mulder putting on coat and boots, he begged to go, too. Mulder was game, but Kenna needed convincing. After seemingly endless coaxing, she reluctantly granted permission, albeit with detailed instructions of where not to go and what not to touch. It was a milestone of trust, and Mulder planned to take full advantage of it. So here they were. Two men on a mission. Father and son. Unsupervised. The weight of paternal responsibility hit Mulder like a blazing meteorite dropped from a clear blue sky. He should be doing something fatherly, shouldn't he? Preparing his son for life in a harsh world, imparting sage advice. "You wanna write your name in the snow?" William spun to look back at the door with worried eyes. "Mama?" Kenna was there, watching them through the frosty window. She gave a half-hearted wave. "So much for trust." Mulder reached out to help William navigate the slippery steps. "Need a hand, son?" "No." William turned and crawled down the stairs backward. When he reached the bottom, he scooped a palm-full of snow into his mouth. "How's it taste?" Mulder asked. "Cold." William zigzagged across the yard. The snow came up to his knees. He turned often to check his progress. "Boots." He pointed out his footprints to Mulder. "I see." Mulder's own trail looked inhuman, an unsightly scar in the otherwise pristine snowscape. His bad leg dragged like the Mummy's in a bad B-movie. Fate had transformed him into one of the mutants he used to hunt. William plowed forward in a new direction and Mulder patiently followed, letting the boy explore to his heart's content. There was no reason to rush. Nothing urgent needed doing. Over the last three days Mulder and Gibson had canvassed Arrowhead for supplies. They'd collected food, clothing, diapers, toiletries, tools, oil lamps and candles. Two kerosene heaters from neighboring homes now warmed the Quealys' kitchen and living room. Extra fuel was stored in gas cans in the garage. Every closet in the house contained a loaded shotgun or rifle, and every closet door had a newly installed latch to keep the weapons safely out of William's reach. Broken windows had been repaired, drafts plugged, doors and windows secured. As far as was humanly possible, they had readied themselves for the coldest months of winter. Assuming they lived to see spring, Mulder planned to leave Arrowhead to search for Scully when the weather permitted safe travel again. Until then, he would get to know William better, win his trust. And figure out how to tell Kenna she wasn't needed anymore. William paused at the corner of the house, reluctant to wander around back where the vegetable garden was located. "Babies?" he asked, concern peaking his faint brows. "No babies, son." It was a lie of sorts. William had watched Mulder and Gibson bury the Quealys in the garden two days ago. The boy had repeatedly referred to the bodies of the Quealy children as babies. He became quite distraught when Mulder began shoveling dirt over them. Kenna had had to take him inside. It took two chocolate Ring Dings to quiet him. "Toonip?" "No turnips either." William resumed his exploration. He trudged the length of the driveway, circled around several squat, ornamental evergreens, waded to the mailbox. Eventually, with occasional reminders about their purpose and repeated directional guidance from Mulder, they arrived at the well. The pump rose up out of the snow like a submarine periscope in a frothy sea. "Me do." William grasped the handle. "Sure. I'll help you." Together they filled the buckets. Back inside the house, they played a game of "Cups and Balls" at the kitchen table while Kenna heated the water. William sat in Mulder's lap. Gibson sank into the chair opposite them to watch. A small pile of raisins between them provided edible "balls" for the game. Mulder hid a raisin beneath one of three kid-sized plastic drinking cups. He shuffled the cups and asked, "Where is it?" William selected the correct cup and Mulder let him eat his winnings. "Don't feed him too many of those," Kenna said. "I told you before they give him diarrhea." "One too few? Six too many?" Mulder made a "yikes" face and continued the game despite Kenna's warning. This time William chose the cup to his left. Mulder lifted it to reveal a raisin. "We have a winner." "He's good at this," Gibson said. "Like you." William gobbled his prize. "Do 'gain!" he demanded. Mulder made a show of hiding the raisin and shuffling the cups. "Which one?" Without hesitation, William pinned his finger to the one on the right. "You sure?" William nodded. "Sorry, son. Guess this one is mine." Mulder showed him the raisin under the center cup. William grabbed it. "Hey, that's mine." Mulder pouted, pretending to be upset. "Gimme." William's head wagged. "No?" "No!" "But I'm soooo hungry. Pleeeease?" Mulder opened his mouth. William considered for a moment, then relented. He twisted in Mulder's lap and dropped the raisin onto his tongue. Mulder mugged for him, puffing his cheeks and crossing his eyes as if the raisin tasted terrible. William reacted by laughing out loud, a delightful chuckle that was unexpectedly deep for a child so young. "Dada!" Mulder's heart flip-flopped. Did William understand the meaning of the word? Or was this like the last time, a child's innocent mistake? Wanting...*needing*...to know, Mulder asked, "Who is dada?" Before he could respond, Kenna scooped William from Mulder's lap. "Time for your nap, baby boy." She nuzzled his cheek. "Mo' raisin," he said. "No more." She glared at Mulder. "Water's ready. Soap and shampoo're beside the sink. Towels are on the end of the counter." She turned from Mulder and strode from the room, taking William with her. * * * TSE'BIT'A'I' Ca-Lo absently spun his knife on its point, drilling a shallow scar into the hard surface of his desk while he studied a high definition video clip on his computer monitor. The clip had been shot from a surveillance hovercraft less than an hour earlier. The quality was exceptional, revealing astonishing detail. A neglected ranch house, snow-covered yard, frosty water pump. And two hearty souls, bundled against the cold in coats and hats. Laughter steamed from wind-chapped lips as Fox Mulder helped a happy toddler pump water. "The child is William, I assume," Ca-Lo said. "Yes, sir." Major Harris's voice sizzled from the audio panel in Ca-Lo's desk. The video clip reached its end and stopped. Ca-Lo hit replay. "Who took the pictures?" "Lieutenant Bradford. Good man. Trustworthy." "I trust no one, Harris." Especially not you, he added mentally, not caring that his old Watcher could read his thoughts across the miles between them. "The point is moot in Bradford's case, Ca-Lo. He met with an unfortunate accident right after he forwarded the clip. His shuttle suffered a malfunction. He's dead." Harris was covering his tracks. And this time his subterfuge would work in Ca-Lo's favor. "Too bad," Ca-Lo said, not feeling at all sympathetic. "I want the boy. Bring him to me." "What about his female caretaker? And Mulder's young friend Gibson Praise?" Ca-Lo recognized the name. The adolescent was a modern day Missing Link, a genetic throwback who possessed the ability to read minds like the Nih-hi-cho. Such anomalies were rare, but not unheard of. Cassandra had mentioned this particular one. He had allegedly been part of a pet project of Ca-Lo's father. Ca-Lo pinpointed Mulder's image with the tip of his knife. "Perhaps there will be another unfortunate accident." Harris paused before responding. Displeasing the Overseers carried serious consequences, as Ca- Lo had learned long ago. Harris's lesson -- five months in a Privation Chamber -- was recent enough to make the Watcher even more cautious than was his custom. "Fate rests on the Red Dragon's back," he said at last, promising nothing. "So they claim." Ca-Lo had stopped believing in benevolent deities years ago. Life had taught him there were no miracles. A man must steer his own fate. "I have something else for you," Harris said. "You found Dana." "Yes. The retreating rebels led us straight to her." "Where is she?" "Utah-Wyoming border. Former state park. A place they call Safe Camp. My team is ready to go after her." "No. Leave her to me." "But, sir--" "Order your men to hold off." The video came to its end again. William and Mulder froze mid-laugh. "Where are you now?" "Low altitude over Arrowhead Creek." "You're alone?" "Of course." "Good. Get the boy. I'll go after Dana." There was no need to remind the old Watcher to be discreet. They were both working outside the Overseers' orders. "As you wish, sir." Harris signed off and Ca-Lo sat for several minutes staring at the image of his brother. "Like looking in a mirror." His knifepoint hovered in front of Mulder's face; he imagined carving Nih-hi-cho symbols into his brother's smooth cheek. The same marks as his own: Ca-Lo, the Destroyer. He ran his fingers over his old scars, feeling their shallow indentations. A Healer could be bribed to remove them. And change the color of his emerald eyes. If he cut his hair, he would be indistinguishable from Fox Mulder. A smile thinned his lips. He would pretend to be Mulder. He would enter the rebel's camp and bring Dana safely back to Tse'Bit'a'i', where he would marry her. While they celebrated their wedding night, his army would descend upon the terrestrial hideaway and destroy everything and everyone there. Ca-Lo would raise Dana's son and his daughter together as brother and sister, under one roof. They would be a family, the first he had ever known. He reached behind his neck, grabbed hold of his long hair and sawed through it with his knife. "I'll make you love me, Dana," -- he tossed the tail of hair aside -- "as you have loved my brother." * * * Mulder pauses at the Quealys' kitchen door, shoulder pressed against the frame. An oil lamp on the table casts a sphere of flickering amber, which gilds the naked woman who is bent over the sink rinsing soap from her hair. "Are you going to just stand there, Mulder, or are you going to pass me a towel?" Her tone is petulant. Her hand blindly explores the counter. The towel is beyond her reach. The gentle curve of her spine brings tears to his eyes. It's Scully. Dear Scully. He has missed her. He crosses the kitchen, no longer able to move with the stealth of a prowling cat; his leg pains him, but there is relief waiting just beyond his fingertips. He presses the towel into her hands and then strokes a droplet of water from the swell of her hip. She chuckles. The sound delights him. She scrubs moisture from her hair, stirring up a clean scent that robs the strength from his knees. He cannot keep his hands off her when she grins up at him through terrycloth and wet curls, her pique gone, ardor sparkling in her eyes. "Pinch me," he says, "so I know I'm not dreaming." "I've got a better idea." She turns to face him, rises up on bare toes and presses a feather-light kiss to the cleft of his chin. Her breath warms his cheeks, tickles his neck. Her left breast is silk against his palm. "Make love to me," she whispers. His stiffening cock offers no argument; it is pushing relentlessly against the denim of his jeans. He hoists her onto the counter and takes a position between her splayed knees. She is chuckling again. Dampness blossoms on his shirt where she rolls her wet head against his shoulder. A familiar hunger grips him as he surveys her body with open palms, skimming her thighs, ribs, arms. His fingers weave into her tangled hair. He cups her cheek and leans in for a kiss. His tongue glides into her mouth. Deeply, he explores. Feels her swallow. Molds his hand to her throat and pushes her head back, exposes her neck and chest. A bib of scar tissue brings him up short. Corrugated skin, striped white and pink, ringing her throat. Chin to collarbone. Breasts and nipples, miraculously perfect. Shit, it's Kenna in his arms, not Scully. How did he make this mistake? Kenna blinks up at him with liquid eyes. "You don't have to stop." He wants to keep going. He aches to be inside her. "I can't... I shouldn't." "It's not like you came looking for this," she parrots his earlier excuse. "It just happened. It doesn't mean anything." "No...it's wrong." "It's a fleeting physical attraction. Nothing more." "But I love Scully." "She gave your son to a stranger," she reminds him, lower lip pouting and seductive. Her fingers pluck at his waistband. "Just like your father gave your sister away. His own flesh and blood. A terrible thing to do." How does she know these things? He hasn't told her about Sam. "Stop it." "I would never abandon a child...*your* child." She leans close, nips at his neck and chin, covers his mouth with wet, warm lips. Confusion knots his stomach. Panic ricochets along his nerves. "Red alert, big guy," warns Frohike, startling Mulder so badly he stumbles backward into the kitchen table. A chair teeters and crashes to the floor. "I didn't touch her," Mulder says, hands raised like a criminal. Langly ogles Kenna. "You expect us to believe that?" "He'll be trying to unload a few acres of Florida swampland next." "Or London Bridge." "You don't understand..." Mulder's throat closes. He can't breathe. Can't move. "Playing with fire." Byers shakes his head. "More like nitro. Scully's gonna be pissed, dude." Frohike steps closer, frowning. "You hurt Scully and I'll kick your ass, Mulder." Fingers tighten on Mulder's arm. "Wake up." An urgent warning in his ear. "There's someone in the house." * * * Mulder jerked awake. He was lying on the living room sofa with Gibson leaning over him, one hand gripping his arm. "In Kenna's room," Gibson said, not bothering to lower his voice. Concern knotted his customarily smooth brow. "He's alone, but he's armed." "Shouldn't we be whispering?" Mulder swung his feet to the floor. "He can hear our thoughts. He's alien." "Shit." That meant they couldn't shoot him without exposing themselves to his toxic blood. "He wants William?" "Yes." Mulder lurched across the living room and down the hall, unsure what he was going to do when he got to Kenna's room, but hell-bent on protecting his son at any cost. Gibson followed after him, sneakers slapping as he ran. They stopped just short of the threshold. The door was open and Kenna's bedside oil lamp was lit. It illuminated a short, human-looking man with gunmetal-gray hair and a deep facial scar. He stood an arm's length away from the bed. A handgun gleamed in a holster on his belt. A knife rode his thigh, strapped to his left leg just above the knee. He was dressed in a plain black uniform and glossy, knee-high boots, the same type of uniform Mulder had seen on the soldiers aboard Tse'Bit'a'i' at Shiprock. The intruder cast a cloudy eye in Mulder and Gibson's direction. "Come in," he said, voice calm. He smiled, deepening the scar that cut through his blind eye. "I've been looking forward to making your acquaintance, Mr. Mulder." Mulder peered past him to where Kenna sat stock-still on the bed. Her expression was glazed, as if in a trance. She held William tightly to her chest. William's eyes were wide with fear, but he remained quiet, thumb stuffed in his mouth, his other hand clinging to the fabric of Kenna's shirt. "Who are you?" Mulder demanded. "Ask your gifted young friend." The intruder's gaze flickered to Gibson. "You've come for my son," Mulder said. "Why?" "To take him back to Tse'Bit'a'i'." The alien ship. Rock with Wings. Mulder's fists tightened. "Over my dead body." The intruder shrugged. "Your choice." Then, studying Mulder's face with obvious curiosity, he said, "Amazing. Human cloning was in its infancy forty years ago, the process was highly unpredictable, yet look at you. Your resemblance to your brother is extraordinary." The image of Jeffrey Spender's ravaged face arose in Mulder's mind. "My brother is dead." Disdain curled the intruder's lips. "Not that weakling," he said, obviously reading Mulder's thoughts. "That one possessed neither the skill nor the fortitude to lead the Nih-hi-cho Armada. I'm talking about Ca-Lo, your 'twin.'" The officer aboard the alien craft at Shiprock. The man with the long hair and tattooed face. The intruder chuckled and his focus slithered to William. "With proper training, your son will one day take his uncle's place as the leader of our great Armada." Mulder stepped forward, intent on wringing the man's neck. Lightening fast, the intruder drew his gun. "I wouldn't try anything rash if I were you, Mr. Mulder. There is the safety of innocent bystanders to consider." William stopped sucking his thumb and the room fell silent. "You son of a bitch," Mulder ground between clenched teeth. "Touch my son and you won't live to see the outside of this room." "Careful, Mulder," Gibson warned. "He can read your mind. He has the advantage." "You would be wise to listen to your young friend," the intruder said. "You cannot win a fight against me. I will know your every move before you--" Mulder lunged and shouldered the intruder hard into the wall, grazing the nightstand. The oil lamp wobbled. Mulder's hands closed around the gun. He struggled to free it from the other man's steely grip. "Get them out of here!" he shouted to Gibson. Gibson moved to the bed and tugged Kenna's arm. She sat frozen. The baby began to whimper. The intruder grasped the gun with formidable strength. His short stature and middle-aged features belied inhuman power. He bullied Mulder backward across the room. Slammed him into the wall. Mulder's arms shook with effort as he tried to gain control of the weapon and point its deadly barrel toward the ceiling or floor...any direction where it couldn't harm his son. Inch by inch the alien leveled the gun at Mulder's heart. William's whimpers turned into wails. "Dada!" he screeched. The gun fired, startlingly loud. Its ringing report echoed like thunder in the small room. Mulder felt no stabbing pain, no fiery hole in his chest. The bullet had miraculously missed him. But where had it gone? "William?" he shouted. An evil smile split the intruder's face as he raised the gun beneath Mulder's chin. "Say your goodbyes, Mr. Mul--" A spray of broken glass, hot oil and flames exploded behind the intruder. His eyes went wide. He spun to face Gibson, who had hurled the oil lamp and hit him dead center between the shoulder blades. The stinging, noxious odor of alien blood flooded the room. The intruder's back was on fire. The flames traveled quickly, spreading up and down his entire body, igniting his hair, his clothes, melting his flesh. His green blood boiled. Caustic steam rose from his shoulders and his head as his arms flailed. He staggered on buckling knees. "Help me!" he screamed. Losing his balance, he toppled onto the bed. The fire mushroomed. Sheets and blankets burst into flame. "Everyone out!" Mulder shouted. His lungs burned. Painful tears blurred his vision. He hauled Kenna and William from the bed, away from the fire. Her eyes were red-rimmed and gummy from the alien's poisonous blood, but her dazed expression was gone, replaced by fierce determination. She sprinted barefoot across the smoldering carpet, oblivious to the broken glass and blazing oil. Gibson followed her into the hall. Mulder held his breath against the deadly smoke and took one last look at the alien. The creature was no longer recognizable. Nothing but a puddle of viscous, bubbling ooze remained atop the burning mattress. The room was ablaze. Tongues of fire leapt from the bedding to the drapes. The wallpaper was curling, turning black. Choking on fumes, Mulder lurched from the room and slammed the door shut behind him. "We can't stay here." He steered Kenna down the hall. "This place is going to be nothing but cinders in a matter of minutes." Smoke rolled out from beneath the closed bedroom door. "Let's go then," she said, stumbling on bleeding feet. She cradled William against her shoulder and tried to hush his frantic cries as she headed for the front entry, where the coats hung by the door. She grabbed William's snowpants and coat from their peg. In minutes, all four were out of the house, dressed for the cold, with food, water and weapons in hand. Mulder held William in the crook of one arm. He tried to shelter him from the worst of the bitter cold by facing away from the swirling snow. An ominous wind whistled over the house, carrying smoke and sparks into the black night. "Anyone remember to call a cab?" he asked, wondering how the hell the alien had gotten to Arrowhead Creek. That's when he saw it. A circular depression in the snow, undisturbed by the bitter wind. He walked around it, careful to keep his distance in case the ship was still there, cloaked to make it invisible. He remembered how violently the force field in Bellefleur had vibrated his arm when he touched it and he didn't want William inadvertently sticking his hand in. "It's there, isn't it?" he asked Gibson. "Yes." "Anyone on board?" "No." "His friends will be looking for him." "And us." "What are we going to do?" Kenna asked. Mulder turned away from the hidden ship. Even if it were visible, they wouldn't know how to operate it. "Looks like we're walking." "We could take your motorcycle, couldn't we?" Kenna shivered in the cold. The Scout could hold two, plus the baby, but not all four of them. And whoever was left behind stood little chance against an alien search party. "Take it, Mulder," Gibson said, reading his mind. "I can stay here." "No." "I'll know when they're coming. I'll be all right." "I said no." No one was being left behind. "The snow is too deep for the bike anyway." "How far are we going?" Kenna asked. Mulder adjusted William's bulky knit hat and turned to Gibson. "Think we can find that Safe Camp you were talking about?" * * * SAFE CAMP, UTAH Skinner's 1983 LeSharo Winnebago had seen better days. The door swung loosely on rusted hinges, the interior smelled of mildew, and the dated upholstery was split and stained. Not quite twenty feet long, the RV provided scant room for one person, let alone three. Bench-style seating and a fold-down table crowded the tail end. A built-in double bed filled the forward section. Wedged in between were a kitchenette and shoebox-sized bathroom. Dog-eared maps of North America covered the walls, windows and ceiling. They were marked with black circles, red Xs, blue lines. This was Skinner's "war room," before Scully moved in. "These look like chemical burns," Scully said, examining Skinner's hands by candlelight in the cramped kitchenette. "Plasma fire?" "Alien blood." He glanced at the bed where Dibeh was sleeping beneath a mound of blankets. "Is she going to be all right?" "She has deep bruising on her back and arms where they beat her, and lacerations on her wrists from being tied. She was hypothermic, dehydrated and half starved." After getting her warm, Scully had fed her the first meal she'd had in days. Spaghetti-Os. She ate three cans. Scully gently spread antibacterial ointment over Skinner's right palm, the worst of the two. "Thank you for helping her." "She isn't safe here, you know. They hate her, what she represents." "Maybe when they get to know her--" "They won't try. Not after the things they've seen." "You've seen the same things, but you protected her." "My reasons aren't as honorable as you might imagine. I stopped Burk for your sake, not hers." "I don't believe that." She wrapped a clean bandage around his hand. "There's no sign of infection. Someone did a good job on this in the field." "Blanchard. Our medic. She's dead." Sorrow arrowed Scully as she taped the dressing. The emotion seemed excessive. She hadn't even known the medic. "I-I'm sorry." He shrugged. "You look beat." "I've been in surgery since dawn." "That was twenty-two hours ago." "When did *you* last sleep?" "June, I think." He withdrew his hand from hers and opened a cupboard, removed a glass tumbler and a fifth of vodka. "I'd offer you a drink," he said, pouring a shot, "except..." He lifted his glass to her swollen belly. The baby somersaulted inside her as he downed his drink and refilled his glass. "You okay?" she asked. He tossed the second shot to the back of his throat. The glass clunked loudly against the counter when he set it down. "I'm fine. A little tired, is all. I'm going to go, let you get some sleep." He turned toward the door. "Wait." She placed a hand on his arm, stopping him. "Please...don't go." His lower jaw worked side-to-side as he considered. "You need rest." "You're not the only one with insomnia." He nodded. "Okay. But just for one more round." He collected his glass and the vodka and moved to the table. He sat heavily on the bench and poured another drink, slowly this time, purposely, as if trying to savor the action, the smell, the sound. She took the seat opposite him. A roadmap of the American Southwest separated them. While he sipped his drink, she traced Route 666 to Shiprock with the pad of her ring finger. "He never forgave me," she blurted. The unexpected confession caused her to blush. She hadn't intended to reveal her argument with Mulder. Confusion deepened his scowl. "He?" "Mulder." She shouldn't go into it. There was nothing Skinner could do to ease the hurt in her heart. Yet despite her reservations, she heard herself explaining. "He...he was angry about William." Skinner shook his head. "You're wrong. He forgave you." "No. We fought the last time..." She struggled to maintain her composure and failed. Tears stung her eyes. This was exactly why she had wanted to avoid the discussion. "He blamed me. I blamed him. It was foolish." "No. He forgave you at Mount Weather, when I first told him about it." A hunger for the truth burned in her. "What...what did he say?" "At first...he cried." A tear skidded down her right cheek. She quickly wiped it away. "He did?" "He loved William. You know that." "What I did...it hurt him terribly." "Maybe, but he was worried about you, how you were handling it. He blamed himself for not being there with you. For not helping protect you and William." Skinner's version of events didn't mesh with her own. Mulder had accused her of sending him away for selfish reasons. He had insisted she was relieved when he left, that she didn't want the responsibility, that she still didn't. Out of sight, out of mind, he'd said. "I convinced him to go into hiding." Her voice wavered and the tears fell. "I tried to tell myself he was out of harm's way. I could sleep for the first time in months, imagining he was safe." "Scully--" "But he wasn't safe." "Don't do this." "He was never safe. Not anywhere. And William wasn't either." Her decision had been a drastic mistake. How could she have been so misguided? "He was a miracle, Mulder's and my one and only miracle. And I gave him away. Mulder has every right to hate me." Skinner's focus dropped to the swell of her belly. "One miracle? Looks to me like you and Mulder were granted a second chance." "Walter..." She couldn't meet his eyes. "My baby... I'm not sure..." Skinner misunderstood her fears. He reached out and stroked her cheek. "I'm not him...I'm not Mulder. And I'm not trying to take his place, but...I am here. I can take care of you." She drew away from his caress. "Don't get the wrong idea," he said, "I just want to help you, protect you...and your baby. Nothing more." From the sadness in his eyes, she could tell he thought Mulder was already dead. Her heart ached with tearing pain. There would be no quartz contentment for her, she realized. No letting go, no Hour of Lead. She was unable to shed her sorrow and guilt, or cast off her conscience. For as long as she lived, she would weep for William and yearn for Mulder. And she would never again give up on either of them. "They're alive, Walter. I believe that. Help me find them. Please." x-x-x-x-x BOOK VII: BLESSED ARE THE DEAD TSE'BIT'A'I' CA-LO'S QUARTERS Sitting on the edge of his bed, Ca-Lo tugged off his boots and tossed them carelessly across the room. They landed with a satisfying thud beside the birdcage. He ignored the finches' nervous twittering as he peeled his dark shirt up and over his head. It billowed like a black parachute when he cast it in the general direction of his boots. He removed his socks, then stood to unzip his trousers. They were standard military issue, as form-fitting as a second skin and as black as oil. He pushed them to his ankles, stepped free, and abandoned them in a heap on the floor. As was his custom, he wore no undergarments. He turned to regard the change of clothes lying neatly atop the bronze-colored linens of his bed: denim pants, white T- shirt, pullover sweater in navy blue, leather jacket, thick- soled boots, a wristwatch with a calfskin, not a metal, strap. The kind Fox Mulder wore. He picked up the watch and fondled the strap between thumb and forefinger. No detail was too small. Dana would be wary. Her desire for Mulder would not blind her to small differences. It would be a challenge to deceive her. Not like the last time, when Ca-Lo resorted to Nih-hi-cho mindbending. Dana had been vulnerable that night, susceptible to psychological manipulation after her Assessment by the Quad. It had been easy to win her over, to persuade her to make love to him. Unfortunately his mindbending skills were not as sophisticated as those of his Nih-hi-cho masters; he could not rely on mental manipulation alone to convince her to return to the ship. Yet it was imperative he get her safely aboard Tse'Bit'a'i' before his troops moved in to raze the rebels' camp. He could kidnap her outright, if it came to that. Dragging her to safety against her will was preferable to leaving her exposed on the battlefield. But if at all possible, he wanted to avoid physical force and its inherent risk to their unborn child. No, better to pose as Mulder, convince Dana to leave peaceably, and reveal his identity only after she was out of harm's way. To prepare for his subterfuge, Ca-Lo had spent the last forty- eight hours reviewing Mulder's dossier. Two decades' worth of surveillance photos, written communications, digitized audio clips and videos had been collected by Nih-hi-cho allies or stolen from their enemies. They documented criminal investigations, covert meetings, and even intimate sexual encounters. Various technologies had been used. The more traditional cameras and bugs were periodically discovered and destroyed by Mulder and his three unconventional friends, but very little time passed before they were replaced by less obvious systems, leaving few holes in Mulder's history. Nothing in the files came as a surprise to Ca-Lo; he had studied them countless times over the years, scrutinizing his brother's mannerisms and speech patterns, sometimes going so far as to pretend he was Mulder, fantasizing about living his life, outside the ship, a free man. It would be easy to slip into his brother's persona now, as effortless as donning jeans, sweater and wristwatch. Like Mulder, Ca-Lo possessed an eidetic memory, which made it possible for him to recall even the smallest detail he'd seen or read about his brother's charmed life. There were a few details in the files Ca-Lo would have chosen to forget, if he could. Like the appalling surveillance video of Mulder joking with Dana about "the pizza man." Imagine taking a potential rival so lightly! It was unthinkable! Mulder's tolerant attitude could only be explained by his privileged life. He did not feel wrenching, jealous anger the way Ca-Lo did because he had not had every prize wrested from him. He had not endured the punishing sting of a Taser or suffered endless sessions of disciplinary mindbending, the Overseers crawling inside his mind, controlling his thoughts, his body, making him think and do loathsome, unspeakable things... Ca-Lo cursed his photographic memory and strapped on the wristwatch. As if to purposely torment him, his mind chose that moment to replay another wretched video from Mulder's files, recorded in Dana's apartment around the time William was conceived. It provided a bird's eye view of her opening her door to Mulder, who crossed the threshold, claimed Dana's mouth with a crushing kiss, then bullied her backward into her living room, where he wrestled off her clothes and pushed her onto the couch. Jeans bunched at the knees, he pumped into her. Clutched her bare breasts. Nipped her neck and lips. She gasped. Whimpered. Called his name at her moment of climax. So much passion. So much love. For Mulder. Cassandra had warned Ca-Lo. She had said he was jealous of his brother. The feeling seemed manageable at the time. But now...he wanted to either murder Fox Mulder or be him. Current circumstances required he opt for the latter and allow Major Harris to carry out the former. He studied the clothes on the bed, impatient to impersonate his brother, to live Mulder's perfect life for a few precious days. For the very first time, he would walk the Earth as a free man, breathe air untainted by the fetid odor of ten thousand Nih-hi-cho, feel Dana's kiss, given freely, out of love, rather than coercion. Deception isn't coercion, he told himself. Not the same at all. It was necessary. To protect Dana and her child. His child. A daughter. Would their little girl resemble him? Or would she be a red haired beauty like her mother? It didn't matter. He would love her no matter what she looked like. He loved her already, sight unseen. He grabbed the pale blue boxers from the bed and stepped into them. The loose undergarment pinched his waist and tickled his genitals. He was unaccustomed to anything but his uniform against his bare skin. The excess layer would take some getting used to. He slipped the T-shirt over his head. Pulled on the jeans. Fastened a belt about his waist. The birds fluttered as he moved past their cage to check himself in his bathroom mirror. Healer 27 had achieved remarkable results, Ca-Lo admitted as he studied his reflection in the glass. His right cheek was as unblemished as his left. He opened his mouth to peer in at the silver filling in his second molar. The Healer had matched his brother's dental x- rays precisely. With a touch of his hand, 27 had also raised scars on Ca-Lo's shoulder and thigh to resemble Mulder's gunshot wounds. He transformed the emerald color of Ca-Lo's eyes to be indistinguishable from Mulder's. He even altered his penis to appear as if he had been circumcised in infancy. Persuading the Healer to remove his tattoo, however, had proved more challenging. "The Overseers put that mark on you, Ca-Lo," the Healer argued. "It is not for us to eliminate without authorization." "I have access to many things. Perhaps there is something I could get for you?" "You are offering a bribe?" "A transaction." As luck would have it, Healer 27 had an unusual predilection, one that would land him in a Privation Chamber if widely known. Sex between Nih-hi-cho and humans was not tolerated by the Society. Not even sadistic sex. Such aberrant behaviors were swiftly and severely punished. Sentences were nonnegotiable. But the lure of the Healer's perversion evidently outweighed the threat of discovery because he admitted his proclivity and agreed to remove the tattoo if Ca- Lo arranged a clandestine rendezvous. Two Bliss Boys were dispatched to 27's quarters, along with a variety of pleasure devices: manacles, gags, assorted leather garments and a fully charged Taser. The Healer had his night of debauchery and Ca-Lo disposed of the dead Bliss Boys at dawn with no one the wiser. 27 paid his debt by removing the tattoo. The procedure took less than a minute and was completely painless. The mere touch of the Healer's long fingers upon Ca- Lo's flesh was enough to cause the old marks to vanish. "We are fortunate the Overseers' attention is elsewhere," the Healer said when he was finished, "or we would both be condemned to a stasis cell for the rest our lives." Indeed, the timing was opportune. The Society was distracted by the upcoming celebration -- the Nih-hi-cho's blessed Joining. All the Juveniles were at Harmony I, or en route. Official prayers had begun. Intent on their divine affairs, the Overseers showed scant attention to Ca-Lo's activities or the operation of Tse'Bit'a'i'. The spacecraft sat on an outer runway at Salt Lake City airport next to her sister ships, Ne'Ol' and Chay'Da'Gahi'. Nine more magnificent war ships would soon join them, bringing the entire Armada together to protect the Society during their exalted celebration. Ca-Lo planned to make the most of his short-lived independence. Indistinguishable from his brother, he was ready to go after Dana. In less than ten minutes, he was striding across the tarmac beneath Tse'Bit'a'i's jutting hull. The ship's broad shadow carried a chill that raised gooseflesh on his arms, despite the leather coat he wore. His collar flapped wildly in the wind and his newly shorn hair writhed atop his head in an unfamiliar way. He paused where darkness met waning daylight and waited for his horse to be brought to him, pretending nothing was amiss. Should anyone spot him, they would think he was merely going out to practice his riding skills, just as he had done countless times since military training. To his left loomed Ne'Ol', a massive vessel, even at half Tse'Bit'a'i's size. Sixty decks high, she possessed enough firepower to pulverize Earth's lone moon to dust in a matter of seconds. Beside her sat Chay'Da'Gahi', a stunning example of modern design, technology, and military might. The curved hull bristled with cannons. Nearly ten-thousand closed portals hid docking bays loaded with deadly stingercraft. And Tse'Bit'a'i' -- the flagship, largest and most heavily armed in the Armada -- outshone her sister ships in every way imaginable. Ca-Lo gazed up at her in admiration. A finger of sunlight chose that moment to pierce the overcast and coat the ship's metallic skin with a coppery glow. Symbols incised in Tse'Bit'a'i's sides sprang into stark 3-D relief. Prayers, scientific principles, philosophical pronouncements -- every square meter of her hull was pocked with the Nih-hi-cho's most revered beliefs and discoveries. She was magnificent, formidable, unrivaled by any vessel in the sector. Ca-Lo inhaled the tang of her recently-fired plasma cannons. Her thrumming engines vibrated the ground beneath the thick soles of his terrestrial boots. As much as he detested the Nih-hi-cho, he had to admire their military preeminence. It was a privilege to command the most powerful armada in the known universe. It afforded him his only opportunity to make choices and control fate. Directing the fleet was as close to being a free man as he had ever come. Until today. A young soldier approached at last, leading a saddled horse. The lustrous, black animal was well-muscled. It looked capable of making the arduous mountain trek in record time. Its saddlebags bulged with supplies; a full canteen dangled against its right shoulder. The soldier's brows rose at Ca-Lo's terrestrial clothes, short hair and unmarked cheek, but he said nothing and handed over the reins. Ca-Lo wasted no time. He mounted the horse and spurred its ribs. It took off at a gallop toward the hills in the east. He would ride non-stop through the night. Red Dragon willing, he would arrive at Safe Camp in just under two days. The rebels and Dana would suspect nothing of his true motives, until it was too late. The horse's hooves pummeled the pavement with a comforting thunder that lifted Ca-Lo's spirits. Freedom settled into his bones. He leaned forward in the saddle and let the wind dry tears of relief from his face. * * * SAFE CAMP, UTAH SKINNER'S RV "Dibeh, please sit down. You don't have to wait on me." Lady Dana was frowning, but her eyes shone with genuine concern. Dibeh poured steaming tea into a ceramic mug, which was decorated with a flagged, fortified city and the words Disney World -- Happiest Place on Earth. She wished her mistress would step back, or better yet, sit at the table with the officer named Skinner. The kitchen was cramped and the kettle was hot. "You should be resting," Lady Dana reminded her for the third time since Dibeh had cleared the dinner dishes. Nothing would please Dibeh more than to lie down and sleep, but she was duty-bound to care for her mistress. She had promised Master Ca-Lo. She pressed the mug into her Lady's hands. "She always this stubborn?" asked Skinner, studying his maps, making notations. His tone was sharp, but his expression softened as he focused on Lady Dana. He watched her mistress often, Dibeh had noticed. His gaze was protective, even a little possessive. A stark contrast to the suspicious looks he cast Dibeh's way. He would surely evict her -- or worse, give her to his soldiers -- if not for Lady Dana's generous guardianship. "I think she's more loyal than stubborn," her mistress said kindly. Tea in hand, Lady Dana moved to the bench opposite Skinner. "Thank you, Dibeh," she murmured, the hot drink steaming from her lips. Lady Dana's gratitude surprised Dibeh, who was not used to receiving compliments for her services. After all, she had been created to tend to the needs and demands of her human masters. There was no reason to thank her for carrying out her duties. Dibeh filled a second mug for Skinner. The tea smelled spicy and delicious. Dibeh wished she could pour some for herself, but to drink with them would be inappropriate. She set the kettle back on the stove and imagined the hot tea filling her belly, radiating out to warm her cold fingers and toes. Despite the layers of clothing she wore, she felt chilled to the bone. Skinner's trailer was drafty. The entire planet seemed frightfully bitter and windy. She shivered at her memory of the dock, the lake...the dark, icy water... She had been prepared to end her life at the bottom of that lake. But then the Red Dragon appeared and said, "Do not surrender. You have reason yet to live." He must have been referring to her duty to Lady Dana. There was no other possible purpose for her. Unless her mistress decided to give her to another master. Dibeh glanced nervously at Skinner's ominous scowl. Uncertainty pounded in her veins. She did not want to serve Skinner. She did not like his sour looks and angry tone. She missed the familiarity and warmth of Tse'Bit'a'i', the cheerful conversations with Ulso and the other servants. She missed the peace that came from a daily routine, the comfort of knowing what was expected of her each moment. Here, she must somehow anticipate the needs of a mistress she barely knew. She must also please her Lady's glowering companion, since he owned their shelter, food, and clothing, and he commanded the human soldiers who wanted to kill her. She was as dependant upon his charity and protection as she was upon that of her mistress. To add to her worries, Lady Dana's belly was alarmingly large. The baby's birth would bring additional responsibilities. And Dibeh knew nothing about human infants, not even how they got out of their mothers' stomachs. Would Lady Dana be torn apart like the hosts of Nih-hi-cho young? Would she die in the process? Who would Dibeh serve then? Skinner? The child? Divine Angels, she did not know how to care for a human baby. What did they eat? How old were they when they finally shed their skins and transformed into adults? How would Dibeh learn all she needed to know? Hands quaking, she delivered Skinner's tea to the table and silently thanked the Red Dragon she didn't spill it. Skinner lifted the mug, his fierce eyes locked upon Dibeh as he took a sip. Her skin heated beneath his intense scrutiny. She wanted to ask if the tea was too hot, or if he preferred it with honey the way Lady Cassandra liked it, but she was at a loss as to how to make herself understood. Like Lady Dana, Skinner could not grasp the meaning of even the most rudimentary hand signals. Dibeh retreated the few steps to the kitchen, where she kept an ear turned toward her mistress while she washed the dinner dishes. "She never talks?" Skinner asked Lady Dana. "Her inability to speak is the result of the hybridization process," answered her mistress. "At least, that's what I was told." "Aliens don't like their slaves talking back?" "I don't think that's their motive. The aliens can read minds, so verbal communication isn't an issue for them." "Can *she* read minds?" Dibeh glanced up from her sudsy dishwater to find Skinner eyeing her, lips pressed tightly together. She shook her head, wanting to assure him that she did not share the mental agility of the Nih-hi-cho, then immediately regretted her action. It was not her place to participate in their discussion without permission. "From what I've seen, hybrids don't have that particular ability," Lady Dana explained. "They use sign language to communicate. She understands everything we're saying. Don't you, Dibeh?" Pleased to be invited to answer, Dibeh nodded, letting them know it was true. She understood their verbal and written language perfectly, as well as the meanings of their postures, mannerisms and facial expressions. She had spent long hours memorizing, practicing. "A half-alien who's fluent in English? You don't find that odd?" Again he directed his question at Lady Dana. "Not really. She was Cassandra Spender's personal aide." At the mention of Lady Cassandra's name, Dibeh felt a stab of apprehension. There had been Nih-hi-cho blood beneath Ca-Lo's desk the night she and Lady Dana were kidnapped. Dibeh suspected something dreadful had happened to her former mistress. "I don't get it," Skinner said. "Why would the aliens give a servant to a human prisoner?" "Cassandra wasn't a prisoner." "I thought she was abducted at El Rico." "More like rescued." "But why? What's special about her?" Lady Dana's next words were laced with bitterness. "Her son is the officer we saw back at Farmington Bay, the man who looks like Mulder." "The man who claimed to be Mulder's brother." "It's not as farfetched as it might sound. We know Jeffrey is Mulder's half-brother. We saw the PCR results. It's possible Mulder and Jeffrey's father had other children." "I can't think of a worse candidate for fatherhood than Old Smokey." Lady Dana glanced at Dibeh, who busied herself, wiping the small counter with her damp cloth. "Walter, there's something you should know about this man Ca- Lo. He can be...unusually persuasive." "Persuasive in what way?" "Remember Robert Modell?" "Shit." "Ca-Lo can make people do things they wouldn't ordinarily do." Dibeh watched them from the corner of her eye. She saw Skinner's jaw clench. "He didn't 'persuade' you to do something you didn't want to, did he?" Lady Dana's voice wavered when she spoke. "It's...it's difficult to talk about." A loud knock on the door startled Dibeh and prevented Lady Dana from explaining further. Dibeh took a step toward the entrance, but Skinner growled "I'll get it" and rose to his feet. The visitor turned out to be Royal Jackson. Snow flecked his spiraling hair and knit hat. Slush melted into muddy puddles around his boots. "News, sir." Royal eyed Dibeh with obvious disdain, then removed his gloves and reached into his pocket. He passed Skinner a handwritten communiqué. Skinner scanned the document. "Why would they put all their firepower in one place? Defensively, it makes no sense." "Not sure, sir. Maybe the warships are there to protect whatever the hell is going on in the stronghold." "Maybe. Or..." "Sir?" "It could be they don't consider us a threat any more." "Good. Then they'll leave us alone." Lady Dana sounded more bitter than hopeful. Dibeh turned her back to hide her disappointment. Secretly she had been praying to the Red Dragon, asking him to send Ca-Lo and his troops to this miserable place to take her and her mistress back to Tse'Bit'a'i', where they belonged. Now there seemed little chance she would see her home and friends again. Tears filled her eyes, blurring the dishes in the sink. A gust of wind rattled the trailer. Sleet tapped like ghostly fingers against the tiny kitchen window. Dibeh dipped her hands into the tepid water and slowly finished washing the dishes. * * * OPAL RIVER, WYOMING Mulder slouched on the sofa, bare feet stretched toward the welcome warmth of the fireplace. His frostbitten toes prickled as they thawed. Every inch of him ached, especially the knotted muscles in his damaged left leg. He drew comfort from William, who snoozed in his lap. Kenna had fed, bathed, and dressed the boy in a pair of clean flannel PJs she'd unearthed from a bureau in a back bedroom. She'd then passed William, sated and sleepy, to Mulder so she could take her turn in the iron-stained bathtub. Mulder had accepted his son with open arms. Imagining moments like this one had comforted him during his many months in hiding and, later, when he was confined to a prison cell, missing every milestone in William's young life. What had been his son's first word? When had he taken his first step? Who was the man he called "dada" before Mulder came to claim the honor? Mulder's eyes misted as he stroked William's downy-soft hair, his velvety ear. The boy's lids fluttered but remained shut. The heat of the fire, the gratifying weight of William in his lap, the simple tranquility he derived from watching his son's small chest rise and fall, lulled Mulder toward true peace -- the first he had experienced since making love to Scully in Roswell a half year earlier. I found him, Scully, he wanted to tell her. Just like I said I would. The fire snapped and popped, sending a welcome, piney scent into the room. The flames' golden glow dappled the hearth, the frayed rug, William's pink cheeks. The ramshackle cabin had been a godsend. Someone's hunting camp, tucked off the main road, overlooking Opal River. It was stocked with canned food, cast-off clothing, blankets, firewood. Best of all, there were no corpses to bury. That wasn't to say the place was perfect. Mice inhabited the kitchen. The countertop was speckled with their droppings and the musty air carried the prickly odor of their urine. But rather than being repulsed, Mulder found hope in the faint ticking of their small toenails as they scurried about, scrounging for food and building their nests, preparing for future generations as if the end of the world was not upon them. Beyond his outstretched legs, Gibson snored softly atop a mattress he'd dragged from one of the frosty bedrooms and positioned in front of the roaring fire. He looked vulnerable without his glasses, which he'd placed on a rickety end table beside the hearth. Mulder was struck by how much Gibson had changed in the last couple of years. He was no longer the plump-cheeked boy he, Scully and Diana had met in Inget Murray Psychiatric Hospital in what felt like another lifetime. He was leaner, tougher. Real facial hair, not a child's peach fuzz, shadowed his upper lip and chin. And he had grown more serious, if such a thing were possible. Kenna, finished with her bath, sat cross-legged in a worn overstuffed chair, brushing her freshly shampooed hair, letting the heat from the fire dry it. She had discovered the hairbrush in the bathroom and appropriated it the same way she did every other useful item she came across. Like William's pajamas and the faded jeans she was wearing. A size too big, the jeans rode low on her hips, the waistband not quite meeting her clean white shirt, which was a turtleneck, selected no doubt because it hid the scars on her neck. Mulder couldn't help but notice she wore no bra. Her breasts bounced with each stroke of the brush. Her nipples weren't hard, but the dark areolas showed through the light- colored fabric, drawing his eye. "He doing okay?" She glanced at William and caught Mulder staring at her chest. Mulder's gaze dropped to his son. "He's fine." "I could hold him if he's a bother." "He's no bother." Kenna rose from her chair, abandoning her hairbrush on the Navajo blanket that covered the torn seat. She crossed to Mulder and reached out to clasp William's small bare foot. "He's finally warmed up," she murmured. The day had been raw, their hike arduous. The snow had stopped shortly after dawn, allowing them to cover approximately eighteen miles along Route 30 before sundown. The road followed Opal River, which provided fresh water as they trudged more deeply into the high desert, where limber pines, sagebrush and leafless aspens dotted the rocky hillsides. Kenna sank onto the cushions next to Mulder and drew her knees up under her chin. Her shoulder brushed his. The scent of soap and toothpaste wafted from her. It occurred to Mulder she must have used the cabin owner's toothbrush and the idea rocked his stomach with queasy waves. She seemed to have no qualms about appropriating people's seconds. Like Scully, she was practical in the extreme. Maybe she had lived with hand-me-downs all her life, reinforcing her pragmatic nature. Or perhaps it was the hardships of the last half year that drove her to do whatever she needed to survive. Thank God she had found William all those months ago. How many times had she saved the boy's life since then? Mulder would never be able to adequately thank her for everything she had done on his son's behalf. "You look beat," he said. "So do you." Her dusky eyes took him in. She was really quite pretty, despite the scars he knew ringed her neck. Long-limbed and slender, face unlined, hair glossy. Her mouth pursed, full, moist. "Rick isn't coming back," she said, germane to nothing as was often her habit. She absently twirled her wedding ring. "What makes you say that?" "He's dead," she admitted for the first time. "Locust-monsters killed him." "When?" "Day I found William." "You saw it happen?" She reached out and caressed the baby's rounded cheek. "He's beautiful, isn't he?" she asked, avoiding the question. "I think so." "You suppose his mother is still alive?" "I believe she is. I hope she is." "How long's it been since you saw her?" "Six months." Six long months since Scully drove away without saying goodbye, leaving Mulder behind. "A lot's happened since then," Kenna stated the obvious. "Yes." Mulder may have lost Scully, but, thanks to this young woman, he had found his son. The fire crackled; sparks floated up the chimney like lightning bugs. William's rosebud lips sucked on something in his dreams. Mulder's eyes went again to Kenna's breasts. "You wanna kiss me?" she asked. He did. He was surprised at how much. "I-I shouldn't." "Why not? Aren't I as pretty as her?" "It has nothing to do with that. I love her." "I love Rick, too, but that doesn't mean we can't kiss." To prove her point, she leaned close and touched her lips lightly to his. Her breath carried the minty smell of a stranger's toothpaste. "See?" she said, pulling back a fraction of an inch. Shaken and aroused, he inhaled slowly, deeply, feeling like he was taking his first real breath in months. The first since Mount Weather, when he'd learned William was gone, when Scully's betrayal had knocked the wind from his lungs, seemingly forever. The ghost of Kenna's kiss tingled upon his lower lip. Her eyes remained locked with his while her fingers caressed William's baby-fine hair. Mulder was cold. And bone weary. He wanted to feel pleasure and comfort again. He wanted to feel Kenna's hands on his skin. Her soft, pliant body beneath his. She was offering him a few moments of warm indulgence, a temporary distraction from two years of god-awful torture and loneliness. It wasn't love, he knew, on her part or his, but it might assuage the empty ache in his heart, left there when Scully departed without him in Shiprock. Wake up, Gibson, Mulder half wished. Stop me before I make a horrible mistake. He lifted William from his lap and carefully laid him on the mattress beside the sleeping teen. Gibson didn't stir. Mulder grasped Kenna's outstretched hand and snagged the Navajo blanket from the chair as he led her to the back bedroom. The floor was icy beneath his bare feet. "It's freezing in here," she muttered. He wrapped the blanket, and his arms, around her, then closed the door softly with a push of his foot. * * * TWO DAYS LATER SOUTH OF SAFE CAMP, UTAH LATE AFTERNOON Directing his horse northward along Route 30, Ca-Lo was unprepared for the jewel-like glow of Bear Lake at dusk. Twenty miles long and eight miles wide, it shimmered a bright turquoise blue, the color matching exactly the oval stone in the ring he was bringing to Dana as a wedding gift. Ca-Lo planned to propose to Dana the way Earth men traditionally proposed marriage, on bended knee, ring in hand, heart laid bare. He wanted it to be a perfect moment, the first of many. In his mind he could clearly imagine their wedding ceremony, their first night as man and wife, a long joyful future together. He wanted all the rewards his brother so blithely took for granted: a woman who loved him, a family of his own, freedom to do as he pleased. Ca-Lo wondered if Mulder was dead, killed by Harris. He hoped the old Watcher was safely back at Harmony I with little William. The boy would assure Dana's cooperation -- at the altar and in Ca-Lo's bed. She would be grateful to him for returning her son. Red Dragon willing, she would grow to love Ca-Lo over time. And he would dote on her, provide her with every possible luxury, with servants, and children, lots of children. Strong, ambitious sons and lovely, intelligent daughters. The screech of a goshawk drew Ca-Lo's attention skyward. Buoyed by an unseen draft, the bird circled beneath the heavy overcast, hunting its evening meal. Dusk was fast approaching; it would be pitch-dark in less than an hour. Enough time to reach his destination. The camp was visible in the distance. An untidy collection of tents, trailers and motor homes cluttering the mile-long white sand beach. Boats bobbed in slips at the docks. Smoke rose from open fires, carrying the scent of green wood and burning refuse. Windows flickered with candlelight while people hurried between shelters, bundled against the cold. A sudden snap of twigs spooked Ca-Lo's horse, causing it to whinny and toss its head. Ghostly vapors puffed skyward as it nervously sniffed the frosty air. "What is it, boy?" Had the horse caught wind of a sentry? Spruce and juniper dotted the craggy, snow-covered hills on either side of the road. Murky, claw-like shadows stretched across the landscape, providing perfect cover for rebel soldiers lying in wait. "Stop right there, mister," came a voice from the half-dark. Ca-Lo reined in his horse at the road's center line. "I'm unarmed." "We'll see about that." A grim-faced man stepped from the shadows, an M-16 aimed at Ca-Lo's chest. He was dressed in a camouflage jacket, baggy wool pants, and a Rockies' baseball cap with a bent brim. "Who are you?" the sentry asked. "Name's Mulder. I'm looking for a woman named Dana Scully. She's a doctor. I have reason to believe she's living in your camp." "Get off your horse, Mr. Mulder. Slow. And keep your hands where I can see 'em." The man shouted over his shoulder, "Ty, cover me while I search him." Ty stepped into view. He was young, a teenager. Smudges of dirt darkened his smooth cheeks and undersized chin. He licked chapped lips and held his shotgun with thin, shaky arms. "Don't do nuthin' stupid," Ty warned, "or I'll shoot your fuckin' head off." "No need for that," Ca-Lo said, easing off his horse. The older man passed Ty his rifle. "Watch him close." "I got him in my sights, Gil. One false move and...BAM!" Ca-Lo raised his hands and kept an eye on trigger-happy Ty as Gil frisked him. "He ain't armed," Gil announced. "I told you," Ca-Lo said. "Shut the fuck up!" warned Ty. Ca-Lo waited quietly as Gil rummaged through his saddlebags. "Anything?" Ty asked, licking his lips again. "Not much. Change of clothes, couple cans of food and...this." Gil shook the tiny box that held Dana's engagement ring. "Please, that's for her, the woman I've come for." Ca-Lo took a step toward Gil and reached for the box. "Don't move, mister," Ty warned, "unless you want a back full of buckshot." Gil lifted the box's lid and peered inside. "Pretty." "Put it back." "You ain't in any position to be ordering me around, Mr. Mulder." "Are you a soldier in the North Utah Infantry?" "Might be. Then again, I might not. What's it to you?" "I'm a friend of Walter Skinner's." This got both men's attention. "So unless you want to piss off your commanding officer, you'll put that ring back where you found it." Gil considered for a minute, then returned the ring to the saddlebag. "Probably worthless anyway. Where you comin' from, Mr. Mulder?" "Polson, most recently." "Flathead Reservation?" "Yes. I've been riding for six days." Gil looked him over, clearly trying to assess the truth of his claim. "Anyone else up that way?" "About a dozen, but they're in no condition to travel." "Shit," said Ty, "we coulda used more men." "Shut the fuck up, you moron," Gil warned. Ty's wet mouth slapped closed and he hung his head. "Look...Gil, is it?" Ca-Lo asked. "I'm a stranger and you've got no reason to trust me, but if you take me to Ms. Scully, she'll tell you who I am." "You ain't seein' no one but Commander Skinner. Convince him you're who you say you are, and we'll take it from there." "That's fine. Like I said, Skinner's an old friend." "We'll see about that." Gil took possession of the horse's reins. "Let's go. You lead, Mr. Mulder." Ca-Lo headed toward Safe Camp with the barrel of Ty's shotgun poking painfully in his spine. When they arrived at the park's Visitor Center, Gil tied the horse to a bicycle rack and then escorted Ca-lo inside to an office that smelled like wet wool and burnt coffee. Five grubby men, dressed in mismatched hunting jackets, camo sweatshirts and baseball caps, sat in metal folding chairs at a table strewn with coffee mugs and topographical maps. A stern, balding man in glasses and fatigues rose from his chair. Ca-Lo recognized him from Mulder's files, as well as from his own reconnaissance photos: Walter Skinner, ex-Marine, ex-FBI, one of Mulder's closest friends and, as leader of the rebel resistance, a significant thorn in the Society's collective side. Adopting Mulder's relaxed attitude, Ca-Lo said, "Walter, you look like you've just seen a ghost." Skinner blinked with a mix of surprise and suspicion. "Mulder?" "In the flesh." "I'll need proof of that." "Fair enough." Ca-Lo pointed to the map, where handwritten notations marked roadways and mountain ranges. "May I?" Skinner moved to block his view. "I don't think so." "I can show you where the aliens are." "We know where they are." "But do you know *why* they're there?" Ca-Lo would win Skinner's trust by providing him with inconsequential intelligence. "You tell me." "They're planning a helluva party. Special invitation only." "What are they celebrating?" There was no reason for Ca-Lo to lie. Skinner and his troops could not stop the Nih-hi-cho. "It's like a Sweet Sixteen, of sorts. The young aliens are being introduced into the Society. They'll become members of the intellectual community, part of a group consciousness. They call it The Joining." "Assuming what you say is true, how did you learn about it?" "I was in Salt Lake City." Gil raised his rifle and pointed it at Ca-Lo's temple. "You said you came from Polson." "I lied. I trust no one...no one but Skinner and Scully." Ca- Lo shot Skinner an obstinate stare that he hoped matched Mulder's exactly. Skinner studied him through narrowed eyes. Finally he said, "There's a man who looks like you. He would know about this 'joining.'" Ca-Lo hid his surprise and nodded. Skinner must have spotted him at Salt Lake, probably when he was searching Besh-Lo's downed craft. It would answer the question of who had rescued Dana and her hybrid aide. "So you've heard about my evil twin." "I've seen him." Ca-Lo decided to continue telling small truths in order to hide bigger ones. "His name is Ca-Lo. He's a military strategist for--" "For the aliens. Yes, I know all about that." "You think I'm him?" Skinner indicated the maps with a tilt of his head. "He could learn a lot by coming here. I need proof you're Mulder -- undeniable proof -- before I trust you." "She'll know," Ca-Lo said, believing Mulder would take this tactic. "Scully can be the proof you need." "I won't put her in danger." "I wouldn't ask you to." He stared unblinkingly at Skinner and stepped closer, invading the other man's personal space the way he'd seen his brother do countless times on the surveillance tapes. "Let her question me. Hell, let her examine me. You can be right there watching." Skinner regarded him for a long moment, jaw working as he considered. "Okay," he said at last. "But if she says you're an imposter, you won't live to argue the point. I'll kill you where you stand." * * * Scully was conducting evening rounds when Skinner entered the infirmary with Mulder in tow. Her heart leapt to her throat at the sight of him, dressed in familiar clothes, worry creasing his brow as he desperately searched the rows of cots looking for her. When he spotted her halfway across the room, his entire body appeared to relax. A slanting smile lit his face and it was all she could do to keep herself from dropping her patient's chart and running to him. It might not be him, she reminded herself. To give her wildly beating heart time to settle down, she finished tending her patient, a teenager, burned and blinded by plasma fire. "How are you feeling?" She checked his IV. "C-cold." She tucked the thin, inadequate bedding around his shivering shoulders. "I'll have someone bring you another blanket," she promised, knowing it would come from her bed because there were no more. "Th-thanks, D-doc." She gave his shoulder an encouraging squeeze. Emotions under control, she crossed the room to stand before Skinner and the man who looked like Mulder. "Scully..." Tears filled the man's hazel eyes and he reached for her. Skinner grabbed his arm, stopping him. "Not so fast." "This is ridiculous," Mulder objected. "Scully, it's me." "You'll have to prove that," she said. "What a surprise." "Convince me you're not a clone or a shapeshifter or...or anyone else." She couldn't bring herself to say Ca-Lo's name. Waves of disgust and shame heated her face. "If you're really Mulder, you'll understand my need for caution." "All those times I told you to trust no one and now it's come back to bite me on the ass. Guess it serves me right." "Would a physical examination give you the proof you need?" Skinner asked. Would it? It was an approach she would have taken in her old life, back before she had lost her faith in the authenticity of physical evidence, before experience -- and Mulder -- had taught her to rely on her instincts as well as her eyes. "Follow me." She had seen through Jeffrey Spender's subterfuge when he tried to impersonate Mulder to get to William. If this man was an imposter, she would expose him, too. She led both men to a makeshift examining area behind a privacy curtain. Turning to face Mulder, she ordered, "Take off your clothes." "Not that I'm complaining, but is this really the best place for a reunion?" Mulder glanced at Skinner. "Strip. Now," she demanded. He smiled, almost shyly, then shed his jacket and tossed it on the nearby examining table. His pullover and t-shirt followed. Bare-chested, arms extended, he turned to face her. An old gunshot wound was visible on his shoulder, right where it should be. "Tell me about this." She ran her fingers lightly across the scar, testing its authenticity. He inhaled sharply at her touch and closed his eyes, clearly grateful for the physical contact. She let her hand drop. "A bullet from your gun had my name on it," he said, opening his eyes. "Why would I shoot you?" "To save me from myself." He leaned close and whispered, "Story of our lives, wouldn't you say?" She took a step back and Skinner moved closer, ready to intervene on her behalf. She appreciated his willingness to protect her. "Your pants," she said to the man who looked like Mulder. "Drop them." He waggled his brows in a gesture so like Mulder, it set her heart hammering. "I always liked playing doctor with you, Scully." He unfastened his fly. "And I don't mind having an audience if you don't, but I gotta admit it's a side of you I never suspected." He pushed his jeans to his knees. She averted her gaze from his boxers and looked instead at the mark on his thigh. "Explain that." "Lucas Henry shot me during a kidnapping case." "Which kidnapping case?" If this was Mulder, he would remember the kids' names. He had perfect recall. "Elizabeth Hawley and James Summers. Nineteen years old. You saved their lives. You saved mine, too." He gently tagged her arm, caressing her through the thick sleeve of her shirt. "Back off," Skinner ordered. His hand fell away. "I still think Boggs' act was bogus. I always wondered how he convinced you to believe him." An imposter could memorize the details of the Boggs case from written reports, but would anyone other than Mulder know about her unlikely acceptance of Boggs' supernatural abilities? "Turn around," she said. He pivoted awkwardly, pants bunched at his knees. "My best side," he joked. She examined the gunshot's exit wound. Position, age -- it looked right. Could this really be Mulder? Her pulse quickened at the possibility. "Face me and open your mouth." For the first time, he appeared annoyed. "This is crazy, Scully. I'm Mulder." "You want to play doctor? Say ahh." She stood on tiptoe and peered into his mouth. One filling, second molar. If this man was an imposter, he was a damned good one. "Convinced yet?" he asked. "No. Get dressed." He did as she asked. "You'll believe Luther Boggs can channel spirits, but you won't believe I'm me. That hurts, Scully." He was teasing again and his flip-flopping moods were certainly characteristic of Mulder. "You haven't said one word about our fight." She studied his face and eyes. "Seems pretty unimportant in retrospect," he said, looking uncertain. "That's not how you felt six months ago." "Scully..." His expression grew sad. "A lot has happened since then." His focus dropped to the swell of her abdomen. "Look at you. Y-you're pregnant." "I was wondering if you'd noticed." "I *am* a trained investigator." A slight smile curled his lips, then quickly vanished. "I've missed a lot, haven't I?" "It's getting to be a habit." "For both of us. Should I be hunting down the pizza man?" Jesus, would anyone but Mulder know their private joke? "Pizza man?" she asked, testing him. "Is it unmanly to admit to pepperoni envy?" He mugged dismay. He had to be Mulder. No one else could rollercoaster between grief and humor with such confidence. And, as if she needed more to convince her, he donned his panic face, a mask of composure meant to camouflage his fears from everyone but her, the only person he truly trusted. "I am who I say I am," he insisted. "You have to be willing to see. Scully, you have to believe me." Similar words, spoken in Calumet Mercy's psych ward, came rushing back to her: Nobody else on this whole damn planet... you're my one in five billion. The baby fluttered inside her. She wanted to trust him. *Needed* to trust him. "Okay, Mulder. I believe you," she said, praying her instincts were correct. * * * ROUTE 30, WYOMING NIGHTFALL Snow skated across Route 30 in dervishes, alternately hiding and revealing the highway's golden centerline before vanishing like furious ghosts in the growing gloom. Plodding steadily westward, Mulder carried William in his arms and, on his back, a pack containing clean diapers and a two-day supply of canned food. William slept fitfully with his face buried in Mulder's neck for warmth. Gibson hugged a gallon-sized jug of water, and matched Mulder step for step. Empty handed, Kenna trailed several paces behind, dragging her feet, as she'd been doing all day. "Don't lecture me, Gibson." Mulder kept his voice pitched low, although he doubted Kenna could hear him over the wind's bitter howl. "I wasn't lecturing." "No?" "If you feel guilty, don't blame me. I just asked a simple question." "One to which you already know the answer." Mulder adjusted his hold on William, trying to relieve a cramp in his right arm. "I didn't use a condom. I didn't have one. I regret it. There's nothing more to say on the subject." Gibson gave Mulder an accusatory sidelong glance, but made no comment. "I admit, sleeping with Kenna was shortsighted," Mulder continued, uncomfortable with Gibson's silence, "and selfish...irresponsible...stupid-- You want me to go on?" "There could be consequences." "No shit." Blustering snow stung Mulder's face and momentarily blinded him. He staggered and leaned into the wind, cursing his bad leg. "She's worried," Gibson said. "About getting pregnant?" "No. About you. She wonders why you're treating her this way." "I'm not treating her any way. I'm ignoring her." "Exactly. Like she's a one night stand." "She is a one night stand." "You sure about that?" "Yes I'm sure." Gibson wiped snow from his glasses with gloved fingers. "She expected you'd be pleased." Another icy gust pummeled Mulder. William jerked awake. "Mama?" He extended stubby arms over Mulder's shoulder toward Kenna. Mulder glanced back. Kenna was trudging along the highway's centerline with shoulders hunched, eyes downcast. Her long hair lashed as snowflakes spiraled around her. "It's okay, son. Go back to sleep," Mulder soothed, and lumbered on. To Gibson he said, "I am such an idiot." Again Gibson remained silent and Mulder took it to mean he agreed. Sleeping with Kenna had complicated an already complicated situation. "I made a mistake of gargantuan proportions during a moment of temporary insanity," Mulder admitted. "Is that her fault?" "Of course not." "You might consider telling her." "How, without hurting or encouraging her?" Mulder squinted through the veil of snow. Lurking at the top of the next rise was the faint silhouette of a house. "Hallelujah," he said without enthusiasm. It was a place to get out of the cold, but being stuck under the same roof with Kenna's wounded looks and Gibson's disapproving stares was going to make for a hell of a long night. "Apologize to her, Mulder." Mulder wondered how far he would get on his bad leg, loaded down with William and their food, if he made a run for the hills. "Coward," Gibson accused, reading his thoughts. "You won't get an argument from me on that score." Gibson stopped walking and held out the jug. "Take this and give me William; I'll get him to the house. You apologize." "Now?" Mulder hated the way his voice whined like a two-year- old's. "You want a decent night's sleep?" "Yes." "Then clear the air." Gibson was right. It was time to own up to his mistake. Mulder kissed William's cheek and reluctantly exchanged him for the water. Gibson hefted William onto one hip and headed for the house. Mulder watched them fade into the whirling snow as he waited for Kenna to catch up. "You all right?" he asked when she was beside him. Her fists were buried deeply in her pockets. Tears glittered on her lashes and Mulder wished it was only the wind, and not him, that had put them there. Sniffing, she asked, "Why are you so pissed?" "I'm not." "Coulda fooled me." "Okay, I am mad -- at myself, not at you. I shouldn't have...what we did...what *I* did..." Shit, this was harder than he had imagined. "See? You are pissed. I did something wrong, didn't I?" "No, you were fine. You were more than fine." She tilted her head back, as if searching the snow-filled night for answers. Flakes clumped on her lashes. Her lower lip trembled. "I know I'm not what you'd call an experienced woman. I've only been with one other man. So if I messed up maybe you could show me what you--" "No, Kenna, please, it wasn't anything you did or didn't do." Her mittened hand rose to her throat to cover the scars that were already hidden behind her turtleneck and thick wool scarf. "You think I'm ugly. I don't blame you. I-I *am* ugly." "Kenna...no. You're not ugly. You're very pretty." "Then what is it?" Her eyes pleaded for an answer. "Why don't you like me?" "I do like you." "But not as much as her." "No." Tears spilled onto her wind-chapped cheeks. Swiping them away, she marched after Gibson and William. Mulder limped along beside her, trying to keep pace. "I love her, Kenna. I told you that." "She could be dead. Rick's dead. Almost everybody's dead... 'cept us." "You're wrong. There are others at Safe Camp." "I'll believe that when I see it." Her defiant tone was so like Scully's it made his heart skip a beat. "Kenna, whether there are people at Safe Camp or not, what we did can't happen again. It won't." "'Til the next time you're feeling lonely?" He grabbed her arm, intending only to slow her. "Don't." She wrenched free. "I'm trying to apologize." "You're sorry you slept with me. I get it." "No, it's not...I mean, yes, I am sorry that we... Damn it, stop running!" She slowed, but didn't stop. "You got something more to say?" She glared at him. "Yes. I'm sorry. I'm just...sorry." "Sure you are." They reached the front steps of the squatty ranch-style house, where Gibson was standing on the small upper landing, free hand on the doorknob. Mulder could tell from the way he cocked his head that he was listening to voices the others couldn't hear. "Is someone inside?" Mulder whispered. "No. Shhh." Mulder waited for what seemed an eternity before blurting, "Well?" "I hear her." "Who?" "Scully." The name sizzled along Mulder's limbs like a jolt of electricity and he nearly dropped the jug of water. "Is she okay? Where is she?" "At the rebels' camp. She's with, uh..." "With who?" "It can't be." "Gibson?" "It doesn't make sense." "God damn it, who?" Gibson's typically bland expression registered genuine astonishment. "She's with...you." * * * "I'll be fine," Dana assured Skinner as she ushered him out his own door. "I'm going to post a guard outside." He eyeballed Ca-Lo, who was leaning against the kitchen counter. "Still don't trust me, Walter?" Ca-Lo smiled, hiding his irritation at Dana's self-appointed guardian. Skinner touched Dana's arm and reiterated, "I won't be far." "I know. Thank you, Walter." "Nighty-night, Walter." Ca-Lo waggled his fingers as Dana closed the door behind Skinner. Pushing away from the counter, he caught Dana in a loose embrace. He kissed her cheek, her ear, her neck. "Alone at last." "Not quite." Dana directed his attention to where Dibeh sat quietly at the table. Like any well-trained servant, Dibeh was an expert at making herself inconspicuous. Stationary as a stone, she watched their every move. Would she give away his ruse? "There's an alien-human hybrid sitting at your table, Scully," he said dryly. "I told you they existed." "Yes...well...I've come to accept a lot of the things you once told me." "I'm assuming she's friendly since she's here in your home. Are you going to introduce us?" This elicited a surprised look from Dibeh. Tentatively she signed, "I have been hoping you would come, Master Ca-Lo. Are you taking us back to Tse'Bit'a'i'?" "She can't speak?" he asked. "Only through sign language." "Can you understand what she's saying?" "No. But her name is Dibeh. She helped me escape from the aliens' ship. She saved my life." "Then I owe her a debt of gratitude." Ca-Lo smiled. "Pleased to meet you, Dibeh." This produced more signing. "Why are you acting like we have not met? Why does Lady Dana call you by a strange name?" "She seems upset," Ca-Lo said, pretending he couldn't interpret her hand signals. "Dibeh, there's no need to be afraid. This is Mulder. He's the man I've been looking for since last May. He's a friend." Dana reached for Ca-Lo's hand and dovetailed their fingers. "You can trust him." Confusion knotted Dibeh's brow, but her hands dropped to her lap. Dana leaned into Ca-Lo. "It's been hard for her here," she whispered. "Then let's give her some time to get used to the idea of having me around." Placing his hand at the small of her back, Ca-Lo steered Dana into the bedroom at the opposite end of the trailer. He drew the mildew-stained curtain closed behind them, blocking them from Dibeh's view. Dana snaked her arms around his waist and looked up expectantly. His plan was working. Dibeh had not blown his cover. Dana believed he was Mulder. Sifting through snippets of taped conversations at lightning speed, Ca-Lo searched his photographic memory for an appropriate comment or question, something that would sound typical of Mulder. He settled on saying nothing at all, letting his actions speak for him. He drew her to him and rested his chin upon the crown of her head. Her distended abdomen pressed pleasantly against his own flat stomach and he reveled in the feel of it. This was their child, their daughter, between them. His eyes flooded with tears at the idea. He could scarcely describe his euphoria, it was so foreign to him. His lifelong dream was literally within arm's reach. He hardly dared breathe, afraid he might awaken to discover this was all a hallucination, induced by the Nih- hi-cho to keep him quiet while they performed another of their heinous experiments. "You're trembling," Dana said. "I can't believe I'm actually here," he replied honestly. "You're here." He tightened his embrace. This is real, he told himself. Not a hallucination. Make the most of it. "Tell me what I've missed," he whispered. "I hardly know where to begin." She was on the verge of telling "Mulder" the truth, that she was pregnant with another man's child. Eager to hear how she would phrase her confession, Ca-Lo decided to help her, gently, as Mulder would. "Is there something I should know?" he asked, trying to sound troubled. Her fingers clutched his sweater; her words puffed hotly against his neck. She refused to pull back and look him in the eye. "I was taken prisoner at Shiprock. One of the officers... He looked like you. He tricked me." "Tricked you?" "He pretended to be you. We...we had sex. Unprotected sex." She looked up at him at last, eyes glossed with tears. "This baby...?" He stroked her belly and tried to appear stricken. "It's his?" A single tear crested her wet lashes and rolled down her cheek. "That's just it. I'm not certain. The timing was too close. You and I made love the night before I was captured. The baby could be yours...or his." Her pronouncement struck him like a jolt from his old Teacher's Taser. "A...a DNA test would prove paternity," he stammered. The Nih-hi-cho Appraisers had run tests. They had drawn an amniotic sample, configured the baby's genetic profile and compared the results to Ca-Lo's. The DNA Verifier had indicated he was the biological father. Based on those results, Ca-Lo had assumed Mulder and Dana were not intimate in the days prior to her capture, or, if they had slept together, they had used some form of birth control. A malfunction of the Verifier was unlikely. As was a misreading of the data. Appraisers did not make mistakes. They would lie, however, if the Overseers asked them to. Ca-Lo felt his happiness slipping away. "I-I need to sit." He lowered himself unsteadily to the bed. "Amniocentesis, PCR -- those require specialized equipment, equipment we don't have. A genetic comparison isn't possible here." She sat beside him and tentatively stroked his cheek, tracing the very spot where the Nih-hi-cho had once marked him with the tattoo. "Would it matter so much?" "Of course it would matter." He would not raise two of his brother's bastard children. Keeping William was a necessity, at least for the time being. But this unborn child would mean nothing to Ca-Lo if she turned out to be Mulder's. Dana's hand dropped from his face. "You may not believe this, given our last argument, but putting William up for adoption was the hardest thing I ever had to do." "But if this baby is another man's--" "She's mine, Mulder.I've already lost two children. I won't lose another. I can't." A mewling sob hitched in her chest. His anger and self-pity drained away at the sound of her sorrow. Sympathy coursed unbidden through his veins. Great Dragon, what was he to do? Receiving no words of divine inspiration, he gathered Dana in his arms and listened to her cry. * * * "What do you mean Scully's with me?" Mulder asked Gibson. He pushed open the front door and ushered the others into the house. The inner entry was like many others they had been in: stale air, squeaky floorboards, wallpaper striped in patriotic hues. A child's schoolbooks and skateboard littered a deacon's bench to the left. To the right, a bloody handprint marred an archway to the family room. The house was as dark and quiet as a tomb. Kenna took possession of William. "You've got the diapers," she reminded Mulder. He shrugged out of the backpack and handed it to her. She disappeared into the family room. Mulder asked Gibson, "How the hell can Scully be with me when I'm here and she's clearly not?" Gibson held up a hand and cocked his head, listening again, concentrating. "Well?" Mulder snapped, unable to curtail his impatience for more than a second or two. "She's upset. Crying." "Shit." "You're holding her, trying to comfort her." "*I* am here, Gibson. It's not me who's patting her back." "She thinks he's you. He looks like you." The officer aboard Tse'Bit'a'i'. Mulder's mysterious twin. Ca- Lo. The shapeshifter in Arrowhead had said something about human cloning being in its infancy forty years ago, the process highly unpredictable, yet-- "'Your resemblance to your brother is extraordinary,'" Gibson extracted the alien's words from Mulder's memory. "Ca-Lo is a clone." "Or you are." "That's an unsettling thought." "It's possible you're both clones." An even more unsettling thought. "Chicken, egg, or Dolly the sheep, how did this Ca-Lo person trick Scully into thinking he is me?" If Mulder had said it once, he'd said it a thousand times: trust no one, Scully. "However he did it, she believes he's genuinely concerned about her." "That's unlikely. Can you get inside his head?" "Yes." Gibson concentrated. "He's upset, too." "What does that mean? Is he angry? Sad?" Sexually frustrated? "He's sorry she's crying." Scully almost never cried. The bastard must have done something horrific to reduce her to tears. "What is he doing now?" "They're getting ready for bed." "Together?" "I think so." "Son of a--!" Mulder's fist slammed the wall beside Gibson's head, hard enough to split the wallpaper and crack the underlying sheetrock. "Jesus, Mulder. Take it easy." "Some guy who looks like me is forcing Scully into bed and you expect me to stay calm?" "If it helps at all, he's not forcing her." "Oh, I feel so much better knowing that. Thanks." Mulder tried to shake the ache from his knuckles. "I need to get to her." "We'll be there in two days, three at most." "That's not soon enough." Mulder regretted leaving the motorcycle behind. "We're already pushing ourselves." "We could make another five miles tonight if we--" "I'm not going anywhere." Kenna appeared in the archway, William perched on her left hip. "Not tonight. Not tomorrow. Maybe never. Neither is he." "William goes where I go," Mulder said. "He stays with me and I'm done hiking all over creation. Look at him. You think this is good for him?" Kenna wiped snot from William's chapped nose with her thumb. His cheeks glowed from windburn and his eyelashes were gummed with dried tears. "Nose hurt, mama." William sniffled. She cuddled him. "I know, sweetie. I'm sorry." Mulder cast a desperate glance in Gibson's direction. Gibson remained silent, evidently not wanting to take sides. Mulder changed tactics, deciding to use Kenna's concern for William to his advantage. "If we stay here he'll be a sitting duck for whoever sent that shapeshifter to Arrowhead." "What makes you think he'll be any safer in Utah?" "There are people there, people who can help protect him." "You mean *her*." "She's his mother, Kenna." "Doesn't act like it. Tossed him out like yesterday's garbage. I'd *die* before I'd give him up. And if you had a lick of sense you'd see that. You'd stop trying to get rid of me and be grateful I came along when I did." "I am grateful." "Is sleeping with me your way of saying thanks?" Mulder's face heated. "Of course not." "Quiet," Gibson warned. "Both of you. I can't hear." "Hear what?" Kenna's tone was sharp, impatient. "Ca-Lo." "Who?" "Shhh," Gibson hushed her. "He's worried." "About Scully?" Mulder asked. "And his daughter." "Daughter?" "The alien army is going to attack Safe Camp." "Jesus, when?" "Not sure. Soon." "Tonight?" "Tomorrow, I think." If it was true, Scully was in even greater danger than Mulder had first imagined. "This some kind of joke?" Kenna asked. "No way anyone can hear what's going on in Utah." "He can," Mulder said. "Gibson hears what people are thinking." "You're claiming he's some sorta Carnac? He can read minds?" "It's not as crazy as it sounds. He was born with a unique ability." Kenna chuffed with disbelief. "You'll have to prove it to me." Without pause, Gibson said, "As much as he hates thinking about them together, Mulder is hoping Ca-Lo gets Scully out of Safe Camp before it's too late." "That's hardly proof; anyone coulda guessed he'd want that," Kenna said. "You'll have to do better. Tell me what *I'm* thinking." "Are you sure you want me to?" "You can't, can you?" "I can." "Then do it." "All right. You're confused by Mulder's callous attitude," Gibson began. "You had hoped sleeping with him would make him love you, more than he loves William's real mother, maybe enough for him to forget her altogether. You thought you and he and William could become a family. But that no longer seems likely. You're scared because, with Rick dead and Mulder threatening to take William, you'll have no one. You're afraid of being left alone." She blinked, unable to hide her surprise. Her lips trembled. Her eyes filled with tears. "I saved William from the locust- monsters. I've been taking care of him for six months!" "And you love him now," Gibson added. "Yes. And he loves me." Her tears fell. "I know he does." "Mama cry." William sniffled and stuck his thumb in his mouth. Guilt descended upon Mulder's shoulders, unwieldy, crushing. He wanted to sit, or better still, lie down, sleep for a year. Gibson had warned him of Kenna's emotional frailty days ago. A less selfish man would have heeded the warning. But to alleviate his loneliness, he had taken advantage of her. "I won't leave you here alone, Kenna," Mulder said truthfully. "Come with us to Safe Camp. Please." "Safe Camp doesn't sound so safe to me." "I have to agree," Gibson said, looking at Mulder. "It might not be the best place to go, given the circumstances." "Scully is in trouble," Mulder argued. "The people at Safe Camp need help." "We can't get there in time to help them." Gibson's logic wasn't enough to dissuade Mulder. "I'm leaving at first light and I'm taking William. I hope you'll both be with me." Gibson considered a moment. Mulder had the distinct impression the teen was searching his mind to gauge his resolve. "You know I'll go," he said at last, as Mulder had hoped. "I go," William parroted around his wet thumb. "Kenna?" Mulder asked softly. She fussed with William's hair, combing shaky fingers through his knotted curls. "I'll go," she murmured at last, "for him. Not for you or the people at Safe Camp, and especially not for *her*." * * * SAFE CAMP, UTAH 6:58 A.M. "Mulder, please, slow down." Scully was breathing hard and her face was shiny with sweat despite the chilly wind. In his eagerness to get them to the pick-up point on schedule, Ca-Lo had been walking fast. Too fast for a woman in her condition. The terrain was rocky and the slope steeper than he had realized. They had been climbing steadily higher, away from the camp, for about twenty minutes. "Sorry," he mumbled and waited for her to catch up. Scowling, she asked, "What's your hurry?" "No hurry." She patted her pregnant belly. "I'm not up for a long hike, Mulder. Did you intend to go much further?" "Just a short way. The view is incredible up there." "It's not bad here," she said, turning to look. A half mile below, Bear Lake sparkled beneath the first rays of dawn. Its turquoise color reminded Ca-Lo again of the ring he had intended to slip on Dana's finger...before he had learned her baby might not be his. "I've always liked this time of day," she said, as if admitting a long held secret. He checked his watch. In fifteen minutes a fleet of stingercraft and helicopters was due to arrive. Their mission: reduce the camp to rubble. Take no prisoners, save one, Walter Skinner. If Ca-Lo's orders were followed to the letter, and he had no reason to believe they wouldn't be, a cloaked shuttle was waiting beyond the next rise for his getaway. He had to get Dana aboard, quickly. "See that?" She nodded at the quiet camp. "Except for the sentries, we're the only ones awake." "It's early." "I find it comforting." "To be the only people up at this hour?" "No, that they feel safe enough to sleep." She dovetailed her fingers with his. "It's the way I felt last night. I haven't slept that soundly since Roswell." His stomach churned at the thought of her night with Mulder. "Let's climb a little higher," he urged. "Why, it's beautiful right here. Look at that sunrise!" An arc of searing orange had crested the distant hills, setting the sky afire. Ca-Lo glanced again at his watch. In fewer than ten minutes, the camp would burn just as brightly, set ablaze by the Armada's plasma cannons. "Why didn't we make love last night?" she asked unexpectedly, sounding more curious than disappointed. "We weren't alone, remember?" Dibeh's presence wasn't the real reason he had kept to his side of the bed throughout the long, sleepless night. In truth, he had not wanted to touch her, let alone be intimate, not when there was a chance her child was Mulder's. "I could've been discreet," she said. He adopted a teasing tone and said, "You? Quiet while making love?" The surveillance videos had shown otherwise. She gave his arm a playful slap. "I'm not the one who howls like a werewolf when--" He nuzzled her neck and growled softly. "There's a grove of trees just over the rise. Very private. Follow me and I'll show you who howls like a werewolf." She wrapped her arms around his neck and drew him to her for a soft kiss. His lips tingled pleasantly when she pressed more firmly against his mouth. He returned her embrace, feeling a desperate hollowness deep in his gut, like the hunger of a man gone too long without food or drink. He squeezed her more tightly. She moaned and opened her mouth. His tongue swept over hers and her taste ignited a fire beneath his skin. He had never experienced a kiss like this, not when he made love to her six months ago, and certainly not with any of his hybrid Consorts. This was singular -- mouth-watering, genuine, passionate. Please, he begged the Red Dragon, make the child mine. Allow me this happiness. Too soon, Dana drew back, breathlessly breaking their kiss. "There's a grove of trees ahead?" "Yes, but..." The shuttle. He glanced again at his watch and was startled to see they had only three minutes before the first helicopters arrived. She caught him checking the time. "Are we late for something?" "Late? No." "You keep checking your watch." "Sorry. Bad habit." "What time is it?" "Uh, 7:13." "Damn, I promised I'd check in at the infirmary at 7:30." "You're not going to make it." He lifted his arm so she could read the digital display on his watch. She released her hold on him and drew back. Her smile was gone. "You're not Mulder." "Scully, I thought we settled this yesterday." "I was a fool to trust you." "What is this? What's the matter?" "Electromagnetic pulses stopped every battery-operated watch last May." Damn it! Despite all his careful planning he had somehow overlooked this one vital detail. Her eyes flashed with anger. "You're Ca-Lo." "I had hoped to postpone this conversation until you were safely away from here." She spun on her heel. He grabbed her arm, preventing her escape. "You can't go back," he warned. "Let me go." She tried to pull free. His grip held. "It's not safe there." "Why?" Her question was answered by the distinctive beat of helicopter rotors to the west. "You bastard." She drew back to strike him, but missed when he scooped her off her feet and carried her up the hill to his waiting shuttle. * * * Dibeh awoke to an eerie quiet. "The still before the storm," Lady Cassandra called moments like these, referring to the unnatural silences that preceded Tse'Bit'a'i's defensive drills. "Mulder's" soft snore no longer emanated from beyond the bedroom's privacy curtain as it had earlier when Dibeh was tossing and turning on her bench. She had lain awake for hours trying to figure out if he was truly who he claimed to be. She recalled overhearing Lady Dana tell Commander Skinner two days ago that Ca-Lo had a brother named Mulder who looked just like him. So it was possible this man was telling the truth. Yet Dibeh was well-trained at interpreting the body language of others and something about him nagged at her. Most of the earthmen she'd met since leaving Tse'Bit'a'i' regarded her with suspicious eyes, lips curled in disgust, but this man treated her with seeming indifference. He appeared unaffected by her Nih-hi-cho features. As Ca-Lo would be. And yet he couldn't be Ca-Lo, could he? A man as powerful as her master would have no reason to pretend to be anyone else. And why would Lady Dana go along with such a pretense? Dibeh realized it must be her desire to go home that was fueling her doubts. She had been hoping with all her heart that Ca-Lo would come to rescue them, but apparently it was not to be. No, this man was Mulder. Lady Dana and Commander Skinner accepted his word, so she must, as well. Her life was here now, not aboard Tse'Bit'a'i'. She would not be going back. Not ever. It was time to stop wasting prayers. A faint thudding drew her attention away from her disappointment. Sitting up, she strained to identify the source and had almost convinced herself it was merely the beating of her own heart, when she noticed it growing steadily louder, and louder still, until finally it was clattering like a wooden spoon thrown loose in Cook VI's dishwasher. An explosion, frighteningly loud, rocked the trailer and set Dibeh's heart hammering in earnest. Concerned for Lady Dana's safety, she tossed off her blankets and lurched toward the bedroom at the opposite end of the RV. A second explosion shook the trailer as she moved through the kitchen. Dishes rattled. A cooking pot toppled into the sink. The Disney World mug jittered off the countertop, plummeted to the floor and shattered. Shards sailed through the air. One razor-sharp fragment sliced Dibeh's wrist, raising a frothy, thin line of green blood. She ignored the sting and stumbled to the bedroom. Yanking the curtain aside, she found the bed empty. Lady Dana's nightgown was heaped upon the pillows. Her boots were missing from their place beside the small closet. Both Mulder and her mistress were gone. Gunshots, muted by distance and metal walls, popped like fat in a fry pan somewhere outside the RV. Dibeh thought she could detect the prickly smell of smoke. She bolted on wobbly legs to the trailer's single entrance. Stumbling out into the cold dawn, barefoot, dressed only in thin nightclothes, she nearly slipped on the frosty steps as she ran down them, eyes drawn upward to a blood red sky. Helicopters swooped overhead like winged dragons. Their deafening rotors stirred dust from the camp's worn footpaths, clogging the air with sand. Higher up, stingercrafts blasted the camp's shelters with strings of molten plasma. Everything burned: tents, boats, cars, RVs. Throngs of terrified humans ran from their homes, screaming, bleeding, desperate to escape the choking fumes and plasma fire. They scrambled like startled stew-hares toward the lake, the hills. Dibeh ran, too, when a mortar tore through the roof of the camp's main building not thirty yards from Skinner's RV. The explosion shattered the expansive, plate glass windows. Brittle plastic and twisted metal peppered the yard. Splintered ceiling beams flew into the crowd like lances. One frightened woman, clutching a bawling child, darted past Dibeh, only to be struck down seconds later, severed in two by a sheet of flying tin. The poor baby tumbled from its mother's limp arms, skidded across the dirt path, and was vaporized by a bolt of plasma from above. Holding her breath against the stench of plasma and melting flesh, Dibeh trailed the crowd through rows of blazing RVs, moving uphill toward Route 30. She frantically searched for Lady Dana as she ran. Bullets whistled overhead. People cried out. Dibeh felt the spray of hot blood. Two, three, four humans fell. The survivors ran faster. Dibeh was soon outdistanced, her shorter stride unable to keep pace with the others. Helicopters had landed at strategic points around the camp, cutting off escape routes to the lake, the highlands, the paved road. Nih-hi-cho soldiers leapt out, rifles blasting. Near the end of her endurance and with no means of escape, Dibeh looked for a place to hide. The camp's garbage dump was not far, so she sprinted across a strip of open flatland that separated the camp from its piles of refuse. Swarms of flies fogged the air as she slogged through cans, bottles and rotted food, covering her mouth and nose against the stench of spoiled meat and disposable diapers. Two rusted oil drums lay half buried on their sides in the piles of trash. Brackish liquid pooled inside them. Dibeh was about to crawl into one when she heard the pounding of horses' hooves out on the open scrubland. Twenty rebel soldiers spurred steeds toward the Nih-hi-cho blockade on Route 30. Walter Skinner was leading them. The rebels' counterattack proved as useless as a hybrid's prayers. The helicopter was armored; the Nih-hi-cho soldiers wore bulletproof helmets and flak jackets. The rebels fell, riddled by machinegun fire. Skinner's horse was shot out from under him. He continued to charge on foot, alone, firing at the enemy until his ammunition was spent. The Nih-hi-cho soldiers moved in and surrounded him. Dibeh watched, horrified, as they bludgeoned him, then dragged his limp, bleeding body onto the helicopter. "Fuckers!" a voice screamed from somewhere behind her. She turned to see Royal Jackson running toward Route 30, his fists raised at the retreating helicopter. A stingercraft flew overhead, fired its cannons and cut a deep, charred furrow fifty meters long between Dibeh and Royal. The concussion knocked Royal to the ground. Face down, steam rose from the left sleeve of his camouflage jacket. A second blast tore through the garbage behind Dibeh, fusing glass and igniting metal. Scorching winds roared past her and she struggled to breathe. Help him, the wind seemed to scream. Royal Jackson was trying to stand. The stingercraft circled overhead like a hungry buzzard. Without hesitation, Dibeh sprinted through the trash to Royal's aid. "Don't touch me!" He flailed his good arm when she reached for him. You must get up, she signed, and tried to pull him to his feet. The stingercraft banked steeply, coming round to fire again. Time was short. Their only chance was to get out of sight and hope the gunner missed them. Ignoring Royal's protests, Dibeh hooked his uninjured arm around her neck and, using every ounce of strength she possessed, shouldered him to his feet. By divine intervention or by sheer willpower, she managed to propel him to the oil drums, where she dropped him. He crawled into the closest one, squeezing himself inside until he was out of sight. The drum wouldn't protect him from another plasma blast, but, Red Dragon willing, the stingercraft pilot would lose sight of them. She shimmied into the second drum feet first and scooped an armful of garbage in after her to hide her from patrolling foot soldiers. The stingercraft roared overhead. The ground vibrated. I only wanted to go home, Dibeh explained to the Red Dragon. I prayed for Ca-Lo to find this place. To take me back to Tse'Bit'a'i'. But I never meant this to happen. Please make it stop. No more killing. Please. I am sorry I was so selfish. Dibeh held her breath and waited for the next blast of cannon fire. * * * TSE'BIT'A'I' ASSESSMENT BAY 22 Ca-Lo sat stiffly upon a wheeled stool facing a computer terminal, as far from the assessment platform as the room allowed. Dana was pinned to the platform, nude, awaiting the amnio procedure. Dabbing blood from his cut lower lip, Ca-Lo kept his back to her while flipping through images in Mulder's file. "Don't do this!" Dana begged. "Ca-Lo? Please!" He glanced over his shoulder. A youthful medic named Bicker was preparing her for the procedure. Overhead lights cast a familiar pattern of dots and hash marks upon her bulging abdomen. She struggled against her restraints. Blood oozed from puncture wounds in her wrists and ankles. Ca-Lo's own limbs throbbed with remembered pain. He hadn't wanted to restrain her, but she had fought him every step of the way, from shuttle to Salt Lake airport to Tse'Bit'a'i's unguarded entrance. She had kicked and scratched mercilessly as he hauled her into an elevator, then down the nearly deserted corridors to the Assessment Bays. Her struggle ceased only when he set her on her feet in front of Bay 22's hulking examination platform. "Drug her," Ca-Lo ordered Bicker. "Sir, we don't usually--" "Don't argue with me!" Bicker pursed his lips and prepared a hypo with shaky hands. "Amniocentesis can be a dangerous procedure," Dana warned. She watched Bicker's needle with wide eyes. "If you haven't done this before--" "He's doing the damned test!" Ca-Lo snapped. Bicker was a second year Appraiser's assistant. Training videos had provided his only knowledge of the in utero chromosomal profiling procedure. "There isn't much call for paternity testing aboard a Nih-hi-cho warship," Bicker had said earlier, defending his inexperience. Unfortunately there was no one else available to do the test. Every Appraiser and Healer was at Harmony I, preparing for the Joining. Tse'Bit'a'i' was like a ghost ship. Human soldiers guarded the praying Nih-hi-cho, leaving only essential personnel aboard ship. "His incompetence'll put our baby at risk." Dana's words slurred as she began to experience the effects of the anesthesia. "So it's *our* baby now, is it?" Ca-Lo spun on the stool to face her. "I thought you weren't certain." "Doesn't matter. Innocen' child." "It matters to me," he said through gritted teeth. The bio-comp shook in Bicker's nervous hands as he scanned Dana's abdomen. "Twenty point three two centimeters. Four hundred fifty-two grams," he reported, describing the fetus. He set the bio-comp aside to apply a sloppy layer of rust-colored disinfectant to Dana's pale stomach. Ca-Lo looked away when the amnio needle punctured her skin. She cried out, despite the drugs. "Don't hurt her," Ca-Lo warned. "I'm trying not to, sir. Removing 30 cc's now." "And don't give me a fucking blow by blow." Ca-Lo focused his attention on Mulder's photo. On the screen, Mulder escorted a very pregnant Dana to his car, which was parked in front of her apartment building. He was carrying a pillow tucked under one arm. Ca-Lo zoomed in on his face. Mulder was smiling. Focused only on her. Bicker soon announced his results. "Probability of paternity: 99.9994 percent. Combined Paternity Index: 158251.22." "Meaning...?" Ca-Lo noticed his own hands were shaking and hid them in his lap. "It means you are the biological father of this woman's child." Relief flooded Ca-Lo's veins. "Let me see," he demanded. Bicker brought him the portable Verifier. The display screen corroborated the Appraisers' earlier assessment. Bicker's attention flitted to the photo on Ca-Lo's computer monitor. "Is...is that you, sir?" "No." "The resemblance is remarkable." "We're...related." "It's uncanny. I've seen twins who looked less alike." "We're not twins." At least not according to his mother. Then again, she had lied about her own origins. She was not human. The stain of green Nih-hi-cho blood on his carpet proved that. Yet Ca-Lo's blood was red. He had seen it uncountable times during assessments and experiments and punishments. It begged the question: If he was not Cassandra Spender's son, who was he? The Verifier's readout screen glowed in Ca-Lo's hand. Thanks to Bicker's password, it held his genetic information -- unencrypted. "You may go," Ca-Lo said, hoping the medic would leave the Verifier behind. "What about her?" Bicker nodded at Dana, who was unconscious. "I'll take care of her." Bicker looked uncertain, but obeyed without argument. As soon as he was out of the room, Ca-Lo initiated a computer search for Mulder's medical records. "Red Dragon be praised." The computer displayed a DNA test taken by the FBI at the time of Mulder's hire. A few keystrokes later, Ca-Lo had exported the file into the Verifier database, where he ran a comparison between his own DNA and Mulder's. Seconds later the results appeared on his monitor: Microsatellite cross-comparison 65398733663 [Fox William Mulder] 03999875288 [Subject NDP-12/Ashkii XII] Strand repeat regions: 100% Relationship: High probability [99%+/-] 1) samples are from a single individual 2) samples are from identical twins 3) samples are from identical clones 4) samples are from an original and a clone Additional data available at NDP Archive ******* Ca-Lo blinked in disbelief. He tried to access the archive, but found the path blocked. He had never seen or heard of the acronym NDP and couldn't begin to guess its meaning. One thing was clear, however: he was not Mulder's younger brother, not in the way Cassandra had described. Nor was it likely they were twins, conceived naturally, given the Overseers' penchant for experimentation and cloning. Best case scenario, Ca-Lo was the elder of the two, a real person with a real soul, and Fox Mulder was his clone. Worst case? He refused to consider it. Blood roared in his ears as he turned to Dana. He was surprised to find her awake, watching him. "Whose...baby?" she rasped. Fear etched her tired face. It mirrored the panic ballooning in his gut. Best case, worst case, it made no difference as far as the paternity of Dana's child was concerned. Mulder and Ca-Lo shared the exact same genetic code. There was no way to determine which of them was the baby's father. x-x-x-x-x BOOK VIII: MICHAEL AND HIS ANGELS A mournful wind battered the hills of Rich County, Utah. It rattled farm fences and hissed through thickets of sage and bunch-grass, pushing a cloud of ruddy smoke into the valley. Horses grazed nervously on sloped scrubland. One wore a saddle with a military boot dangling from the stirrup. To the west, Bear Lake stained the basin like a purple-black bruise. "Smells like Ruskin Dam the morning after..." A gritty, sour taste filled Mulder's mouth, much as it had the day he frantically searched for Scully's immolated corpse among the dozens of dead. His sinuses stung, his lungs burned; he coughed beneath his makeshift mask -- a T-shirt looped around the lower half of his face. Flanked by Gibson and Kenna, William riding one arm, he limped northward along an empty two-lane road. "Eau de burnt flesh." With a hint of something vinegary, a sharp, fermented odor he couldn't put a name to. "Plasma fire," Gibson supplied, reading his mind. Dust filmed Gibson's glasses. A blue and once-white striped scarf protected his mouth and nose from the smoke. He carried a half-full jug of water. "Safe Camp?" "I hope not." "We must be getting close." Gibson shrugged. "Jesus, Gibson, toss me a bone, will you? Can you hear anything? Anything at all?" Mulder pressed. "Not from the rebel camp." "Great." Two nights earlier Gibson had dreamed of panicked screams and bomb blasts, followed by a deathly silence. Mulder believed it was a real event, an alien attack on Safe Camp, witnessed telepathically by Gibson in his sleep. Apprehensive about Scully's safety, Mulder had harangued him with questions, but Gibson, visibly shaken, insisted it was only a nightmare, then clammed up. He had remained stubbornly silent on the subject ever since. "Would it kill you to fill me in on what's happening?" "There's nothing to tell." "God damn it, Gibson!" William startled at Mulder's outburst. He had been nervous and clingy all morning. Tears striped his chapped, soot-covered cheeks. He leaned away from Mulder and extended mittened fists toward Kenna. "Mama!" "Fix his neckerchief," she ordered, the sharpness of her tone not blunted by the thick layers of her scarf. Mulder drew the slipping bandana up over William's small nose, not for the first time. He pointed to his own mask. "Cops and robbers, remember son? We're incognito." "No 'nito." William yanked the bandana down. Kenna reached over and adjusted it again. "Keep it on, sweetie." "Noooo!" William whined and arched his back. "Be a good boy," Kenna said gently. "Do as mama says." Mulder bristled at her use of the word and was about to object when William flopped against his shoulder and stopped his fussing. Mulder decided to let it go. For now. Kenna glared at him. "Cops and robbers?" "It got him to wear the damned mask, didn't it?" "For all of five minutes. And don't cuss, least not in front of him." She blinked against the acrid smoke. "Maybe I should carry him for a while." "I've got him. He's fine," Mulder snapped, at the end of his patience. They had been walking for hours. His leg hurt like a son-of-a-bitch. And he was worried to the point of madness about Scully and the others at Safe Camp. "No need to bite my head off," Kenna objected. "I'm just trying to help." You wanna help? Start your goddamn period, Mulder thought, then felt ashamed when Gibson shot him a rebuking sidelong glance. Gibson had warned him. He had said Kenna was emotionally vulnerable. Said she hadn't wanted to sleep with him, but believed it was the only way she would be able to keep William. Which made sex with her not entirely consensual. She may have initiated their encounter, but he had been looking for a physical release and took advantage of the situation. Their abbreviated joining could not be called "lovemaking," not by any stretch of imagination. It was a reckless act, on both their parts, and its brevity clearly surprised Kenna. Three quick thrusts and he spilled into her, stifling a groan against the scarred flesh of her neck. "Oh" was all she said. "We'll try again," he promised, thinking he should, believing she deserved a more suitable demonstration of appreciation for the use of her body. "Give me a few minutes." As it turned out, no amount of encouragement on her part, or his, had proven successful at reigniting his ardor. He didn't love her. He barely liked her. And yet he may have impregnated her. Glancing her way, he felt a fresh surge of guilt. At half his age, she was still a teenager, for God's sake. If she turns out to be pregnant, I'll do the right thing, I won't abandon her or our child, he vowed silently, hoping Gibson was still listening and could hear the sincerity of his unspoken promise. Worry furrowed Gibson's brow and Mulder knew he had heard. But Gibson said nothing, leaving Mulder to wonder if his friend truly understood the extent of his regret. He *was* sorry, deeply, genuinely, for the anxiety and hurt he was causing Kenna, for his own selfishness and poor judgment, and most especially for the reckless way he had ignored the issue of birth control. Jesus, by the end of next summer William could have a baby brother or sister. William squirmed in his arms. "Down," he demanded. "Sorry, son. We've got a way to go yet." Mulder bent to kiss his cheek, but William ducked away. "Down!" "This air isn't good for him," Kenna complained. "Yucky," William said, referring not to the air, but pointing ahead to where dozens of missile strikes pocked the shore of Bear Lake, evidence of an unrelenting attack. At the center of this no man's land was a razed campground, the source of the red smoke. Charred docks and boats scabbed the shoreline, smoke wafted from smoldering RVs and automobiles. Mulder swallowed against the god-awful stench and scanned for survivors. "Safe Camp?" he managed to ask. Gibson nodded. "Is anyone alive?" "I don't think so." Gibson's pronouncement was so solemn, so definitive, it sent a jolt of panic jittering down Mulder's spine. Scavenging birds, the only signs of life, circled in the red sky above the camp. Mulder embraced William more tightly. "No one?" Gibson gave an apologetic shrug. Mulder was not willing to surrender hope. Scully had to be there. Alive. They'd come all this way. He'd brought William. It couldn't end like this. Unloading William into Kenna's arms, he said, "Take him. I'm going to find her." Without waiting for a response, he bolted for the campground. His gait was lopsided. Each off-kilter stride sent a stab of pain through his injured leg. He cursed his clumsiness and pushed himself harder, spurred by the alarming number of corpses in his path. Body parts with torn and roasted flesh littered the road. Blackened skeletons dotted the scrubland, their ebony ribs protruding from the sandy soil like scorched fingers. Mulder dodged a mound of tangled legs and arms. Caught sight of a youngster's gaping mouth and empty eye sockets. Bile climbed to his throat. A small, toy fire engine lay on its side beside the child's dismembered hand. "Scully!" His voice boomeranged through the camp. "Scully!" The shell of a large, low-slung building loomed ahead, its windows blown out, roof gone, walls collapsed, entire sections missing between bent wall studs. Buzzards descended in droves upon its exposed innards. Mulder entered through an eight-foot hole in the wall . Ponds of congealed blood glistened on the cracked tile floor. Torn mattresses and bed sheets, speckled with gore, clotted the room's far corners. Unbelievably, an IV rack remained upright and unscathed at the center of what must have once been the camp's infirmary. Beneath a flattened cot, Mulder glimpsed a shock of red hair. It was Ruskin Dam all over again. "Scully?" Her name rasped past tightened vocal chords. Broken glass crunched beneath his boots as he lurched toward the bed. Heaving it aside, he knelt next to the lifeless body -- a petite woman, face cemented to the floor by her own dried blood. He patted her hair and was surprised by its softness. Staring at her small pale hands, he tried to remember the exact length and shape of Scully's delicate fingers -- fingers that were as adept at bringing him pleasure as they were at dissecting corpses. Please don't let it be her, he begged. He tried to roll the body onto its side, but the head remained fused to the floor. Knotting his fingers into her beautiful, red hair, he yanked hard and wrenched her free, exposing her face. It wasn't Scully. Thank God. Tears burned his eyes. He swallowed a hitching sob and combed the dead woman's hair carefully away from her face with shaky fingers. She was somebody's loved one. A sister or wife. Perhaps a mother. Lifting his gaze to the crimson sky, he let his tears fall. "Scully...please. I brought William. I told you I would. I told you. Your son needs you. *I* need you!" Warm fingers gripped his quaking shoulders and for an insane instant he thought it was Scully. But misery drove out his sense of relief when he turned to find Gibson standing over him. "I hear someone," he said. "Sc-scully?" "No, but someone who knows her." "Where?" Mulder rose on unsteady legs. Gibson pointed skyward, targeting a pinwheel of vultures above the western edge of the camp. "There." The word launched Mulder into a stumbling run. Hard, open desert separated the infirmary from the vultures. The ground was crisscrossed with scorch marks, evidence of laser blasts hot enough to melt sand to glass. Mulder jumped the shallow troughs and prayed he wouldn't twist an ankle. Over the sound of his own ragged breathing he could hear Gibson trying to keep pace. At the camp's refuse area, he waded without pause through piles of garbage. Plastic and paper fluttered around him like the ruffled feathers of the scattering buzzards. One vulture lit upon a fallen oil drum. It paced there, claws tapping against metal, head tilted, listening to the rustle of wind. The barrel was large...large enough to hold a person. Mulder scooped trash from its opening. Inside, he discovered a child hugging herself against the cold, face buried against drawn up knees. She was shivering; she was alive. "It's okay," he soothed, reaching for her. "We're here to help." She shook her head and refused to look up at him. Her hair was matted. Her delicate arms were smudged with filth and bruises. She wore only a thin, dirty nightgown. She must be freezing, he thought as he grasped her upper arms and gave an encouraging pull. "It's okay, sweetheart, come out. I won't hurt you." "Careful, Mulder," Gibson warned, standing beside him, breathing hard. "She isn't human." "Isn't--?" The child lifted her gaze. Her skin was grayish-green, her eyes wide and inky black. She was one of Them. She was alien. * * * TSE'BIT'A'I' COMMAND DECK Exasperated by the inconclusive results of the paternity test, Ca-Lo locked Dana in his quarters, put a hybrid aide in charge of her care, and avoided them both while he pretended to run the ship from his Standby Room on the Bridge. This smokescreen of routine duty hid the fact that he was actually trying to access the mysterious NDP Archive. It also allowed him time to think and sort out his feelings. He loved Dana. Of that he was certain. But what of her unborn child? It was possible the little girl was his own flesh and blood, the daughter he had been hoping to raise. He swallowed past a lump in his throat and imagined holding her, tucking her into bed at night, watching her sleep and play and grow. He could almost feel her soft breath against his cheek as she whispered, "I love you, Daddy." I love you. No one had ever said those words to him. Not once in four decades had he received one solitary declaration of affection. And it was unlikely he would ever hear the words, if Dana's child turned out to be Mulder's and not his own. The idea of raising his brother's daughter brought a bitter taste to the back of his tongue. Every moment spent with the girl, every embrace, every kiss would be tainted by his doubts about her conception. Her presence would be a constant, heartbreaking reminder of Dana's last act of intimacy with Fox Mulder. The question of paternity would haunt her, too, Ca-Lo was certain. Without definitive proof, she would be left wondering, clinging to her damnable memories, never able to move forward and forge a new life with him. This baby was threatening their happy future. Perhaps it would be best to get rid of it, start again with a new baby, one he could be certain was his own. For the price of a few Bliss Boys, Healer 27 might be persuaded to make Dana's body reabsorb the fetus. The procedure would be physically painless. Probably. And quick, Ca-Lo hoped. Dana would eventually get over the emotional loss, especially if she had William to assuage her grief. But could he bring himself to order such a monstrous thing? Not without genetic proof the girl was Mulder's and not his. Ca-Lo hoped the NDP Archive would shed light on his own conception and birth and thereby prove paternity of Dana's child. Unfortunately he had exhausted every access code and backdoor imaginable in his attempt to penetrate the encrypted database. Stymied, he decided to leave it for an hour or two and concentrate on another pressing matter: the whereabouts of Major Harris and little William. Time was running short; the Joining would end soon and the Nih-hi-cho would be returning to their ships. Ca-Lo needed William in his mother's grateful arms before the Overseers came back to Tse'Bit'a'i' and took the boy for themselves, ruining any chance of wedded bliss for him and Dana. His loathing for the Nih-hi-cho had never been greater. Looking down at his immaculate military uniform and spit- polished boots, he was reminded again of his duty to the Armada and the Society. His short time at the rebels' Safe Camp had reinforced his desire to leave the aliens, live as a free man, with Dana at his side, loving him. But it was useless to entertain such fantasies. He would never escape his masters. While he had been gone, the Armada's remaining warships had arrived at Salt Lake City. Every Nih-hi-cho in the sector was now at Harmony I, celebrating the introduction of the Juveniles into the Society. In a year's time their numbers would expand a hundredfold as breeding compounds around the world churned out one generation after the next. Aliens would rule the planet and humans would be their slaves. Including Ca-Lo. With the war over, they would no longer need his strategic skills. He would be relegated to a factory assembly line or, worse, serve as a host for an alien fetus. All the more reason to try to take what he wanted now. He was determined to have Dana. Her vows and her heart. And he would secure her devotion by giving her what she desired most: her son. He imagined their happy reunion. And Dana's gratitude. Licking his lips in anticipation of her appreciative kisses, he considered returning to his quarters. Taking her to his bed. Making love to her. But he would not force her. He had promised himself he would never again resort to coercion or mindbending tricks. Doing so would make him no better than the Nih-hi-cho. He wanted Dana to accept him willingly, love him honestly, the way she had loved Mulder. Even if it took William to earn that devotion. Ca-Lo turned his attention to the ship's logs. A quick check showed Harris had not returned from Wyoming, nor had he called in with a progress report. Angered by the Major's dawdling, Ca-Lo tried to raise him via radio. When he didn't answer, Ca- Lo contacted the hangar deck and dispatched a young airman named Ingraham to look for Harris at his last known coordinates. Ca-Lo had no sooner ended his call when the com-link buzzed. He punched the switch and snapped, "You better be on your way, Ingraham." "Uh...it's Warden Wolcott, sir. You asked to be notified when Security moved the rebel commander to a stasis cell." "Yes, fine, consider me notif--" Ca-Lo paused. If Ingraham failed to bring back William, Ca-Lo would need an acceptable substitute to guarantee Dana's cooperation. Walter Skinner, Dana's dear friend, might just be that substitute. "I'll be right down. Wait for me." "Sir?" "I'm going to personally oversee the commander's interment." "Yes, sir." Five minutes later, Ca-Lo arrived in the Portal of Solitude to find Skinner stripped of his uniform and glasses, kneeling naked on the chamber's hard amber floor, hands bound tightly behind his back by silicon wristbands. Four human soldiers, including Wolcott, stood guard while a hybrid swabbed the cell's fleshy inner walls with protein ointment, untangled bio-tubes, and filled the feeding umbilicus with na-a-jah. Skinner's limbs and torso were badly bruised. His face and hands were blistered and peeling from exposure to plasma fire, his blackened eyes swollen nearly shut. According to his captors he had put up an exceptional fight. His knuckles were scraped raw from the blows he had dealt. A lieutenant and an airman were dead, their windpipes crushed. Ca-Lo admired Skinner's determination and valor in the face of impossible odds. Even in his current position, injured, shackled, and surrounded by armed guards, Skinner appeared undaunted, his fiery spirit unbroken. "My army's not finished with you, Ca- Lo," he said, lips curled in disgust. "They'll kick your alien-loving ass back to wherever the hell you came from." "Victory to the virtuous, is that it, Commander Skinner?" "You're fighting the wrong side. You're going to lose." "No. I've already won." Ca-Lo squatted to stare directly into Skinner's bruised eyes. "And I owe you a debt of gratitude, Commander." "For what?" "For helping me gain Dana's trust." "Where is she?" Skinner snarled. "What've you done with her?" "She's safe, sleeping peacefully...in my bed." "You son of a bitch." Skinner lunged for Ca-Lo. Wolcott immediately intervened, bludgeoning Skinner with the butt of his rifle. A well-placed blow to the back of the skull toppled Skinner and he writhed in obvious agony. Jaw clenched, he growled, "You hurt her, Ca-Lo, I swear I'll kill you." "You're in no position to threaten me." To the guards he said, "Put him in the cell." Skinner struggled as the guards wrestled him into the prepped chamber. Its membranous walls gripped his lower body the way a stomach holds an undigested meal and he cried out when the hybrid jabbed a bio-monitor into his spine. His yelp echoed off the caldarium's high, domed ceiling, lasting several seconds after his thrashing ceased. "Rest assured, Commander Skinner," Ca-Lo said, standing at the lip of the cell, "my intentions toward Dana are completely honorable." "Nothing...honorable...about you," Skinner grunted. "Ah, but you misjudge me." Ca-Lo leaned over the aperture, hands braced on knees. "I'm going to make Dana my lawfully wedded wife." With effort, Skinner twisted to stare up at Ca-Lo. Rage burned in his bloodshot eyes. "She'll never agree." "See, that's where you're wrong. She'll agree if she thinks doing so will get her son back...or save your life." "You goddamned bastard." "So I've been told. Seal him in," he ordered the guards. "He's to have no contact with anyone without my authorization." The hybrid grunted for his attention. "What about his meals?" she signed. "I will see to his feeding personally. Just get him ready." Ca-Lo turned on his heel and strode from the caldarium, not interested in watching the hybrid force the umbilicus down Skinner's throat. * * * Dibeh's unlikely savior released his grip on her upper arms, leaving her to crouch at his feet, grateful he was not a soldier come to kill her. He looked like Mulder, but Dibeh hoped with all her heart he was Master Ca-Lo, come to take her home to Tse'Bit'a'i'. The possibility of seeing her friend Ulso and the other servants filled her with hope. She smiled in gratitude and signed, "Master Ca-Lo, I am so very happy you have arrived." Beside him stood a smaller human with hair the color of boiled tlo-chin. He wore glasses that made his eyes appear oversized for a human. A thin, nervous-looking woman with flowing dark hair watched them from the edge of the refuse area. She held a young human in her arms. The man she hoped was Ca-Lo wiped his palms on his pants as if to remove something distasteful. "It looks like a hybrid," he said to his goggle-eyed companion. She signed again. "It's me -- Dibeh. Do you not recognize me?" Her heart sank when he looked to the Goggle-Eyed One as if for help. Clearly he did not understand her signals, which could only mean he was not Ca-Lo, but his brother Mulder. "Her name is Dibeh," the Goggle-Eyed One stated. He was either interpreting her hand signals or was a telepath like the Purebloods. "She thinks she knows you." "Me?" Mulder knelt in front of her, putting them at eye level. "Have we met?" Dibeh's fingers flew through the air. "What do you mean, have we met?" she demanded. "You know who I am! What have you done with my mistress?" "Your mistress?" the Goggle-Eyed One asked. "My Mistress is Lady Dana Scully," she signed. "Ask your friend. He knows." "What is she saying?" growled Mulder. "Does she know where Scully is or not?" The Goggle-Eyed One regarded her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Finally he said, "She thinks you took her." So he was a mind-reader! Maybe a shapeshifting Refuter, disguised as a human! "I'm not a shapeshifter," he said, confirming her suspicions about his telepathic abilities. "I'm human, although I can hear your thoughts. And my name is Gibson, not the Goggle-Eyed One." "Apologies, sir, I meant no offense," she signed. "Tell us what happened," he urged. Dibeh didn't trust him or this Mulder person, but she did as she was told and relayed her tale, signing out of habit, if not need. Gibson translated her thoughts: "I awoke to the sound of approaching helicopters. There were several explosions. And gunfire. I ran to help Lady Dana--" "'Lady' Dana?" Mulder interrupted. "I am her servant, her personal aide. You already know this. You were with us." His eyes flashed with impatience, yet he kept his tone gentle, his words unhurried. "That wasn't me. The man who took Scu...your mistress, he was an imposter. We have reason to believe he wants to harm her." An imposter? Could the man have been a shapeshifter, neither Ca-Lo nor Mulder? Overwhelmed by this possibility, Dibeh began to sign urgently. Again Gibson translated. "The man who claimed to be Mulder took her from her bed. They were gone when I woke and went to her room." "Where did he take her?" "I don't know. Bombs were exploding. The camp was on fire. People were running in all directions, trying to save themselves. I saw Lady Dana's friend captured and beaten by soldiers." "Her friend?" "Skinner. Walter Skinner." Mulder and Gibson exchanged worried glances. "Did they kill him?" Mulder asked. "I don't know. They took him on their flying ship." Skinner's battle with the Nih-hi-cho soldiers reminded Dibeh of the dark-skinned man in the other barrel. She offered a quick apology for her forwardness and, without waiting for permission, rose on shaky legs and hurried to the drum. Shifting an armload of garbage from its opening, she uncovered Royal Jackson, who was curled in a ball, lying in a sticky pool of his own blood. Dibeh pointed and signaled, "This is a friend of Commander Skinner's. He was injured in the attack. I hid him here." Mulder and Gibson carefully hauled Royal from the barrel. Flies buzzed around their heads, disturbed from feasting upon the unconscious man's injured arm. His left sleeve was singed black and his tattooed forearm was swollen and oozing blood. "Let's get him someplace a little less fragrant," Mulder suggested, waving off the flies and gripping Royal beneath his arms. Gibson grabbed his legs. Together they carried him away from the stinking garbage. The thin woman with the baby joined them at the edge of the refuse area. She glared at Dibeh, hatred blazing in her eyes. Cringing, Dibeh wondered what was to become of them all. * * * TSE'BIT'A'I HANGAR DECK Ca-Lo boarded his personal runabout and keyed the coordinates of Antelope Island into the navigation system. The engine hummed to life. The ship eased out of the hangar and took to the air. Among the thousands of prisoners warehoused on the island there was bound to be a preacher or a priest who could be persuaded to perform a traditional terrestrial wedding ceremony. For Dana's sake, of course. Ca-Lo didn't believe in her God or the Nih-hi-cho's Red Dragon, but he knew from Mulder's dossier that Dana was a woman of faith, raised to trust the teachings of her religion. Until fairly recently she had attended church services, albeit sporadically. Surveillance tapes showed her praying at home, too, and at her sister's grave. Once in the morgue at Quantico. Clearly she would appreciate a man of her God sanctifying their marriage. She might also need the priest's consolation, in the event her baby was not allowed to survive. As the runabout crossed Farmington Bay, Ca-Lo radioed Airman Ingraham for an update on Harris. "I've located his shuttle, sir," Ingraham reported. "Cloaked and fully functional." "Where?" "Fifteen meters from a former residential structure. The house is gone, sir, burned to the ground. Nothing left but the foundation." "Have you conducted a bio-scan?" "Yes, sir. It revealed trace amounts of Nih-hi-cho blood in the wreckage. A cross-comparison verified the blood belonged to Harris." Under other circumstances Ca-Lo would have been delighted to learn the old Watcher was dead. But now he was left without answers to William's whereabouts. And he had to assume Fox Mulder was still alive, too. "Did you find any human blood?" "No, sir." "Then widen your search, Lieutenant." "But, sir, Major Harris is dead. Who am I supposed to be looking for?" "His killer." Ca-Lo jabbed the controls and ended the transmission. Below the runabout, Antelope Island protruded from Great Salt Lake like the bleached back of a drowned giant. Three windowless, cinderblock dormitories, twenty stories high, crowded the southeastern shore. A landing pad large enough to accommodate a 200-passenger transport glowed atop the central building's roof. Ca-Lo maneuvered his small ship onto the pad. A contingent of armed guards bustled from the rooftop elevator to greet him as he deplaned. "We weren't expecting you, sir," said a jittery private with unshaved jowls and rotted front teeth. Ca-Lo offered no apology or explanation for his unannounced errand. "Show me your prisoner roster, Private." He strode toward the elevator. "The rest of you wait for the next ride down." "Looking for someone in particular?" The private hurried to keep pace. "Munitions expert? Mercenary? Spy? Name your pleasure, sir." "I'm interested in a peacemaker today." Ca-Lo stepped into the car. An odor of piss and sweat assailed his nostrils. The private entered behind him, seemingly unaware of the stench. "I think we have a few mediators, sir. Ex-diplomats." "I want a priest, not a politician." The soldier eyed him uneasily. "If you don't mind my asking, sir, why a priest?" "Who better to make a deal with the Devil?" Ca-Lo punched the down button. * * * SAFE CAMP "Kill it!" Kenna insisted. William hunched in her arms and sucked hard on his thumb. "It's one of them! A-a locust- monster!" "She's not a threat." Gibson's breath came in gasping puffs as he tried to keep pace with Mulder. Stumbling through debris and around corpses, Gibson felt as if Royal's dead weight was going to tear his arms from their sockets. Dibeh hurried ahead, leading the way back to the infirmary. "Careful." Mulder maneuvered along a cracked concrete patio. They bypassed the flattened front doors and entered the roofless structure through a missing section of wall, then struggled around overturned chairs and scattered office supplies. Gibson accidentally kicked an abandoned coffee mug. It skidded and rattled, spun to a stop beside the red-headed woman's corpse, Scully's dead-ringer twin. The bloodied woman appeared surprised, her wide, blue-eyed stare seemingly fixed on the teetering mug. Dibeh scurried to the rear of the building where the twisted frames of fold-out cots lay in tangled heaps. Her thoughts bombarded Gibson. She was terrified, yet at the same time, she was oddly resigned to her circumstances. Almost eager to please him and Mulder. In her racing thoughts, she referred to them as her "new masters." Gibson cringed at the unlikely title. Complacency he could understand; his life had been controlled by outside forces for years and sometimes the only way to survive was to submit to the will of others. But submission was not equivalent to servitude. No matter what atrocities had been perpetrated upon him, he had never kowtowed to those who directed his fate. He may have been powerless to stop the things they did, but he had not considered them superior or right. "Kenna, we could use your help," Mulder shouted, head swiveling as he searched for a place to lay down the injured man. Kenna stood her ground outside the building. "I'm not coming in there. Not with that...that *thing*." She pointed a shaky finger through the Swiss cheese wall at Dibeh. "She won't hurt you," Gibson assured, hoping to silence Kenna's fears, which were blaring like sirens in his head. He longed to shut out her nightmarish imaginings and god-awful memories. Artie van de Kamp's mutilated body. Her husband's severed arm. William, squalling in his crib, surrounded by five aliens -- human-sized insect-beings with razor sharp teeth, glossy scales and a ravenous hunger for human flesh. "They killed Joanne and Artie." Kenna gripped William so hard it brought tears to the boy's startled eyes. "They killed Rick!" "She's not one of them," Gibson explained. Mulder's injured leg was quaking. He was on the verge of dropping Royal. The floor glittered with shards of glass and fragments of razor-sharp metal. Split trusses, shattered cement and broken sheetrock cluttered the room. "This man needs help, Kenna. Get in here." She began to pace. "I won't put William in danger." "The hybrid isn't dangerous," Gibson insisted. A metallic screech nearly drowned him out when Dibeh shoved a bent aluminum cot out of her way to uncover a tattered mattress. She grabbed its corners and dragged it to a semi- clear spot. "Thank you," Mulder grunted as he and Gibson carefully laid down their burden. Royal moaned, coming to, adding another internal voice to the din in Gibson's brain. He was shivering, so Dibeh located a blood-spattered blanket and carefully covered him with it. "You didn't see what I saw," Kenna was muttering. She jiggled William as if he were the one in need of consoling. "You don't know what they do. Killers. They're all killers. They tear people to shreds. They eat babies." "Stop it, Kenna. You're scaring William," Gibson warned, hearing the child's unease balloon. "Hell, she's scaring me," Mulder admitted. He squatted beside Royal. "You awake, soldier?" "Y-yeah. Jesus fucking Christ...my arm hurts." "You've been burned." "P-plasma fire." "He needs water," Gibson said, zeroing in on the man's unspoken plea for a drink. "Kenna," Mulder called to her, "where's the water jug?" "Back on the road where Gibson left it." "Go get it." "I'm not going back there by myself. Not with locust-monsters around." "There are no monsters. Get the damned jug." "No way. I'm not going." Dibeh tapped Gibson's shoulder and signaled, "I'll go." At his nod, she ran from the building. Royal rocked on the mattress, pain flaring in his arm. Panic flooded his thoughts and, in turn, Gibson's. "Am I going to die?" "No," Mulder assured him. "A little food, water, a couple of days rest and you'll be fine." "Can't rest. Gotta go. Gotta help 'em." "Help who, son?" Gibson already knew, the name reaching him like a scream. "Skinner," he said. "They'll torture him to find out what he knows." Royal squeezed his eyes shut as he rode out a wave of searing pain. "They'll kill him for the things he's done." Mulder looked to Gibson and silently implored him to deny the possibility. Gibson pushed the limits of his telepathy through forests and over mountains to search for Skinner. Instead he discovered Scully, arguing with a hybrid servant. "She's alive. Scully's alive!" Shocked surprise from Mulder. Mounting hope. Relief. "Where?" "Held prisoner aboard the aliens' ship. Inside the stronghold at Salt Lake City." Mulder's relief receded, displaced again by dread. "She okay?" "Seems to be." "And Skinner?" "I can't hear him." "Does that mean he's...?" "I don't know." "Could he be unconscious?" "Or somewhere that obstructs telepathic signals." "Does such a place exist?" If it did, Gibson wanted to be there -- a haven where he could block out the overwhelming clamor in his head. The last few months had taken their toll. The voices had always been distracting, but lately they had grown horrific, a pandemonium of unrelenting misery. Royal struggled to rise from the mattress. "Gotta find Commander Skinner." "You're in no shape to travel," Mulder said. "Can't stay." "You need rest." "No, no time." Pain knocked Royal flat. "Sorry, son. You're sitting this one out." "Then *you* go. You find him. Save him." The challenge set Mulder's emotions swirling. He glanced at Kenna and William. "I...I can't." "Then the Commander's a dead man. Doc Scully's dead, too." Mulder rose unsteadily and limped across the room, away from Gibson, away from Kenna, eyes panning the rubble as if he might find a solution to their dilemma among the ash-covered cots, the blood-stained bedding, the bodies and spilled pills and knotted IVs. He dead-ended at the infirmary's cracked back wall, where he shifted restlessly on the balls of his feet, confused, afraid. Gibson could hear indecision roaring through his mind like a thunderstorm. William needed protection. Yet Skinner and Scully were in danger. The threat was real. Mulder had been aboard an alien ship, held prisoner. He knew the terror, the agony of drills and lasers and scalpels. Mulder began to hyperventilate and Gibson feared the onset of a flashback. He didn't want to experience that torture through Mulder again. He had already heard it more times than he could bear. It was why he had avoided divulging the details of his "nightmare" two nights ago. Mulder was hanging onto sanity by his fingertips, had been for months. Gibson feared pushing him over the edge. In retrospect, it might've been wiser to tell him the truth, prepare him. Gibson went to him and touched his arm, momentarily clearing the images of aliens from both their minds. "Scully's alive." "But for how long?" Mulder's eyes glittered with desperation. "It could take a week or more to hike to Salt Lake City." "Are you saying we should do nothing? Stay here and let Scully and Skinner die? Can you live with that decision?" "I can't abandon my son. And I certainly can't take him into an alien stronghold." "He can stay here with Kenna and Royal." Mulder shook his head, annoyed. "Suppose another shapeshifter comes after him. Or we die in Salt Lake City." Now Gibson's ire soared. "Stay or go, we'll die eventually. The question we need to ask is: how do we want to live the time that's left to us?" Gibson refused to let fear steer his destiny. Not anymore. He was no longer a powerless child. His days of complacency and submission were over. It was time to take action, be courageous. "I won't stand by while my friends suffer, Mulder, not when there's a chance I can help them." "And if you die trying, at least you go down fighting, is that it?" Gibson could hear Mulder recalling similar words, spoken to Krycek's ghost as they raced to save him from aliens at Kits'iil. "You believed that once, Mulder. Why not now?" "I have different responsibilities." "Maybe, but what will you tell William a few years from now when he asks what happened to his mother?" "That's not fair." "Will you tell him the truth?" "Stop it." "That you could've done something to save her, but didn't?" "I said stop." "You let her die because it was safer to stay here with your new little family--" "Stop it!" Mulder's fists clenched. Gibson could hear him wanting to strike out. Rather than move out of range, Gibson stepped closer, narrowing the gap between them. He needed to get through to Mulder, even if it meant risking a flashback. "I know what the aliens did to you. I know you've been through hell. But if you quit now--" "They win." More familiar words. Mulder's head wagged as if to shake off the memory. His thoughts floundered. He loved Scully. He wanted to save her. But he could not desert their child. The way she had. "You're wrong about her," Gibson said. "Am I? You have some insight I don't?" "Yes." "Then tell me! You have the advantage, Gibson. I can't read your mind. Say what you're thinking." Gibson met his angry stare. "She loves William." "She gave him away. That's a fact. You can't deny it." "She put him up for adoption." "Same thing." "No it isn't." "If she loved him she would've done whatever it took to protect him." "That's exactly what she did do." Gibson squared his shoulders, hardened his voice and faced off with his old friend. "Mulder, you can't seriously believe she wanted to give up her child. It was a selfless act. She did it for his sake. She did it for yours, too. Your safety outweighed her suffering." Mulder shook his head, disbelieving. "She wasn't suffering. She sent him away with no more consideration than you'd give an old sweater you dump off at the local thrift shop." "That's not true." The aliens had done a hell of a number on Mulder to screw up his thinking this badly. "Giving him up hurt her more than you'll ever know." "I don't believe it." "Her grief was genuine. I heard it." Doubt narrowed Mulder's eyes. "When?" "When you were at Mount Weather. And earlier. When you were with me in Arizona." "In Ariz...? That was a goddamned year ago, Gibson! Why didn't you tell me then?" "You'd been through hell. You weren't ready to hear about what was happening to Scully, to William." "You decided what I should or shouldn't know?" "It was too much." "The truth is all I've ever wanted, Gibson. Especially from my friends." Mulder felt cheated. His expectations had always been impossibly high and since his abduction and incarceration he had grown more paranoid than ever. To reach him, Gibson decided to change tactics. He relaxed his stance. Lowered his voice. "I'm telling you the truth now. Are you listening?" Mulder studied Gibson's face and considered his words. "Why didn't she call me back?" he finally asked. "I could've helped. I would've protected them both." "You saw Jeffery Spender at your trial, what they did to him. She didn't want that for you. She didn't want it for William either." "I'm not Jeffrey. I could've...I..." Mulder looked across the room at William. "You know what these men are capable of," Gibson reminded him. "They stop at nothing." "We could've gone into hiding." "Where?" "They didn't find me in Arizona." This was Gibson's opening at last, a checkmate, if he played his moves right. "Because you don't have a microchip implanted in your neck that could lead them right to you." The reality of Scully's unique dilemma hit Mulder like a punch to the gut. She carried a homing device inside her body. It was how the supersoldiers had found her in Georgia. It was how they would always find her, no matter where she tried to run. That damn chip was a beacon and as long she had it they could find her, and through her find William. The chip was why she sent William away, Mulder realized. To save him. It was why she sent Mulder away, too. "Get it now?" Gibson asked, already knowing the answer. "She didn't call you out of hiding because you would have come to her. And through her, they would've found you." Sagging against the broken wall, Mulder's fury waned as he let go of his bitterness. An uneasy breath sifted from his lungs. "I should have realized, figured it out." "You had other things on your mind." "Then I should at least have given her the benefit of the doubt. Trusted her. It's what she would have done for me." He turned from Gibson and limped toward Kenna and William. At his approach, William pulled his thumb from his mouth and extended his arm. "Dada." Mulder stepped out through a gaping hole in the broken wall and took hold of his son's hand. He gently squeezed the boy's small, wet fingers. Concerns for William, Scully and Skinner loomed large in his mind, and therefore in Gibson's. Duty tugged Mulder in multiple directions. He felt equally responsible for the safe rescue of his friends and for the well-being of this small child. "I need to leave for a few days," he said, trying out the words. Kenna took a step back, breaking his contact with his son. "You can't go! It's not safe!" Tears sprang to her eyes. "William needs you." Mulder's doubts returned, crashing through Gibson's mind. "You've been taking care of William since last May, Kenna." Gibson crossed the debris-strewn room to join them outside. "You've fed him, kept him warm, saved him from aliens." Gibson hoped this truth would give Mulder the permission he needed to do what his heart was urging him to do: rescue his friends. "God helped me," she said, "but He isn't here. Look around. Would He let this happen?" Mulder took in the devastation. Uncertainty threatened to undermine his tenuous resolve. "I can keep track of things here, telepathically," Gibson assured them. "We'll turn around and come back at the first sign of trouble." "That could be too late!" Kenna argued. "I'll know of any impending problems long before you will." "And what if you get captured?" It was a valid question. Mulder looked to Gibson. "I don't doubt your extrasensory perception, but you can't presage the future. The stronghold and the ship are likely to be heavily guarded. There's no guarantee we'll get in." "Or out," Kenna said. "Take me," Dibeh signaled, having returned with the water. "I know Tse'Bit'a'i'. I can find Lady Dana. I can find Skinner, too." "What is she saying?" Mulder asked. "She wants to help," Gibson said. "You trust her?" Gibson nodded, hearing Dibeh's intense homesickness. Even though her motives weren't the same as theirs, her desire to return to Salt Lake City was honest and heartfelt. Mulder's mind began to churn with possible strategies. For the first time in months he was thinking like his old self. Gibson's relief was profound. He had missed his friend. "I could pose as this Ca-Lo guy," Mulder suggested. "And I could be your 'prisoner,'" Gibson said. "They'd practically roll out a red carpet to get their hands on you." Mulder turned to Dibeh. "You could play the part of my aide." "Stop it! Stop talking like this!" Kenna demanded. "It's ridiculous. You're all crazy." "Too bad we left the motorcycle in Wyoming," Mulder said, ignoring her. "Lady Dana and I rode awful beasts. The trip took two days," Dibeh signaled with shaky hands. "Horses?" Gibson asked. "We passed horses about a half mile from here," Mulder said, picking up on their exchange. "You're never coming back," Kenna predicted dismally. "Nothing will stop me from trying." Mulder reached out and caressed William's plump cheek. "I promise." Gibson could hear that Mulder's feelings of doubt and regret remained strong, but he was determined to reunite his family by bringing Scully back. * * * Over the next two hours Mulder and Gibson gathered saddles and bridles, then rounded up three horses -- not an easy task, until they found a small canister of sugar, which Gibson used to lure the animals to them. As the horses ate from his hand, Mulder slipped bridles over their heads. Dibeh changed into warmer clothing and scrounged enough food in the wrecked RVs for a two-day ride. She was able to locate only one small bottle of water. Mulder decided to take it with them and let Kenna keep the larger jug they'd been carrying. On Mulder's order, Kenna looked for guns and ammunition. If he was going to leave his son in her care, he wanted her armed. Thankfully she did as she was told, probably because she recognized the danger of being left alone with an injured man and a defenseless toddler. It took her scant time to bring back a Beretta and an M-16; she picked them off the body of a dead soldier. Mulder appropriated the handgun for himself, although it contained only one round. He offered the rifles to her. "Know how to use one of these?" he asked. She had been wielding a rifle when he first met her in Wyoming, but he hadn't actually seen her fire it. "Rick taught me to shoot when we were first dating." "Sounds romantic." She huffed, impatient with him. "It was for practical purposes, if you must know. *He* worried about me." "You may not believe this, but I do, too. Which is why I want you to use this if you have to." "I thought Gibson said you'd come back at the first sign of trouble." "In a perfect world. But since this world hasn't been perfect for a very long while, my advice is to trust no one and shoot to kill." Casting him a sour scowl, she stowed the gun in the cab of a pickup, where she intended to take up residence until they returned. It had a camper shell over the truck bed, in bad shape, but it provided better cover than the roofless infirmary. Mulder and Gibson hauled a mattress, and then carried Royal, to the back of the truck to make it more convenient for her to care for him. When they were ready to leave, Mulder helped Dibeh onto her horse, a roan mare, the gentlest of the three animals. She waited nervously while Gibson mounted his black gelding. Kenna, looking angry and desperate, paced between the pickup and the horses. She held William tightly in her arms. He sucked his thumb. Her lower lip trembled. "I need to say goodbye," Mulder mumbled to Gibson before handing him the reins to his own mare, a showy piebald with a feisty temperament. "Take your time." This wasn't going to be easy. Kenna was clearly upset, shivering. William whimpered in her arms. Dirty snowflakes had begun to fall, jittering on the cold breeze like half-crazed insects, tinged bloody-pink by the red smoke. "Dada go?" Tears welled in William's eyes. Mulder reached for him. "May I?" he asked Kenna. Reluctantly, she handed him over. Mulder hugged William to his chest, kissed the crown of his head, breathed in the warm, soft scent of his hair. The boy seemed too light, only thirty or thirty-five pounds fully dressed, and Mulder was suddenly swamped by an unfounded fear that William wasn't getting enough to eat. What kinds of diseases did malnourished kids get? Scurvy? Rickets? Scully would know. She could keep him healthy. If Mulder could find her. "No go, Dada. No go," William whined. "I have to, son." He was loath to release his grip on this child, as if William would fade away the moment he left his arms, become as insubstantial as a mirage or vanish like a half-remembered dream. Instinct told him to stay and protect his son. Yet his heart prodded him toward Scully, to save her, bring her back, so she could be William's mother again, and Mulder could watch over them both. "Be a good boy for Kenna while I'm gone, okay?" William sniffled, then unexpectedly threw stubby arms around Mulder's neck. The world blurred as tears flooded Mulder's eyes. A lump formed in his throat, making it impossible for him to say all he wanted to say: I love you, son, more than I could've possibly imagined. I've messed up so many things in my life. Kenna. Scully. Maybe the whole goddamned world. Yet look at how perfect you are. Somehow, through a miraculous act that resulted in you, I managed to get one thing right. Holding William, rubbing his back to sooth him, Mulder hoped he could trust Kenna to keep his son safe, hoped he wasn't wrong to leave, hoped Scully could hold on until he arrived. "I'll be back, son. As soon as I can. I promise." He kissed William's brow, then passed him back to Kenna. "Take care of him. Please." "Don't go," she said, echoing William's plaintive demand. "I don't want to." "Then don't. Stay here with us. Let them go." "I can't. I have to do this." Disgust thinned her lips. "You're no better than her, you know. You're walking out on your son, just like she did." Mulder's chest tightened as guilt speared his heart. "It's for just a few days," Gibson interrupted from atop his horse. Kenna ignored Gibson to glare at Mulder. "You're deserting your child." "I'm trusting you to look after him." He touched her arm. She jerked back. Indignant. Furious. "Suppose I decide to leave? Take William somewhere you can't find him?" "You take him anywhere," Gibson warned, "and I'll find you wherever you go, just like I did in Wyoming." Clearly startled by this idea, Kenna fastened her teary gaze on Mulder. "Won't you at least spend the night? Just one more night with us? With your son?" "The sooner I get started, the sooner I can get back." "With *her*..." Mulder reached out to stroke William's tousled hair one last time. "I hope so." William began to cry. His wail grew louder when Mulder turned away. He walked stiffly to his horse, took the reins from Gibson. Mechanically, he hooked the toe of his boot into his stirrup. Painfully, awkwardly, he hoisted himself into the saddle. The leather creaked from the effort. Wind ruffled the horse's mane. Behind them, a tent flapped in the breeze, torn loose from its stakes. Don't cry, son, Mulder silently begged, directing his horse westward toward Salt Lake City. It took every ounce of his willpower to spur his horse to a trot and leave William behind. He didn't turn in his saddle to look back. Hearing William's sobs was heartbreaking enough. Seeing his tear-stained cheeks would have been Mulder's undoing. * * * PRISONER DORMITORY ANTELOPE ISLAND Ca-Lo fought an urge to hold his breath against the stench of sweating prisoners, excrement-clogged toilets, vomit and blood-stained floors. Inmates, packed eight or more to each six-by-ten cell, greeted him with jeers and moans as he walked the block's long, central corridor. He followed Warden Travis, a brawny man with a tattooed, bald head and the disposition of a provoked scorpion. Scars crisscrossed the warden's face. His uniform was filthy, stained at the collar and under the arms. He was missing three fingers on his right hand, yet managed to forcefully grip a fully charged Taser. Prisoner 2784T3L6 pressed his face between the bars, cursed loudly and spat as they passed by. A clot of blood-tinged saliva splattered the silicrete floor inches from Ca-Lo's polished right boot. "Son of a fucking whore!" The warden raised his Taser and turned on the prisoner. Ca-Lo's quiet command halted him mid-strike. "Later." "Sir, we don't allow prisoners to disrespect--" "I have neither the time nor the desire to hear about your disciplinary procedures." Ca-Lo loathed this place, this warehouse of human misery, where hopelessness and fear hung like a poisonous mist in the greasy, dank air. It reminded him of his boyhood punishments, when he had been stuffed into an observation capsule -- a wet, cramped carapace that held him immobile while Nih-hi-cho Appraisers crawled through his mind, day after day, night after long night. "Do whatever needs doing *later*." "Yes, sir." Discomfiture pinked the chastised warden's scarred cheeks. He lowered his Taser and glared at the prisoner. "I'll be back for you," he growled, before stalking down the corridor. Ca-Lo trailed him around a corner. Hundreds of cells identical to the previous ones came into view. Rust encrusted the bars. Oily puddles slicked the floors. The walls sweated a viscous, green sludge. "Here, sir." Travis stopped in front of Cell MMCXVI. Eleven tight-lipped men warily eyed Travis and Ca-Lo from behind the bars. "Which one is the priest?" "Old man in back." A grizzled, skeletal man sat on the floor atop a threadbare blanket at the rear of the cell, head bowed, lips moving in silent prayer. "Father Richards?" Ca-Lo called out. The gaunt priest murmured "amen," then opened rheumy eyes. "Well, well. What does the illustrious Commander of the great Nih-hi-cho Armada want from a pathetic servant like me?" He wore a tattered frock, its once-white collar gray with dirt. Emaciated feet, bare, pale, mottled with grime and bruises, protruded from loose-fitting trousers. "Seeking absolution for your sins, by any chance?" "I'm not here to confess." "Ah, just as well. The Sacrament of Penance requires contrition." Father Richards rose on quaking legs. The other prisoners moved aside, squeezing together to allow him room to shuffle past. Reaching the door, he clutched the bars for support and matched Ca-Lo's stare with a look of obvious contempt. "I've yet to meet a friend of the Nih-hi-cho who feels repentant for his crimes against humanity." "That's a rather unforgiving generalization, coming from a religious man." "Indeed. Clearly I am failing God's most recent test. Maybe you and I will be roommates in hell one day, hmm?" "Look around, Father. We're already in hell." "And no one would know that better than the Devil him--" The warden thrust his Taser between the bars and jolted Father Richards in the gut. The old priest cried out. Travis shocked him again. And again, until the old man collapsed to his knees. Even then the warden continued to jab him. "Stop it!" Ca-Lo ordered. "Put that damned thing away!" "He must be taught proper manners, sir." "I said no." Ca-Lo gripped the warden's arm, jerked him away from the cell and confiscated the Taser. Worry shadowed Travis's eyes. He leaned close to Ca-Lo and whispered, "Undermine me in front of these animals and it'll lead to trouble." "Ignore my orders again and you'll be on the receiving end of this." Ca-Lo brandished the Taser. "Have I made myself clear?" "Yes, sir." Travis retreated a step. Inside the cell, Father Richards struggled to his feet. "A hint of compassion in that cold heart of yours, Commander? Perhaps absolution is possible after all. God can be sympathetic, you know, even when his servants are not." "I'm not here to test your god's leniency." "Then why are you here?" "To ask a favor." "Ask?" The priest's eyes narrowed. "Or demand?" "The Commander of the Nih-hi-cho Armada is *asking* Prisoner 3788T3L6 to grant him a favor. You may refuse, but if you do, your cellmates and every prisoner on this block will be handed over to Warden Travis for whatever punishment he deems appropriate." "Ah. I see." The priest rubbed his stomach where the weapon had struck him. "Given those alternatives, what might Prisoner 3788T3L6 do for his Lordship?" "Officiate a wedding ceremony." "A wedding? For who?" "Does it matter? Do it or condemn your comrades." The priest's gaze flickered to the wretched men around him. "Obviously, my answer must be yes." "Good. The warden will get you cleaned up." To Travis, Ca-Lo said, "Deliver him to Tse'Bit'a'i'. Provide whatever trappings he may require for the ceremony." "Yes, sir. May I, um...may I have my Taser back?" Ca-Lo shoved the weapon into the warden's outstretched hand and spun on his heel. The priest's voice echoed after him as he retreated down the corridor. "O God, by my grievous sins I have re-crucified Thy divine Son and deserve Thy everlasting wrath in the fires of hell. Even more, I have been most ungrateful to Thee, my Heavenly Father..." Back on the roof, Ca-Lo leaned against the hull of his runabout and gulped fresh air into his lungs, grateful for the wind that pummeled the prison's stink from his clothes. Was the priest right? Was there a place more terrible than this world? Ca-Lo squinted into the setting sun. Its fire was blinding, but did nothing to warm the chill in his bones. Shivering against the cold, he climbed into the pilot's seat and ignited the thrusters. The thrum of engines helped calm his nerves, slow his pulse. He lifted off and breathed a sigh of relief as Antelope Island grew small beneath him. Steering toward Salt Lake City, he radioed Airman Ingraham for an update. "Good news, sir," the young airman said. "Tell me." "I've located Major Harris's murderer." "Where?" "Wasatch-Cache Forest, heading your way on horseback." "You're certain he's the killer?" "Must be, sir. He's a Refuter, a shapeshifter." "What makes you say that?" "Because he...he's impersonating you, sir. He looks just like you." Ca-Lo smiled. It was Mulder! "He is the man I want," Ca-Lo said. Harmony I came into view. The setting sun cast the Armada's twelve warships into fiery relief on the airport's outer runways. Their hulls glowed as if struck by plasma canon. The sight sent an unexpected chill through Ca-Lo. "Does the Refuter have a young child with him?" "No, sir. Just a hybrid and a human teenager." No William? That was a surprise. And a disappointment. "The murderer goes by the name of Fox Mulder. Bring him to me," Ca-Lo said. "Alive. Understood?" "Yes, sir. What about the others?" "I don't care what you do with them. It's only Mulder I want." * * * SOMEWHERE IN WASATCH-CACHE NATIONAL FOREST "Is William okay?" Mulder crouched beside a mountain stream, his fingers growing numb as he refilled their water bottle. The ice-cold stream tumbled over rocks and fallen logs. It carried the smell of ancient soil and decaying leaves. The setting sun tinted its rough surface blood-red. Gibson stood above Mulder on a tree-lined bank and gripped the horses' reins. Dibeh remained rigid and wide-eyed atop her gentle mare. She gasped each time the horse tossed its head and huffed into the frosty, evening air. "You've asked me the same question at least a hundred times, Mulder." Gibson toed a pebble into the stream. It plopped into the gurgling water, where it was quickly lost in the froth. "So make it a hundred and one." Gibson heaved an exaggerated sigh, then cocked his head, obviously listening to faraway voices. Mulder recalled the cacophony that had bludgeoned him to the point of insanity when, under the spell of Dr. Merkmallen's mysterious rubbings, he temporarily possessed Gibson's skill. He had been unable to sift through the maddening chatter. But somehow Gibson could make sense of it, could even tune his internal radar to a single, unique voice -- in this case, that of an eighteen- month-old boy. The God Module in his brain was aptly named. His abilities were nothing short of miraculous. "He's fine. Stop worrying." "I can't." No longer able to feel his fingertips, Mulder fumbled with the bottle's push/pull cap. "I don't trust Kenna." "She's been taking care of him for months." "She wasn't angry at me then." "She wouldn't hurt William, not even to get back at you." Gibson was right. Kenna believed William was a gift from God. A true miracle. It was one of the few things she and Mulder agreed upon. Shaking the chill from his fingers, Mulder rose stiffly to his feet. Twilight was setting in. A smattering of stars speckled the sky to the east where a scimitar moon appeared wedged in the jagged treetops. He climbed the bank and offered Gibson the water bottle. "No, thanks." "Dibeh?" Mulder held out the bottle. She reached for it, but before he could hand it off, Gibson quietly announced, "Someone's coming." Mulder's damaged left ear registered nothing. His right picked up the rustle of wind through trees, a creak of leather as one of the horses shifted position, but no scuff of feet or rumble of an approaching engine. Even so, he lowered his voice to a whisper. "I don't suppose it's Ed McMahon, coming to tell me I've won the Publisher's Clearing House sweepstakes." "Airman from the alien army." "Just one?" "Yes." "Shapeshifter?" "Human." "How far away?" "Five hundred yards...that way." Gibson lifted his chin to indicate the direction they had come. "He's on foot." "He walked all the way from Safe Camp?" "No, he's got a ship hidden in the woods. He's looking for you." "I'm flattered," -- Mulder peered into the gloom and saw only black tree trunks and swaying branches -- "but why me?" "He has orders to take you back to Tse'Bit'a'i'...alive." "Whose orders?" "Ca-Lo's." "Ah, the plot thickens. Maybe we should let him capture me, take me directly into the lion's den, no waiting." "He also has orders to kill Dibeh and me." Gibson glanced at Dibeh, who searched the woods from atop her horse, worry creasing her broad alien forehead. "He's armed. Stun gun and...an automatic." Mulder felt for the Beretta tucked into his belt. With only one bullet, it might not be enough. He was about to toss the water bottle aside when an idea struck him. "What do you say we lull him into a false sense of security?" "You intend to take *him* prisoner?" Gibson asked, reading his thoughts. "He could tell us a lot about the alien stronghold and Ca-Lo. Take Dibeh downstream. Give me a few minutes. Gotta see a man about a horse." He waggled the bottle. Gibson nodded, understanding his intentions. "Be careful," he mouthed as he led Dibeh and the horses into the shadows. Mulder positioned himself in front of a nearby tree, facing the trunk to make it appear from the stranger's perspective as if he were taking a much-needed piss. He was careful to shield the water bottle and his gun with his body. He opened the bottle's push/pull cap and waited for the airman to announce himself. He didn't have long to wait. Snapping twigs alerted him to the man's approach. Mulder widened his stance and gently squeezed water from the bottle. "Fox Mulder?" the airman asked. "Jesus!" Mulder feigned surprise by splashing the tree trunk. He glanced over his shoulder to get a look at his opponent -- a baby-faced young man, five-ten or eleven, a hundred and sixty pounds, give or take. He wore a plain black military uniform, like the one Mulder had seen Ca-Lo and his minions wearing aboard Tse'Bit'a'i'. A Glock hung in the holster on his right hip, and he carried a stun gun in his hand, corroborating Gibson's story that he intended to take Mulder alive. "Where are your friends?" "Giving me a little privacy. Speaking of which, do you mind?" "Zip up," the airman ordered, trying to sound tougher than he looked. "You're coming with me." "Come on, buddy, you caught me midstream. I'd like to finish my business." The airman stepped closer, almost within arm's reach, and pointed the Taser. "I suggest you hold it 'til later." "And I suggest you back off." Mulder pivoted, dropped the water bottle, drew and aimed his pistol. The airman blinked in astonishment. "Rock, paper, bullets." Mulder leveled the gun at the man's head. "Looks like I win. Drop the cattle prod." Too late, the airman fumbled for the Glock. "I wouldn't do that," Mulder warned and cocked his pistol. The man froze, hand poised above his holster. "Rumor has it you need me alive, soldier. I, on the other hand, am under no such obligation. So, either drop your weapon and put your hands in the air, or I shoot you in the fucking head. Your choice." "D-don't shoot." The airman let the Taser fall to the ground and raised his hands. "Good man." Mulder kicked the weapon into the scrub and confiscated the airman's gun. Checking the clip, he found it was fully loaded. He hurled the Beretta with its single round into the woods. "Gibson, you out there?" Gibson stepped from the trees. He retrieved the Taser, then moved to one side. Mulder relaxed a little. "What's your name, soldier?" The airman squared his shoulders and shut his mouth, making it clear he had no intention of cooperating. "His name is Jason Ingraham," Gibson supplied for him, "and he's thinking about how angry Ca-Lo is going to be when he learns about what's happened here. He's wondering if all the stories he's heard about privation chambers are true." Ingraham gaped at Gibson. "Y-you're a shapeshifter, too! I told Ca-Lo...I-I said--" "Evidently this guy is smarter than he looks," Mulder said, playing along with the airman's supposition. It could work in their favor to let him believe they were aliens in human form. Make him less argumentative. "You're going to fly us to Tse'Bit'a'i', Ingraham." "I am?" "Aren't those your orders? Take me back to the ship, to Ca-Lo? "Y-yes." "Then let's not keep him waiting. And don't even think about trying to warn your pals at headquarters." Mulder brought the Glock's muzzle to within millimeters of the airman's nose. "Understood?" Ingraham swallowed hard and nodded. Mulder eyed his plain, dark uniform. It bore no crest or emblem designating rank. Wearing it, Mulder might improve his chances of fooling the guards at Salt Lake City into thinking he was Ca-Lo. He smiled and chucked the airman's nose with the barrel of his gun. "Take off your clothes, Ingraham." "What?" "You heard me. Strip." * * * TSE'BIT'A'I' SALT LAKE CITY, UTAH The wedding dress had a deeply scalloped neckline, a voluminous skirt with a long train, and yards of satiny green fabric with thousands of tiny, hand-sewn beads. It weighed close to seventy pounds and sparkled like the Ablution Pools on a peaceful night. "Put it on, please." Ca-Lo stood before Dana with the gown draped over his outstretched arms. Her frown deepened. "The last time we played dress up I ended up in your bed." "And history's about to repeat itself. We're going to be married as soon as Warden Travis delivers our priest." "You're delusional." "It's going to happen." "Not without my consent." The dress was growing heavy and Ca-Lo struggled to keep his arms held high. "If I say we will be married, we will be married. Don't presume anyone will race to your rescue or that the Nih-hi-cho will care one way or the other. I command this ship." "You may command this ship, but you don't command me." "I don't need your cooperation to make you my wife." "Then what you're proposing is abduction and rape." His shoulders slumped. He hated what she was forcing him to do. To stall, he crossed the room and dumped the dress on the bed. Their wedding bed. He smoothed the gown's wrinkles. Cleared his throat. "Why do you love him and not me?" He kept his back to her. He couldn't bear the revulsion in her eyes. "We are exactly the same, my brother and I." "You're nothing like him." He spun to face her and opened his arms. "Physically, we are identical. Same face. Same body. Same scars." "You manufactured those scars to dupe me." "Does it matter how they came to be there?" "Of course it matters. Experience molds character. Mulder earned those scars. He was changed -- mentally, emotionally -- by the events that caused them. A clone or shapeshifter might look like him physically, but they cannot posses his character, his spirit. You can't replicate what's in a man's heart." "You are in my heart." Ca-Lo's voice cracked. "I love you." "Then prove it. Let me go." "I can't do that." "Mulder wouldn't keep me here against my will." "He has other options." "So do you." "No. You're wrong." "Am I?" she challenged. "You act as if you have no choice, no free will." "It's not an act." He moved to the bird cage, where eight finches chirped and preened on their perches. Prisoners like her. Like him. If he were to release them, they would not live more than a day or two. They had been captives all their lives and no longer possessed the skills or instincts required to survive outside their cage. "None of us is free to do as we please. Not here." "Then why stay?" "You think I can just walk away?" He faced her. "They would never let me go." "They?" "The Nih-hi-cho. My masters." "You said you command this ship." "Within limits. Like a child directs toy boats in his bath." "You're a coward," she sneered. The venom in her voice sliced through him. He was no coward. He had faced hell's worst demons, countless times, and survived. She couldn't begin to imagine the horrific things they had done to him. What they would do again. To him. To her. He had been a mere child the first time they pinned him to an examination platform, younger than her son William. He had cried to be released, begged them to stop their terrible cutting. He screamed until no sound came from his aching throat. "You don't understand." "You're right, I don't." She paced toward him, stopped inches away, fixed him with a steely stare. "You want to know how you differ from Mulder? He is willing to stand up to his enemies; he flouts their rules, plays their game only on his own terms. Even when he was held prisoner aboard a ship like this one, he was a free man, *is* a free man, because he refuses to let anyone dictate his destiny." "You said it yourself, Dana: experience molds character. If my brother had lived my life, he might be a desperate man, too." The urge to reach out for her was strong, but he kept his hands to his sides, fists clenched. "We could be very happy as husband and wife." "I will not participate in your perverse fantasy." A familiar feeling of helplessness coursed through his veins. "If you don't agree to marry me--" "What will you do? Put me back in that awful cell?" "Your friend Walter Skinner is in one now." "You bastard." "Unless you cooperate..." It was time to deliver his ultimatum. "Your son William will be in one, too." Her face paled. "You have William?" "Yes," he lied, hating the necessity of it, wishing she would marry and love him because she wanted to, not because he threatened her son. "Don't do this. Don't--" "A stasis cell is no place for a small boy, believe me. I speak from experience." Rage burned in her tear-filled eyes. "I'll kill you if you hurt my son!" "You can save him." "By marrying you?" "Would it be so terrible?" "How can you ask that? You're holding me here against my will. You're threatening my son!" "Only because I love you." "That's not how it works. That's not what love is." "Then show me. Show me what love is." He reached out, cupped her cheek, leaned in to kiss her, wanting to understand, wanting to know where he had gone wrong, wanting to know how it would feel to be cherished and cared for. "You're contemptible." She drew back to strike him, but he grabbed her wrist and blocked her blow. "So I have been told all my life." Satan, Abaddon, Ca-lo the Destroyer -- the Overseers had branded him with these names. To serve their own purposes. They had shaped his character the way a blacksmith hammers the sharp edge of a broadsword. Their success was complete. Dana's loathing proved it. Heart pounding, he released her arm. "An aide will help you get ready. I'll be back in an hour." Without waiting for her reply, he brushed past her and fled the room. He didn't want to hear any more arguments. He didn't want to be tempted to change his mind. * * * SAFE CAMP, UTAH Kenna ignored the twisting cramp in her abdomen as she duct- taped a plastic trash bag over the broken window above Royal's mattress to block the wind. The pickup's camper shell was in bad shape, but even with the tailgate missing it provided a roof over their heads. "There, that's better," she said, proud of her handiwork. "Just like home." Royal shivered inside his cocoon of blankets. "You still cold? I saw a couple of sleeping bags over in the main building. Not too many bloodstains on 'em. They smelled to high Heaven, but they'd keep you from freezing to death. I don't mind going to get them." That wasn't true. She did mind. She didn't want to leave William alone with Royal, but the infirmary was too jam-packed with stuff that could hurt him if she took him with her: spilled pills, needles, bloody rags, dead bodies, not to mention locust-monsters. Those devils were hiding everywhere, she was sure. Mulder never should have left. It wasn't safe. For him or them. Not with locust-monsters on the loose again. Nope, best to stay in one place. "I'm okay." Royal cradled his injured arm beneath the covers. "Suit yourself," she said, relieved. "Lemme know if you change your mind." She tossed the duct tape through the cab's open window into the driver's seat, where it bounced with a thud into the foot well. The noise startled William, who was playing on the mattress beside Royal. He stopped driving his toy fire engine over the hills of Royal's blanketed knees. "Wha'zat?" he asked, his blue-gray eyes searching the camper. "Bogeyman," Royal said. "Better watch out!" He gave the blankets a small kick, which sent the toy truck bouncing into the air. William stuck his thumb in his mouth and looked like he might cry. "Quit scarin' him." Kenna fished a four-pack of Oreo cookies from her coat pocket. "Look what mama's got, sweetheart." "Cookie!" William reached out with both hands, fingers flexing with excitement. "Hold your horses. Let me unwrap them first." She tore open the cellophane with her teeth and handed him a cookie. "Do I get one, too?" Royal's face was pale -- as pale as a black man's face could be. He had lost buckets of blood. She gave him the remainder of the pack. "Need another Tylenol?" "I'd rather have a snort of coke, if you got any." Dark crumbs speckled his white teeth. "Sorry. Tylenol's all we got," she said, wishing she could take one herself. Her belly was killing her, but she'd heard medication -- even something as mild as Tylenol -- could hurt a developing fetus. Cause a birth defect. She didn't want to risk it. "Nothin' stronger in the infirmary?" he asked. "Probably, if you don't mind picking it up off the floor. You know most everything got busted and spilled in the blast." "Might be worth taking the chance." He grimaced and stuffed another whole cookie into his mouth. "Quit complaining. At least you're out of that rusted barrel." "And into this one." He was about to scarf down the last cookie, but changed his mind and offered it to her. "You want it?" "No thanks. I'm not feeling too good." Her guts roiled and burned. He turned to William. "How 'bout you, kid? Want it?" William smiled shyly and took the Oreo from Royal's outstretched hand. "Cute kid." Royal wiped crumbs from his fingers onto his blankets. "Looks like his dad, thank goodness." "Why you puttin' yourself down, girl? You ain't bad to look at." He licked his lips and she caught sight of a silver stud in the middle of his tongue. She'd never met anyone with a pierced tongue before. "Thanks, but it's just as well he takes after his daddy's side." Royal didn't need to know she wasn't William's birth mother. She was the boy's mama now, for all intents and purposes. Biology didn't mean a thing. It was actions that mattered. They defined a person. "He's gonna grow up tall and handsome. Just like daddy, huh, William?" "Dada?" "Where's his pop now? Dead?" "Heck no. You met him yesterday." "The geek? Gibson?" Royal looked surprised. "Not him. Mulder." "Really? Seems kinda old for you." "Age doesn't matter when you're in love." Royal's head bobbed in agreement, setting his dreadlocks swaying. "I hear ya." Another painful cramp arrowed through her. "Yep, Mulder and me, we're very happy. We're hoping this next one's gonna be a girl, a sister for William." "You're pregnant?" "Yes sir. Been trying for months. Finally happened for us." "That's cool, I guess," Royal said, although he didn't look convinced. "But don't it scare you, bringin' another kid into the world, under the circumstances?" "Mulder and me can take care of our family. Some people don't have what it takes, the commitment, you know? Even in good times." Like William's selfish birth mother. "But we do." "Then it's all good, babe." "Yeah, it is. Mulder's a great dad. He loves William more'n life itself. Loves me like that, too." She wished Mulder would come back from his silly wild goose chase to Salt Lake. This was no time to be leaving his family unprotected. He was putting them and himself in danger. And for what? That Dana Scully woman, who in all likelihood was already dead. William needed his father. Kenna needed Mulder, too. She was pregnant now. There was the new baby to consider. Mulder hadn't actually asked her yet, but she was certain he was going to propose soon. He wasn't the "love 'em and leave 'em" type, the kind of guy who would get a girl pregnant, then run for the hills. He'd be back and they'd get married. Maybe visit the Grand Canyon on their honeymoon, just like they'd always talked about. If he'd said it once, he'd said it a thousand times: she was his one true love. They were a family now, her, Mulder, William and the new baby. It was a dream come true, just like a fairytale. They were going to live happily ever after, wait and see. Lordy, she missed him. His attentiveness, his kindness toward her and William. She blushed, recalling the unhurried way they'd made love. He was a perfect lover. Thoughtful and generous. As much as she had once loved Rick, he sometimes rushed things. But not Mulder. Never Mulder. A fiery ache burned low in her pelvis. She gripped her belly and waited for the pain to ease. "You okay?" Royal asked. "I'm fine. Just a little morning sickness." The words no sooner left her mouth when an unexpected surge of warmth flooded her panties. Something was wrong. Very wrong. "Mind watching William a minute?" she asked and moved to the pick-up's open rear gate. "Uh, okay, but don't be gone long." "Back in a jiff, I promise." Kenna hopped to the ground. She wouldn't go far, not with locust-monsters about, but she rounded the truck to the front bumper, out of Royal's view, where she quickly unbuttoned her jeans, pushed them to her knees and peered inside her panties. The crotch was sodden and stained with blood. "Damn it." Tears stung her eyes. She hadn't taken any Tylenol. She'd done nothing to jeopardize a pregnancy. "Why?" she asked God. "I'd've been a good mother." William was living proof. Another cramp ripped through her. She sank onto her haunches. What was she going to tell Mulder? "He doesn't need to know," she muttered. No point hurting him. They could try again. They loved each other. They still had William. "No one needs to know," she whispered to a sky made hazy by spitting snow. "It'll be our secret. Shhhhhh." * * * TSE'BIT'A'I' HANGAR DECK Strips of leather, cut from the horses' reins, bound Ingraham's wrists and ankles. Gibson's striped scarf served as a gag. Mulder double-checked the knots. Satisfied the airman wasn't going anywhere soon, he patted his shoulder and said, "Thanks for the ride." A warning jolt from the stun-gun -- and a fib about the Refuters' displeasure and guaranteed retribution -- had kept Ingraham obedient during the short flight to Salt Lake City. Dressed only in undershorts, he had maneuvered the shuttle into Tse'Bit'a'i's landing bay as ordered, powered down the engines, and did nothing to alert the crew on the hangar deck that anything was amiss. Mulder was beginning to believe their subterfuge, and their rescue mission, had a chance at success. He tucked the Taser into his left boot, hiding it within easy reach against his calf. The knee-high boots were a half-size too small and pinched his feet, but Ingraham's sleek uniform fit as if it were made for him; the resilient fabric clung to his skin, yet stretched to accommodate every move. In an unconscious gesture, his fingers brushed the holster on his hip. The Glock's weight felt familiar and reassuring. Almost as an afterthought, he fished into the pocket of his discarded jacket and withdrew the artifact -- the "key" Gibson had unearthed at Kits'iil, the thing Albert Hosteen had described as "an answer to the world's dire condition." He slipped it into his pants pocket and tossed the coat aside. Leaving Ingraham struggling against his bonds on the floor between the rear passenger seat and the bulkhead, Mulder joined Gibson and Dibeh at the exit door. He spread his arms wide and asked, "Do I look like him...like Ca-Lo?" Dibeh swiped at his sleeve to remove a smudge of dust, then stared hard at his face. "Problem?" he asked. "She thinks you look nervous," Gibson said. "I am nervous." "Ca-Lo wouldn't be," Gibson reminded him. Dibeh threw back her shoulders, lifted her chin and peered down her almost nonexistent nose at them, giving them her interpretation of Ca-Lo's imposing demeanor. Mulder mimicked her stance and adjusted his expression, trying to look more commanding. "Better?" Dibeh nodded enthusiastically. "Then let's go." Mulder gestured toward the exit. "There doesn't appear to be a latch," Gibson said, stymied by a lack of handle or other obvious mechanism on the door's featureless surface. "This rescue isn't going anywhere if we can't get out of this tin can," Mulder said. He looked to Dibeh for help. Her fingers danced through the air and Gibson translated: "The doors on Tse'Bit'a'i' respond to thought and voice commands." "I'm thinking I want out of here, but I don't see the door opening," Mulder said. More signing from Dibeh. "Only Purebloods use thoughts. Humans must state their desires aloud." "Ah." Purebloods -- the name said a lot about the aliens' presumption of superiority. Mulder addressed the door. "Open!" It slid into the wall. The hangar's syrupy aroma immediately flooded the shuttle. Mulder staggered back, reminded of the ship in Bellefleur, the aliens' examination platform, the drills and lasers-- "It's okay," Gibson said firmly. "You're not there." His words tethered Mulder to reality. Eased his apprehension. Helped him focus on their mission, on Skinner, on Scully. He straightened his shoulders and looked out at the hangar, determined to take in his surroundings like the trained investigator he was, not a man crippled by confinement and torture. Helicopters, fighter jets, and dozens of unfamiliar aircraft crammed the cavernous hangar. A bulky command center separated the parked shuttle from a gleaming bank of elevators. Computer terminals dotted its waist-high console. Three soldiers, dressed in uniforms identical to Mulder's, rose from their stations to stare at him. Hoping Gibson could glean something useful from their thoughts, Mulder asked, "Who are the grunts?" "Airmen Pitt and Hartley and Transport Chief Barrett," Gibson supplied. All three wore skeptical expressions. "They were expecting Ingraham," Gibson added, "not Ca-Lo. They're wondering why you're here." "I've been asking myself the same question." Mulder studied the soldiers. All three wore communications headsets. And sidearms. Mulder drew his own weapon and posed as if Gibson were his prisoner. "Out of the frying pan..." He did his best to underplay his limp as they crossed the landing bay. When they reached the command console, Barrett saluted. "We weren't expecting you, sir. Log indicates Airman Ingraham requisitioned this vessel." "Ingraham's dead," Mulder said brusquely. He continued toward the elevator, hoping the conversation was over. But Barrett didn't let the news go unchallenged. He called to Mulder's back, "Dead, sir? How?" Mulder stopped. "Curiosity, Chief," he said over his shoulder. "Asked one too many questions." The color drained from Barrett's face. "Y-yes, sir. Do you... do you need assistance with your prisoner, sir?" "Do I look like I need help?" Mulder growled. He herded Gibson and Dibeh into the nearest elevator. Once inside, Mulder whispered to Dibeh, "Which floor?" Taking care to hide her actions from the inquisitive crewmen beyond the open door, she held up four long fingers. Mulder jabbed the appropriate button and the doors slid shut. The car began its ascent. * * * Barrett stared after the elevator. "Something's wrong," he said to Pitt and Hartley. "Commander didn't seem himself." "No kiddin'. What's up with the new hairdo?" Pitt asked past a wad of chewing gum. "His tat was missing. You notice?" Hartley asked. Pitt guffawed. "Hafta be blind *not* to notice, you moron." "I wasn't referring to the Commander's looks." Barrett watched the numbers climb on the digital display above the elevator. "He was--" The comlink on his console buzzed. Caller I.D. indicated it was Ca-Lo...calling from a wall unit on 17, outside the Ablution Pools. Barrett glanced at the elevator. Still going up. Deck 60, 59, 58... "Must be a malfunction." He flipped the com switch. "Sir?" Ca-Lo's voice boomed in his earpiece. "Ingraham return yet?" Barrett's eyes locked onto the changing numbers above the elevator: 32, 31, 30. "Uh, sir, you said Ingraham was dead." His earpiece fell silent for a moment. Then, "When was this?" "Not two minutes ago. Before you got on the lift." "I'm not in an elevator." "I saw you get in, sir. With a prisoner and a hybrid." "A prisoner...?" Another pause. "Those are intruders, you idiot. I want them stopped. Use whatever force is necessary." "Yes, sir, but..." "But what?" "We're shorthanded, sir, what with the celebration going on." "I don't want excuses. Find the intruders. Stop them!" Ca-Lo disconnected the call. Barrett immediately punched up Security. "We have a breach," he said to the officer on duty. "I repeat, we have a breach." * * * "What's on deck four?" Mulder asked. The elevator hummed softly beneath his feet. "Officer's deck," Gibson supplied. "Scully's in Ca-Lo's quarters." "Alone?" "She's with an aide, a hybrid." Dibeh grunted and signed. "She can show us the way," Gibson said. The elevator hissed to a stop and the doors opened onto a vaulted mezzanine that overlooked an enormous hexagonal chamber twenty meters below. To Mulder's horror, the chamber contained hundreds, maybe thousands, of hybridization tanks, identical to the ones he had seen at Zeus Storage and, later, the Lombard Facility. He was about to step out of the car when Dibeh grunted and Gibson warned, "Wrong floor." "I don't think so." Descending a set of spiral stairs into the lab below was none other than Mulder's twin "brother" -- Ca- Lo. "Find Skinner and Scully. Get them off the ship." Mulder shoved the Glock into Gibson's hands. "I'm going after him." "Mulder, this isn't the time to be settling a personal score." "It isn't personal. Look at him, Gibson, he's the one man who can blow our cover." Two "Ca-Los" would obviously attract unwelcome attention. To get Scully and Skinner off Tse'Bit'a'i', one -- preferably the real one -- would have to disappear. "You may be too late," Gibson said, head cocked, listening. "Security's coming." "All the more reason to get rid of him now. Find Scully." "Mulder--" "Get her off this ship." Gibson fell silent and for a moment Mulder feared he was going to refuse. "Okay," he said at last. "Good. I'll catch up with you as soon as I can." Mulder didn't wait for Gibson's reply, but sprinted down the corridor. * * * Ca-Lo jogged down the stairs, invigorated by the news that Mulder was on board. Soon his brother would be in custody and Ca-Lo intended to conduct his interrogation personally. It would be a pleasure to see Mulder squirm on an examination platform and beg for his life. Mercy would not be forthcoming. The instant Mulder divulged William's location, he would be given to the Overseers. He would learn firsthand what it meant to be a servant of the Society. Anticipation prickled Ca-Lo's scalp as he entered the lower chamber and threaded his way between the rows of tanks. Aeration filters bubbled loudly, stirring up the murky, phosphorescent water, which provided the room's only illumination. He scanned for Growers and their apprentices. Not a soul moved about the chamber or on the mezzanine above. Every Nih-hi-cho was at the Joining, exalting the continuation of their wretched species. He was alone. No Watchers, no Overseers. No one to stop him from finding out who he was and how he had come into the world. He walked quickly, back ramrod straight, jaw set, the heels of his polished military boots clacking against the onyx floor as he navigated the maze of tanks like a lab rat after a reward. Ca-Lo's prize lay in Cistern CVII. Reaching it, he swiped the tank with his sleeve to clear condensation from the glass. "Who are you?" he murmured, peering in at Cassandra's clone. It drifted on unseen currents, eyes shut, face expressionless. He moved to the end of the tank, where a flat console displayed the clone's vital signs, developmental data, nutrient consumption rate. A touch-sensitive control panel allowed Growers to adjust the tank's temperature, balance its chemical concentrations, and add accelerant or decelerator as needed. It also provided access the clone's developmental history, including a biography and genetic profile of the donor. Glancing over his shoulder, Ca-Lo checked the room and upper gallery again for intruders. The archways and side portals remained empty. There was no sound but the gentle swish of water. No movement, except the sway of clones in their tanks. The press of a button brought up Cassandra's biographical data and file photo -- a picture apparently taken decades ago, when she was about twenty years old. She looked carefree in the photograph. Not at all like the nervous woman Ca-Lo had once called "Mother." Nor like the conglomeration of fleshy cells in the tank. Ca-Lo began to read. Cassandra Joan Hart -- born to Dorothea and Victor Hart at St. Jude's Memorial Hospital in Rutherford, Arkansas on April 20, 1942. "Born?" He stared in disbelief at the readout. Cassandra's green blood had left an indelible stain on the carpet in his quarters. She couldn't possibly be the product of two humans. He read on, fearful of what he might discover, yet unwilling to give up his hunt for the truth. He was determined to know how he came into the world. He wanted proof he was human. According to the file notes, Cassandra was an only child. She attended Abraham Lincoln Elementary School. Had measles, mumps, and chicken pox. She was accepted to the University of Arkansas at Pine Bluff in 1959 and attended one semester before dropping out. In November 1960, she met C.G.B. Spender in Fayetteville, North Carolina while visiting a cousin during a Thanksgiving holiday. She married him on March 4, 1961 -- the same day she became a test subject in the New Destiny Project. "The New Destiny Project!" NDP -- the archive cited in his DNA profile. Hope coursed through his veins as he scrolled forward to the next screen. Beginning in 1964, Cassandra was subjected to a series of experiments led by Dr. Eugene Openshaw. She was infected with Purity in an effort to transform her into a human-alien hybrid, to survive colonization and serve as part of a new slave race. In '99, Openshaw's team succeeded. Cassandra Spender became the first of her kind. So that explained her Nih-hi-cho blood. She was originally human, which meant it was possible she had been telling the truth when she said she was his biological mother. Ca-Lo's hands began to shake. He searched through Openshaw's copious notes, but found nothing more about the New Destiny Project. Frustrated, he queried the database. An encryption warning blocked his efforts. "Damn it!" He slammed his fist against the tank, causing the clone to vibrate. "Problem, bro?" The question came from the upper gallery. Ca-Lo lifted his gaze to the mezzanine. There, leaning against a thick onyx column, eyes reflecting the Pools' phosphorescent glow, stood the one man he hated above all others -- Fox Mulder. * * * Mulder watched Ca-Lo's startled surprise transform to rage. "You!" his twin roared. "In the flesh." Mulder spread his arms. "Rumor has it you've been impersonating me. Thought I'd return the favor." "Come down. Let me show my appreciation," Ca-Lo shouted. Mulder shrugged and nodded. He sauntered toward the spiral staircase, more to conceal his panic than his limp. Ca-Lo wore a sidearm; Mulder's holster now hung empty and the Taser in his boot was an inadequate substitute. By the time Mulder reached the main floor, Ca-Lo was waiting in front of the first row of tanks, several paces from the stairs, gun in hand. "Not very sporting." Mulder indicated his empty holster. "I'm unarmed." "Then this'll be easy, won't it?" "And here I had you pegged for a hand-to-hand kind of guy." "Nothing would please me more than to wring your neck with my bare hands." "Bring it on, bro," Mulder taunted, knowing he stood a better chance against Ca-Lo's fists than his Sig. "If you think you're up to it." Ca-Lo loosened his grip on the gun, flipped it upside down, let it dangle for a moment, trigger guard looped over forefinger. "I'm up to it." He lobbed the gun into the nearest tank. Down it sank into the murky water, between the clone's buoyant limbs, out of reach. It hit the bottom with a muted clank. The sound launched Ca-Lo like a starter's pistol. He lunged at Mulder. Shoulder to ribs, he plowed him into the stairs. Mulder flailed, caught hold of Ca-Lo's uniform. Together they toppled. Mulder's back hit the steps hard. Ca-Lo's weight knocked the wind from his lungs. He gasped, pushed Ca-Lo away, rolled out of range. Ca-Lo regained his footing first. Fists balled, he sneered, "Maybe it's you who's not up to the challenge." Physically, the two men were equally matched. Cunning and grit would determine the winner. Mulder didn't hesitate. He rose to his feet. Moved in. Threw a punch. Missed when Ca-Lo stepped out of his path. Ca-Lo smirked. "You always did lead with your left." "Been keeping tabs on me?" Balance regained, Mulder faked a right. Struck with his left. Connected. Jesus, it felt like he'd hit the ship's metal hull. The blow knocked Ca-Lo's head back, but he remained on his feet. He rubbed his jaw. "Let's just say I've had more than a passing interest." He returned the jab. Mulder dodged. "In me," -- he threw an uppercut that clipped Ca-Lo's chin -- "or in Scully?" Ca-Lo's next blow sent him reeling into the side of a tank. The clone sloshed in its phosphorescent liquid, its movement mirroring the shock waves in Mulder's head. "A man can't help being curious about his lover's past," Ca-Lo said. Lover? "If you've touched her, I'll--" Mulder lunged. Threw a haymaker. Ca-Lo caught his fist mid- swing and twisted his arm painfully behind his back. "You'll what?" Ca-Lo growled into his ear. "Make me regret the day I was born?" Mulder wrenched free. "That's funny, coming from a clone." A freight-train punch rammed Mulder's ribs. Another smashed his cheek. His legs wobbled. Gave out. He collapsed to his knees. Blood drooled from his mouth. Ca-Lo grabbed his shirtfront and hauled him to his feet. Saliva sprayed from his lips as he shouted, "I'm not a clone!" Mulder stared into his hate-filled eyes. "You think *I'm* the clone?" "Yes!" Mulder lowered his voice to a near-whisper. "Then why are you so pissed off?" Granite knuckles collided with his nose. He rocked on his heels. Blinked stars from his eyes. Hard fists pummeled his gut. A strike below the belt folded him in half. He yelped. Gripped his aching genitals. Fought the urge to vomit, to curl into a ball, to die. A knee to the chin knocked him back. Two hard hits to the chest sent him careening into a marble column. His head cracked against the stone. He slipped to the floor. The room whirled and tilted. His vision blurred. He could barely make out Ca-Lo striding toward him. Too shaken to rise and defend himself, he dug the Taser from his boot. Aimed it. Ca-Lo kicked the weapon from his hand. It skidded across the onyx floor and disappeared beneath a distant tank. "Tsk, tsk. You're not playing fair." He grabbed Mulder's upper arm and jerked him to his feet. "Time to congratulate me." "You haven't won yet." "Oh, but I have." Ca-Lo hauled him toward the stairs. Mulder's arm felt as if it were being wrenched from his shoulder. "You see, you're on your way to a privation chamber, whereas I am about to start my honeymoon. Dana and I are going to be married within the hour." "She'd never agree to marry you." Mulder elbowed him in the ribs. Ca-Lo grunted and loosened his grip. Mulder tore free. Threw a punch that split Ca-Lo's lip. Ca-Lo struck back. A sledgehammer blow to the chest. Mulder teetered. "She'll agree." "She doesn't love you." "No?" Ca-Lo seized Mulder's throat. Squeezed hard. Drove him backwards between the rows of tanks. "She slept with me." Mulder struggled against Ca-Lo's iron grip. Tried to pry his fingers loose. Ca-Lo rammed him into a pillar. Once. Twice. Mulder lashed out with ineffectual blows. "She came to my bed willingly," Ca-Lo sneered, lips bloodied, eyes glittering. Sweat slicked his bruised skin. His thumb pressed into Mulder's larynx. "Liar," Mulder rasped. The pressure intensified. "She's pregnant. Did you know that? Care to lay odds on who's the daddy?" Gibson had warned Mulder about making this personal. Sorry, Gibson, it already is, Mulder thought as he clapped the heels of his hands against Ca-Lo's ears. Ca-Lo cried out. Released his hold. Staggered back. Mulder pressed his advantage by bulldozing into him. Fists swinging, he bullied Ca-Lo toward the center of the room, connected every punch, relished the startled look on the other man's face. Nothing was going to stop him from kicking this fucker's ass back to hell. Nothing! "You bastard! You son-of- a-bitch!" Blood spurted from Ca-Lo's nose. He raised his arms to protect his face. "You'll never see her again." He spat blood. "She's mine now." Mulder torpedoed into him, skull to gut. Momentum drove them both down an aisle. Mulder clamped his arms around Ca-Lo's hips and lifted him to his shoulder. Upended, Ca-Lo pounded his back. Mulder hurled him at the nearest tank. Ca-Lo crashed into it with a spine-jarring jolt. A satisfying groan exploded from his lungs. He dropped to hands and knees. The tank wobbled above him. Inside, the clone rocked on turbulent waters. A loud popping signaled a crack in the glass. The fissure expanded, snapped, zigzagged out and up, cobwebbing the glass. Green fluid spurted from the breach. A thin stream became a gusher when the tank suddenly let go and exploded. Metal brackets and shards of glass shot through the air. Mulder ducked. Ca-Lo was struck from behind. He howled and fell face down. Rushing water pinned him in place. The tank drained quickly and the clone slid out. It landed with a slap on the floor beside Ca-Lo, its eyes wide and staring, mouth gaping like a suffocating fish. Ca-Lo lay motionless. Mulder felt for a pulse. He was alive, but wouldn't be going anywhere soon. A nasty head wound ran the length of his brow. A halo of blood, thinned by the water from the tank, was pooling around his head. "Looks like you were wrong, bro. Scully's mine. Now and forever." Mulder straightened and surveyed the room. His heart told him to go find Scully, but his gut was saying he shouldn't leave. Not yet. There was something else here, something important. Having learned long ago to trust his instincts, he headed for the glowing computer where he'd spotted Ca-Lo earlier. "Let's see what had you so upset." He followed the monitor's blue light, leaving a trail of wet footprints. Like every tank in the room, this one contained a clone with a smooth, expressionless face. Despite the lack of detail, there was something familiar about it. "Cassandra?" Thick glass separated her head from the computer, which Mulder discovered displayed an encrypted file and a prompt for a password. "Deja vu." He moved to the keyboard. Would typing in the correct password awaken all the clones? Unleash another disaster? Or would the opposite be true? Could he shut this place down, destroy these clones? His fingers hovered above the controls, waiting for inspiration to strike. Another Bible reference? Something about Cassandra? Whatever the password, Ca-Lo hadn't known it, which was curious. The aliens clearly hadn't wanted any fingers in this particular pie, not even their top-ranking officer. "A locked door requires a key." The disembodied voice came from behind him. He spun to find Albert Hosteen walking toward him. "Jesus, Albert, you scared the crap out of me." Hosteen chuckled and moved to stand beside him. He tapped a finger on the control panel. "Here." There was a small hole in the faceplate, easy to overlook or mistake for a screw hole. "What is it?" "A keyhole." The perfect size for the artifact Gibson had found at Kits'iil. Mulder dug the transponder from his pocket and inserted it into the hole. The monitor flashed and the archive opened. "New Destiny Project?" "Yes." Mulder skimmed the report. "Team of terrestrial scientists...under the direction of C. Spender-- Old Smokey's legacy lives on, I see." "There is more." "Cells from a ten-week-old fetus...harvested in utero..." He paused, stunned. "Teena Mulder? What is this?" "The truth." Mulder swallowed hard. He felt as if Ca-Lo's hand still gripped his throat. "Nuclei from the cells of Teena Mulder's fetus were injected into de-nucleated embryonic cells. The resulting embryos were implanted into a group of specially selected women." Realization dawned. "That fetus was me, wasn't it?" "Yes." "It says Cassandra Spender received one of these experimental embryos. Hers was the only survivor." He recalled meeting Cassandra for the first time, five years ago in her hospital room. She had tried to tell him about this. "I know what I've experienced," she had said. "I have been through the terror and the tests more times than I can count. I have had an unborn fetus taken from me." He hadn't believed her at the time; he had been questioning all of his beliefs. Clearly, he should have listened. "On April 13, 1962, Subject 12 -- Ashkii XII/Ca-Lo -- was removed from Cistern CXIV." Mulder turned to Hosteen. "That's six months after I was born." "Yes." "Ca-Lo is my clone." "Yes." "And this is the answer to the world's problems?" Hosteen nodded. "But...I don't see how..." "It is not for you to see. It is for him." Hosteen pointed across the room to where Ca-Lo lay in a pool of his own blood. Implanted embryos? Unwitting test subjects? "Is...is Scully pregnant?" "Yes." The news arrowed Mulder's heart. "With his child?" Hosteen shrugged. "You don't know?" The old Indian's body began to fade. "No, don't go," Mulder begged. "You do not need me any longer." He shimmered like the night sky. Mulder was able to see right through him. He groped for Hosteen's arm, but his hand fell on nothing. No pulse coursed through the old man's veins. No heat emanated from his skin. This was Hosteen's soul. Pinpricks in the cosmos. Starlight. "Wait. Is the answer in there? In the archive?" "No." Hosteen's voice came to him like seed on the wind. "The answer is in your heart." The last glimmer of light disappeared. Mulder was alone. And he knew what he must do. It was time to find Scully. It was time to ask for her forgiveness. And to forgive her. * * * CA-LO'S QUARTERS "Please, Lady Dana, please put on the gown," Ulso signed. Orders were orders. If Master Ca-Lo wanted this ornery Earth woman washed and dressed, then she must obey. "It is a beautiful garment. Look, look at this beadwork." She ran long fingers over the glittering bodice. "Stitcher 16 sewed each by hand. She is skilled with her needle, don't you think? The most skilled aboard Tse'Bit'a'i'. She stitches for the Overseers themselves. These beads are the finest silica-glass in the Sector. Bursar XII said so. See the color? It matches your eyes!" The Earth woman ignored her and paced Ca-Lo's bedroom like a lamb in one of Butcher 6's slaughtering pens. She kept her head turned away from the pretty gown, which was draped carefully over the bed to prevent it from wrinkling before the ceremony. Great Dragon, the ceremony was scheduled to begin in one-quarter hour. And the Earth woman was still wearing her dirty terrestrial clothes: loose-fitting trousers, a pair of scuffed, dusty boots, and an oversized, military jacket -- which did little to hide the alarming swell of her belly. Her knotted hair was sticking out in all directions. Her skin was dirty. Worst of all, her body carried the sharp, musky odor of human sweat. Ulso breathed through her mouth to avoid the smell and signed frantically. "Master Ca-Lo will be here any minute. He will be very angry if you are not ready." She wanted to add, "And I will be punished along with you if you continue to stall." Instead, she stepped directly into Lady Dana's path to halt her pacing. "Please, please put on the dress!" "Move," Lady Dana ordered. When she did not budge, the Earth woman huffed with annoyance, turned and strode from the bedroom into the Master's study. Divine Angels, what to do now? How was Dibeh able to manage these high-strung terrestrials? The thought of her young friend plucked at Ulso's heart. Dibeh had not returned with Ca-Lo and the Earth woman. And no mention had been made of her. Ulso feared the young aide may have been given to a new master or sent to the Portal of Solitude to serve out some sort of punishment. After all, it was such an easy thing to anger humans. They had tempers shorter than the whiskers of a than-zie. Grabbing a hairbrush from the lavatory, Ulso hurried to the study and offered it to the Earth woman. She took the brush and, without a moment's hesitation, hurled it across the room, where it hit the computer and cracked the screen. "Mistress! Please! You *must* ready yourself." Ulso recovered the hairbrush. There was nothing to be done about the broken monitor. She would sweep up the mess later and send down to Supply for a replacement. The Earth woman's frown deepened. "Leave...me...alone," she said, emphasizing each word as if Ulso were too stupid to understand plain English. "But, Mistress, surely it is considered an honor to become the Master's Number One Consort." The moment she had drawn the words in the air, she regretted them. She did not want to hear any details about the physical inclinations of humans. Master Ca-Lo's sexual appetite had been the subject of gossip for years. Ulso found it wholly disgusting. No wonder Lady Dana was being obstinate. Who would willingly participate in such a revolting act? "I will draw your bath while you undress." Ulso had not taken two steps toward the adjoining room when the entrance buzzer sounded. Lady Dana's eyes darted to the door. "Is it Ca-Lo?" This Earth woman must be feeble-minded. "Master Ca-Lo would not buzz to get into his own quarters," Ulso signed and went to the door. She punched the appropriate code and the door slid open. Standing at the threshold was a short human male Ulso did not recognize. Beside him was Dibeh. "Young One! I thought you were lost to us!" Overjoyed at the sight of her friend, Ulso grasped Dibeh's hands in greeting. Dibeh grinned and squeezed her fingers in return. Their happy reunion was interrupted when Lady Dana asked, "Gibson? Is it really you?" "It's me. And Dibeh." He regarded them all with perhaps the most somber eyes Ulso had ever seen. "We've come to rescue you and Skinner." Distrust thinned Lady Dana's lips. There would be no happy hand-squeezing for these two. "Oh really? Where exactly did you come from?" she demanded. "And how did you get on board? How did you know I was here?" "I can explain all that later. We don't have much time." "Explain now, or I'm not going anywhere." "Ship Security already knows we're here. We have to leave...now." Lady Dana crossed her arms and remained unmoved. "You think I might be a shapeshifter," the one called Gibson said. "Or worse. I've been fooled before." "I don't know what to say to convince you. You'll have to trust me." "A wise man taught me to trust no one." Dibeh tugged at Gibson's coat sleeve. "Give her Master Mulder's weapon," she signed. "Perhaps she will trust you then." Ulso wanted to ask Dibeh who in the name of the Red Dragon was Master Mulder, but before she could raise her hand, Gibson handed Lady Dana his gun. "Okay?" he asked. She inspected the gun. Apparently satisfied, she tucked it into her waistband at the back of her trousers. "Okay, how do we get off this damned ship?" "Dibeh will show us the way." Worried anew for her friend, Ulso signed, "You are leaving?" "I must help them," Dibeh responded. "Skinner's been taken prisoner," Lady Dana said. "He's in something Ca-Lo calls a 'stasis' cell." "He is in the Portal of Solitude," Dibeh signed. "I know the way, but..." "We can't all go," Gibson finished for her. "It would draw too much attention." Dibeh nodded. "I won't leave the ship without him," Lady Dana warned. "I can free him," Dibeh said, "but I must do it alone." "Dibeh, you cannot go to the Portal of Solitude," Ulso objected. "Only Feeders are allowed into the caldarium." "I know what I'm doing. I have been there before." "When?" "Master Ca-Lo sent me. I delivered a necklace to Lady Dana. The one she is wearing now." Dibeh pointed to the delicate chain around the Earth woman's neck. In what seemed an automatic gesture, Lady Dana's hand rose to cover it. "Commander Skinner will need some clothes. Perhaps one of Master Ca-Lo's uniforms would do?" "Dibeh, we cannot steal from Master Ca-Lo's closet." "Dear friend, this is very important. Commander Skinner saved my life. Not just once, but twice. Now I must save his. Please help me." If what Dibeh said was true, and Ulso had no reason to doubt her, then she must help her young friend. "Wait here. I'll fetch something." She hurried to the bedroom, where she removed a shirt and trousers from the wardrobe. She plucked a pair of boots from the floor beside the bed. The leather was buttery soft from years of wear, but spotless, polished to a high gloss by Old De-Gahi for the wedding ceremony. Ulso tucked everything into an empty laundry sack and brought it to Dibeh. Dibeh hooked the bag's woven strap over her shoulder. "You must show Master Gibson and Lady Dana the way to Ground Transport." "Me? But I am under orders to get Lady Dana ready for a very important ceremony. She cannot leave the ship." "You must do this, Ulso. As a favor to me." Steal from the Master? Override orders? It was unheard of! But Dibeh was her dearest friend. And the young aide seemed determined to help these humans. "All right. I will show them the way." "Thank you!" Dibeh smiled broadly. "I will meet you there as soon as I can." "What about Mulder?" Gibson asked. "Mulder's on board?" Lady Dana asked, a mixture of relief and alarm in her eyes. "I'll find him, too, and bring him safely to you," Dibeh promised, her smile gone. "Keep Lady Dana safe, Master Gibson. Please." "I will." He fell silent and cocked his head as if listening to faraway whispers. "Security's on this deck," he warned. "They'll be here any minute." "Then we must hurry." Dibeh gave Ulso a quick embrace. "Take them to Transport via the servants' elevator," she signed when they parted. "The guards will not think to look there." "Be careful, my young friend. I wish to see you again." "And I you." "Let's go," Gibson urged. Lady Dana hung back. "Scully?" Exasperation furrowed Gibson's brow. "Hold on." "Scully, there isn't ti--" She vanished into the bedroom, paying no more heed to Gibson than she had earlier to Ulso. The twitter of Master Ca-Lo's birds came from beyond the arched door. Metal hinges squeaked as the cage was opened. A frantic finch soared into the study. It circled the room, looking for escape. When it found the open door, it disappeared into the hall. A second bird followed it. Then a third. There would be punishments all around when Master Ca-Lo discovered Lady Dana *and* his prized birds were gone. The Earth woman strode from the bedroom, a look of smug victory on her face. "Now we can go." * * * ABLUTION POOLS Ca-Lo came to in a puddle of Ablution fluid and his own blood. His head ached. He probed his brow with shaky fingers and discovered a painful, four-inch gash above his left eye. He struggled to rise to his knees. Glass shards slipped from his back and tinkled to the floor. His stomach threatened to expel his noonday meal at the sight of the dead clone lying on the floor beside him. Exposed to the air, its skin had become crinkled and dark. The shade and texture told Ca-Lo it had been out of its tank -- and he had been unconscious -- for about ten or fifteen minutes. Any longer and the clone would be as black as a rotted plum. Temples throbbing, Ca-Lo rose unsteadily to his feet and scanned the room and the mezzanine above. There was no sign of Mulder. He took a tentative step, rode out a wave of dizziness, then followed a trail of wet prints to Cistern CVII: Cassandra's tank. The clone appeared just as he had left it, seemingly asleep in its artificial womb, its expression bland, devoid of emotion and spirit. Using the tank for support, Ca-Lo walked on wobbly legs to the control panel. What he saw there set his hands quaking. The NDP archive was open. At last, proof of who he was and where he had come from was within reach...thanks to his loathsome brother, who had somehow gained access. Ca-Lo propped himself on stiffened arms and began to read. ARCHIVE: New Destiny Project 03.27.61: Terrestrial scientists V. Nordlinger and E. Openshaw, under the direction of C. Spender, harvested cells from 70-day specimen in utero. "The mother. Who is the mother?" Ca-Lo scanned for her name. When he found it, the truth cut him as deeply and painfully as an Appraiser's scalpel. The child's mother was not Cassandra Spender, but Teena Mulder. "No." Nuclei from donor cells injected into de-nucleated embryonic cells; resulting embryos implanted into human females -- Group 1A: L. Atkinson, R. Curtis, T. Fuentes...C. Spender... "No, please..." 05.15.61: 12 surrogates relocated to Tse'Bit'a'i; fetuses harvested; stored AP. 05.15.61: Clones 2,5,8,9 DECEASED 05.17.61: Clones 1,10 DECEASED 05.18.61: Clones 3,4,6,11 DECEASED 05.20.61: Clone 7 DECEASED 05.20.61: Cistern CXIV alt. Acell .835+, Bio 227a-tt, Tach px 04.13.62: Clone 12 [Ashkii XII/Ca-Lo] removed from Cistern CXIV. SOLE SURVIVOR "No, no, no!" He was a clone. A soulless empty vessel. Detestable. A second- rate reproduction. His universe dwindled to this one inalterable truth. He was not human. He was the product of science. An experiment. It was too much, this reality, this hurtful truth. It was too painful. Too unfair. Blood thundered in his ears like a prisoner who pummels the bars of his cell. Lost and furious, he rammed his fist into the monitor. The glass gave way, the point of impact marked by his bloodied knuckles. Grabbing hold of the console, he ripped it from its frame. Wires, torn from the tank, dangled like severed arteries. The aeration filter fell silent. The clone jerked within its phosphorescent brine as if startled by the sudden quiet. Ca-Lo hefted the control panel over his head, intent on hurling it across the room, as if he might simultaneously cast off his anguish and resentment with it. But a slender piece of metal dropped from it and hit the floor with a clink, freezing him in place, arms extended toward the ceiling, console heavy and awkward, as it bounced away. A transponder, of ancient design. He released his hold on the panel, letting it fall behind him. He strode forward, away from the spray of computer keys, processors, and memory cards, to scoop up the golden key. It seemed to warm in his hand when he ran his thumb over its meticulously inscribed Nih-hi-cho symbols. They spelled out a familiar scripture: "He who conquers the beast and its image and its number, shall stand upon a sea of glass." Transponders such as this were rare, destroyed by the Ancient Ones for their blasphemous inscriptions. As far as Ca-Lo knew, only one existed aboard Tse'Bit'a'i' -- the key he had loaned Dibeh when he sent her with Dana's necklace to the Portal of Solitude. Was this that key? He tried to remember if she had returned it to his desk. He had been distracted at the time, by the news of Dana's release and pregnancy. Surely the aide would have brought it back. Hybrids were not deceptive creatures. It must have been stolen. Stolen from his desk by Mulder, to be used here, to gain entry to the archive. But if Mulder had gotten the key from the desk, then he must have been in Ca-Lo's quarters. Which meant he had found and freed Dana. The air seemed to thicken. Ca-Lo struggled to breathe. She couldn't be gone. He could not lose her. Life without her was too lonely to contemplate. Lightheaded and afraid, he loped to a com unit by the stairs and buzzed Barrett. "Sir?" "Send a man to my quarters. Tell me if Dana Scully is there." "Sir, I'm in your quarters right now. No one is here." "No one?" Too late. He was too late. It was all coming apart. His plans, his future... He was losing everything. He staggered away from the com unit. His heart felt as if it were being torn from his chest. Anger sizzled down his spine, along his limbs, numbed his hands and feet. "Nooooo!" Outraged, he targeted the nearest tank. Threw himself at it, shoulder to glass, putting all his weight and every ounce of fury he possessed into upending it. The tank wobbled. Toppled. Exploded against the stone floor. Fluid spewed across onyx tile, taking the clone with it. Splashing through brine and glass, Ca-Lo rammed another tank. Knocked it from its base. Glass struck stone and shattered. A second clone rolled to its ultimate death. There was no reason to feel guilty. Nothing real lived in this abhorrent chamber. Nothing here was worth saving. These were soulless monsters. It didn't matter that he was one of them. In fact, it seemed appropriate. Poetic justice. Grotesque beasts slaughtered by one of their own kind. It was his right to destroy them, wasn't it? Another tank toppled beneath his hands. And another. It felt good to destroy them. To demolish the Overseers' heinous creations. Down the row he went, smashing one after the next until his shoulders ached and his strength was nearly spent. In a final burst of rage, he shoved one last tank from its base. It overturned and the clone tumbled out upon a wave of broken glass and phosphorescence. It rolled several times, its jouncing skull thudding sickeningly against the floor. It skidded to a stop, on its back, arms thrown wide, mouth agape. Only then did Ca-Lo recognize it and realize what he had done. "Mother..." He lurched forward, knelt and lifted Cassandra into his arms. She weighed very little, it seemed, and she flopped like a rubber mannequin, not flesh and bone. He cradled her against his chest and carried her to the nearest tank, one unharmed by his rampage. Slowly, he lowered her in. Releasing his grip, she sank down. Bounced lightly atop the clone underneath. For an instant she appeared almost relieved, but it was an illusion. Her eyes were glazed. Her limbs drifted on artificial currents. There was no life in her. She was dead. Ca-Lo had killed the one person who had ever truly cared about him. "Damn you!" he shouted at the Overseers, at all the Nih-hi- cho. It was time to end this horror, this sadistic agony. He would make them pay for what they had done to her, to him, to all humankind. He would make them pay dearly. * * * DECK 120 GROUND TRANSPORTATION Scully and Gibson followed the hybrid aide's instructions and exited the elevator on the ship's lowest level. The aide had refused to accompany them down, preferring to remain behind on Deck 4. As it turned out, they needed no further guidance. The elevator opened directly onto the garage, a dimly lit space the size of a football field and one-third full of assorted military vehicles -- jeeps, vans, heavy armored trucks, some outfitted with munitions, a handful of diplomatic cars and a seemingly out-of-place Blackhawk helicopter. No personnel patrolled the deck. One of a dozen thirty-foot-high doors was open on the far side of the bay. Through it Scully could see a fleet of colossal alien ships hunkered on the runway, silvery and surreal in the moonlight. A northerly wind carried the scent of sea water from Great Salt Lake into the garage. The smell reminded Scully of tide pools she'd explored as a girl, inhabited by hermit crabs and barnacles abandoned by outgoing tides. She glanced at the garage's high ceiling and imagined the hundred-plus decks overhead. Which one held Mulder? "He's on his way," Gibson assured, clearly reading her mind. He set out across the garage at a trot, head bobbing as he looked for a suitable vehicle for their escape. "Keys are on the dash," he announced. "Good." She hung back, just outside the elevator. A tingle of foreboding crawled across her scalp and set every hair on end. "I'm not leaving without Mulder and Skinner," she reminded him. Not when they were so close. Gibson slowed and cocked an ear. "Security's coming." She moved away from the bank of elevators, out into the garage. "How much time do we have?" "Not long." Gibson resumed his search. Scully headed toward him. "Is Mulder on his way?" "I think so." Gibson swiveled to look at the elevator. "Get down!" She dropped to a crouch beside a four-man cargo carrier. In its rearview mirror she saw elevator doors glide open. Six uniformed soldiers stormed out. They were armed with automatic rifles. Thirty yards ahead, Gibson ducked behind a troop truck. She scuttled closer, trying to stay low. "You there!" shouted one of the soldiers, spotting her. "Stop or I'll shoot." She broke into a run. A warning shot whizzed past her shoulder and ricocheted off a fender in a spray of sparks. Head down, arms cradling her swollen belly, she zigzagged around a tanker, past a van and a jeep. The soldiers fanned out. In a matter of minutes, they would have her trapped, cut off from Gibson and any hope of escape. At the sound of another rifle blast, she squeezed between a passenger van and an armored truck. She leaned against the truck's front grill, trying to catch her breath. Gibson suddenly appeared at her side. "No time." He grabbed her hand and tugged her down a row of cargo trucks. "This way." Gunshots sprayed the air, puncturing metal and breaking glass. Gibson guided them to a black and tan Humvee fifty yards from the open door. He yanked the passenger door open and thrust her toward the front seat. "Get in." A bullet ripped through the vehicle's fabric top. Another shattered the rear window. "Keep your head down," Gibson demanded. He circled the front bumper and scrambled into the driver seat. "You know how to drive this thing?" Scully asked, buckling up. "Sorta." He grabbed the key off the dash and shoved it in the ignition. A twist of his wrist and the engine roared to life. "The door's closing!" she shouted to be heard over a sudden high-pitched whine. Gibson forced the stick shift into first, ground the gears. The jeep shuddered. "We're not going make it," she warned. The door was halfway to the floor. Gibson pressed the accelerator. Tires squealed and the Hummer shot forward. He steered toward the closing door. A bullet punched out a side window. Glass sprayed the seats. "Shit!" Gibson clamped a hand over his ear. Blood oozed from between his fingers. Another round sailed through the cab. Gibson swerved, clipped a jeep. Caught its bumper. Metal grated on metal as the jeep was dragged several yards. It dislodged with a wrenching groan. "Watch out!" Scully yelled, when a soldier dodged in front of the car. Gibson plowed on, striking the man and knocking him off his feet. The soldier windmilled into a row of motorcycles and toppled them like dominoes. "Duck!" Gibson hunched over the wheel and gunned the engine. The Humvee sailed beneath the closing bay door. Its roof caught on the lower edge and tore away. Wind whipped Scully's hair as she turned in her seat to look back at the ship. The bay door slammed shut behind them, sending up dust and blocking the soldiers' pursuit. "You okay?" Gibson up-shifted and pushed the accelerator to the floor. "Yes, but..." They'd left Skinner and Mulder behind. "I'm sorry, Scully. Really. But I promised Mulder I'd get you out of there." "We have to go back." "We can't." They sped down the runway, dwarfed by alien ships. Scully counted twelve. Twelve hulking war machines. What chance did Mulder have against them? Tears stung her eyes. "Then where are we going?" "Safe Camp. Your son is there." * * * With her laundry sack bumping against her left hip, Dibeh ran faster than she had ever run in her life. It was almost as if she were being spirited to the Kitchen on the back of the Great Red Dragon himself. Indeed, perhaps he was there with her, helping her. "You have reason yet to live," he had prophesied when she was ready to surrender her life to the cold waters of Bear Lake. Before Walter Skinner rescued her. Now she would save him. "Whoa, Dibeh!" Cook VI signed when she burst into the Kitchen and crashed headlong into a cart of clean silver. "Where are you going in such a hurry?" "I..." For the first time in her life, she would tell a lie. Heart thudding in her chest, she signed, "Master Ca-Lo wishes me to feed Prisoner Walter Skinner, ma'am." "Then you have arrived just in time. The Feeders are leaving for the Portal now." Cook VI indicated the service lift where a group of two dozen Feeders, dressed in sackcloth shifts and veils, loaded bags of na-a-jah into the car. Cook VI pressed a chip that corresponded to Skinner's cell into Dibeh's hand. "Grab a cover-up and some gloves. Veils are on the shelf over there." "Thank you, ma'am." Dibeh pocketed the chip. Cook VI poked at Dibeh's laundry bag. "Do you wish to leave your belongings here?" "That's very kind, ma'am, but I am under orders to deliver clean garments to Master Ca-Lo." The second lie came easier than the first. "He is meeting me at the Portal." Cook VI's eyes narrowed with obvious suspicion. Such an odd arrangement was highly unlikely. Laundry services took care of pick-ups and deliveries. "Well, if it is the Master's wish, you had better not keep him waiting." "Yes, ma'am." Dibeh snagged a shift from the storage rack and quickly slipped it over her head. She donned a veil and gloves, then joined the others in the lift. It took less than a minute for the service elevator to descend to Deck 42. The door slid open and each Feeder shouldered a bag of na-a-jah before exiting the car. Dibeh did likewise and followed the others into the corridor. At the sound of clomping boots, they shuffled to one side, out of the way. Four security guards bustled past. Dibeh recognized Hartley from Transport in the lead. Bowing her head, she hoped he wouldn't notice her. She needn't have worried. Dressed in her veil, she was indistinguishable from the other Feeders. Hartley passed without a glance in her direction. The Feeders continued on to the Portal of Solitude. At the giant gate, they waited with eyes lowered for a Greeter to let them in. Only Dibeh had the courage to lift her gaze to the immense, carved door. As before, the Red Dragon seemed to peer down at her, eyes benevolent, expression calm. Confronted by his kindly stare, she felt her heart lighten. He would take care of her, here and in the afterlife, she was certain. She need only trust his divine powers. A Greeter opened the door. "Late, as usual," he chastised and quickly counted heads, his blue-nailed finger pointing to each in turn. He frowned and counted a second time. "There appears to be one too many of you. Present your numbers." They held forth their small hexagonal chips. He pulled a palm- roster from the pocket of his brightly-colored trousers and double-checked their numbers against his list. "Strange." The Greeter's long nose whistled as he bent to scrutinize Dibeh's chip. "My records indicate Commander Ca-Lo left orders that only he was to be allowed access to this particular prisoner." "I am Master Ca-Lo's aide, sir," she signed. "He sent me in his stead." "Is that so?" The Greeter pursed his lipsticked mouth and glanced again at his roster. "You may call him, of course, to confirm," she signed, certain he would not. Only the bravest of souls would dare interrupt Master Ca-Lo's busy schedule to question his orders. "Hmm, yes, well..." He was reluctant, just as she had predicted. "No need. You may go through. All of you." Dibeh sent up a silent prayer of thanks and hurried to find Skinner's cell. As before, the Greeter's disdain for the hybrid Feeders drove him from the caldarium while they went about their business. He retreated through an arched doorway to a back chamber. The Feeders dispersed, spreading out across the vast amber deck. There were no iron-jawed guards in the niches around the caldarium today, much to Dibeh's relief. They had gone to fetch and tote for the Society during their celebration, no doubt. One by one, each Feeder found her appropriate hexagon, knelt and fitted her chip into place. The apertures opened, giving the glassy deck the appearance of a cratered moon. After a couple of false starts, Dibeh located Skinner's cell. Her fingers shook as she inserted her chip, remembering the awful state in which she had found Lady Dana. Would Skinner be as weak and pale? As the aperture opened, a sigh of foul- smelling mist escaped. It ruffled Dibeh's veil as it wafted toward the stained glass dome overhead. Dibeh felt a stab of sympathy when the mist cleared and she could see Skinner lying in the bottom of his fleshy cell, curled on his side, sticky with protein ointment. She reached in and yanked the bio-monitor from his spine, causing his eyes to open. He groaned as she pulled out the tubes that aided his respiration and the elimination of his bodily wastes, and made gagging noises when she withdrew the long feeding umbilicus from his throat. "What's happening?" he rasped, when freed of the umbilicus. "Who are you?" She lifted her veil, hoping he would recognize her. "Dibeh?" She nodded emphatically, then reached in to help him out of the cell. He crawled away from the aperture's edge, groggy and slow-moving. His time in the cell had been relatively short; he was not nearly as weak as Lady Dana had been. He would not need a Healer to mend his muscles. She pushed Ca-Lo's clothes toward him. Time was short. Other Feeders were already looking in their direction. It was unlikely any of them would break their routine to run off and report them to a Greeter, but even so, Dibeh did not want to delay. As fast as he was able, Skinner tugged on the pants and boots. Globs of buttery protein ointment slowed his progress and stained the knees and thighs of his trousers. Before he could pull the shirt over his head, the Greeter reappeared in his arched doorway. "What's going there?" he called out, long-nailed finger aimed in her direction. He started toward them, his pointed shoes clacking with determination. Dibeh tugged at Skinner's arm and together they ran for the main gate. His stride was wobbly and his breathing erratic, but with his longer legs he was able to keep up with her. They passed through the portal, into the corridor. She led Skinner along the serpentine hall to the servants' lift, the Greeter's frantic screams growing faint behind them. The elevator door was closed when they got there. She pounded the button to bring the car down and prayed no one would be on it when it arrived. "Come on, hurry up," Skinner whispered, watching the numbers change. Thirty-nine, forty, forty-one, forty-two. The car hummed to a stop and the doors slid open. "Mulder?" Skinner asked when he saw the bruised and bloodied man inside the car. Was it Master Mulder? Or was it Ca-Lo? The man smiled and greeted Skinner like an old friend. "We've been looking for you, Walter. Good to see you alive." "We?" Skinner seemed hesitant to step into the car. "We as in me, Gibson, Dibeh." He pointed to her. "That is you under that veil, isn't it?" She removed the veil and smiled. "Where's Gibson?" Skinner asked, still suspicious. "Getting Scully off the ship, I hope. Come on, Walter. Don't be shy. Get your ass in here." Reluctantly, Skinner stepped into the car. "How do I know you're who you say you are?" "Don't let the uniform fool you. It's me." He plucked at his dark shirt. "Looks like we go to the same tailor." Turning to Dibeh, he asked, "Which floor?" She pushed the bottom-most button. Moments later, the car arrived at Deck 120. The garage appeared deserted. "Where are Scully and Gibson?" Skinner asked. Mulder fingered what appeared to be a bullet hole in the wall beside the elevator. "Hopefully a long way from here." He moved out into the garage, inspecting the scene. "Tire marks." He pointed to the ground. "They lead to the bay door." He picked up his pace. His fingers caressed a cracked side mirror, a pocked tailgate, a shattered window. When something up ahead caught his eye, he broke into a limping run. Skinner and Dibeh followed. "Someone's insurance rates are gonna go up." Mulder crouched to examine a torn fender. "It was dragged," Skinner said, indicating the scattered remains of a broken headlight several yards back. "And we have a casualty," Mulder announced. Dibeh followed his gaze to where a soldier lay sprawled in a pool of dark blood beside a van. Mulder stooped and pressed a finger to the man's neck. "He's dead. Looks like he got in somebody's way." Standing, he pivoted to scrutinize the bay door. A smile crept across his face. "They got out. See that?" Crumpled metal and torn fabric littered the floor in front of the bay door. He went to it and toed the fabric with his boot. "If I'm not mistaken, this was once the roof of a Humvee. Which hit...here." He kicked the base of the bay door where bright metal showed through dark paint. "The door must've been coming down as they were driving out." "How can you be sure it was them?" "Who else would be running from these guys? It was them. I know it." "Is that opinion based on facts or on a gut feeling?" "Both." Mulder turned to the door and shouted, "Open!" The massive door slid upward, metal scraping upon metal with an earsplitting squeal that echoed through the bay. A chilling wind blew in from outside. It snatched at Dibeh's hair and bit her skin, smelling like the salty lake where she and Lady Dana had nearly died. Battleships crowded the dark runway, and beyond them, Harmony I loomed large and foreboding, its ramparts painted silver by spotlights, the parapets looking like giant teeth. Skinner seemed not to notice the view outside. He was gaping at Mulder. "You sure you're not Ca-Lo?" "Don't worry. Ca-Lo's facedown in a room full of clones. I suggest we get out of here before he comes to. Pick a car, Walter, any car. Keys seem to be on the dash." Skinner didn't hesitate. He targeted the bay's lone helicopter. "I prefer that." "Not very fuel efficient." "But plenty of room for passengers." "You thinking about picking up hitchhikers?" "There're prisoners on Antelope Island. Human prisoners. Friends of mine, soldiers under my command." He smiled at Mulder. "Mind taking a little side trip?" "You know me. I'm a sucker for the long way 'round." Skinner chuffed and extended an arm toward the helicopter. "Dibeh?" She looked at the world beyond the bay door. What was out there for her? More places like Safe Camp, where the humans hated her, where she had not a single companion, where no one understood her language? Here she had duties. A meaningful life. And friends who understood her words and her heart. She did not belong in the outside world, among Terrestrials. She belonged here. Tse'Bit'a'i' was her home, had always been her home, and she would stay here until the Red Dragon called her to his Divine Kingdom. The Red Dragon had spared her from the cold depths of Bear Lake, she realized, to save the life of Walter Skinner and guide him and Master Mulder to safety. But they no longer needed her help. Feeling no regret, she shook her head and took a step back. "You sure?" Mulder asked. She smiled and nodded. He reached out and caressed her cheek. "Thank you, Dibeh. For everything." "Hurry, Master, you must go," she signed back. "It is not safe for you here." Whether he understood or not was unclear, but his hand dropped away. A mix of appreciation and sadness shone in his eyes. His gratitude gave her the courage to lightly nudge him toward the helicopter. "Okay, okay. I'm going. Take care of yourself, Dibeh." Mulder and Skinner crossed the garage and boarded the helicopter. With a wave in her direction, Skinner started the engine. The noisy rotors began to spin faster and faster, whipping her hair and clothes. The helipcopter lifted from the ground and swung through the air toward the bay door. It flew out into the black night. Dibeh returned Skinner's wave, grateful for his understanding, hopeful for his future. Feeling lighthearted for the first time in weeks, she spun on her heel, ran to the elevator and pressed the button that would take her back to the Servant's Deck. * * * Ca-Lo drew stares from the Officer in Charge when he strode onto the Bridge, his uniform soaked in Ablution fluid, his face battered and dripping blood. "Get out," he ordered and took a seat at the command console. "Sir?" The Navigator gaped from his post at the helm. "I said get out!" Nervously, the Navigator and the Weapons Specialist rose from their chairs. "You, too." Ca-Lo pointed to the OC. "Sir, this is highly irreg--" "Vacate the Bridge or I'll have Security escort you to a stasis cell, where you'll spend the rest of your miserable life wishing you hadn't disobeyed my orders." "Y-yes, sir." The OC joined the others in the elevator. It closed and whisked them away. "Isolate the Bridge," Ca-Lo commanded the computer. Armored door-covers hissed into place; deadbolts snap-clamped against their strike plates. Ca-Lo felt his pulse steady as he flicked an array of switches and powered up the engines. A deep thrumming beat in the bowels of the ship, vibrating the control panel beneath his fingertips. Lights blinked on his com-unit -- incoming calls from Engineering and Security. "Bite me, motherfuckers." Ca-Lo entered a password that disabled all on-board and ship- to-ship communication. "Engage thrusters." The ship lurched and hovered for a moment, millimeters above the runway. He checked the HUD. Speed, angle, heading and thrust -- all appeared as they should. He slammed the throttle. Tse'Bit'a'i' rocketed straight up. At 50,000 feet, he returned the ship to hover mode. "Activate view screen." The Armada's eleven glorious warships crystallized on the eight-by-eight monitor located between the radar and the universal compass on his console. Destroying the Armada would be easy. Several terrestrial expressions popped into his head: a cake walk, child's play, like shooting fish in a barrel. The Nih-hi-cho had their own aphorism for such occasions: As effortless as bending a human mind. Cruel, condescending fuckers. They were going to pay for their tyranny. Always inferior tacticians, their weakness would now be their undoing. It had been folly to gather the warships together and then leave them attended by only a handful of hybrid aides and human personnel. The Overseers had pulled all others from regular duty to cater to their physical needs during the ceremony. And why not? The terrestrial army had been quashed. There was no one left to threaten the Nih-hi-cho. Or so the they believed. Their arrogance disallowed an attack, especially from Ca-Lo, their top ranking officer, the very man who had led them to victory. And yet, had they been more clever strategists, they could have predicted this reprisal. After all, they had given him his name, branded him Ca-Lo, The Destroyer. They made him what he was. He targeted Ne'Ol. Her shields were down. And he knew every vulnerable system on her. "Fire." A rapid succession of well-placed plasma strings disintegrated the massive war machine in a matter of micro-seconds. White hot silica-steel vaporized. The explosion was spectacular. A fiery crater marked the spot where the Ne'Ol had once stood. He locked onto Chay'Da'Gahi'. "Fire!" Shock waves thudded like weak fists against Tse'Bit'a'i's shielded outer hull. Ship by ship, down the line, Ca-Lo obliterated the most powerful fighting force in the Sector. The attack was unanticipated; every blast went unanswered. The Armada was taken completely by surprise. A few adjustments in altitude and pitch, and Tse'Bit'a'i' rolled away from the airport and headed to Harmony I. Ca-Lo razed the breeding compound, the military barracks, the factories. Would Dana judge his actions worthy? Would she think him heroic? Tears blurred his vision as he recalled her words. "You want to know how you differ from Mulder?" she had asked. "He is willing to stand up to his enemies; he flouts their rules, plays their game only on his own terms. Even when he was held prisoner aboard a ship like this one, he was a free man, *is* a free man, because he refuses to let anyone dictate his destiny." Poised 30,000 feet above the Nih-hi-cho Joining House, hot tears coursing down Ca-Lo's cheeks, he reversed the thrusters. Tse'Bit'a'i' plunged downward. "And now I am a free man, too." * * * THE JOINING HOUSE HARMONY I More than one million Nih-hi-cho packed the Joining House, a 12.5-hectare silicrete structure with a transparent oculus that offered a stunning view of the stars. They stood shoulder to shoulder, chest to back, swaying gently to the cadence of their communal prayer. The press of bodies against Overseer VI's bare skin produced a pleasant friction. There was no shame in it. The Society was presenting itself to the Red Dragon just as they had come into this life, devoid of garments, pure of body and mind, eager to burst forth from the bellies of their hosts to join their own kind. "We give thanks to Thee, O Great Dragon. We give thanks to Your Divine Legion of Angels. You are Wisdom. You are Refuge. You are Salvation. You are Truth." An entire neo-generation of Nih-hi-cho had been introduced into the Society over the last four Earth days, their minds assimilated into the collective, their intellects merged with the group consciousness. It was a proud and noble achievement. A historic moment. Joined together, the Society celebrated its greater numbers, praised the Great Red Dragon for his providence and protection, and prayed for the Fifth Divination -- the new Age of Revelation, heralded by a miraculous visitation from the Divine Legion of Angels and the Great Red Dragon himself. "Bless us, O Great Lord. Show us your divine countenance. Come to us like clear heat in sunshine. We are your faithful servants. Hear our prayers--" Overseer VI felt the silicrete floor tremble beneath his bare feet. A flash of red blinked above the oculus. "A light! A light!" The telepathic announcement pulsed through the Society's collective mind like a bursting neutron star, spreading anticipation and joy. "It is the Red Dragon!" Could it be? The Joining House brightened with a flickering orange-red glow. The air seemed to sizzle with electricity. Overseer VI's skin tingled. He heard a deep hum, a rumbling. Was it the fiery breath of the Red Dragon? "The Fifth Divination!" the Society proclaimed as a single voice. "He is coming! The Divine One is coming!" It must be true. The Red Dragon's holy rays shone through the transparent canopy. The floor of the Joining House trembled, shaken by the footsteps of gods. Oh, they were truly blessed! The Red Dragon was descending upon them. There was no greater honor. No better time to be alive. Overseer VI lifted his eyes to the blazing sky beyond the transparent canopy, grateful to be a member of the Society, grateful to bear witness to the New Divination, the holiest of all occasions. A shadow fell across the oculus, casting the Joining House into darkness. What was this? A reproach from the Dragon? Or a Refuters' trick? Revenge for the Nih-hi-cho's hybridization experiments? Overseer VI strained to see the night sky. A moment ago, light brighter than the midday sun had bathed them in glory. Now a black disc with a brilliant blue-white center blocked the view. It almost looked like the underside of a spacecraft. The disc grew larger. Pinprick beacons pulsed around the outer rim. Great Dragon, it was a ship! And it was headed straight at them. Realization spread throughout the Society. Audible screams -- harsh, high-pitched tones from voices unaccustomed to speech - - rose up all around. The crowd surged toward the exits. Panic severed the collective consciousness as efficiently as an Appraiser's scalpel cuts flesh. Jostled, shoved and trod upon, Overseer VI found himself mentally isolated from the Society. For the first time in his life, he was unable to establish a communal connection. He was left alone with his own fear. The feeling was intolerable. Far worse than the mounting pressure of the masses against his physical body. "We are forsaken!" he screeched, emptying his lungs. His cries were lost amid the sound of crashing silicrete. The translucent canopy shattered. Silvery splinters rained down. Plasma canons blasted molten bolts at the crowd. The Joining House collapsed as if it were made of paper. The ship impacted the earth, displaced soil and rock, carved out an enormous crater. In the blink of an eye, every Juvenile, Appraiser and Overseer in the Jish-Cha Sector was annihilated, vaporized in a mushroom cloud of gaseous plasma. x-x-x-x-x EPILOGUE: SEA OF GLASS SAFE CAMP II ALPINE, WYOMING MARCH 22, 2003 Alpine was a reasonable place to settle. Far enough from Salt Lake City so as not to be polluted by the acrid smoke that, four months later, still churned above the enormous crater where Harmony I once stood. Yet near enough to logistically relocate 782 men, women and children from Antelope Island to their new home in the Bridger-Teton National Forest. When the refugees arrived, they found six restaurants, three gas stations, and God only knew how many fireworks stands -- all abandoned -- lining Alpine's two main thoroughfares, U.S. Highways 26 and 89. Promotional posters, yellowed with age, hung in the windows of the local establishments advertising Alpine Mountain Days, a summer festival with Indian dancing, mountain men, country music, horseshoe tournaments and black- powder shoot. The event was to have been held the third week in June, but the date came and went without fanfare, the town's 542 residents dead six weeks by that time, their bellies torn open, their bones stripped bare. The newcomers buried the bodies, moved into the modest homes, and scavenged for food. They discovered industrial-size cans of soup, beans, shortening and other assorted edibles in the restaurants. Candy bars, chips, snack cakes and Slim Jims filled the gas stations' shelves. Residential pantries were stocked with sugar, flour, salt, yeast, homemade jams and pickles. Supplementing their windfall was an abundant supply of fresh kokanee, mackinaw, and trout in the 25-square-mile Palisades Reservoir to the north. Determined anglers hacked holes through the ice to fish. Pine boughs and scraps of lumber served as windbreaks. The catch was cooked over open fires and eaten on the spot or taken away to be shared with neighbors too frail to spend long hours out in the open. But it was neither the canned food nor the fish or even the reservoir's limitless drinking water that made Alpine a practical choice for Safe Camp II. It was the former Elk Feedground, where several hundred animals, tame enough to let a person approach, wandered the Salt River Range from Alpine south to Cokeville. With careful management, the herd could provide fresh meat for years to come. Despite its advantages, Alpine was no Garden of Eden. Located in the Rocky Mountains, snow came early and stayed late. The winter of '03 was harsher than most, with deep, drifting snow and temperatures sometimes dropping to forty below. Those able-bodied enough to wield chainsaws and axes cut firewood for themselves and the sick and elderly. Water was toted from the reservoir. Woodstoves and kerosene heaters, transported with great effort from the neighboring towns of Etna, Freedom, Thayne, and as faraway as Bondurant and Jackson, were installed in houses that lacked them. Several homes burned to the ground when jury-rigged flues overheated and fires blazed out of control. Three children died of smoke inhalation, adding to the number of lives lost. Illness, accident, hypothermia, and despair -- these were the new enemy. By March, the days were growing longer and temperatures were on the rise. Snow began to melt. The refugees felt hopeful for the first time in nearly a year. They started to call themselves settlers instead of refugees. They also began to attend regular Sunday services, officiated by Father Richards at the Star Valley Baptist Church, the only formal house of worship in Alpine. It didn't matter to the old priest that the church and many of his parishioners were not Catholic. He was content to lift the settlers' spirits as best he could by recounting God's loving messages regardless of denomination. Gibson lived with Father Richards in the church's basement. Its dark-paneled rooms were damp and chilly, but the priest often recited prayers in his head and Gibson found these comforting. Not the words so much as their gentle cadence. Father Richards' pious meditations played like a soothing melody, a welcome contrast to the cacophony of fear, loneliness and grief that blared in the minds of Earth's other survivors. By focusing on the priest, Gibson could almost tune out the rest of the world's woes. Almost. After dinner, Gibson and the priest customarily played chess in their small kitchen. Gibson had been frank about his mind- reading ability, but Father Richards pressed him to play anyway. They lit a hurricane lantern, opened a couple of bottles of beer, and settled into folding chairs, the dinner table and chessboard between them. The priest drank heartily as they played, claiming the alcohol eased the aches in his arthritic knees. Gibson matched him swallow for swallow, on the pretense of giving Father Richards a winning chance at their game. In truth, he liked the lightheaded, carefree way it made him feel. It afforded him a rare opportunity to relax. This particular March night, Father Richards began their game boldly, leading with his knight. "B1 to C3." Gibson slid a pawn forward, biding his time. The beer's bitter effervescence prickled his nose, its yeasty odor reminiscent of the restaurant in Bluff, Utah, where Mulder, sullen and scared, had downed two bottles in quick succession in an attempt to numb his sorrow while confessing his anger over Scully's imagined betrayal. So much had changed since that day. Some for the better. Some not. After an hour of play and three beers apiece, Gibson quietly announced, "Bishop to B4. Check." "As usual, my young friend, you have bested me." The priest hunched over the board and squinted at the chessmen. "Game's not over yet, Father." Gibson had left an opening. Not an obvious one; the priest would have to hunt for it. And while he searched, Gibson was free to think...and remember... * * * SALT LAKE CITY FOUR MONTHS EARLIER The needle on the speedometer approached sixty. The engine wasn't designed for high speed and it whined in protest as the Humvee careened down the outer runway. Gibson's knuckles were white on the wheel. Scully felt more than heard the rumble of the tires on asphalt. Her voice vibrated when she spoke. "William's at Safe Camp?" "Yes." "I thought..." Ca-Lo had sent his army to destroy the camp after kidnapping her. "He did," Gibson said, obviously reading her thoughts. "Everything's gone." "And you left William there?" Scully asked, appalled. "Not alone, I hope." "Of course not." Gibson tugged the wheel hard to the right. The Humvee veered off the pavement and crossed a lumpy, gravel-covered median. Scully hugged her belly as they jounced over a curb. The baby kicked, agitated. Another spin of the wheel and they skidded onto an access road leading out of the airport. "We left him with Kenna and Royal." Scully knew Royal Jackson and was relieved to hear he was alive, but he would not have been her first choice as caretaker for William. Hopefully this Kenna person was better qualified. "How long before we get there?" "Two to three hours." A fraction of the time it had taken on horseback. Scully twisted in her seat to look out the rear window. "Something's happening." Tse'Bit'a'i' hovered a few meters above the tarmac. A blue- white halo pulsed beneath it. The ship seemed to hang for a moment, a behemoth fighting gravity, then suddenly it shot straight up and disappeared into the night sky, a pinprick of light indistinguishable from the backdrop of stars. Gibson hit the accelerator hard. The engine roared as they sped up the onramp to Highway 15. A flare of molten-red brightened the sky. Strings of plasma arrowed earthward like lightning bolts. One by one they struck the grounded warships. White-hot metal and orange gases spewed into the air. Concussions rocked the Humvee a quarter of a mile away. "My God." Panic welled in Scully's chest. "Did Mulder and Skinner make it off the ship?" Gibson remained tightlipped, eyes locked on the road ahead. Scully knew he was privy to what was happening and his silence infuriated her. "Ca-Lo's at the helm, isn't he?" she asked. It didn't take a mind-reader to guess the truth. More flashes illuminated the landscape. "Answer me, Gibson. I know you can hear what's going on." "Yes, he's attacking the ships." "Why? Why is he destroying them?" "He's doing it for you." This shocked her. She had refused to marry him, had told him he was the devil and she hated him for the things he had done to her, the things he had threatened to do to William. Gibson's glasses reflected more explosions. "He doesn't hate you." She didn't care. She felt no sympathy for him. He had chosen his fate. "Are Mulder and Skinner okay?" she demanded. "Yes. They got away." Relief surged through her. Again she turned to look back. "Where are they? I don't see a car." "They're not in a car." "Then where...?" "They stole a helicopter." The sky crackled and glowed. Gibson grabbed her arm. "Close your eyes!" he ordered unexpectedly. She did as he asked, just as a blinding light, bright enough to penetrate her closed lids, flooded the car's interior. The ground shook violently. The Humvee shimmied off the pavement. Eyes shut tight, Scully gripped the seat. The car fishtailed as Gibson fought to gain control and get them back on the road. "What's happening?" she begged. The vibration subsided. "It's okay. You can open your eyes." They were still on the road, speeding away from the city, away from danger. The sky had taken on a strange, sickly yellow hue. "What happened?" "Look for yourself." He tilted his head toward the rear window. Behind them, a massive mushroom cloud ballooned over the city. Scully gaped at the plumes of swirling smoke. "Oh my God... Mulder!" * * * Mulder shielded his eyes with an upraised arm. Skinner's left hand adjusted the collective control while his right worked the cyclic. The cockpit dipped steeply as they banked to the west. Shockwaves struck them side on. Mulder was thrown hard against his safety harness. The chopper began to spin and Skinner wrestled with the controls. Mulder felt like he might throw up. "I always preferred the Tunnel of Love to the Cyclone, Walter," he said through gritted teeth. "In that case..." Skinner's feet pressed the floor pedals and his head swiveled as he double-checked their bearings. After a few stomach churning seconds, the helicopter stopped its dizzying rotation. A few additional adjustments leveled them out. "Pucker up, sweetheart." Mulder grinned and asked, "Rain check?" "Cock tease." To the east, fiery debris arced through the air. A ball of flame engulfed Harmony I. "Bye-bye ET." "Hallefuckinglujah." Skinner took them higher. "Apparently Ca-Lo didn't like what he found in the NDP archive." "The what?" "A chronicle of the Mulder family tree." "He was telling the truth? You two were brothers?" "Not exactly. He was my clone." "Jesus, don't tell me their experiments started as long ago as that." Revulsion darkened Skinner's eyes. "Can't say I'm sorry to see him go." "That makes two of us." "Three, if you count Scully." The Blackhawk raced northeast across Great Salt Lake. "I'm sure she'll be relieved he's gone." "Uh, about that... Did she say anything to you?" "About Ca-Lo?" "Or her pregnancy." Below them, the lake's rough surface reflected the flames from the alien stronghold. Smoke chugged westward; sparks writhed and churned. The distinctive vinegary odor of spent plasma seeped into the Blackhawk and stung Mulder's sinuses and throat. "As you know, I'm usually not the kind of guy who needs scientific proof to believe something, but in this case I'd be grateful for a reliable PCR." Skinner shot him a confused glance. "You don't think...?" Mulder shrugged and Skinner's grip tightened on the controls. His knuckles looked ready to pop through his skin. "Son of a bitch. She told me he was a liar, a...a 'trickster.' 'Unusually persuasive' were her exact words. She said he could make people do things they wouldn't ordinarily do -- like Robert Modell." Mulder's queasiness returned. "Did she say if he made her do something she didn't want to do?" "No, but she was definitely upset. I thought it had to do with your argument." "So she told you about that." "No details. Just that you were angry about William." "I accused her of betraying me," Mulder confessed. Skinner scowled at him. "Wonderful. You convinced her of it, too." "No, no, I was wrong. She *saved* William. I see that now." Gibson had opened his eyes to the truth. The chip in Scully's neck had left her with no other options. "I've been such an ass." Skinner's expression remained stern. "You have to apologize." "No shit. I just hope it'll be enough." Would she forgive him? For everything? Antelope Island came into view. Mercury vapor floodlights illuminated three windowless towers on its southeastern shore. Mulder was surprised to see dozens, maybe hundreds of people streaming from the exits. They were dressed in ragged clothes, not the enemy's oil-black uniforms. "Prison break?" Mulder asked. "That would be my guess." "The explosions across the bay could've spooked the guards." "Giving the prisoners an advantage." Three sets of headlights snaked northward away from the prison. "Looks like the rats are leaving the ship," Mulder said. "They're heading for the causeway. It connects the island to the mainland at West Point." "You want to cut them off?" Skinner shook his head. "We don't have weapons. Better to let them go. It'll make our little rescue mission a hell of a lot easier." He glanced at Mulder. "When we land, you stay put. Give me a few minutes to explain things before you show your face." Mulder fingered the neck of his military uniform. His resemblance to Ca-Lo had been an asset aboard Tse'Bit'a'i'. Here it could prove deadly. "Can you convince them I am who I am?" Skinner circled the towers and began their descent. "More than half of them are members of the North Utah Infantry. Yeah, I can convince them." * * * "Did they make it? Were they out of range?" Scully peered out the window at the smoke-filled sky, uselessly searching for Mulder and Skinner's helicopter. "They're okay," Gibson assured her. She felt her heart begin to beat again. Sucking air into her lungs, she tried to steady the tremors in her arms and legs. "What about Dibeh? Was she with them?" Gibson shook his head. "She stayed on board." "On board? Why?" "There was nothing for her here," Gibson said softly, eyes briefly leaving the road to glance her way. "She didn't suffer in the end. She didn't die afraid." Scully's rational side understood the hardships the hybrid would have faced, had she chosen to leave with Mulder and Skinner and live among humans. And she was grateful Dibeh's death had been mercifully swift. Yet her heart ached at the loss of her friend. Dibeh had risked her life to save her. The small, silent aide had been selfless and kind. Scully would miss her dearly. Tears stung her eyes and she turned toward her window to hide them from Gibson. Not that it was possible to hide anything from him, for he witnessed everything -- fear, pain, death. How did he bear it? How could anyone? The baby shifted inside her, making her wish for Mulder's comforting presence. She needed to see he was safe. Needed to feel his arms around her. "He'll join us as soon as he can," Gibson assured her. "Why isn't he coming now? What's he doing?" "There are prisoners on Antelope Island." "And he and Skinner have gone to free them." Typical. Thinking of everyone's safety but their own. "I don't want to be kept in the dark, Gibson. I want to know the truth, no matter what it is, as soon as you know it." He hesitated before answering, obviously reluctant to agree. After a moment, he nodded and urged her to "Try not to worry." For the next two hours she counted mile markers and read road signs in a futile effort to keep her mind off of what was happening at the prison. When worry threatened to overwhelm her, she concentrated on William. It had been more than a year since she'd handed him over to Skinner in Our Lady of Hope Church. He would be changed, a toddler, not the pudgy baby she remembered. She tried to picture him. Hair longer. Face narrower. Nose more defined. He'd had only two teeth when she last saw him. Now he would have a mouthful. Was someone teaching him to brush? Did they read to him, the way she had? Did they sing him songs? It grieved her to think she had missed his first words, his first steps, his first birthday. She anticipated holding him, breathing in his scent and whispering in his ear: I love you, Sweet William. I have never stopped loving you. You have been in my thoughts every minute of every day. "The woman taking care of William," Scully said, breaking their long silence, "you said her name is Kenna?" "Kenna Douglas. She found William last May, after the aliens killed the Van de Kamps." So this Kenna woman was not a survivor of the Safe Camp massacre as Scully had assumed. "Van de Kamp?" "The people who adopted William. Kenna lived next door." Questions whirled through Scully's mind. How had Mulder and Gibson found William? What did Mulder say when he first saw his son? What was William's reaction? But her throat tightened and all she could manage was, "How is he?" "He's...happy...relatively speaking." This brought mixed emotions. She was glad he was okay -- it was why she had given him up in the first place. And yet she couldn't help but feel a stab of jealousy. Another woman was caring for her son, cuddling him, making him smile. "She's good to him?" "Yes. He's grown pretty attached to her. Are you going to be okay with that?" "She saved his life. I don't resent his affection for her." Gibson glanced at her. "She loves him, you know." It was understandable. "She's been caring for him for nearly a year." "She won't give him up easily." "But I'm his mother." "Not in her mind." Scully's heart beat faster. "He's safe. That's all I care about." A billboard for Rendezvous Beach came into view. "We're almost there," Gibson said. Minutes, not miles, now separated her from her son, and her nervousness returned tenfold. She shoved her hands into her lap to still their shaking. Craters and debris blocked the road. Gibson slowed the Humvee to snake around them. The jostling high beams revealed the camp and its devastation in stages. Gone were the RVs and tents. The main office was demolished. Nothing but rubble remained everywhere. And bodies. Lots of bodies. "Ca-Lo is responsible for this," she said bitterly. "He's also responsible for ending the invasion." She placed a hand on her abdomen. Maybe he had stopped colonization, but she could not forget what he had done to her personally. An open fire glittered beyond the old infirmary and Gibson steered toward it. "That's them." Three figures came into view, lit by the flickering blaze. Scully recognized Royal Jackson, sitting on the tailgate of a pickup truck, bundled in blankets. A slender, dark-haired woman in an oversized parka fed broken two-by-fours into the fire. But it was the small boy who tottered around her in too- long blue jeans and a pale blue, hooded coat that held Scully's attention. It was him...William...her son. Her fear that she might not recognize him evaporated instantly. He was her child, the little boy she had rocked and nursed and sang to. He had changed, but she would have recognized him whether it had been twelve months or twelve years that had passed. He bent down and picked up a foot-long stick from the ground. Grasping it firmly in his mittened fist, he waved it at the sparks and smoke. He stepped closer to the flames and, mimicking the woman, he hurled his little stick. It fell short of its mark. He scurried precariously near the fire to collect it and try again. Sparks drifted mere inches from his hair and face. He blinked against the heat. Why didn't Kenna or Royal call him back? He was too close. Too close! Scully unbuckled her seatbelt. "Stop the car," she ordered and opened the door. Gibson hit the brakes and she staggered from the still-moving vehicle. "William! William, no!" He looked up, startled. But before she could reach him, Kenna scooped him into her arms. He laughed as she swung him onto her hip, his cheeks cherry red and eyes shining. Scully longed to rush forward and snatch him away from this careless woman. It took every ounce of control she possessed to hang back and take this initial meeting slowly. She didn't want to frighten William or antagonize Kenna. Her goal was to get her son back, with as little trauma to William as possible. Kenna was younger than Scully had imagined when trying to conjure up her image in the car -- a leggy teenager, not a kindly older woman. She had long, shiny hair that fell to her waist, full lips, and wide, fiercely protective eyes. William clung to her, one small arm looped over her shoulder. His other hand went to his mouth and, smile now gone, he nervously gnawed his mittened thumb. Suspicion narrowed Kenna's eyes. She tightened her grip on William. "Who the hell are you?" Gibson appeared out of the dark to stand beside Scully. "Kenna, this is Dana Scully, William's mother." Royal hopped down from the tailgate, a broad grin splitting his dark face. "You're alive! You made it." "Yes, we made it," Gibson replied. "Where's Mulder?" Kenna demanded at the same time Royal asked, "You find Commander Skinner?" "They'll be along in a day or so." "Kenna, I've come for my son." Scully took a hesitant step toward them, arms outstretched. "Stay away from him! I know all about you. I know what you did." Kenna shuffled backward, nearer to Royal, putting the fire between her and Scully. William stared solemnly at Scully, his expression mirroring Kenna's, full of distrust and fear. Not a glimmer of recognition registered in his blue-gray eyes. Scully's hopes sank at the realization he considered her a stranger, not his mother. It had been unrealistic to think he might remember her and yet it broke her heart to discover he did not. "You gave him away," Kenna accused. "Mulder said you tossed him out like yesterday's trash." "It wasn't like that," Scully protested. "Liar! I know what happened. Mulder told me." Scully chose her next words with care. "Mulder might have seen it that way, but--" "But nothing. You didn't want your baby? Fine. Now he's mine, mine and Mulder's. And as soon as Mulder gets back, he's going to take me and William away from this awful place. We're...we're going to the Grand Canyon. Find a decent house to live in. And you can go to hell!" "I won't let you take him." "You've got no choice." Kenna squared her shoulders. "Mulder doesn't love you any more. He loves *me*. Tell her, Gibson," she challenged. "Tell her how he feels about me." "He doesn't love you, Kenna," Gibson said softly. "No? Then why did he sleep with me? Tell me that!" Scully looked at Gibson to see if Kenna was lying. He blushed darkly, giving her the answer. Mulder had slept with this teenager, William's substitute mother. "It's true?" she stammered, silently pleading with him to deny it. Gibson opened his mouth, but Kenna spoke first. "Yes, it's true. Tell her, Gibson. Tell her what happened. Give her the details. Mulder slept with me because he didn't want her any more. I know you heard it. You're always listening in on private conversations. Tell her." Unable to meet Scully's gaze, Gibson stared at the toes of his worn sneakers. Scully's throat tightened. She felt nauseated and dizzy. "Gibson?" "There's some truth to what she says," he admitted. "Some?" His eyes met hers, glistening with sympathy and regret. "Sorry." Scully turned and staggered away from them. Her feet felt leaden, her legs numb. The uneven ground seemed to tilt and shift. She had lost her son *and* Mulder. And there was no one to blame but herself. * * * The prisoners scattered at the Blackhawk's approach, reluctant to be recaptured and forced back into their cells by an envoy of the alien army. But a few stragglers noticed it was Skinner who emerged from the pilot's seat. Recognizing him, they whooped with delight and called the others back. Skinner was soon surrounded by the ragtag remnants of his North Utah Infantry. Ignoring protocol, they slapped him on the back and welcomed their old commander with broad smiles and tear-filled eyes. He was equally glad to see them, his comrades in arms, his friends. "Can't believe it's you, sir!" "What are our orders, Commander? Where's the battle?" "We heard explosions! What's happening?" Skinner raised his hands to silence them. "It's over. The aliens are dead." "All of 'em?" "Yes, all of them. We've won!" A cheer went up. They were free. Their enemy was vanquished and they were finally, truly free. They embraced one another. Shook hands. Wept openly. Their joyful celebration continued for several long minutes, their enthusiasm unabated...until Mulder stepped from the helicopter. All smiles faded. Fear, then anger, sparked in the prisoners' eyes. "What's *he* doing here?" "Kill the fucking bastard!" Again Skinner raised his hands for silence. The epithets grew fewer and fainter until finally they ceased altogether. "This man isn't who you think he is. His name is Mulder. He's a friend." "Sir, he's the enemy! It's Ca-Lo!" "The bastard who put us here." "He killed my wife! And my children!" "No. Ca-Lo is dead," Skinner shouted to be heard above the protests. "This man isn't him." It took persistence and a recounting of Ca-Lo's kamikaze death to get the mob to accept Mulder for who he was. They trusted Skinner and eventually he was able to cool their hatred with the truth. Appeased, they filled him in on the details of their escape, how Father Richards had led an uprising after the explosions started on the mainland. Stealing Warden Travis's Taser, the priest subdued him with his own weapon. "It was really quite easy," Father Richards explained. "He never anticipated trouble from a weak, old man like me." Travis's transponder allowed Father Richards to release other prisoners on the block. With the guards' attention focused on the trouble in Salt Lake City it had been fairly simple to stealthily overtake the floors above and below, confiscate the guards' weapons and release the prisoners before moving on to the next tower. By the time the klaxons blared, Towers I and II had been emptied and the guards were either dead or running for their lives. Skinner congratulated his troops and the priest, and over the next hour they made plans for their relocation. Mulder volunteered to stay behind with Father Richards to organize ground transportation for the bulk of the escapees while Skinner flew the most severely injured to their new home. They quickly located a small fleet of military vehicles in the prison garage. Not nearly enough to carry everyone in a single trip, but over a week's time, they would be able to shuttle them all to Alpine, Wyoming, a location Skinner had considered the previous year when searching for an appropriate headquarters for his infantry. Skinner appointed four lieutenants, men and women he knew were expert marksmen, to serve as gunners in case they ran into renegade soldiers, humans who had once served in the alien army. The sick and injured were triaged. Those in the worst condition were loaded onto the Blackhawk for immediate evacuation. Pushing the chopper's carrying capacity to its limit, Skinner decided to chance adding one more and selected Dr. Davis, an experienced combat surgeon, to ride along with him. Medics Johansson and Perez would remain behind to care for those awaiting transportation. "Your Dr. Davis could use Scully's help setting up an infirmary and getting those patients stabilized," Mulder suggested. "Too bad we don't know where she is." Mulder smiled for the first time since landing on Antelope Island. "I left William in Safe Camp. Gibson will take her there." Skinner agreed to stop at Bear Lake to look for her, after dropping off his current load in Alpine and refueling in Jackson. "Sorry you can't come along, Mulder. I know you're anxious to see her." "It's okay. The injured take precedence. I can help here. Scully will understand." Skinner appreciated his grasp of the situation and his willingness to put the refugees' needs first. There would be time enough for a reunion later. Before departing, Skinner gave Mulder directions to Alpine, along with a bit of friendly advice. "Change your clothes." "It'll be a pleasure." Mulder looked down at Ca-Lo's uniform. "I sure as hell don't want to show up at Scully's door dressed like this." As it turned out, Skinner found Scully at Rendezvous Beach with her son and the others, just as Mulder had predicted. He jogged from the helicopter to wrap her in a bear hug. "Jesus, you're a sight for sore eyes." She blinked back tears and kissed his cheek, clearly as pleased to see him as he was to see her. Feeling elated, he hugged Gibson and Royal in turn. "Good to see you alive, sir." Royal grinned from ear to ear. "You, too, son." "Where's Mulder?" Scully asked, brow furrowing as she craned to see inside the Blackhawk. "He stayed behind to oversee ground transportation to Safe Camp II, which is where I'm taking you now. We've got people in need of medical attention." Her disappointment over Mulder's absence was obvious. But she quickly buried her personal feelings behind a mask of professional duty. "Then we'd better get started." * * * SAFE CAMP II ALPINE, WYOMING TWO WEEKS LATER Scully sat on the living room floor with William. Late afternoon sun flooded the room and frost glittered on the windows. Yesterday's storm had dumped three feet of fresh snow on the mountain community. Scully was grateful the winds had died down and the skies were now clear, because today was the day Skinner was bringing Mulder home. The washboard texture of a frayed, braided rug served as roadways for William's toy fire truck. He followed a groove past Scully's slipper-clad feet, vroom-vrooming as he pushed the truck along. She wondered where he had learned the sound in this car-less world of post-alien invasion. Had Mulder taught it to him? "Where did you get your truck?" she asked, hoping to learn something about Mulder's relationship with their son. He babbled nonsense about nightcrawlers and raisins, then burst into a tuneless and almost unrecognizable rendition of "Joy to the World" -- the song she had taught him while giving him his bath earlier in the day. Her limited time with William was a gift. She had struck an uneasy truce with Kenna a week ago after William took a tumble that sliced open his forehead. The laceration required stitches. Alarmed by the bleeding, Kenna had grudgingly agreed to let her sew him up. It had been heartbreaking to hear him cry for his mama and know he meant Kenna and not her. "You see how it is?" Kenna held him in her lap as Scully stitched his brow. "He's *my* son, not yours." Scully ignored her ridiculous claim. Her silence angered Kenna. "Say it," she demanded, "or I won't let you near him again." "He'll need these stitches removed in a few days." "I'll take them out myself if you don't say it!" Reluctantly, Scully repeated the lie. It seemed her only option if she were to properly treat her son. Appeased, Kenna agreed to let her stay overnight in the guest room, in case William's cut became infected. In the days that followed, Scully learned that as long as she didn't try to usurp Kenna's role as William's mother, Kenna tolerated her being near him. But if she tried to overstep her bounds by giving William a hug or a kiss, Kenna scooped him out of arms' reach and harshly reminded Scully she was in their house to tend to William's injury and would be leaving as soon as the stitches came out. "Tell him I'm his mama," she insisted several times a day. "Kenna..." "Tell him!" Contact with her son was worth any humiliation, so Scully nodded and said the words. It seemed apt punishment for giving him up in the first place. Kenna rewarded her by letting her do more than swab William's forehead with antiseptic. She was allowed to give him a bath, teach him a song, or, like now, sit quietly beside him while he played with his truck. Pots and pans clattered in the kitchen across the hall where Kenna was preparing a feast in honor of Mulder's homecoming -- roasted elk seasoned with pungent garlic and rosemary. A fresh-baked pie sat on the counter cooling, filling the house with the mouth-watering aroma of apples, cinnamon and cloves. Earlier William had begged for a taste and Kenna indulged him with a spoonful of the canned filling. She told him how much his daddy enjoyed her cooking, especially her apple pie. "What does Daddy love?" Kenna had asked as she handed him a piece of crust sweetened with sugar. "Pie." "And *who* does Daddy love?" "Willim!" "That's right. Who else?" "Mama." "Who is mama?" she said slyly, casting a satisfied smirk in Scully's direction. "You!" The demonstration was clearly intended to keep Scully in her place. To hurt her further, Kenna insisted that Mulder was going to marry her as soon as he returned. She even claimed to be pregnant by him. Scully hoped it wasn't true, but given the fact that Mulder had slept with her, it was entirely possible. The faint drum of helicopter rotors drew William's attention from his play. "Dada?" "Let's look." Scully rose awkwardly from the floor, the weight of the baby putting her off balance. William was already at the window, standing on tiptoe and peering over the sill when she joined him to look out at the approaching Blackhawk. Snow blanketed the yard and long, purple-black shadows stretched like splayed fingers from the trees along the property line to the open area where Skinner was setting down the chopper. Snowflakes churned and momentarily blocked the view with a spray of diamond-bright light. Scully's heart beat faster as the rotors slowed to a stop. The veil of snow settled and she saw Mulder, rigid and apprehensive in the passenger seat, a small rucksack in his lap. "Dada?" "Yes, sweetie. It's him." This time it was really and truly him. Kenna appeared in the living room doorway and William ran to her, arms flailing with excitement. "Dada! Dada!" "I see, honey." Kenna lifted him to her hip to give him a better vantage. "Look, he's getting out." Mulder gingerly climbed from the chopper, favoring one leg. He stood for a moment to squint at the house, hand shading his eyes against the glare. He looked thinner than Scully remembered. His hair was longer and the stubble on his cheeks and chin was speckled with gray. He wore tattered jeans, a too-thin coat and no gloves. She quickly shrugged into a sweater and hurried outside, forgetting she was still in her slippers, but not caring that snow spilled into them and chilled her feet. Mulder smiled when he saw her, a broad, genuine grin that lit his face and lifted her heart. She ran toward him. "Oh my God." A laugh bubbled out of her. "Mulder." She slogged through drifts, closing the gap between them. They met halfway and Mulder wrapped his arms around her. Her feet momentarily left the ground when he lifted her and squeezed. "Scully." His cold nose nuzzled her neck and his fingers kneaded her back as he drew her more tightly to him. Tears filled her eyes and a sob shook her chest. She had missed him so much. And she deeply regretted their hurtful argument. Was he still angry? How was he going to react to her pregnancy? Would he renounce the baby if she couldn't prove it was his? Would he leave her to make a new life with Kenna? It suddenly seemed possible, even plausible that Kenna had been telling the truth. Mulder had fallen in love with her, the pretty young woman who had rescued his son. Scully's throat tightened and her chest ached as she tried to push these thoughts from her mind. He was here now, in her arms, whole and real and safe. The rest didn't matter. She captured his face and kissed him hard on the lips, lips chapped and pale from too much time outside in the cold. He looked exhausted but responded with enthusiasm, plunging his fingers into her hair and pressing his mouth over hers. His lips devoured hers, urgent and loving, tasting of bitter coffee and stale cigarettes. She melted into him, wondering when he had started smoking. So much had changed. He seemed a different person. And yet, he was achingly familiar. The man she had loved for years. And still loved. Hot tears coursed down her cheeks, wetting his. She clung to him and reveled in the solid feel of his shoulders, the heat of his body. "Now that's what I call a homecoming," he said with a shaky voice when they finally parted. Tears brimmed in his eyes. He ran his thumb over her lower lip, wiped her wet cheeks, stroked her hair. "Look at you." His focus dropped to her swollen belly. Then to her slippers. "Let's get you inside." Hand to her back, he prodded her toward the house. But when he spotted Kenna glaring back at him from the front steps, his smile faltered. "Everything okay here?" "It will be," she promised, praying it was true, hoping with all her heart they would be able to mend their differences and work out some sort of future together. * * * THE NEXT MORNING Luxuriating in the warmth of thick blankets and linens blessed with Scully's soft fragrance, Mulder breathed deeply, his nose pressed into her pillows. She was still there, even though she was elsewhere in the house. With William...and Kenna. Mulder rose and dressed quickly. For better or worse, he and Scully had talked very little the previous night. Skinner had joined them for dinner and, feeling celebratory now that the relocation effort was finally at an end, regaled them with his plans for the future. There was much to be done if they were to survive the winter in Alpine. Kenna remained unnaturally quiet throughout the discussion. She kept a watchful eye on Mulder and appeared shocked when he declined a slice of apple pie in favor of sleep. She showed him the way to her bedroom, but he shook his head, insisting the twin bed in William's room was where he wanted to spend the night. Sometime later, Scully woke him there and led him to her room down the hall. Lying in bed together, she had asked about his limp and the scars on his face. He skipped the goriest details to tell her instead about Eric Hosteen and his daughter Jewel. In turn, she described Alpine's infirmary and the progress of her patients. She avoided any mention of Ca-Lo, her imprisonment, her pregnancy, or Kenna. He had wanted to delve deeper, but was afraid her answers would be too painful...for the both of them. Sleep overtook him before he could work up the courage to ask his questions or make any confessions. He dreamed about paternity tests and children who looked like him but who weren't his. Following the scent of fresh coffee, he limped down the carpeted hallway toward the kitchen. Lining the walls were photographs of a typical family with three children, a father and only one mother -- a contrast to the bizarre situation he found himself in now. A hell of my own making, he had to admit. Tentatively, he entered the kitchen. Kenna was drying dishes and putting them away in bead-board cupboards. Scully kneaded dough on a butcher-block counter beside the sink. William played with Legos on the linoleum floor. Dressed in an oversized sweater and corduroy pants, torn at the knees, he paused in his play to smile shyly up at Mulder. Mulder crouched beside him, the effort causing his leg to throb. "What'cha making, son?" "Copter." The colorful lump of plastic parts looked nothing like a helicopter. "Need help?" "Nope." Mulder pointed to the collection of Lego people. "Who are they?" William picked up a cylindrical construction worker in a red hardhat. "Unc Walt." "And this one?" Mulder tagged a road worker wearing an orange vest. "Me." William grinned. Mulder fingered a helmeted figure on a three-wheeler. "What about him?" "Dada!" "Me?" "Vroom, vroom!" William drove the cyclist into a pile of blocks, scattering them across the floor. Mulder realized he was remembering the day he and Gibson arrived in Cache on the Scout, spewing gravel, engine roaring. "Careful, William," Kenna admonished. She lifted him, kissed his cheek with a loud smack and placed him in his highchair. Casting a disapproving glance at the Legos, she stooped to collect them. "He's too young for these. Pieces are too small. He could choke." Mulder helped her gather them, then rose and hobbled over to Scully. "Make one Martha Stewart crack and I'll break your other leg." She paused to wipe a stray hair from her eyes. Flour smudged her face and sweater and collected on the shelf of her stomach and larger-than-normal breasts. Her cheeks were pink from exertion, her hair askew. She was beautiful. Breathtakingly so. Ignoring Kenna's watchful stare, Mulder leaned in and kissed her on the lips. "Morning," he murmured. "Sleep okay?" "Never better." She placed the smooth, heavy mound of dough into a large ceramic bowl, covered it with a damp towel and lifted it from the counter. "Here, let me get that." He looked pointedly at her belly and reached for the bread. "I can do it..." she protested, but relinquished the bowl without a struggle. "Where are we taking it?" "Living room." She led the way. "Any place in particular?" he asked as they entered the room. "Bookshelf beside the woodstove. It's warm enough to make the bread rise, but not hot enough to kill the yeast." He set the bowl between a stack of Dirt Bike magazines and an antique, wind-up clock that ticked loudly. "When did you learn how to bake bread?" "Last week. Part of my crash course in survival techniques." Rid of the bowl, he put his arms around her. "I enjoyed last night," he said, nuzzling her ear. "Mulder, we didn't do anything last night." "We slept in the same bed." She peered past him toward the kitchen where Kenna was singing to William. "This might not be the best place for this," she said, pushing gently against his chest. He refused to release her and buried his nose in her hair. "Tell me everything I've missed." "That's a tall order." "Okay, start with the living arrangements. I have to admit, I was a little surprised to find you here with Kenna." "William's not ready to leave her." "He'll never be ready as long as you--" "I won't put him through any more upheaval. He's devoted to her and he barely knows me." "But you're his mother." "And he'll learn that, in time. For now, this is the way it has to be...for his sake." Her willingness to sacrifice her own happiness for that of their child was as unwavering now as it had been the day she gave him up for adoption. Mulder no longer doubted her motives. Her decision had been selfless and he felt ashamed for his previously misguided accusations. She'd had William's best interests at heart, then as now. Scully slipped out of his embrace and busied herself straightening books, folding an afghan, picking up toys, anything, it seemed, to avoid looking directly at him. "Kenna told me you asked her to marry her." "That's not true. You can ask Gibson." "I did." "And?" "He said it wasn't true." "See?" Mulder felt his panic start to subside. Scully pinned him with a serious stare. "The point is, *she* thinks it's true." "I'll talk to her." "No, don't. She's..." "Two aliens short of a full blown invasion?" "That's not funny." "I know. I'm sorry." He glanced over his shoulder at the empty doorway. "But aren't you concerned about her being around him?" "She seems a bit off, I'll admit. But she's good to him, Mulder. She kept him alive. I'll always be grateful to her for that." Maybe not when you learn the whole truth, he thought miserably, knowing he had to tell her about their short-lived affair -- before Kenna told her. If it wasn't already too late. Stalling while he gathered his courage, he fed a log into the woodstove. The fire snapped and crackled as it radiated warmth and the piney scent of green wood. Scully lowered herself into a nearby chair, a rocker with a padded seat and back. She rested her hands on the rounded curve of her belly and watched while he rearranged logs with the poker. "They saved my life," he blurted, not ready to confess his infidelity, not with William and Kenna so close by. "Who?" "The Gunmen." Scully's brows rose. "When?" "The day it all went to hell. After I let the aliens out. And the ship took off with you in it." "I don't understand. How did they save your life?" "I...I don't really have an answer for that." "You do realize they're dead?" "Of course." Mulder closed the door on the woodstove and hung the poker back on its hook. "I've seen other ghosts, too," he said, as if this admission would help her believe he had actually seen Byers, Frohike and Langly. "Whose ghosts?" "Krycek. X. Deep Throat." "Given what you were going through, it's not unrealistic you'd be thinking of them." She didn't believe him and he found it difficult to keep sarcasm out of his response. "And your sister? Why would I be thinking of her, given what I was going through?" "You saw Missy?" "At a gas station in Wyoming." Concern knotted her brow. "How long have you been having these...visions?" "The first was the day I broke into the facility at Mount Weather, before I was captured." "Jesus, Mulder, I visited you in your cell. I saw you at your trial. Why didn't you tell me?" "I was afraid you would think I was crazy." A half-hearted laugh chuffed from her lungs. "And that doesn't worry you now?" "No, because I don't see them anymore." This seemed to surprise her. She considered a moment and he thought he read a mix of pity and relief in her eyes. "Maybe you don't see them anymore because you no longer need to see them." He shook his head, knelt in front of her, and clasped her hands between his. "They weren't a mental manifestation, a coping mechanism, if that's what you're thinking. They helped me, Scully." "That's what I'm saying." "No, I mean, they helped me in a literal, physical sense. The Gunmen carried me to safety, away from Tse'Bit'a'i'. They saved my life." "I believe you." She stroked his face. "I do." The gesture felt patronizing. He ducked away from her hand. "Really? It used to take a lot more than my say-so to convince you that something as unlikely as ghosts were real." "I've changed, Mulder." Tears shone in her eyes. Her hand went to her stomach. "In more ways than the obvious." What had happened to her aboard Tse'Bit'a'i'? What had she endured at the hands of his nefarious clone? He desperately wanted to ask if Ca-Lo had touched her, forced himself on her, fathered the child she was carrying. He covered her hand with his own. "I don't remember you being this big with William." Leaning forward, he put an ear to her stomach and listened. "Maybe there's more than one in there. William plus quadruplets would make a great basketball team," he joked, hoping to steer their conversation into less distressing territory. She appeared to appreciate his humor and relaxed a little. "Bite your tongue. One healthy baby will be plenty." "You realize I'm finally going to be able to put my Lamaze skills to use." "I'll hold you to it. I hated that you couldn't be with me when William was born." He was about to tell her how deeply he regretted it, too, but the opportunity was lost when William raced into the room and happily shrieked "Dada!" Mulder caught him in the crook of his arm and lifted him into Scully's lap. "Hey, big guy, how would you like to go sledding with your ol' man later today?" It was doubtful William knew what a sled was, but he replied with an enthusiastic "Yay!" "Maybe we can convince your Mom to come watch us." He winked at Scully. William's head swiveled. His faint brows drew together. He stared hard at Scully. "Mama kitchen," he said earnestly. "No, mama's right here," Mulder said. "Mulder, don't." "It's time, Scully. It's past time. Son, I want you to meet your real--" A crash of glass stopped him mid-sentence. Kenna stood in the doorway, face stricken. Spilled coffee and shards of the broken carafe littered the floor around her feet. "Lies!" she hissed. "Kenna..." Mulder stood and lifted William from Scully's lap. "You know the truth." "That's right, I do." She marched up to him, latched onto William and tried to pull him away from Mulder. "Let go." William whimpered and Mulder relinquished him, rather than play tug-of-war with his son. "You're a fine one to talk about the truth, Mulder." Her eyes narrowed. Her mouth twisted with anger. "How honest have you been?" She whirled and stalked from the room, taking William with her. * * * SHORTLY BEFORE DAWN THE NEXT DAY Bone-chilling cold. Sting of sleet on bare skin. Darkness everywhere. "We'll be there soon, William, I promise." Gibson woke with a start. He knew instantly it wasn't a bad dream that was making his heart pound. Kenna was out on the frozen reservoir. With William. He tossed off his blankets. Not taking time to light a lantern, he pulled on his pants, shoved his feet into his boots, and hurried to the next room to wake Father Richards. "Get Mulder," he urged. "What's the matter?" Father Richards rose groggily from his bed. "Kenna's taken William. I think she's gone to the reservoir. I'm going after them." The priest fumbled to light the lantern on his bedside table. The room brightened when he touched match to wick. He held the lamp out to Gibson. "Take this." "I don't need it." "Maybe not, but it'll help us find you." Gibson nodded, grabbed the lantern and headed for the door. "Bring Mulder as soon as you can," he called over his shoulder. Outside, a northerly wind whistled past his ears. Sleet needled his face. He stumbled through knee-high snowdrifts, homing in on Kenna's thoughts, using them to guide him to her. "She isn't your mama, William...*I* am...I know what's best for you...she gave you away...I'll never leave you...I love you..." It seemed an eternity before Gibson arrived at the reservoir and spotted Kenna near the outlet, where the ice tapered, translucent and dangerously thin, and open water gurgled through a grate in a small dam. It rushed downstream on the opposite side, a deep, black crevice in the snow. Kenna was dressed in only a thin nightgown. Her head, arms and feet were bare. Thankfully, she had bundled William in a snowsuit, hat, mittens and boots. Reading the boy's thoughts, Gibson knew he was neither cold nor frightened. "Kenna!" Surprised, she spun to face him. "Gibson?" He slogged closer, lamp held high so she could see his face. He tried to smile. "Where are you going?" "Don't you already know? Thought you could read minds." He nodded, conceding the point. "You can't get to the Grand Canyon on foot." "Yes I can. Don't try to stop me." "You're going in the wrong direction. It's that way." He swung the lantern toward town. "No it's not. You're trying to trick me." "I'm not, I swear." She backed away from him...closer to the outlet. "Don't follow me." "Kenna, please." He continued toward her. A few more steps and he might be able to grab hold of her arm-- "I said don't come any closer!" She stumbled back, one, two, three steps. A loud pop ricocheted through the ice. The sound provoked a primal response in Gibson, an almost overwhelming fear. His muscles tightened, his heart pounded, every neuron screamed at him to run to safer ground. He held his breath and listened for confirmation that the ice was going to collapse beneath their feet. When nothing happened, he fought his instincts, tried to quell his panic and stand firm. "Okay. I'm not following you. I've stopped. Please, come back before you fall in." Kenna clung to William. She shivered as much from fear as from the cold. "What do you care? You're *her* friend." "I'm your friend, too." "No you're not. You brought her here. She wants to take William and Mulder away from me." The ice snapped and spider-webbed beneath her feet. One fissure zigzagged past Gibson, splitting ice and snow. He felt helpless. Even with his telepathic powers he didn't know what to say or do to stop her. He had no experience with situations like this. "Kenna!" Mulder's voice cut through the clatter of sleet on frozen snow. He loped toward them, coat flapping, bare chest exposed. Far behind him, Father Richards followed the crooked trail of his footsteps, a bobbling light in the dark. "Come off the ice, Kenna." Mulder slowed when he reached Gibson. He was breathing hard. Frightening thoughts swirled through his mind, bombarding Gibson with worst case scenarios. Inwardly he was falling apart. Outwardly, his face remained a mask of calm, his voice steady and sympathetic. "You're putting William in danger." This got Kenna's attention. She stiffened and looked down at the cracks in the ice. "I know you don't want to hurt him," Mulder pressed, keeping his tone free of reproach. Gibson was impressed. Mulder didn't need his mind-reading ability; he had a gift for understanding human behavior and motivation. "He's depending on you to keep him safe." "I...I love him." "I know you do." "And he loves me." "Yes, yes, he does." "I've taken good care of him." "You have." Mulder inched closer. The ice creaked and sagged beneath him. "Mulder, it won't hold all of us," Gibson warned. "Then back away." Mulder stepped closer to Kenna, ignoring the danger. He had done this sort of thing before, put himself in harm's way while talking desperate people off ledges, stopping kidnappers from killing hostages. "Kenna, I appreciate everything you've done for William." "Then why don't you love me?" "We can talk about that." He was almost within reach. "Come back to the house." She shook her head and began to cry. "What's the point? You hate me." "I don't hate you." "I didn't take the Tylenol! Honest. And it's not like I lost it on purpose...like I gave it away. The way *she* did! It was an accident. You have to believe me." "I believe you," he lied, not understanding what she was referring to. She choked on her sobs. "We can try again. I'll be more careful. Please, please don't take William away." William looked up at her with troubled eyes. "Mama sad." She soothed him as she sniffled, kissed the crown of his head and rocked him in her arms. Her skin was pebbled with gooseflesh. Her trembling lips were blue. The cold had turned the scars on her neck bright crimson. "I'm taking him to the Grand Canyon, Mulder. You can come with us if you want." She turned. Took a step toward the open water. Gibson knew then she intended to end her life and drown them both. Mulder realized it, too. He lunged, grabbed her arm. The ice cracked and snapped. "Dada?" "Give him to me, Kenna. Please," Mulder begged, hanging on to her. She shook her head, but didn't struggle when Mulder lifted William from her arms and drew her to firmer ice. Her thoughts were a jumble of memory and fantasy, her mind a victim of the unimaginable events she had witnessed over the past seven months. "Rick will be home soon," she mumbled. "He'll be hungry. We're going to the Grand Canyon." Mulder passed William to Gibson, then lifted Kenna in his arms. She hung limply as he carried her across the ice. When he reached shore, he headed away from the house they had shared, intending to take her to a new place where she could be watched and cared for, away from William. "Where Dada go?" William stared after his father. Father Richards tweaked his rosy cheek. "What do you say we get you back home, young man? Poor Dana was beside herself with worry." Gibson could hear Scully's panic even now. She had desperately wanted to come after her son, but was afraid her presence would ignite Kenna's anger and endanger William further. So she put her trust in God. And in Mulder. Kenna had imagined she could hurt Scully by telling her about Mulder's infidelity. She had hoped to drive an irreconcilable wedge between them. Thing was, she hadn't understood Scully's faith. Or Mulder's love... * * * MID-DECEMBER, 2002 Mulder paced, impatient for Scully to return home with William. She had taken him to Vic's Motel, a tidy establishment where Royal Jackson lived with a rotating harem of five or six women. Kenna stayed in one of the motel's twelve guest rooms. She wasn't one of Royal's lovers, but he and the women kept an eye on her, making sure she got enough to eat and returning her to the motel whenever she wandered away. "Why?" Mulder demanded the moment Scully walked through the door with William asleep against her shoulder. "Shh. Keep your voice down." She went directly to William's bedroom. Mulder limped after her. "Why did you take him to see her?" "We had this conversation earlier. My answer's still the same: he was asking about her." "You couldn't tell him she moved away?" She laid William in his crib and unzipped his snowsuit. "She was the most important person in his life for months. He misses her." She handed the snowsuit to Mulder, along with William's boots, mittens and hat. "I want what's best for our child." "So do I." He dumped William's things onto the changing table. "Do you? Is that the real reason you want to cut Kenna out of William's life?" Guilt heated his cheeks. How much had he contributed to Kenna's breakdown? "She could've killed him that night on the ice." "She was sick, Mulder. She didn't realize what she was doing." "That's my point." Scully placed William's favorite plush toy -- a threadbare and food-stained beagle -- beside his head. A mobile of circus animals hung from the headboard, a relic of the crib's original occupant. Touching it lightly, Scully set its elephants and tigers twirling. She watched them bobble and whirl for a moment, seemingly lost in thought. Finally, she said, "When we tried IVF...and it failed...I...I was very disappointed." She kept her eyes focused on the rotating animals. "I remember." "I thought it was my last chance." Mulder moved to stand behind her. He threaded his arms beneath hers and embraced her swollen waist. Her coat still carried the chill of the outdoors and the distinctive, musty odor of Vic's Motel. She reached into the crib and stroked William's cheek. His lips puckered and he stirred, but his eyes remained closed. "You told me to never give up on a miracle. Remember?" He kissed her ear. "Yeah, I was hoping to get lucky, so to speak." "We both got lucky." He thought he heard humor in her voice, but when she turned in the circle of his arms to face him, her expression was deadly serious. "There's something I haven't told you. Something that happened to William while you were in hiding." "I know about Jeffrey Spender's visit, if that's what you're referring to. Gibson filled me in on the details." At her surprised look, he explained, "We had a lot of time to kill. You can only play I Spy With My Little Eye for so long, you know." She slid out of his embrace, removed her coat and dropped it on the twin bed opposite the crib. "Several weeks before Jeffrey showed up claiming to be you, William was kidnapped." "Kidnapped? By who?" "A man named Josepho. He was part of a religious group, what Agent Doggett described as a whacked-out UFO cult. Josepho was their leader. He told me I had to choose between your life and William's." "And...?" She returned to the crib and drew a fleecy blanket over their sleeping son. Together they watched his small chest rise and fall. Steady. Unconcerned. "I couldn't, of course," she said. "I wouldn't. I loved you both. So I refused. I tailed Josepho, looking for William." "And you found him." "Yes." "Where?" "I can hardly describe it, let alone explain it." "Try." "I followed him to a ship...an alien ship." "I'll save my 'I told you so' for later." His head dipped and his cheek grazed hers. He offered her a smile. Her expression remained solemn. "The ship took off. The site was in ruins. On fire. Everyone was dead. Except William. He...he didn't have a scratch on him." "How do you explain that?" "I can't. But there were other things that happened while you were away, other things I can't explain." "Such as...?" "I saw William levitate objects." She reached out and stilled the mobile. "He seems like a perfectly normal kid now." "Jeffrey Spender injected him with something." "You think the injection changed him?" "I don't know, that's not my point." She turned and looked up at him, her expression unbearably sad. "My point is that despite every precaution, I couldn't protect him. From the cult. From Jeffrey. No more than I could protect you from the men who wanted you dead." "Scully--" "What I'm trying to say... What I *am* saying is that you were right, Mulder. I wanted to send William away. I wanted to send you away, too. I thought it would save you. But I was wrong." "No. You weren't." *I* was wrong, he thought. His expectations had been unrealistic. His anger misguided. The last few months had taught him the truth about responsibility and self-sacrifice -- the altruistic side of love. Scully hadn't betrayed him or William. She'd put their needs ahead of her own, suffered to keep them safe. And how had he responded? By lashing out at her, blaming her, accusing her of being selfish and disloyal, words that more closely described him than her. His behavior had been abominable. His betrayal unforgivable. "After our escape from Mount Weather, when we were headed to the Anasazi Pueblos, I pulled over while you were asleep in the car. The Gunmen appeared to me at the side of the road." He paused to see if she would dispute this claim. When she didn't, he continued. "Langly told me to hang a big U-ie and never look back. Byers wanted to know why I was willing to risk perfect happiness -- not to mention our lives -- to chase after answers I already knew. Frohike called me crazy. " "What did you tell them?" "I needed to know if I could change the future." The Keeper of the Truth in the pueblos had unfortunately turned out to be only C.G.B. Spender, eager to gloat over their powerlessness. Which meant Mulder had risked Scully's life for nothing. Again. "I never did save the world." "That's not entirely true. Ca-Lo was your clone and he destroyed the aliens." "Which makes me a hero by proxy? That's a stretch, don't you think?" "Does it matter? The world has a future now." More time for us to hurt each other? "I owe you an apology, Scully," he admitted, wanting to set things right. "To be honest, I owe you a whole bunch of apologies." "You don't owe me anything. You brought back our son, just like you said you would." "No, I didn't trust you. I questioned your motives. I said...terrible things." He felt ashamed and hung his head. It was time to come clean, tell her the truth. All of it. "I... I slept with Kenna. I'm sorry, Scully. It was a stupid, selfish thing to do and I regret it more than--" "Stop, Mulder. I already know about it. Kenna told me." An uneasy sigh sifted from his lungs. "I was afraid of that." "No, it's okay." "It's not okay. I--" She silenced him by running her fingers across his lips. She appeared neither angry nor hurt. "There's no such thing as perfect happiness, Mulder. Byers was wrong." "That's a pessimistic point of view." "Not really. Happiness doesn't have to be perfect. Not as long as we can forgive one another for our mistakes." Her expression was earnest. She was forgiving him. After all the hurt he had caused. His throat tightened. "Is it enough?" "I hope so, because I have a confession to make, too." Her gaze dropped to her rounded stomach. "I'm hoping you can forgive this child and love her..." "Even if Ca-Lo is the father and not me." "Yes. How did you know?" "It doesn't matter. What matters is I don't care." She searched his face, trying to gauge his sincerity. "We could look for a lab where I could run tests, maybe learn the truth," she suggested. He shook his head and gathered her into his arms. She had referred to the baby as "her." They were going to have a little girl. A sister for William. Emotion threatened to overwhelm him as memories of Samantha resurfaced. "She's your daughter, Scully. I love her for that reason alone. However she came to be, I'm her father now. I don't need a test," he said, meaning it. "Do you?" "No." She leaned into him and clutched at the fabric of his shirt. He felt her shoulders hitch as she cried silently, face pressed against his chest. He stroked her hair, kissed the crown of her head, and tightened his embrace. There was no point kidding himself; they faced difficult times ahead. They would need to work hard to rebuild their lives, keep watch for another invasion, and bring a new baby into a harsh, uncertain world. But Scully had forgiven him. They had their son back and a daughter on the way. They were a family again. It might not be Byers' idea of perfect happiness, but at this moment it seemed damn close. * * * SOMETIME AROUND CHRISTMAS Shortly after dawn Mulder and Skinner took off on a "top secret mission" in the helicopter. While they were gone, Scully kept William occupied by making cookies shaped like stars and candy canes -- part of their contribution to the town's holiday feast to be held at the church later in the day. No one knew for certain if today was actually Christmas, but it was deemed close enough. People felt celebratory and declared this the day to give thanks. William got more frosting on his face and fingers than on the cookies, but Scully enjoyed hearing him laugh and "sing" carols as he alternately licked the spatula and drummed his highchair tray. Every few minutes he asked "Where Dada?" She reassured him everything was fine. "Daddy will be home later." "Mo' cookie." "You've had plenty." She handed him a wet dishrag. "Wipe your face, please." He smeared frosting into his hair, then sucked on the cloth. "You need a bath, young man." "Mo' cookie!" "No more cookies. They're for after dinner." She filled the kitchen sink with water warmed on the stove, undressed him and sat him in the sudsy water. He splashed happily as she shampooed and bathed him. She loved the slippery feel of his sturdy arms and legs, the vibration of his chest when he laughed. She inspected him from head to toe and marveled at the changes in him. When thoughts of lost time and missed milestones brought tears to her eyes, she painted her chin with a soap suds beard, making them both giggle. William objected when it came time to drain the water and get out. But he settled down quickly after she wrapped him in a big towel and carried him to his room to diaper and dress him. She put him down for his nap and read to him -- "Green Eggs and Ham," "The Cat in the Hat," "The Night Before Christmas," books she had discovered in the toy chest beneath his crib. She stayed long after his eyes had closed and his breathing slowed, content to watch him sleep, loath to leave him alone after being separated for so long. Mulder and Skinner returned in late afternoon, dressed as the most pathetic looking Santa Clauses Scully had ever seen. Their false white beards were thin, straggly things, dingy and askew, the elastic that held them in place clearly visible. Mulder had stuffed a bed pillow under his red coat and cinched it in place with a wide leather belt with an enormous Budweiser Beer belt buckle. Skinner's coat hung loose, but he sported shiny black boots and a fur-trimmed hat with a jingle- bell pompom. They hoisted several bulging sacks of gifts from the Blackhawk. The settlers gathered around and braved the winter chill to see what surprises these unlikely St. Nicks had brought back from distant towns. Old and young alike stared with glittering, wide eyes as Mulder and Skinner ho-ho-hoed, poked fun at one another and distributed gifts, starting with toys for the camp's children. Spirits ran high as kids were given skates and sleds, action figures and baby dolls, puzzles and toy ponies, cars and trucks. The adults received more practical presents: warm coats, toiletries, food, blankets, space heaters. These everyday items seemed nothing less than miraculous to the luxury-starved settlers. William blinked in wonder when Mulder handed him an eight-inch die-cast motorcycle, complete with rider and passenger. "Vroom vroom." Mulder winked and William shyly took the toy. After doling out dozens of presents, Santas Skinner and Mulder surprised everyone by hauling a fully decorated artificial Christmas tree from the Blackhawk. They carried it on their shoulders to the church and stood it in one corner of the large meeting room, which was set for dinner with rows of folding tables and chairs, mismatched tablecloths, dinnerware and candles. Shortly after dusk, everyone gathered together and Father Richards offered a prayer of thanks. After a collective "amen," he smiled and announced, "Okay, let's eat!" Platters of wild turkey, fresh trout, casseroles, breads and desserts were passed from table to table. When the supply of wine ran low, Skinner sent Royal to the Blackhawk for a stash of eighteen-year-old Glenfiddich Scotch. The night continued with numerous, heartfelt toasts, joyous singing and even dancing as several talented musicians played fiddle, guitar, flute and drums. Traditional favorites like O Come All Ye Faithful and Twelve Days of Christmas were intermixed with everyday tunes like Hey Jude, American Pie and Bridge Over Troubled Water. People were grateful to be alive, happy to be among friends. Mulder held William throughout the evening. Scully stuck close by, thankful they had worked out their differences. She loved him and William with all her heart and was relieved to have them both back in her life. To think that only a few months ago, it seemed likely she would never see either of them again. But here they were, the three of them together, with a baby on the way and a hopeful future ahead. Across the room, Kenna skulked at the fringe of Royal's entourage. She cradled a plastic baby doll in her arms. Every now and again, she caught William's eye and waved. He smiled back and Scully worried that his friendliness would encourage Kenna to come over. But she remained where she was and there were no uncomfortable confrontations. At evening's end the settlers parted reluctantly. A group of inebriated revelers followed Royal and his seven or eight female companions to Vic's, where the party would continue until sunrise. Kenna trailed after them, baby doll hugged tightly to her chest. Mulder lifted William onto his shoulders and offered his arm to Scully. They bid goodnight to Gibson and Father Richards, then sauntered across a moonlit landscape toward home, their breaths pluming the air. Stars winked overhead, brilliant as gemstones in the dark night sky. Laughter and jovial voices eddied around them, people called goodnight, wished one another happy holidays. A snowball sailed past Mulder's left shoulder and he spun to find three neighborhood boys stifling giggles. "Thanks for the Christmas presents, Mr. Mulder," they shouted before dashing off. Inside the house, Mulder volunteered to put William down for the night. "You go ahead and get ready for bed, Scully. I'll take care of Junior." "Want Mama." William sleepily rubbed his eyes and reached for Scully. Was it a slip of the tongue? "You heard the man." Mulder handed him to Scully. "He's all yours...Mama." Tears filled her eyes. Whether William was aware of what he had said or not, he had called her mama and it was music to her ears. She was still smiling twenty minutes later when she joined Mulder in the bedroom. "He asleep?" Mulder deposited his pants atop a chair in the corner, then climbed into bed wearing only boxer shorts. "Out like a light." Scully undressed quickly. The room was chilly. She slipped a heavy flannel nightgown over her head. "We'll have to move him out of that crib and into a bed before the baby comes." "He's too big for it anyway. I caught him trying to climb out a couple of days ago." "You didn't tell me that." "Didn't want you to worry he might take a tumble and crack open his skull." "Thanks for that image. I'll sleep well tonight," she teased. "Did you hear him? He called me mama." "I heard. That's great." "Best Christmas present I could've received." She blew out the lantern and slid into bed. He spooned behind her, covering her with the comforter and one warm, heavy arm. Moonlight flooded the room as brightly as any streetlamp. He drew her closer, until his chest blanketed her back and his groin cradled her hips. "Then I guess there's no point in giving you this." He opened his fist to reveal a tiny velvet gift box. "You got me a present," she said, delighted as a child. She grabbed the box from his hand, yanked off the bow and opened the lid. A diamond solitaire ring sparkled inside. "Skinner picked this out, didn't he?" "Busted. I was lobbying for a glow-in-the-dark Dick Tracy secret decoder ring, but he nixed the idea. You disappointed?" "A decoder ring would've come in handy--" "That's what I said." "But this is beautiful." "I didn't pay for it." "No, really?" "The sentiment is genuine, if that counts for anything." "Depends on the sentiment." She tilted the box, watching the stone sparkle in the moonlight. He plucked the ring from the box and slipped it onto the third finger of her left hand. "I'm hoping to dazzle you into not noticing you've inadvertently hitched your wagon to an idiot's horse." "I have a wagon?" "You do. And a horse. And an idiot. If you'll have us." He tried to manipulate the angle of her hand to reflect moonlight off the ring into her eyes. She ignored the blinding flashes of light and his boyish attempts to distract her. "Does this idiot love me?" "With all his heart." "Then I'm a lucky woman." She leaned back and kissed his chin. He rose up on one arm, leaned over her and pressed his lips to hers. The angle was awkward. She tilted her head to give him better access. His hand slid up her neck and cupped her jaw, pinning her in place as his tongue plundered her mouth. Her heart beat faster. Heat radiated out to her fingertips and toes. She gasped when his lips abandoned hers. Feather-light kisses taunted her cheek, her temple, her ear. His darting tongue teased her lobe and the creases of her neck. She had missed this: the feel of his body, solid and warm against hers, the rasp of his cheek upon her skin, his panting breaths and wandering hands and heavy-lidded gaze. So familiar. So cherished. Shaking, she whispered, "Make love to me, Mulder." His hands stilled. Doubt replaced desire in his dark eyes. "I- I want to, but..." "But what?" "I don't want to hurt the baby." "It's virtually impossible to harm a fetus by having sex, Mulder." He didn't look convinced. "I can wait, if you think we should." "Well, I can't." She pressed her buttocks to his lap, rubbing against his rigid penis. He moaned softly and ground his hips against her spine. Desire pulsed low in her belly. An unexpected surge of wetness dampened her curls and slicked her inner thighs. "This position would be perfect; it'd avoid deep penetration. We'll be okay." The mattress dipped and creaked as he shimmied out of his boxers. She tugged her nightgown higher, baring her backside. His fiery erection poked between her legs. She was eager, almost desperate, for him to enter her. But he hesitated and drew back. "Mulder..." His name scraped past tightened vocal chords, her frustration obvious. "You won't hurt the baby. Or me. It's okay, really." "No, it's not that. I was just thinking..." "What?" "I should use a condom." She hated the idea of delaying their lovemaking, or abstaining altogether if a condom couldn't be procured, but the suggestion was a sensible one and necessary. "We've both had unprotected sex with other partners." "Hold on. I'll see what I can find." He rolled over and rummaged through the nightstand. "Nothing here." "Try the medicine cabinet." "Be right back." A few minutes later he returned with a foil packet. "Expiration date's still good," he announced and crawled into bed behind her. She heard him tear open the wrapper and a moment later his sheathed erection prodded her inner thighs. Turning her head to look into his eyes, she laced her fingers through his hair and drew his mouth to hers. They kissed as he pushed slowly into her. Inch by inch, her softness enveloped him. Pressure, fullness, heat. The feeling was divine. He hissed with obvious pleasure. "Are you sure I'm not hurting you?" "I'm fine. More than fine. I'm..." Sated was the only word to describe the way she felt. She drew his hand to her breasts. They were fuller, the nipples larger and more sensitive because of her pregnancy. She overflowed his palm and her voluptuous curves seemed to please and excite him. He groped her. Tugged gently at her left nipple. The sensation was exquisite. And powerful. Pleasure rocketed through her. Blissful pinpricks of electricity tingled her where their flesh met. "You can go deeper," she urged, wanting to feel more of him. He complied, deliberate and measured, his eyes locked on hers to gauge her reaction as he buried himself in her. "Too much?" "No." He began a dawdling withdrawal. Then returned, unhurried, careful. "Mmmm," she hummed. "S'nice." "Let's try for something better than just nice." He hooked his arm over her jutting abdomen. His hand caressed her belly, meandered lower, discovered her damp curls. He fingered the sensitive nub of her clitoris. He pressed and plucked at her flesh. She arched against him, delighted by the sensation of his hand upon her, the press of his cock inside her. It had been too long since they were joined like this. Her ardor blossomed. Her blood became fire and her pulse a drum in her ears, its thunder muting her sudden cry of delight. A grunt punctuated his own release moments later. His movements ceased. He embraced her tightly and plowed his nose into the nape of her neck. His ragged breath puffed hotly against her sweaty skin. His penis grew flaccid inside her. "Damn, I was hoping to last longer," he groaned. She chuckled, completely satisfied. "We can always do it again later." "Hold you to it." He yawned. Slipped out of her. She heard him remove the condom and throw it in the wastebasket beneath his nightstand. She rolled over to face him. "C'mere." He gathered her into his arms. Snuggling against his chest, she listened to his heartbeat. His breathing slowed. Soon, a gentle snore whistled from his nose. "I love you," she whispered, content to let sleep capture her, too. It had been a good day. A very good day indeed. * * * STAR VALLEY BAPTIST CHURCH MARCH 23, 2003 "Ah ha! There's hope!" The priest's face lit up. He had found the opening Gibson had left for him. Gibson was pleased. He liked Father Richards. Admired his persistence. And his optimism. The priest was a natural leader. The settlers looked up to him and considered him a hero after his role in their daring escape. Rightly so. His confidence and good cheer would see them through future hardships. And while Father Richards tended to the settlers' souls, Gibson would watch over their daily lives and bear witness to their hopes and heartaches. In Royal Jackson's case, there weren't many heartaches. His arm had healed months ago and his reputation as an adventurous lover drew an inordinate number of young women to his rooms at Vic's Motel. Appreciative of his attentive style, they lavished him with favors, sexual and otherwise. He never wanted for a home-cooked meal or a bedmate. Walter Skinner, on the other hand, preferred a more solitary existence. He took an occasional partner, but more often than not he was piloting the Blackhawk in search of other settlements and old friends. The helicopter had a range of approximately 350 miles, forcing him to leapfrog from one airport to the next, where he used a manual pump to fuel up with av gas. To date, he had located two enclaves of survivors, two out of the countless settlements Gibson knew were scattered around the globe. Skinner hoped to locate others and eventually set up a network of trade routes to help distribute limited resources and trade for luxury items. He also planned to make a journey north after snowmelt to bring back John Doggett, who Gibson had recently detected on the move in Canada, heading east through Ontario toward Hudson's Bay. Skinner held out hope that Monica Reyes was with him, but so far Gibson had picked up nothing to indicate the two were together. Kenna Douglas cared nothing about outsiders and faraway settlements. She remained locked in a dream world that was blissfully more pleasant than her real one. In her addled mind, she walked the rim of the Grand Canyon each day, arm in arm with her dead husband Rick, their several imaginary children in tow. The number and ages of their sons and daughters changed with each new sunrise, but she loved them as genuinely as she had loved William. The townspeople were tolerant of her, watching over the slender, scarred young woman who talked to herself as she wandered the snowy thoroughfares of Alpine. Royal made sure she was dressed warmly before she went out. And his female companions fed her regularly and saw to it she was tucked safely into bed each night. Scully continued her visits to Kenna, her emotional reserves replenished since Mulder and William's return and the birth of her new baby. She felt strong and capable, once again ready to wage battle against any threat, whether it be an outbreak of influenza or a second alien invasion. She pestered Gibson for news of her mother and brothers. So far he had located none of them, but Scully held out hope. She looked forward to introducing them to the newest family member. True to his word, Mulder did love Scully's baby -- a small but feisty daughter, born on February 16, 2003. This time, he was in attendance for the birth. They named the baby Abigail at Father Richards' suggestion. He said it meant "my father rejoices," which made it a perfect choice. Little Abby was clearly the apple of Mulder's eye. He fell head over heels in love with his little girl the moment she took her first breath. She squirmed and bawled gustily as he lifted her, red and wrinkled, onto Scully's deflated belly. He grinned like a lunatic and cried openly when Scully put the baby to her breast and coaxed her to suckle. "She has your eyes," Scully said breathlessly, exhausted after hours of labor. Abby did indeed have her father's eyes. Curious and full of wonder. A shock of dark hair fuzzed her soft scalp. She smelled like sour milk and morning mist, and Mulder could not get enough of sniffing her. Or counting her tiny toes and fingers, marveling at her little nails, her long eyelashes and shell-shaped ears. But most of all, he loved the warm weight of her in the crook of his arm. "Five and a half pounds of pure perfection," he boasted, experiencing the same mix of pride and nervousness he'd felt after William was born. William took the birth of his new sister in stride. Mulder and Scully lavished him with attention and did their best to make him feel a part of things. While Scully and Abby napped, Mulder took William outside to play with the town's other children. They made forts with snowman guards and piles of snowball ammunition. When the roughhousing threatened to overwhelm young William, Mulder lifted him onto his shoulders and took him to the reservoir to watch the fishermen set traps. They caught snowflakes on their tongues, which delighted William no end. As his giggles echoed through the forest, Mulder tipped his head back to listen, immersing himself in his young son's joy, grateful beyond words for this chance at a new and better life. Not everyone felt so fortunate. Many had lost their loved ones. They grieved for their dead. Gibson's thoughts drifted to Dibeh and Ca-Lo. Victims both. And unsung heroes. How different might their lives have been had they not suffered at the hands of alien masters? Born free, would Ca-Lo have been more like Mulder? And how would Mulder have fared in Ca-Lo's place? Circumstances drive our choices, he thought. Fate molds character like soft clay beneath a potter's hands. Fear and loneliness give rise to imagined grievances and unfortunate decisions. He knew better than anyone that people were imperfect beings, who often acted selfishly and thoughtlessly, made frequent mistakes, and inadvertently hurt those they professed to love. But in the end it was their capacity to forgive that allowed them to unburden their souls and soar with angels. Scully was right, he thought. There is no perfect happiness. But there is forgiveness. And it is enough. "Care for another?" Gibson offered a Coors to Father Richards. "Since you're twisting my arm, don't mind if I do." The priest took the bottle and rubbed it like a good luck charm as he contemplated his next move. Gibson sipped his beer and waited. He had a nice buzz going. The voices in his head hummed like drowsy bumblebees and the future seemed suddenly as promising as a summer afternoon. THE END Feedback welcome at nejake@tds.net